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chill playlist to relax when you are feeling tired.

𝘢𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘮𝘱𝘵𝘴, 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧

Coldbrew

Random ass shit

safe place

This is my fav song 🥰 and i want to u guys to hear all this song

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FAV𓐄🥓✶💭ꔛ🍕˚*

I had the incredible pleasure of working with @youknowlimbo. I came to know her as a fan and then as a friend these past couple month. This track meant a lot to me when I was writing it and it came to mean a lot more as I produced it, met people, and obtained new perspectives. Thanks for the ongoing support, I can't say that enough :).

Track #2: 

the last time i saw her.

[art] by Ilse Tse
email for inquiries: ilsetse@gmail.com

[lyrics]
Last night
you cried
i didn't know what to do
seems like
you tried
now im trying too
understand
how you are
soon we'll be
far apart
do i tear
myself
in two

tell me how to live
tell me how to stay
tell me how to hold back all of me
tell me where you go
will you be ok
tell me that you're coming back
tell me how to live

my breath is getting short
i don't know anymore
who i am
you told me i was wrong
i knew it all along
i want to be the one i hope i can
cuz baby its so hard to breathe
and all i ever want to be
is something that you see as free
and one day show the light in me
and all i want to know
is where to go
when things get slow
and when i'm alone
you're the one i want the most

Buy me on bandcamp

how to live ft. limbo

go check out my dudez lil barnacle and lil spryte for making this dank song

Anti Hentai Hentai Club

Art cover: twitter.com/kiwismoothie497
Sample: https://youtu.be/HpOJlHHxkG0

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6AP7hjESvJlXKWruEWpekc

Have yourself a merry little Christmas
Let your heart be light
From now on our troubles will be out of sight

Have yourself a merry little Christmas
I'll be with you in heart
From now on I'll never be a world apart

Spotify

little christmas

If you ever feel alone or you feel like you need someone, I'll be here.

[art] by Ilse Tse
email for inquiries: ilsetse@gmail.com

[lyrics]
I'll be here
waiting on those tears
hoping that they'll fall
onto me
swim in your hair
I'm gasping for air
and if I drown
you're with me
you're with me

I'll be here
facing all my fears
knowing that you've gone
from me
take me where
we used to stay up till three at night
wondering if we would be alright
talking as if we would try
talking as if we would try

with me

@keepitinside built a beautiful song around such a simple loop omg

im basically the feature on this song lmfao

our own (w/ keepitinside)

(available on spotify)
drank too much
got the sickness
pray to god and his son for forgiveness
same crew but
another mistress
every day every night getting wasted
but i miss you
what did i do
fuck it up, laugh it off and i lost you
if i pull through
is it too soon
turn it up, close my eyes, and im with you

yo marvin
stop calling
sad iverson is ballin
in the corner of a room by himself
you are nothing but an empty shell
every night he going down to hell
fake love in a shit hotel
can’t believe how far he fell
you weak on the floor so you call her cell
“how you been”
“how you doing”
u been good
i been drinking
way too much
you think that id be
over u over u over u (8 calls, all you)
but i think about it everyday
yeah i never missed her anyways
yeah i never missed her anyways

call me up
stay over and we’ll
call it love
don’t matter if it
fucks me up 
the alcohol is not enough

fuck pride
and the other guy
i cried
i don’t remember why
tonight
ima try to hide
no slide
get frostbite
8 calls, all you
8 ball, all you
yeah i never missed her anyways
yeah i never missed her anyways

[spotify]

2 soon

(available on spotify)
(baby i call in the dead of night
but you don’t need me like i need you
pray that i won’t be alone)

layin on the bed
waitin for your text (be alone)
babe there’s nothin left
faded im a wreck (be alone)

afraid what’s coming next
wished we never met (be alone)
laying us to rest but
baby i beg you (be alone)

2 soon (like i need you)
with the drunk call (pray that i won’t be alone)
in the middle of the night you
took it, my fault (be alone)
didn’t really mean to interrupt (be alone)
but if u change ur mind then hit me up (be alone)

pain, that’s an option
no time for nonsense
can’t ask you nothing
drank, feeling nausous
too many toxins
not even conscious
say nothin more, say nothin more baby

we’re better on our own
tonight im getting throwed (you don’t need me)
she never coming home 
stay with me (pray that i wont be alone)
say you’ll leave (you don’t need me)
(be alone)

(baby girl is saying that we just friends, that we just friends
if we fuckin are we just friends, are we just friends)

like i need u

.・。˚*･༓☾thank you, my trashy earbud microphone ☽༓･*˚・。.

Lyrics: not sure who wrote this but from cliche tumblr poems
Your skin isn’t paper don’t cut it
Your size isn’t a book so don’t judge it
Your face aint a mask so don’t cover it
Your heart isn’t not a door so don’t lock it
Thank you
Beat by Yusei

bye music brb studying :(

T.L.C.

thinking about you

Please be safe during this crazy pandemic. Social distance. <3

I made this song back in January, but this line up is crazy. I wrote this about when I was hospitalized almost 5 years ago. I didn't know whether I'd ever leave, but it helped me learn about myself and take things less seriously.

Lyrics:
And I won't lie, won't lie
I spend all my late nights
Tryna get this head right
I'm not distant, I just need time

Hoping you'd take me to Nurse Joy
Play with me like you do all your toys
Look at my direction I can't avoid
The line's getting closer

Leave me by my bedside
I can't even move my legs right
I get zoned out looking at the twilight shift
Six more bags, get me outta this rig

This feels like a movie, 21, what's going on
Just tell me how much longer does it last
I'm getting past this, find another man, shit
We need better casting, yuh

Hoping you'd take me to Nurse Joy
Play with me like you do all your toys
Look at my direction I can't avoid
The line's getting closer
Hit me up, take me out, I'm a wreck
Tell me all the things that make you sick
Mess it up, talk it out, be upset
I'm tired, get closer

I've been spending all this time
Just waiting for the perfect lines
To tell me what I want to do, pull through
Do I want to be the greatest?
I choose you!

You make me feel like a dream
Soaring through this, Butterfree
Take me out this hell I've been in
Fucked up, but you're next to me

Hoping you'd take me to Nurse Joy
Play with me like you do all your toys
Look at my direction I can't avoid
The line's getting closer
Hit me up, take me out, I'm a wreck
Tell me all the things that make you sick
Mess it up, talk it out, be upset
I'm tired, get closer

And I won't lie, won't lie
I spend all my late nights
Tryna get this head right
I'm not distant, I just need time
And I know it don't work
But I know what doesn't hurt
Just call me lazy, I'm not ready
I don't deserve

Hoping you'd take me to Nurse Joy
Play with me like you do all your toys
Look at my direction I can't avoid
The line's getting closer
Hit me up, take me out, I'm a wreck
Tell me all the things that make you sick
Mess it up, talk it out, be upset
I'm tired, get closer

NURSE JOY

nightmares > reality

~ Aleebi ~
Spotify: https://spoti.fi/2zxVqVa
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/aleebi
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/aleebi
Twitter: http://twitter.com/Aleebi


[Lyrics]

I got nightmares that are better than
Everything that's going on
Turning off my 4 alarms
Checking every single one
Instagram is blowing up
Realize black mirror was
Deflecting all my images
I know I can change

I'm addicted to this fantasy
Of living in a battery 
Away from possibilities
Just take it I don't want to be

Caffeine and dopamine they
Get me through the fuckin' day
It gets me week to week
How the hell am I supposed to care about you?

They tell me 
Follow everything you love
It'll work itself out
Take on every challenge
Don't you let it bring you down
What am I supposed to do?
Moving out the backroom
I don't see the gain
I'm just taking up the volume

Am I tricked into this fantasy
The wasted opportunities
Away from integrity
Just take it I don't want to be

I'm addicted to this fantasy
Am I chasing dreams or my reality
Got me drinking thinking about things I do
Never could've made it without you 
I need you by my side and that's the truth

Every morning I wake doing the same shit, same things, same songs, same love it's not enough
Same friends, same views, same face, same drugs I'm losing touch 
I know I cant feel the pain, so why am I running away
Got me wasted, sipping gravity pulling me back anyway

Caffeine and dopamine they
Get me through the fuckin' day
It gets me week to week
How the hell am I supposed to care about you?
Caffeine and dopamine they
Get me through the fuckin' day
It gets me week to week
How the hell am I supposed to care about you?

Am I tricked into this fantasy
The wasted opportunities
Away from integrity
Away from integrity

caffeine and dopamine, pt. 2

Listen

caffeine and dopamine pt. 2 (with Aleebi)

I'm better without you, I'm sorry I loved you.

Lyrics:
Get off the cell phone
It's giving me anxiety
I can't prepare for
Anything you say to me
Get out the rosé
Bring out the lonely
Leave all the memories of me

But I won't forget
The last thing you said
A knife in my head
"I'm better without you
I'm sorry I loved you"
So what? Do I
Pretend that it never happened
Chasing the horizon

My falling star
Everything is distant
I don't want your wishes
Take apart
Everything that could've been
Don't leave any evidence
Leave out all your mess
And nail it to my chest
So I can live with my regret
I don't want to listen
I just want to feel this

Dropped out I'm a lost connection
I left you a message
Don't answer it 'cuz
I want you to notice all this lack of motive
You asked for me to stay with you
But you pray to god it's over
You play to lose
And I can't win

But I won't forget
The last thing you said
A knife in my head
"I'm better without you
I'm sorry I loved you"
So what? Do I
Pretend that it never happened
Chasing the horizon

My falling star
Everything is distant
I don't want your wishes
Take apart
Everything that could've been
Don't leave any evidence
Leave out all your mess
And nail it to my chest
So I can live with my regret
I don't want to listen
I just want to feel this

Falling star
Take apart
Falling star
Take apart

falling_star

always

I don't care, I miss you

[Lyrics]
Where did you go?
You said you’d meet me
Let me know
Are you weary?

I’ll wait here
Forever
I’m trying
To savor

Late at night,
Just texting
Is he right?
Send message

Just tell me
You hate it
I’m waiting
To pay it

Don’t wanna waste your time
Don’t wanna waste your life
You got a new friend
I’m a loose end

Don’t wanna waste your time
Don’t wanna waste your life
You got a new friend
I’m a loose end

I know you only knew me
Summer, two three
I don’t care
I miss you
Maybe next time,
I’ll see you

And if it falls apart
Like a sunset
I’ll be hanging out
Where we lost it

I could figure out
We could let it go
Is he good enough
Just let me know

Don’t wanna waste your time
Don’t wanna waste your life
You got a new friend
I’m a loose end

Don’t wanna waste your time
Don’t wanna waste your life
You got a new friend
Ya well I’m a loose end

Don’t leave I’ll be here waiting (waiting)
Hold me stuck in my feelings (waiting)

Don’t wanna waste your time
Don’t wanna waste your life
You got a new friend
I’m a loose end

Don’t wanna waste your time
Don’t wanna waste your life
You got a new friend
I’m a loose end

(Got a new friend)
(I’m a loose end)
(Got a new friend)
(Waiting)

(Got a new friend)
(I’m a loose end)
(Got a new friend)
(Waiting)

loose_end

MUSIC VIDEO

It's sometimes so hard to believe in myself

[Lyrics]
I don't wanna do this on my own
I don't wanna do this on my own

I’ll meet you
On the west side
Come thru cuz
I’ve been waiting all night
I hope to god it’s alright
I’ve fallen down enough times

What you thinking
Just trust me
I don’t know if
You’re gonna love me
I hope to god it’s alright
I need you here in my life

One moment
Just stay waiting
All of my friends 
Won’t know what I’m saying
Can’t see you
Like I see them
Stayin alone
While everyone’s leavin

I don’t need fake routines
Just got dreams
Watch it go up without me
Figured out when to go
Heart of stone
Getting myself to you

I’ll meet you
On the west side
Come thru cuz
I’ve been waiting all night
I hope to god it’s alright
I’ve fallen down enough times

What you thinking
Just trust me
I don’t know if
You’re gonna love me
I hope to god it’s alright
I need you here in my life

Don’t want to say goodbye
Don’t want a reason why
I got messed up self esteem
Got to see my therapy
Like damn
Would I ruin my life for the gram
Just stick it in drive and take off to places
No expectations
I don’t wanna do this on my own

I’ll meet you
On the west side
Come thru cuz
I’ve been waiting all night
I hope to god it’s alright
I’ve fallen down enough times

What you thinking
Just trust me
I don’t know if
You’re gonna love me
I hope to god it’s alright
I need you here in my life

I’ve failed too much
To let this go
I’m making up for
Being so
Afraid of feeling
So alone
I don't wanna do this on my own
I don't wanna do this on my own
I don't wanna do this on my own

I don't wanna
I don't wanna
I don't wanna do this on my own
I don't wanna
I don't wanna
I don't wanna do this on my own
I don't wanna
I don't wanna
I don't wanna do this on my own
I don't wanna
I don't wanna
I don't wanna do this on my own

I don't wanna do this on my own

self_esteem

i'm trying

all_that_i_need

without_you

the double upload bc why not its been a minute

also on youtube: https://youtu.be/XcqopDi_-tA

Instrumental: https://soundcloud.com/trashz3nt/comethazines-epic-yarn-instrumental

Free Download: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1oPU71PhWD-H1ywjLP565NeuiKCXCYFas/view?usp=sharing

Instrumental Downlaod: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1LkTbDO1jWt5Wu2Iyp0prbNEV4TFzhm1H/view?usp=sharing

Songs Used:
Comethazine - Walk
Kirby's Epic Yarn - Gourmet Race

Comethazine's Epic Yarn

Lyrics by @v-e-i-l @homehomeboy
Composed by @edenbyeden @v-e-i-l @homehomeboy
Arranged by @edenbyeden
Visual Artwork by @hsean06

rewind (feat. Veil, Homeboy)

@kastrosplace
Production: KA$TRO & keepitinside
Vocals/Lyrics: keepitinside
Vocal Mixing: keepitinside
Mixing/Mastering: KA$TRO

Lyrics:

I’ve been feeling like a zombie
No one’s gonna want me
Stepping on the gas
Like I’m leaving
Art piece
Shouldn’t it come easy
Where did I go wrong
Shouldn’t it be something
I knew all along

I don’t know
What to do
Everyday’s
A fucking loop
Nothing good
Nothing new
On this life
Or on my view

Just give me
Just a little bit
Just give me
Just a little bit
Just give me
Just a little bit
Just something
To get on with it

I’ve been feeling like a zombie
No one’s gonna want me
Stepping on the gas
Like I’m leaving
Art piece
Shouldn’t it come easy
Where did I go wrong
Shouldn’t it be something
I knew all along

I don’t know
I don’t have the
Answers so 
Someone tell 
Don’t leave me cold
Little bit of something
Give me hope
Give me hope

Just give me
Just a little bit
Just give me
Just a little bit
Just give me
Just a little bit
Just something
To get on with it

I’ve been feeling like a zombie
No one’s gonna want me
Stepping on the gas
Like I’m leaving
Art piece
Shouldn’t it come easy
Where did I go wrong
Shouldn’t it be something
I knew all along

I’ve been feeling like a zombie
No one’s gonna want me
Stepping on the gas
Like I’m leaving
Art piece
Shouldn’t it come easy
Where did I go wrong
Shouldn’t it be something
I knew all along

Well, I knew all along
I knew all along
I knew all along
I knew all along