Late-night cravings, morning regret, repeat. This is the cycle - knowing it's killing you but reaching for it anyway. Not heroin, not alcohol - just sugar, salt, and self-destruction one bite at a time.

Thrash metal mirrors the chaos: relentless double bass, shred solo, vocals that match the internal battle. "Mirror shows a stranger" - that moment when you don't recognize what you've become. "Rolling loaded dice with my own life" - every meal is a gamble.
The oxymoron says it all: it's sweet going down, destruction coming up. We all dance with this pain.

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Sweet Destruction

[Intro]

[Verse 1]

Started with a 626 Mazda, leather seats and pride,
Let my friends all drive it till the gears fried.
Didn’t know maintenance was part of the deal,
Transmission blew out like it tried to appeal.

Then came the RX-7, I owned six just to survive,
One good motor outta all just barely stayed alive.
Every month it died again, took my paycheck too,
That rotary gremlin always came back through.

[Pre-Chorus]

Every ride I’ve owned tries to leave me on the road,
Every fix I make ends in another episode…

[Chorus]

I’m the cursed one behind the wheel,
Every car I touch forgets how to feel.
If it’s got tires, it’ll quit on sight—
Doesn’t matter what I buy, it refuses to behave right.
Yeah I’m the cursed one, engines tremble when I’m near,
If I pick it off the lot, its end is already clear.

[Verse 2]

Subaru Legacy was “solid” they said,
Till the headgasket cooked it, left the poor thing dead.
Then a Subaru GL that drowned itself in gas for fun,
Brakes prayed for luck more than they ever actually run.

A ’77 Firebird waltzin’ sideways down the lane,
Rear end loose like it had its own campaign.
AMX threw a rod like it wanted to retire,
C10 leaked gas faster than my bills caught fire.

[Chorus]

I’m the cursed one behind the wheel,
Every car I touch forgets how to feel.
If it’s got tires, it’ll quit on sight—
Doesn’t matter what I buy, it refuses to behave right.
Yeah I’m the cursed one, engines tremble when I’m near,
If I pick it off the lot, its end is already clear.

[Verse 3]

Saleen Mustang — oh it ran like a dream…
Till I learned I’d bought it from the wrong regime.
Returned to the owner, burned for five grand,
Perfect car, perfect scam — just my brand.

Jetta made of nightmares, every fix absurd,
Nothing under a thousand, every bill was a curse word.
Then Honda — “you can’t go wrong,” they cried,
Climate, engine, computer—yeah everything died.
Sold it to a friend, runs flawless for him,
Guess the curse refuses to leave and is my special kin.

[Verse 4]

’76 Ford drank oil like a champ,
Four “new” engines later — still a failed camp.
Astro van slam-shifted like it hated my life,
Dashboard flickered like it sensed my strife.

Chevy Cruze diesel? My wallet’s enemy for sure,
Haven’t seen three months without another repair tour.
’97 F-150: ghost misfires every day,
A reman motor that never learned to obey.

[verse]
95 Camaro that I spend 12 grand,
In repairs that never end,
Never got it working right,
Sold it for $800 to a man with wire cutters,
Cut out the problem, fucker drove it off sight.

[Bridge]
Saturn ran sweet for a minute or three,
Till the block said “nope” and the cams ran free.
Mercury Villager — the legend of the worst—
But it never burst...
Runs ten whole years before breaking just to prove all wrong.
Ford Fusion held on for so long,
I started to think the curse was gone,
Now it’s knocking like one of the rods has already moved on.

[solo]

[Final Chorus]

I’m the cursed one behind the wheel,
Every car I touch forgets how to feel.
If it moves, it quits; if it runs, it hides—
I’m the mechanic’s favorite — keeping them alive.
Yeah I’m the cursed one, engines whisper when I pass,
They know the moment I buy in… they’re never gonna last.

Car Karma

[intro]
Ha-ha—look at me.
I live in your mind—rent-free.
I get you heated just by breathing, see?
You grit your teeth when I don’t play along,
Oh, you loathe that I’m not part of your song.
So I linger, yeah, I stay—im about to become a thorn in your day.

[Verse 1]
Here you are, having the time of your life,
So proud of how you “manage” all this strife.
In control of yourself—oh yes, so refined—
’Til I stroll in and trip your perfect little design.
You swear you’re clever, playing your routine,
But I’m already two steps past your scheme.
The moment I walk in, your fun is done—
Funny how fast you crumble when you don’t run the fun

[Pre-Chorus]
And you hate it when you can’t guide the scene…
Oops. Guess someone found your strings.

[Chorus]
Ha-ha—look at me.
I live in your mind—rent-free.
I get you heated just by breathing, see?
You grit your teeth when I don’t play along,
Oh, you loathe that I’m not part of your song.
So I linger, yeah, I stay—
Just to sprinkle chaos in your day.
Every polite smile you display?
I can see it cracking away.

[Verse 2]
A little poke here, a tiny charade—
And wow, look at you—instantly frayed.
You wanted a contest? You wanted the stage?
Sure. But don’t cry when you spiral in rage.
Watch your composure fade from gray to fire,
All because I didn’t bow to your desires.
Your own behavior becomes your cage,
And I’m just here… watching the show you made.

[Bridge]
Hey!
“I’m in control!” — that’s what you say,
But your voice is cracking every single day.
Hey!
“I’m never wrong!” — sure, keep the pose,
Your confidence is folding like cheap dominoes.
Tick—tick—tick—
There goes your plan again, slipping through your grip.
Flip—flip—flip—
Watch your calm vanish with every little slip.
I see you twitch, I see you sway,
Acting like your world won’t sway—
But hey, guess what?
Your script just got rewritten today.

[FAST, STACCATO]
You spin—
You spin—
You spin that tale again!
But I grin—
I grin—
’Cause you’re losing it, my friend!

[WHISPER → SHOUT]
“Oh she’s fine… she’s fine…”
No she’s not—
She’s unrav-e-ling on the spot!

[Brutal Outro]
You pushed.
You pulled.
You thought you ran the room.
Then I stepped in—
And your whole world popped like a balloon.

[Low, sharp, venomous]
Here’s the lesson you earned the hard way:
Don’t try to control others…
’Cause their someone out there
can always outplay

[Final snap]
And today—
that someone was me.
So one more time for all to see!
Ha-ha—look at me.
I live in your mind—rent-free.
I get you heated just by breathing, see?
You grit your teeth when I don’t play along,
Oh, you loathe that I’m not part of your song.
So I linger, yeah, I stay—


[outro]

Manipulator Meltdown

[Verse]
Fist of fury
Ribs will crack
Blood-soaked vengeance
No way back
Breastplate shattered
Flesh will weep
Bones now broken
Buried deep!

[Chorus]
Titty punch! Titty punch!
Feel the crunch
Feel the crunch!
Power reigns
Your soul will drown
Titty punch! I’ll take you down!

[Verse 2]
Knuckles tearing
Skin like ash
A mighty strike
A violent clash!
Your screams echo
Pain divine
Crushed remains
The end is mine!

[Prechorus]
Torn apart
Your chest will fail
Glory forged in chaos' gale!

[Chorus]
Titty punch! Titty punch!
Feel the crunch
Feel the crunch!
Wrath unleashed
Your fate is clear
Titty punch! Your end is near!

[melting rapid fire solo]

[Bridge]
Punch the void
Break the chains
Chaos lives
It floods my veins
No escape
No retreat
Feel the rhythm
Taste defeat!

Titty Punch

[intro]

[spoken male]
"Hey look at that lady eating the banana.   Is she staring at us?   Oh....my...god!  Did she just suck on it?   What is going on?   Lets not stay too long, or, well...should we?"

[Verse]
Oh, look at her, sittin’ right there, takin’ her time
Fingertips tracing, teasing the guys
She picks it up, gives it one long stare
Then peels it back, baby, nice and bare

[pre-Chorus]
Oh no, don’t rush it, let’s enjoy the view
Bite it slow, make it last
Take it deep, not too fast
Dipping in chocolate syrup, a sticky mess
Oh baby, you’re making us all confess

[Chorus]
Bananananan-nana!
Bananananan-nana!
Bananananan-nana!
This is a stage and shes the center stand of,
Her flirting is a bit over grandiosa.
Bananananan-nana!
Banana-nana!
She is now taking the center point of this panorama

[Pre-Chorus]
Oh no, don’t rush it, let’s enjoy the view
She takes a little lick, ooh, she knows what to do
That first little taste, makes us all lean in
Oh honey, don’t stop—let the game begin

[Chorus]
Bananananan-nana!
Bananananan-nana!
Bananananan-nana!
This is stage and shes the center stand of,
Her flirting is a bit over grandiosa.
Banana-nana!
Banana-nana!
She is now taking the center point of this panorama

[Spoken male]
"Look around.  Everyone is staring.   They are all edging in their seats.   Is she staring at us?   I think she is.   Oh no, I don't think she knows what etiquette is... Or she doesn't care...."

[Bridge]
She rolls it round, right on her lips
Oh, that bite, and the perfect grip
She locks eyes, like she’s got no shame
Damn, girl, you’re playin’ a dangerous game.

[Breakdown]
Bite it slow, make it last
Take it deep, not too fast
Oh baby, is this some kind of test?

[solo]

[Outro]

Took it down smooth, left nothing but skin
One last glance, with a knowing grin
Damn, sweetheart, does this mean the show is now at an end?
Gone too quick, we wanted more
Guess we’ll just have to wait for the encore
Next time, baby, make it extra slow
Give us that sweet, sweet banana show


Banana

[intro]

[Verse]
[Adagio]
Holding on to dreams,
Fighting the unbeatable fight,
Because I remember what it means,
To win when no one thinks you have the right.

[Verse 2]
Body is broken, pain so high
Storms keep coming but I'll get by
Hold my ground and I won't let go
Dreams are near even if they're slow

[Chorus]
Hold on hold on tight
Persistence will guide us through this fight
Hold on hold on true
Dreams will find their way to you

[Instrumental interlude]
[drums, piano]

[Bridge]
Eyes wide open and the mind stays clear
Face my problems and I'll persevere
Rise above like victories flight
Dreams are closer than the morning light

[Verse 3]
Time keeps ticking and the road gets tough
World keeps changing but I stay in love
With the vision that I see so near
Dreams take flight when the heart is clear

[Chorus]
Hold on hold on tight
Persistence will guide us through this fight
Hold on hold on true
Dreams will find their way to you

[Instrumental interlude]
[guitar, bass] 

[Verse]
[Diminuendo]
The goal post keeps getting moved,
Every time I'm close a new problem is queued.
but I won't stop trying,
because when I look I'm already flying.
I may not be at the end goal,
But I've already beaten all, 
those not trying.

[Chorus]
Hold on hold on tight
Persistence will guide us through this fight
Hold on hold on true
Dreams will find their way to you
[outro]

Hold On to Dreams (more metal)

Out of Phase

[Intro]
Spawned in, loaded up—yeah I’m feeling brave…
Three seconds later—guess who’s back in the grave?

[Verse 1]
I peek a corner like a genius, thinking I’m the man,
Then a twelve-year-old with perfect aim sends me to the respawn again.
I swear my bullets curve away like they’re allergic to the fight,
Meanwhile every rat is headshotting me out of spite.

[Pre-Chorus]
My K/D’s crying, my pride’s on the floor,
My squad says “push with us!”—but I’m already blood and gore.
Still I reload my dignity, take one more breath…
Here I come sprinting to my next untimely death.

[Chorus]
I’m dead again!
Didn’t even last a minute—bro, this game is fragged!
I’m dead again!
My epics don’t matter when my luck’s this bad!
But I jump back in, yeah I’ll die once more,
’Cause victory tastes sweet—
even when I’m face-down on the floor.
I’m dead again!
Put me in, coach—
I swear THIS one i'll score!

[Verse 2]
Sliding in like a hero, tryna clutch for the team,
Trip on a pixel, fall off a map—please uninstall jeez.
I throw a grenade with confidence, pure tactical art…
It bounces off a doorframe and blows me apart.

[Pre-Chorus]
The kill feed laughs, my squad yells “WHY?!”
My controller side-eyes me every time that I try.
But hey—one more run, I’ll get my revenge,
Or forget the objective and fall off a ledge.

[Chorus]
I’m dead again!
Didn’t even last a minute—bro, this game is rigged!
I’m dead again!
Even bots are asking if my shots “hid.”
But I jump back in, yeah I’ll die once more,
’Cause one day I’ll pop off—
And they’ll fear me for sure!
I’m dead again!
Respawn me quick—
I’m ready to ignore the score!

[Bridge]
Lag spike hits—
“Yo, that wasn’t me!”
Wi-Fi drops—
“My credibility!”
Teammates screaming—
“Bro, what have you done?!”
But somehow… somehow…
I blame the gun.

[Breakdown]
Hit me with a rez, hit me with a heal—
I’ll still find a way to slip on air and end the deal.
Every round a tragedy, every death a theme,
But I keep on queuing ’cause I believe in the dream.

[drum solo]

[Final Chorus]
I’m dead again!
Yeah, the lobby knows my name—
for entirely wrong reasons.
I’m dead again!
Top frag? Nah, but I bring good vibes every season.
So I jump back in, ’cause losing’s my friend—
One more respawn…
One more comedic end.
I’m dead again!
Roll clip—
Let’s do it all again!

Dead Again

Getting Pumped!

[Verse 1]
Fingers point
They persist
They decern
With Eyes downturned
They never learn
Sanity cracks
Truth leaks out
Shattered self
Filled with doubt

[Prechorus]
Who are you? Who am I?
Judgment falls
Let it die, (let it die)

[Chorus]
Judge thyself
No one else!
Crush the cries
Break the hell!
Judge thyself
Face the fight
Only darkness fears the light

[Verse 2]
Binds we forge
Forged in blame
Scars engraved
They scream your shame
No escape
The jury's here
Face your truth
Destroy the fear

[Prechorus]
What is guilt? What is shame?
It's your own game of personal blame.

[solo]

[Chorus]
Judge thyself
No one else!
Tear the mask
Hear the bell!
Judge thyself
Stand and see
You’re the prison (and)
You’re the key

Judge Thyself

In 2021 I started out making electronic music on my phone so I had something to listen to on the way to work that wasn't mainstream radio and it grew from there.

Taking the band name Omshaie (ohm shay) after a character from one of my favorite games.

I started getting requested to share my music with friends and their friends and eventually led to the release of my first album in March of 2023.  Second album release Oct 2023.

Still improving and learning.  Recently expanded to rock/metal.  Can't wait for good things to come.

On July 22 my metal Album: Loresmith - A Warrior of Pride launches on all major steaming services.  Please support and go listen!