The Upload 23.11.19

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DmUy3TPGp_w

hook

we been livin life like a movie
drivin fast
high speed through the whole scene
said she like the bright lights
and my black jeans
runnin it up how's life in the backseat? (x2)

bridge 1

we've been fallin for a minute
and i can't take this now
don't hold me down
throw me around
around

verse

hop out the car
bet they know my name
jump around ima star
in my own lane

you want me now but you didn't in the first place
breakin it down to you i got the worse ways (x2)

bridge 2

they,
walk right through
you,
now we're wondering
how we could make it out

MAKE IT OUT (prod. IOF and Curtains) [MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC]

Prod: @bornhero
Art by Niggaara:
https://twitter.com/Niggaara
https://www.instagram.com/niggaara/

I'mma be alright, like a skeleton at midnight
Writing all my songs all alone by my desk light
I'm inside my head saying that I'll never feel right
Pieces of me hiding, always running from the spotlight

On a steady diet of daydreams and fantasies
Everyone around me always seems to want a part of me
I'm falling all apart
I'm trying to forget that part
I got dead roses in my garden
I can't even bring em back from starving
Won't let you inside, like I'm hardened

I'mma be alright, like a skeleton at midnight
Writing all my songs all alone by my desk light
I'm inside my head saying that I'll never feel right
Pieces of me hiding, always running from the spotlight

Midnight (prod. Born Hero)

no samples
prod. 1080p dreams

lyrics: 
permanently stone-faced
always moving at a slow pace
off-putting like a gross taste
straight malort with no chase
and you can tell by my demeanor
that I don't wanna be here
yet sometimes I just can't help
but dream of a different version of myself
where I would smile 
like lily allen
enthusiastic 
like jimmy fallon
with a guest on
a fit of laughter
probably fake
but it doesn't really matter
yet all the feelings of self-hatred won't end
I've put a bounty on my own head
left myself roasted
punched myself in the face until my nose bled
then trampled all over my rose bed
yet sometimes I just can't help
but dream of a different version of myself
where I would smile 
like lily allen
enthusiastic 
like jimmy fallon
with a guest on
a fit of laughter
probably fake
but it doesn't really matter
it doesn't really matter
cause I would smile 
like lily allen
enthusiastic 
like jimmy fallon
with a guest on
a fit of laughter
probably fake
but it doesn't really matter
it doesn't really matter
it doesn't really matter
cause everyone likes me but nobody knows why
and everyone cites me as being a dope guy
everyone likes me but nobody knows why
everyone likes me like jimmy fallon
like jimmy fallon

Stream on Spotify

jimmy fallon

Noise Ring Stains Pt 2 (Prod.holyvexy)

💖 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓈𝓊𝓅𝓅𝑜𝓇𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓊𝓈 💖
💫 @iamstarinthesky
💫 https://www.instagram.com/higheststarinthesky/
🚀 @whywewish
🚀 https://www.instagram.com/whywewish/
🍞 @user-671789865
🍞 https://www.instagram.com/youngflaco_1/
--
Uwuuuu, Uwuuuuu, Uwuuuuu....
(Star - intro)
I see the twinkle in your eye
Reflecting off the star in the sky
Close them softly and make a wish
Come in close seal it with a kiss

(Star - chorus)
When you wish upon a star
You'll wake up in a foreign car
You might not know where we are
Cuz we're at the beach 
I know it's really far
From where you used to be
But I just hate how heeeee treated you
If stars could wish too, I'd wish to be with YOU....

(Star - verse 1)
I wish I was with you
So much so it's like a total issue
If I go a second without u on my mind
I start to miss you
What do I do??
I push, no one gonna stop me
Smoke Kush, Baby I blow smoke rings
They shook
Zoomin past em like a starsccreeaammm
If u make a wish now it's the perfect timing
Stars aligning, Thoughts colliding
I got biggg bags
But got no love inside me :'(
Don’t deny me, Stand beside me
Look to the stars if u need to find me...

(Star - pre-chorus)
I see the twinkle in your eye
Reflecting off the star in the sky
Close them softly and make a wish
Come in close seal it with a kiss

(Star - chorus)
When you wish upon a star
You'll wake up in a foreign car
You might not know where we are
Cuz we're at the beach 
I know it's really far
From where you used to be
But I just hate how heeeee treated you
If stars could wish too, I'd wish to be with YOU....

(whywewish - verse 2)
i can see a sparkle, when i look into your eye
i feel like i'm lookin' at a starinthesky
said that we should wish, i asked why
you said so there’s a reason, to always try 

it’s whywewish, i can make your wish come true 
i'd fight my way through hell for you 
when you leave, i feel so blue, thinkin about everything that we've been through

so tell me your truth, baby whisper in my ear
know that i'm witchu, whether far away or near
you're my light in the dark, make it clear, 
please don't ever disappear

(Star - pre-chorus)
I see the twinkle in your eye
Reflecting off the star in the sky
Close them softly and make a wish
Come in close seal it with a kiss

(Star - chorus)
When you wish upon a star
You'll wake up in a foreign car
You might not know where we are
Cuz we're at the beach 
I know it's really far
From where you used to be
But I just hate how heeeee treated you
If stars could wish too, I'd wish to be with YOU....
--
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https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/i-gotchu-prod-luciid
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/why-prod-nextlane
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/go-hard-prod-silo
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/thief-prod-magickid
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/give-u-my-world-prod-magickid
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/1-of-a-kind
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/4reign-luv-prod-spencertyto
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/ride-with-me-prod-magickid

if stars could wish

if stars could wish w/ whywewishღ (prod. young flaco)

[guitar freestyle 1 take on my iphone lol]

take it slow, that's what you want from me
but how can i when you expect so much of me
when you're in my bed, what do you want
when i am in your head to a fault

run away, we'll run away
forget everything you've been telling me
pull away, maybe one day
we'll be ready for you and me

we've got too much at stake and the stakes are high
i'd be with you tonight, do it a thousand times
even if i knew the end would be the same
playing the same old game, i'd die 9 times

i'm sorry i'm not more worth it
i'm sorry i think you're perfect
ahead of your time, pretty, i wish you were mine
when i'm alone with you, i feel alright

i feel alright x4

be with me tonight

we've got too much at stake and the stakes are high :(

common sense (prod. jakkyboi)

with @weepingbell
prod. @killedmyself

im sorry
i dont try to be like this
things have been slipping my mind
and its hard to find
a reason to exist
im sorry
for all of the calls i might miss
things have been filling my mind
all the time
and i cant seem to get rid of it

you want me
to do all these things that i cannot do
im trying my hardest
to keep myself grounded
but always end up a disappointment to you
im sorry
thats all i can ever say when my lips move
im so far from perfect
im only a human
it hurts when im speaking the truth

im sorry w/ weepingbell (prod. killedmyself)

YoungBoiMidge Ft. July - Insert Name Here

https://soundcloud.com/odece

bad bitch, acting like you fucking know me
wrist slit, all my blood is on your blade
gonna quit, too many scars on my skin
admit - you're the sin so Imma pray

I gave everything to you
You took everything you could
It still wasn't enough for you
You want to tore apart my heart

You want to know what the fuck I am
You said that I'm the scum, god damn
I ain't even try to fight
Just leave and say goodbye

just leave and say goodbye
i don't need these pointless fights
all I hear is "go and die"
repeat, this time look into my eyes

look into my eyes, tell me that you want me dead
want me dead, you must have forgotten who the fuck I am
I have helped you like a million times
Don't want nothing in return and I'm the bad guy

I can feel your hands, double edged blade
scar myself, cut myself, for you I'd bleed out, god damn
Now I'm left alone
don't need you, just go home

I gave everything to you
You took everything you could
It still wasn't enough for you
You want to tore apart my heart

You want to know what the fuck I am
You said that I'm the scum, god damn
I ain't even try to fight
Just leave and say goodbye

leave and say goodbye [prod. odece]

[+] ok we both fucked up, it's the past. 
* prod by @prodjody *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[pre-chorus:]
at least i tried
at least i tried to numb the pain
but it ain't right
what you made me feel inside

[chorus:]
so please no fights
i know you're not the one to bite
but she just might
take me there we'll be alright
cus every time
you talk to me, i feel just fine
so please don't leave me now 
what if you're the reason i been feelin down?

if you don't want wanna take me there i'll be okay
i just wanna know if you goin throw it all away
tell me what i gotta do to make you stay
why you gotta make me feel like i'm to blame

[verse:]
you made me choke on the air
if you weren't aware
you made me think all the thoughts
that already there
and i fucked a bitch i don't care
there i said it
but i never meant it
i just wanna tell you i'm present
and fuck i'm a blessing

at least i tried
at least i tried to numb the pain
but it ain't right
what you made me feel inside

i think that this for the best
fuck you, you made me depressed
gaslight me up then you drown me
i know you think i'm a clown

but you barely know me
you think i'ma flop?
i'ma ball like Ginóbili

and i know he's there
so i'ma keep moving like i just don't care
try not to think bout your hand in his hair
fucking burned all our photos i swear
hate your fucking guts
i want my stuff
i can't go home cus i think of your touch
i don't even know who the fuck i can trust
thought you the one
but you did this shit just for fun
im just a fuck
i just want love
i just wanna tell you i miss you a bunch
as i hold up the gun
im feelin real stuck

[chorus:]
so please no fights
i know you're not the one to bite
but she just might
take me there we'll be alright
cus every time
you talk to me, i feel just fine
so please don't leave me now 
what if you're the reason i been feelin down?

if you don't want wanna take me there i'll be okay
i just wanna know if you goin throw it all away
tell me what i gotta do to make you stay
why you gotta make me feel  like i'm to blame

i'm to blame

spotify + apple music

i'm to blame (prod. jody)

prod. balance cooper

INSTAGRAM: @swainesworld
TWITTER: @swainesworldd

lyrics:
i aint tryna cuff but im down to detain
you dont know pain
when i look around at shit i cant explain
doing me dirty and feeding my brain
eating away
gimme a break
and if u aint
then make way

ima give myself one
but i still do what i does
way too much shit to be comin undone
look at urself before lookin at some
hide in plain sight like a ghost in the sun

balaclava, opposite of sauna,
white roll thru like its a benihana

movin military, black boots on the ttc and im scary
papoose with the words and the alphabetty
look at me when im askin on who you betting
too busy getting baked like crocker betty

too slow with the pace like slowpoke
go broke, no way, ima cut throat

rather die than seeing you cry
grabbing the system and making it mine
all seeing, the most evil of eyes
pyramid scheme and im eatin your slice
nobody fuckin with me anytime

i dont wanna cuff but im down to detain
you dont know pain
when i look around at shit i cant explain
doing me dirty and feeding my brain
eating away
gimme a break
and if u aint
then make way

my nikes too white, too clean
if you get close they might bite, ouuwee
you roll dice, but i just get mine free
im all nice
look at him, look at me, old spice 

look at me, look at me, do my ting
stir, rotate, when i bake lines in
get more cake, and it makes me grin
get more face, and i let one sit
ride my wave and i push you in

off of the cliff you go
offin it, off it till you let me know
often i run it in circles, i spit it in person

perform like a circus
i swear like a verdict

i murder i murder

BALACLAVA (prod. balance cooper)

Nothing Like Me

Nothing Like Me w/ 9tails

@diamoonofnhg

used to all of the things you say 
something tells me I’m bout to change i can’t let this go away
awayx2 

missin you why you missin me 
i feel like I’m about to freeze 
shit don’t feel like it’s real to me 
real to me 
tell me if you can feel this pain
my  bodies numb i can’t feel a thing 
lemme know if you feel the same 
feel the same 
It never works out for me anyway 
same thing all the time repeating constantly 
I can’t trust a soul cus they out for me
now I’m on my own trynna find a way 
yeah i can’t trust a soul cus they out for me
now they want me dead that’s another thing 
i can’t trust a soul cus they out for me
now they want me dead that’s another thing

used to all of the things you say 
something tells me I’m bout to change i can’t let this go away
awayx2

The Upload 23.11.19

Kaz Breakerr