nvm.
prod me @assperrr & @claudesdiary
additional bg vox from @claudesdiary

inspos for song:
jane remover - search party
sewerperson - the harvest

[lyrics]

*intro*
last year was the start of the end
i couldn't be here without you
but the path split again
i've got so much to value
and more time to spend
but i've been treated like shit
how could you call me your friend?

*verse*
cuz I’ve been down bad
with a fake friend
I don’t have much to say when
I’ve been waiting
for you to get it
I’ve been here for so long
to just forget it
I said no 100 times
you couldn’t accept it
I’ve been way to scared to
read the message
the last one sent
makes you look obsessive
but ur the main character
want me by your side
and break my barriers
the more we talk it gets scarier
thought u were my friend
u felt superior
put yourself first not a thought here
if it doesn't work then its not fair
and u wanna say that I don't care
but I'm your longest friend who never got scared
pick the phone up shit is still the same
here's the dial tone shit will never change

*bridge*

cuz i haven't felt this in a while
it's time to go switch up my style
I never could buy I'm on trial shit
I'm blocking the number like

*hook*
go!
they hit me back and all i said was
nvm
nvm
nvm
nvm
where did you
go! x4

*outro*
cuz I can't deal with all this back and forth
I can't commit to what ur asking for
I've tried to mend this more than once before
don't hit me up I went and locked the doors

you liked to make me your main focus
to manipulate me till I'm hopeless
you make me like shit like did you notice?
you didn't notice
you'll never notice.

spotify !

nvm. (jauntsen x asperr x claude)

@joshuasageart
@prodsoulsss
@internetjoe

www.joshuasageart.com

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/joshuasageart/exit

White freckles luv me <3

Track # 4/10

Spotify

Love Me

real deal ft. keeta [+ glumboy]

streetlights, long nights
it feels like winter 
ill run and hide
if u be the seeker
tell me where im
most likely to find
someone like u

so fast forward to summer
i dont think back often
but it always made me me wonder
how ur doing now
it would be nice to figure out
it feels like when the sun goes down
theres always something playing on my mind

streetlights, long nights
it feels like winter 
ill run and hide
if u be the seeker
tell me where im
most likely to find
someone like u

it feels like winter

THE MOON -glaive ai

@dylaanlotus

i gave u all the fucking world
i guess you'll never feel the same 
im done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way 

i gave u all the fucking world
i guess you'll never feel the same 
im done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way x2  

cut my wrist and burn me down 
you're all i think about
you're all i think about 
like you're an angel from the clouds 
but no, i don't wanna fall
all the time that i lost tryna find my love 
did you miss me?
cuz u left me with these scars like i was 16 
fucking crying in the car and sipping whiskey
i remember all the times that you would kiss me
that you would kiss me
oh, i don't wanna fall
all the time that i lost tryna find my love

i gave u all the fucking world
i guess you'll never feel the same 
im done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way























































































































































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feel the same (dylan lotus) [+prod. tiedforsilver]

twenny tuesday week 5!!! produced by the best @erdo
cover by me 
mix by me 


lyrics 

i ran them rackz, cuz i had 2 
im high, my eyes feel like natu
she look surprised at my tattoo o_O

dont talk, i kno it, i got u
i ran them rackz, cuz i had 2 
im high, my eyes feel like natu
she look surprised at my tattoo o_O
(x2)

im smokin up, im smokin up
i roll a blunt, ill hit u up
all these ppl in my life they be fuckin dumb
i be tokin all night, yea, fuck me up

it dont matter, aint nobody vibe  2 my songs
they be acting hella shy, u a fuckin clone
i dont rly fuckin mind, cuz im not alone
yeah i gotchu by my side, in my cubby zone

dont talk, i kno it, i got u
i ran them rackz, cuz i had 2 
im high, my eyes feel like natu
she look surprised at my tattoo o_O
(x2)

Natu 𓂀 (erdo)★★

[LYRICS]
evilmiku:
i said damn 
can i catch a fucking break 
cause you don’t care about what’s the outcome
run to your pills cause you can’t live 
without them 
you’re just like me, need a little something 
to get you off your motherfucking feet 
i’m trying to take you home 
but you don’t wanna go 
and i’m so fucking high 
out of my mind 
i’m slippin away 
you’re sniffing cocaine 
shes an angel 
there’s blood on my face 
i don’t think i’ll change 
she’s from a fable 
yeah she looks so cool 
i been stumbling around like goddamn fool 

DecayingAnyways:
Nicotine and Fluxotine are killing me
Oh 
While she healing telling me all these pretty things 
We fell in love in such a haze 
Oh no 
Now this love is feeling caged 
And now we’ve come undone 
Your chasing off the high you lost 
But tell me yeah what high cost 
We found each-other while fucked up 
I’m feeling that this love 
Was influenced too much 
And everything we touched 
Is tainted quite enough 
God your such a withdrawal 
(???)
So I hope that you 
Will tell me the truth

evilmiku:
i said damn 
can i catch a fucking break 
cause you don’t care about what’s the outcome
run to your pills cause you can’t live 
without them 
you’re just like me, need a little something 
to get you off your motherfucking feet 
i’m trying to take you home 
but you don’t wanna go 
and i’m so fucking high 
out of my mind 

random drop with @decayinganyways
hope you guys enjoy :D

NUMBL0V3

NUMBL0V3 w/ DecayingAnyways [Sapjer]

song about my back and life 2

(p. neverforever)
if you fw it lmk and ill drop all platforms
sorry for not dropping music i just been in a weird spot in my life rn

lyrics-

yeah 
tell me that you love me
because lately we been stressin over nothing
i cut everyone off 4 u
because my mood depends on u 

yeah
i wanna make music for a living
so i dont have to see my family stress'
but even then its just because i wanna be the best
because when i first started 
everybody was making fun of me
behind my back

yeah
i put in countless hours 
fuckin tryna make it work out
almost been 5 years 
and now they changing up their words now
they like "omg jayne you changed"
but why tf would i ever wanna stay the same?

so i moved on 
made a new song
met a new bitch
how could she do wrong
well she used me
mental abused me
she did everything except for fucking choose me

im so stressed out
im so stressed out
im so stressed out
im so stressed out

im stressed out (p. neverforever)

prod. @noraevelyne (i think)
mix n mastered by @1m1x
presave- https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/keepur/sever
[lyrics]

I feel everything around me is crumbling
I feel the racing of my heart and the rushing
And every time i think i’ve got it all together
I feel the ties upon my life begin to sever

Can you feel it too?
I feel like it’s all over
When it’s only just begun
I've gotta keep my composure

Seem to be holding my ground
Don't know how long this'll last
Hold your hand out to praise me
Turns out you're just kissing ass

Get the fuck out my face
Doing 'bout all that I can
to not put you in your place
At this point you're barely human
Such a fucking disgrace
Even as the bar is closin
You still got nothing to say

Coughin up blood
As you're walking away
Kneel to the ground
To recover my strength
My vision quakes
Is it my end today?

My life is passing
every second I stay
its poison inside me
I can feel the grains
of sand between my fingers
the more i sit and linger
the more i grow weaker
and i cant stop it now

I feel everything around me is crumbling
I feel the racing of my heart and the rushing
And every time i think i’ve got it all together
I feel the ties upon my life begin to sever

Can you feel it too?
I feel like it’s all over
When it’s only just begun
I've gotta keep my composure

sever

a world without art is nothing.
brknbones
19
✱

sever

keepur 𓌹*♰*𓌺

keepur 𓌹♰𓌺