sick of it (feat. hazenova) (prod. xmichaelwarren)

I wrote this before I knew what mastering or a de-esser was lmao

lyrics

all that I could ever see myself being
is a deadweight, a nightmare, 
vicious rapture born a heathen
and the marks upon my flesh 
are rendered old yet evident 
there's an illness in my head
ok hold up, hold up, hold up

can I have a little bit of time to rewind?
try to calibrate and focus up my mind?
keep my cool and try to straighten out my spine
while shes with other guys 
and she's telling me lies
so I called it quits and went to kick back with the guys for the night
Suicidal u can see it in our eyes its alright
we just trying not to die for the night 
so we poison the sprite
and we let our hearts die

what the jesus-fuckin-christ is this?
I tried to write this song 3 times I said I knew my shit
it's crawling up my walls this illness lies inside my head
but I could not not be bothered 
no this life I still resent 
all the wasted time
Could've made it mine
I know u ain't really fuckin with this voice of mine
I call it a paradigm 
I'm not a prodigy 
it's just a part of me
I tried therapy but I guess I just hate to breathe 
I cannot change the past
these years move lightning fast
I cannot deal with this shit in my head anymore 
look at the blood
oh the blood on the floor
Good god

I cannot change the past
these years move lighting fast
I wonder if I'll last
I'm guessing not 
just judging by my past

l05t 1n 7h3 54uce (jolst x cherry)

hopeless… ft. sace6 *recycleBin x back2thepast*

no one can stop me ft. killmesumday *back2thapast + northeastlights*

im scared.. </3
...
theres some things that i cant learn
and loving me is one of them
i aint afraid
i cant change at all
but do i even want to? 
thats the question
im still tryna learn my lesson
oh..
i back up when i really shouldnt
when the going gets hard
i get scared
im scared
they learned how to love me
so i loved em back
i didnt think i would
but i learned from that
but im hot
im cold
and i dont know who i am
im just tryna learn to love who i am
im a pretty girl trapped in someones body
i was tryna be someone and im sorry
this cold weather always overwhelms my body
its really hard to get a meal in my body

the storm (2001 x sor)

Here where I said,
I'd meet you again,
chasing the feeling,
falling for friends,

and I love you now,
had to figure out,
if I love myself,
and who I am myself,

Never love again,
I made a promise, once then,
you don't even know,
who I wanna be, and who I ever was,
I can't say that I would be anybody else,

and call to the sun,
we all let it go,
and god cannot save us,
so might as well love one n another,

Call To Sun w/ birdbody (prod. Idly Blare)

lyrics:

i know you wouldn't run away 
for no one
the sun in Monterey awaits
in your car, on the way
by my side, awake
and if it all goes well
then i'll think "oh my god"
i'm awake, wide awake

only time will tell
you know i'm dreaming of you
give me love for a spell
cast it on my clear view now
i knew it before 
and i knew all along
that you needed more
if i had one chance 
i'd tell you that i love you
after all this time

and if it all goes well
then i'll thank my lucky stars
i'm awake
wide awake

(chorus)

wide awake

use me ft. sace6 + noahmadethiss

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Produced by @roxa

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tired of the xtra

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LOVE JAI - "TIRED OF THE XTRA!" (+ MUSIC VIDEO)

closer (curtains x skyboy)

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Lotus

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wastedyouth - lotus (prod. nate2timez)

In a world of villains, be a hero
the salvadoran anti-hero
yards4le

hopeless… ft. sace6 recycleBin x back2thepast

Kenny Orlando