<3 literally stunning, much love. really needed this

this will always be a special song to me tbh I love the vibe and emotion and gives me mad nostalgia because this was released around the time when we would hang out in your server a lot <3

no consideration
no consideration
for ur future
just look at urself
all consideration
all consideration
for ur past
my nails ill bite fast
i wont ever get a bag
its no wonder im sad
i really didnt choose this
i really didnt
stuck in my room screaming till someday
i finally got what i want someway
slow
slow 
slow ur fuckin roll now
ur getting too caught up 
in the paper that u roll now
you can tell me anything
i promise that ill understand
yeah i know life sucks 
but just hang w me
gotta do so much just to get by
its really hard just to be happy
gotta do so much just to get by
its really hard just to be happy

no consideration (sogimura)

cover of king slayer by my best friend @nevermadeithome produced by back2thapast and irby

original song here: https://soundcloud.com/nevermadeithome/king-slayer-prod-back2thapast-x-irby

king slayer (cover)

NO FACE (w/ idkconundrum)

im scared.. </3
...
theres some things that i cant learn
and loving me is one of them
i aint afraid
i cant change at all
but do i even want to? 
thats the question
im still tryna learn my lesson
oh..
i back up when i really shouldnt
when the going gets hard
i get scared
im scared
they learned how to love me
so i loved em back
i didnt think i would
but i learned from that
but im hot
im cold
and i dont know who i am
im just tryna learn to love who i am
im a pretty girl trapped in someones body
i was tryna be someone and im sorry
this cold weather always overwhelms my body
its really hard to get a meal in my body

the storm (2001 x sor)

10 seconds and im in
based
flipped visions got erased
faced
with the painful truth 
that i dont give a fuck
i dont know what works
but i know 
i was the first
and ill always be the worst
x2

in a different state 
fuckin blacked out
they dont know my name
huh, its how it stays now
yeh
id really
like it
if you kept my name in ur mouth
cus i wanna be talked about
fuck it if i roundabout
spent my life being kicked around
a to the m to the gay 
to the "what the fucks this kid sayin?"
i
dont
get around
i just wanna be grounded

10 seconds and im in
based
flipped visions got erased
faced
with the painful truth 
that i dont give a fuck
i dont know what works
but i know 
i was the first
and ill always be the-

worst.
but anyway,
im scared
that im not gonna make it farther than i am
right now
and i struggle more than i ever have
but now its different shit
and i guess i gotta write about it 
why u stayin in this life if u not really all about it?
im just an angsty teen with the same shit 
that you deal with,
so whats special bout it?
fucking nothing.
i dont deserve any of this shit,
so gimme nothing.
but they'll always be a side of me that wants somethin,
live a life,
maybe fuckin god damn be somethin.

0 seconds and im in
based
flipped visions got erased
faced
with the painful truth 
that i dont give a fuck
i dont know what works
but i know 
i was the first
and ill always be the worst
x2

what works? (valious & maxflynn)

produced by wisssery & jolst
i feel a little like my face is melting
and my truth is shaping 
into something that i dont want it to be
i dont want it to be
and i cant even change it
even if i fucking wanted to
but i dont :p
but i dont.
no i dont
no i dont
oh i dont
oh i dont
no i dont
no i dont
its easy to not care when youre fucked up
feeling despair has never been so familiar 
the grass is green and the sun is bright, but
you wont get me out my room tonight
out my room, room
out my room, room
out my room, room
room, room, room.
out my-
yeah
fuck writing
i just needa find a beat and throw my thoughts inside it
woah
woah
woah
woah
yeah
fuck biking
to your house in the freezing cold
frost bite on my god damn nose
where'd you go?
who fucking knows.
where'd you go?
who fucking knows.

frostbite (wisssery & jolst)

treacherous *mo beats*

lyrics
-------------------------
yeah i think that its time to break up
i can see that ur mad as fuck, 
but i’ve had enough of ur toxic love
got me so fucked up & i’m jaded

can we start over? can we run it back?
hell nah no way, that shits dead
& you said that i’m breaking my promise
maybe that’s true but im just being honest

gas me up then
tear me down
im not the same
i killed myself
old me’s dead & he’s 6ft under
everybody better run for cover

always in the backround
still all black now
gettin too faded that i always black out
had me in a chokehold, so i hadda tap out
my word don’t mean shit when i always back out

sometimes i feel like i’m stuck in time
guess im the one that got left behind
tryna pick up the pieces again
but maybe i could just use a friend

yeah i think that its time to break up
i can see that ur mad as fuck, 
but i’ve had enough of ur toxic love
got me so fucked up & i’m jaded

can we start over? can we run it back?
hell nah no way, that shits dead
& you said that i’m breaking my promise
maybe that’s true but im just being honest

gas me up then
tear me down
im not the same
i killed myself
old me’s dead & he’s 6ft under
everybody better run for cover

a void inside that i cant fill
it makes me feel so empty
the voice inside says one more pill
don’t tempt me

-

can we start over? can we run it back?
hell nah no way, that shits dead
& you said that i’m breaking my promise
maybe that’s true but im just being honest

gas me up then
tear me down
im not the same
i killed myself
old me’s dead & he’s 6ft under
everybody better run for cover

break up! [prod. SyphonBeatz x Perish]

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