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a song with @demxntia

[verse 1]
Another day
I messed it up
I’ll try it again
But Is it enough

You’re kidding yourself, now
You don’t even know how
Dreaming up angels 
Not even a payout

Calling for help
But they’re blocking your cell
He’s just talking you out of it
Pulling you back in this
Making a scene
So they know what you mean
I’m so scared that you’ll pull me back

[Chorus]
It isn’t so easy, easy
Why don’t you leave me, breathing
Cover me in ashes and branches
I don’t want to grow if I’m planted

It isn’t so easy, easy
My brain is trying hard to defeat me
Nothing but demons
Nothing to believe in

[demxntia]
and it's hard to get out 
this maze of self doubt 
i've been running around in circles 
and i'd like to forget 
all these thoughts in my head a
i'm sick of always holding on 

but every time i try to stop this feeling 
it gets so much worse 
and i feel so guilty that i'm blessed with a curse 
nicotine and liquor helps me numb the hurt 
wasted every night i wonder if it's worth it anymore

[Chorus]
It isn’t so easy, easy
Why don’t you leave me, breathing
Cover me in ashes and branches
I don’t want to grow if I’m planted

It isn’t so easy, easy
My brain is trying hard to defeat me
Nothing but demons
Nothing to believe in

[Bridge]
I’ll lay it on the table
Tell me why am I so
Hesitant
(Out of wishes, gonna miss this)

I’ll fix it, just give me time
I want it, so why am I so
Hesitant
(Out of wishes, gonna miss this)

[Chorus] x2
It isn’t so easy, easy
Why don’t you leave me, breathing
Cover me in ashes and branches
I don’t want to grow if I’m planted

It isn’t so easy, easy
My brain is trying hard to defeat me
Nothing but demons
Nothing to believe in

so easy (ft. demxntia)

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