(p. idly blare)
𝕄𝕚𝕩 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕞𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕖𝕕 𝕓𝕪 - 𝕜𝕚𝕚.
𝕨𝕣𝕚𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕟 𝕓𝕪 - 𝕟𝕠𝕧𝕒 𝕘𝕒𝕣𝕕𝕖𝕟 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕜𝕚𝕚.
𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕕𝕦𝕔𝕖𝕕 𝕓𝕪 - 𝕚𝕕𝕝𝕪 𝕓𝕝𝕒𝕣𝕖
@novagarden
(ɴᴏᴠᴀ ɢᴀʀᴅᴇɴ)
ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴇꜰᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀꜱᴛ ᴛɪᴍᴇ
ɪ ꜱᴇᴇ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴅᴏɪɴɢ ɢʀᴇᴀᴛ-
ᴀɴᴅ ɪ'ᴍ ᴅᴏɪɴɢ ꜰɪɴᴇ
ʏᴏᴜ'ʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ɪꜰ ɪ'ᴍ ʟʏɪɴ'
ʙᴜᴛ ɪ'ᴍ ᴛʜɪɴᴋɪɴɢ ʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʏꜱ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ᴄᴀʟʟᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍɪɴᴇ

ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴇꜰᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀꜱᴛ ᴛɪᴍᴇ
ɪ ꜱᴇᴇ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴅᴏɪɴɢ ɢʀᴇᴀᴛ-
ᴀɴᴅ ɪ'ᴍ ᴅᴏɪɴɢ ꜰɪɴᴇ
ʏᴏᴜ'ʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ɪꜰ ɪ'ᴍ ʟʏɪɴ'
ʙᴜᴛ ɪ'ᴍ ᴛʜɪɴᴋɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʏꜱ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ᴄᴀʟʟᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍɪɴᴇ

(ᴋɪɪ.)
ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴍɪꜱꜱɪɴɢ ʜᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴇʀᴇ 
ʙʏ ᴍʏ ꜱɪᴅᴇ ɪ ᴋɴᴇᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ʜᴜʀᴛ 
ɴᴏᴡ ɪ'ᴍ ᴏɴʟʏ ꜱɪɴɢɪɴɢ ᴀ ᴄᴜʀꜱᴇ
ɪ’ʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ɢᴏ ᴏɴ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ 
ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴜꜱ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏꜱ ʟᴀᴜɢʜɪɴɢ 
ᴛʜᴇʏ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴋɴᴇᴡ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀꜱᴛ ᴛᴇɴꜱᴇ 
ᴏɴ ʜᴏᴡ ɪ ꜰᴇʟᴛ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ 
ɪ’ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ʟᴏꜱɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ᴍɪɴᴅ 
ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴄʀʏ 
ᴋɴᴏᴡɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ᴍᴇ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ᴏʜ ꜱᴏ ʀɪɢʜᴛ 
ʟᴇᴀᴠɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ ᴏʜ ᴛᴏᴜɢʜ ᴛɪᴇᴅ 
ᴡɪꜱʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇ 
ᴏɴʟʏ ʜᴇᴀʀ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴠᴏɪᴄᴇ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʙʀᴇᴇᴢᴇ
ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇ

(ɴᴏᴠᴀ ɢᴀʀᴅᴇɴ & ᴋɪɪ.)
ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴇꜰᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀꜱᴛ ᴛɪᴍᴇ
ɪ ꜱᴇᴇ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴅᴏɪɴɢ ɢʀᴇᴀᴛ-
ᴀɴᴅ ɪ'ᴍ ᴅᴏɪɴɢ ꜰɪɴᴇ
ʏᴏᴜ'ʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ɪꜰ ɪ'ᴍ ʟʏɪɴ'
ʙᴜᴛ ɪ'ᴍ ᴛʜɪɴᴋɪɴɢ ʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʏꜱ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ᴄᴀʟʟᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍɪɴᴇ

ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴇꜰᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀꜱᴛ ᴛɪᴍᴇ
ɪ ꜱᴇᴇ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴅᴏɪɴɢ ɢʀᴇᴀᴛ-
ᴀɴᴅ ɪ'ᴍ ᴅᴏɪɴɢ ꜰɪɴᴇ
ʏᴏᴜ'ʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ɪꜰ ɪ'ᴍ ʟʏɪɴ'
ʙᴜᴛ ɪ'ᴍ ᴛʜɪɴᴋɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʏꜱ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ᴄᴀʟʟᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍɪɴᴇ
ᴍɪɴᴇ, ᴍɪɴᴇ

melancholy - w/ nova garden

my second full length album, dearly departing

fully produced and mastered by @jolst
artwork by @/ashleydhe on instagram

featuring:
@cherryrizla
@betweentheveinsandi
@ejcarrmusic

additional production by:
@irby314
@user-757072975
@taylor
@sainttomorrow
@pekarot_161

thank you all for everything. i hope you enjoy <3

in the wasteland we carry on
sold a story for way too long
may our curses and blessings bond
for its over before its gone
at a time
its one
at a time
by design
we fail
by design

im losing my mind
im losing my mind

tell me what its worth to u
the lives and bridges burned
the courage of the hurt
the hate your children learn
would you rescue me?
would you send me a signal?
or rest my pleas
like the hearse of a victim?

i understand u had it ur way far too long
well the truth is i never open to anyone
and the reason i dont talk is not my fault
my brain is busy with self sabotage

im screaming the words for you
im bleeding so cut me loose
my ceiling is worn
the patterns are torn
my patience is wearing thin
u couldn’t be sure
i can’t give u more
is this what its like to end?

tell me what its worth to u
the lives and bridges burned
the courage of the hurt
the hate your children learn
would you rescue me?
would you send me a signal?
or rest my pleas
like the hearse of a victim?

stream everywhere!

XI. rescue [jolst x decks]

mixed & mastered by Ally Holloway + nate2timez
produced by nate2timez & Ally Holloway
written by Ally Holloway
٩(× ×)۶

don't worry, you'll be fine.
don't worry, you'll be fine..

and I dont know how serious it really is
I dont know what i want

and it echoes thru these halls again
and the ghost you left still wanders around
(it still wanders)
woah

silence speaks more than sound
I've been lost and found

Lost and found

momentary 

mixed & mastered by Ally Holloway + nate2timez
produced by nate2timez
written by Ally Holloway
٩(× ×)۶
I'm still waiting on like everything, thing's like,
boy, come here
I'll make this our year
light up the street lights with the power from our love, dear
you can stay here, angel don't fear
I'll dive deep inside your mind cause it's my frontier, yeah.
we got time to be contemporary, yeah
and it'll happen, but it's momentary, and we'll feel pain
until one day life's ours

and I just want you
can we cross the borders, and claim our mind's back?
can we stay up all night till the sunrise, and think back..
to better days? :')
(no..)

crossed your path once again
didn't mean to, but i love you, and i mean that shit
i got lost again, am i learning?- i don't know.
you hate talking to me, but it's mutual,
and i can't be happy so just shut up.

we got time to be contemporary, yeah
and it'll happen, but it's momentary, and we'll feel pain
until one day lifes ours

and yeah, your presence's enough! :(
probably numb,
sleeping in love,
problems a dove,
and i can't get enough
of my ignorance
to better, days.

It's miserable..
I can't be happy,
so just shut up.

Momentary

HERE WE GO

due time ft. chriad (prod. safeatlast)

Spotify Will Have The HQ Version / Wav
Spotify Here - https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/xelfiy/nightlights-2

Part 1: https://soundcloud.com/xelfiy/nightlights

Lyrics:

My guess is you expect this 
On my streetlight ride to my home stead 
We’re my friends dead and see no light 
Please Tell him I miss him n I’m still alone 
Tell them I’m in bliss an I’m still in my home 
still in my home 
still in my home 
I tried to look at the nightlights on my walk home 
but I got lost ya 
Tried to heal my self but what’s the cause ya
Sick of all this shit that got me fucked up

It feels as if I’m still on the ground in my grandmas home
an im looking round for someone to break my fall
someone to break my fall

My guess is you expect this 
On my streetlight ride to my home stead 
We’re my friends dead and see no light 
Please Tell him I miss him n I’m still alone 
Tell them I’m in bliss an I’m still in

My guess is you expect this 
On my streetlight ride to my home stead 
We’re my friends dead and see no light 
Please Tell him I miss him n I’m still alone 
Tell them I’m in bliss an I’m still in my home 
blue shit in my drink but its got vodka
I tried to look at the nightlights on my walk home 
but I got lost ya 
Tried to heal my self but what’s the cause ya
Sick of all this shit that got me fucked up

PLEASE TELL HIM I MISS HIM N IM STILL ALONE
TELL THEM IM IN BLISS AN IM STILL IN MY HOME

Nightlights 2

SPOTIFY

Nightlights 2 (prod. THERSX)

produced: metlast x itamii
featuring: @breckenford & @user-642636378 (halfhearted)
art made with Imagine AI Art Generator (https://www.imagine.art/dashboard)


lyrics: (i’ll have them soon)

no help, no sympathy w/ brecken & halfhearted (metlast x itamii)

light

and I just cannot believe you're done with this,
I thought I meant a little more than a drunken kiss,
I been in my feelings since I was a kid,
got no money in my pocket but I still wanna live,

and I just cant let you leave, ill grab my gun,
I thought I meant a little more than some drunken fun,
ill run away from the cops into the sun,
baby ill be okay im used to smoke in my lungs

so ill just smoke on my own, im crying again, where are u?
im not okay unless im leaning on you
I don't know where you have been, but you're here now and im happy

im happy, 
for the first time in my life,
hop in my car then I drive,
oh no I don't 
a year ago wanted to choke,
I fucking hated my life,
scene getting dry,
you boys pretending to cry,
im fucking sick of these guys,
don't need a 9,
bitch I walk knife on my side,
do you guys still wanna die?
see through my eyes,
angry and im colourblind,
I don't like speaking my mind, 
people can talk,
think of me, I don't know why,
its paper plates till' I die,
don't smoke a pipe, blunt in my mouth while I fly,
these days im loving my life,
gray keep a scythe for those who willing to try,
I just keep taking their life

and I just cannot believe you're done with this,
I thought I meant a little more than a drunken kiss,
I been in my feelings since I was a kid,
got no money in my pocket but I still wanna live,

and I just cant let you leave, ill grab my gun,
I thought I meant a little more than some drunken fun,
ill run away from the cops into the sun,
baby ill be okay im used to smoke in my lungs

scythe (yunny goldz)

and how sad must i be 
to fall for you
just lay me down lightly
not far from you
you don’t even like me
but i’ll call for you
i smile when you bite me
i’m so confused 
just pass me the knife please
i’ll cut you
you did this to spite me
you’re cruel

HERE WE GO

Keeper

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