The Upload 23.11.19

5 MINUTES

Juice WRLD - Ms Jackson / Rockets

how do i tell her :(

https://soundcloud.com/deadfishpoland
https://soundcloud.com/lilduckk

Lyrics:
How do I tell her that I love her
knowing this wouldn't last for a moment,
ye
Saying that I'm different from the other guys
she has support in me and I'm not gonna lie
But I know u have somebody, I know u have somebody
but i'm still deluded, hoping that you'll change ur mind
I just wanna feel ur body, wanna feel ur body
yet all I do for now is run and hide

this shit hurts me just knowing, that you see me as a brother yea I know it
Don't have any chances of survival, but if I'll never even try it will kill me
I'd rather do it and regret it til the rest of my live
knowing what's the answer to my current thoughts and I might just leave it
isn't that what I wanted?!

You've teached me everything
thanks to you I know how I feel
can't we look past everything
or maybe leave it be

I mean I've did it just to forget bout you
I was sure it's gonna help me, all it did was amplify my feelings for you
leave me feeling guilty about what I've done, now I can see you standing at my fucking doormat

and that thought, killed me completely
And I know that, I'm fucking guilty
We have looked at, each other panicked
I could see that the pain have kicked in
x2

You've teached me everything
thanks to you I know how I feel
can't we look past everything
or maybe leave it be
x2

deadfish - how do i tell that i love her (prod. wellfed)

[+] every time you lookin' at the stars, it's me.

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mj_2y8j_czw

* prod by jody *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[intro:]
i went to the future just to watch you die
i don't want to think about the reasons why
baby you know i'm a dark angel
i got blood dripping down my halo

[hook: 2x]
every time you lookin at the stars, it's me
i know you ain't die but you be hauntin me
you the one that made my heart shatter
but i don't think i really ever mattered

[verse:]
she just want my dick and it's alright
i know you ain't never gonna call right
so i'm just gonna fuck this bitch
and when you hearin this
i know you gettin sick, yea

feelin like i never really mattered
but i be in the cut like a dagger
drugs on me baby im on saturn
floating thru space off a ladder

hauntin me

music video

hauntin me (music video in desc)

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Lyrics
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Baby what's the point of being alive?
If every single second I'm just wasting my time
You keep looking to me waiting for my broken smile
Nowadays you should know I haven't lied in a while

Nowadays I don't get the point of anything at all
I've been looking down the chasm for some hope but I just fall
I've been looking for some friends to talk to, they ignore my calls
You'd swear they'd think I'd never make it that I just don't got the gall

Yeah, Say they care but then they say I'm doing just fine
Call me on my phone, why the fuck would I pick up the line?
I could'a killed myself some years ago but then where's all the thrill?
In the future stacking bills, in my will, write that everybody's pockets who doubted me should be filled
And the hole where their heart should be let it be filled with guilt, they'll only understand what they've lost, on the day I'm killed

Baby what's the point of being alive?
If every single second I'm just wasting my time
You keep looking to me waiting for my broken smile
Nowadays you should know I haven't lied in a while 

Yeah, yeah, nowadays you should know I haven't lied in a while
Yeah, yeah, yeah, nowadays you should know I haven't lied in a while  

Baby what's the point of being alive?
If every single second I'm just wasting my time
You keep looking to me waiting for my broken smile
Nowadays you should know I haven't lied in a while

What's The Point?

iTunes

What's The Point? [Prod. Born Hero]

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DmUy3TPGp_w

hook

we been livin life like a movie
drivin fast
high speed through the whole scene
said she like the bright lights
and my black jeans
runnin it up how's life in the backseat? (x2)

bridge 1

we've been fallin for a minute
and i can't take this now
don't hold me down
throw me around
around

verse

hop out the car
bet they know my name
jump around ima star
in my own lane

you want me now but you didn't in the first place
breakin it down to you i got the worse ways (x2)

bridge 2

they,
walk right through
you,
now we're wondering
how we could make it out

MAKE IT OUT (prod. IOF and Curtains) [MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC]

no samples
prod. 1080p dreams

lyrics: 
permanently stone-faced
always moving at a slow pace
off-putting like a gross taste
straight malort with no chase
and you can tell by my demeanor
that I don't wanna be here
yet sometimes I just can't help
but dream of a different version of myself
where I would smile 
like lily allen
enthusiastic 
like jimmy fallon
with a guest on
a fit of laughter
probably fake
but it doesn't really matter
yet all the feelings of self-hatred won't end
I've put a bounty on my own head
left myself roasted
punched myself in the face until my nose bled
then trampled all over my rose bed
yet sometimes I just can't help
but dream of a different version of myself
where I would smile 
like lily allen
enthusiastic 
like jimmy fallon
with a guest on
a fit of laughter
probably fake
but it doesn't really matter
it doesn't really matter
cause I would smile 
like lily allen
enthusiastic 
like jimmy fallon
with a guest on
a fit of laughter
probably fake
but it doesn't really matter
it doesn't really matter
it doesn't really matter
cause everyone likes me but nobody knows why
and everyone cites me as being a dope guy
everyone likes me but nobody knows why
everyone likes me like jimmy fallon
like jimmy fallon

Stream on Spotify

jimmy fallon

https://soundcloud.com/odece

bad bitch, acting like you fucking know me
wrist slit, all my blood is on your blade
gonna quit, too many scars on my skin
admit - you're the sin so Imma pray

I gave everything to you
You took everything you could
It still wasn't enough for you
You want to tore apart my heart

You want to know what the fuck I am
You said that I'm the scum, god damn
I ain't even try to fight
Just leave and say goodbye

just leave and say goodbye
i don't need these pointless fights
all I hear is "go and die"
repeat, this time look into my eyes

look into my eyes, tell me that you want me dead
want me dead, you must have forgotten who the fuck I am
I have helped you like a million times
Don't want nothing in return and I'm the bad guy

I can feel your hands, double edged blade
scar myself, cut myself, for you I'd bleed out, god damn
Now I'm left alone
don't need you, just go home

I gave everything to you
You took everything you could
It still wasn't enough for you
You want to tore apart my heart

You want to know what the fuck I am
You said that I'm the scum, god damn
I ain't even try to fight
Just leave and say goodbye

leave and say goodbye [prod. odece]

[+] ok we both fucked up, it's the past. 
* prod by @prodjody *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[pre-chorus:]
at least i tried
at least i tried to numb the pain
but it ain't right
what you made me feel inside

[chorus:]
so please no fights
i know you're not the one to bite
but she just might
take me there we'll be alright
cus every time
you talk to me, i feel just fine
so please don't leave me now 
what if you're the reason i been feelin down?

if you don't want wanna take me there i'll be okay
i just wanna know if you goin throw it all away
tell me what i gotta do to make you stay
why you gotta make me feel like i'm to blame

[verse:]
you made me choke on the air
if you weren't aware
you made me think all the thoughts
that already there
and i fucked a bitch i don't care
there i said it
but i never meant it
i just wanna tell you i'm present
and fuck i'm a blessing

at least i tried
at least i tried to numb the pain
but it ain't right
what you made me feel inside

i think that this for the best
fuck you, you made me depressed
gaslight me up then you drown me
i know you think i'm a clown

but you barely know me
you think i'ma flop?
i'ma ball like Ginóbili

and i know he's there
so i'ma keep moving like i just don't care
try not to think bout your hand in his hair
fucking burned all our photos i swear
hate your fucking guts
i want my stuff
i can't go home cus i think of your touch
i don't even know who the fuck i can trust
thought you the one
but you did this shit just for fun
im just a fuck
i just want love
i just wanna tell you i miss you a bunch
as i hold up the gun
im feelin real stuck

[chorus:]
so please no fights
i know you're not the one to bite
but she just might
take me there we'll be alright
cus every time
you talk to me, i feel just fine
so please don't leave me now 
what if you're the reason i been feelin down?

if you don't want wanna take me there i'll be okay
i just wanna know if you goin throw it all away
tell me what i gotta do to make you stay
why you gotta make me feel  like i'm to blame

i'm to blame

spotify + apple music

i'm to blame (prod. jody)

prod. balance cooper

INSTAGRAM: @swainesworld
TWITTER: @swainesworldd

lyrics:
i aint tryna cuff but im down to detain
you dont know pain
when i look around at shit i cant explain
doing me dirty and feeding my brain
eating away
gimme a break
and if u aint
then make way

ima give myself one
but i still do what i does
way too much shit to be comin undone
look at urself before lookin at some
hide in plain sight like a ghost in the sun

balaclava, opposite of sauna,
white roll thru like its a benihana

movin military, black boots on the ttc and im scary
papoose with the words and the alphabetty
look at me when im askin on who you betting
too busy getting baked like crocker betty

too slow with the pace like slowpoke
go broke, no way, ima cut throat

rather die than seeing you cry
grabbing the system and making it mine
all seeing, the most evil of eyes
pyramid scheme and im eatin your slice
nobody fuckin with me anytime

i dont wanna cuff but im down to detain
you dont know pain
when i look around at shit i cant explain
doing me dirty and feeding my brain
eating away
gimme a break
and if u aint
then make way

my nikes too white, too clean
if you get close they might bite, ouuwee
you roll dice, but i just get mine free
im all nice
look at him, look at me, old spice 

look at me, look at me, do my ting
stir, rotate, when i bake lines in
get more cake, and it makes me grin
get more face, and i let one sit
ride my wave and i push you in

off of the cliff you go
offin it, off it till you let me know
often i run it in circles, i spit it in person

perform like a circus
i swear like a verdict

i murder i murder

BALACLAVA (prod. balance cooper)

@pposture <3

Lyrics:
[verse]
I'm getting bad to tell to someone I love you
'Cause every time I do so they leave
I'm getting insecure about what I will do
'Cause every time I try the world seems
To stop me to hate me to make it worse
To fool me, suffocate me, make me fall
I remember the good times me and you
I remember we calling in the afternoon 

[Bridge]
Now everything is gone
Now everything is gone 
Now everything is gone
And I know that you won't come back

[Chorus]
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you

[Verse]
I tried to move on but that's not easy at all
I tried to go ahead but nothing seems to work
I think I've tried everything that I could
But seems like I'll never come back to you
You told me that you loved me
What's the point?
Did you just try to fuck me up?
Life has never been easy and you made it even worse

[Bridge]
Now everything is gone
Now everything is gone
Now everything is gone
And I know that you won't come back

[Chorus]
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you

STREAM

Pick Up The Phone [prod. gothurted x pposture]

✨EVERY DAY IS JUST 24 HOURS OF ME TRYING NOT TO KILL MYSELF✨

prod/mix/master/feat/cover: @trechorboy

i feel emotionally drained 
what am i here for?
it's 3am and pouring rain 
i'm standing at your cellar door
the shawtys that i like just simply never like me back
and you really still ask me why i dress in all black...

i had my hand on her throat 
with a slice on my wrist 
my heart raced
like the first time that we kissed
she told me she never imagined it would end up like this
cuz i'm a fuckin masochist 
when the days fly by,
to be awake is a chore
i used to have real feelings but not anymore
all the dopamine and serotonin drained from my brain
the only thing to search for now is pain

i can’t feel a thing
break caskets when i sing
it hails glass shards outside 
i fade into the night
(2x)

YOU FUCKING LEFT ME STRANDED ON MY OWN AGAIN
FUCK TONIGHT
I GUESS IT DOESN'T MATTER, NOTHING LASTED IN THE END
FUCK
GOODBYE

i had my hand on her throat 
with a slice on my wrist 
my heart raced
like the first time that we kissed
she told me she never imagined it would end up like this
cuz i'm a fuckin masochist 
when the days fly by,
to be awake is a chore
i used to have real feelings but not anymore
all the dopamine and serotonin drained from my brain
the only thing to search for now is pain

i feel emotionally drained 
what am i here for?
it's 3am and pouring rain 
i'm standing at your cellar door
the shawtys that i like just simply never like me back
and you really still ask me why i dress in all black...

MASOCHISTIC, NIHILISTIC.

https://open.spotify.com/track/0NPrRpo8Z66KgBroH22hE2

produced by @fantom-instrumentals
featuring @seejayxo

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
all i see is dead faces
in my room by myself, i can't take it
call my phone, say you love me but you faked it
i don't care anymore, im too abrasive
and bitch you basic
(x2)

[@seejayxo]
why you act like you aint see thru?
thought i told you that i need you
i was steady bleeding
you were so deceiving
baby, i just wanna know if you believe him

i see faces on my wall
i still be waiting on your call
but i know it wont come thru
know that it wont come thru
why even i gotta love you?

im better pickin up a gun
smoke all up inside my lungs
baby i just gotta tell you
gotta tell you the one
fuck it, i just gotta run

[@lottaheart]
all i see is dead faces
in my room by myself, i can't take it
call my phone, say you love me but you faked it
i don't care anymore, im too abrasive
and bitch you basic
(x3)

dead faces w/ seejayxo [fantom]

Disguise

https://open.spotify.com/track/2i9bDrY9IhCbvcDgyb8neq

produced by @splashgvng
featuring @datastarr

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
i got issues
don't want to admit that i miss you
every time you leave it's like a pistol's,
pressed against my head until i'm with you

you got issues
i know that you're broken, i can fix you
you don't think it's true, try to convince you
every time you cry be there to kiss you
i'll be your tissue

[@datastarr]
i don't care
i was hurting, i was burning
you were there
light a match
watch me bleed out
fill your head with empty threats
and words that never left my mouth
know i never ask for help
but that's why i might break
fuck sake
see it clear, carrot cake
one shot, one take
bet it all at high stakes
chasing dollars, chasing thrills
why smoke? know it kills
wanna castle on a hill

[@lottaheart]
i got issues
don't want to admit that i miss you
every time you leave it's like a pistol's,
pressed against my head until i'm with you

you got issues
i know that you're broken, i can fix you
you don't think it's true, try to convince you
every time you cry be there to kiss you
i'll be your tissue

leave and say goodbye [prod. odece]

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