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Why everything that's supposed to bad make me feel so good? Everything they told me not to, is exactly what I would. I tried to stop, I tried the best I could, but you make me smile.

What's your addiction? Is it fucking? Is it food? is it greed? I've been afflicted by all three, integral to society where hedonism is key. high on dopamine, in a rush, between kush, and a fuck, what constitutes as a drug?
    
Notifications
Carbohydrates
Infatuations
Random dates

Stimulants
Pain killers
Crash diets
Lip fillers

Nicotine
Crack cocaine
Online shopping
Numbing pain

You make me smile with my heart.
Your looks are IRRELEVANT.
Your soul is all i want.
You're my favorite work of art. 
you're my favorite work of all.

You're my addiction. You`re the definition of a drug. No offense, but you are a drug to me.

Abstract dream–beyond the physical–is what i deem more real than i recall, this world around with sound, and light and although we have never met before, that isn`t matter, matters more.

addiction (feeling ket, might delete later)

a Less of me cover

``Brutality borders on the spur of the moment
From here to there I`ll toss you out
I`ve lost touch with so many dimensions
The price you pay for knowing what it`s all about

Sensitivity turns too hard
For the further you go, the deeper entwined
Medicine`s stocked short, bet around forward
Once in a while you need to rewind

Mediocrity is the trick of the business
Pushed and pulled and you`re all out of shape
I ended up just like the next guy
You better watch out, it`s too late

Sensitivity turns too hard
For the further you go, the deeper entwined
Medicine`s stocked short, bet around forward
Once in a while you need to rewind``

Just one single take from a jam session preparing for another live performance this Friday; Thus honestly no idea why I`m sharing this, just feeling a bit unhinged today uwu

PS No idea if these lyrics are correct btw

PPS The irony is that you can never be like an authentic person except for trying to be your authentic self..

the irony of being a Lydia Lunch wannabe

me and who? (off key 3 days cover)

clipping in a tunnel (a cold dream)

u n r e a l (procrastinating edition)

4 Lulu - sims talk

Assignment 1 for Applied Music Theory 1 


An edit of an earlier made interpretation of Mesto, rigido e cerimoniale by György Ligeti, https://soundcloud.com/pyruvicacid/sc_180118_114424/s-G7y3f, which was programmed and recorded with Supercollider using one two second vocal sample of a middle F. The vowel used in the entire piece was an ɐ, but because of the percussion like shaped envelope for playing back the sample throughout the original recording, it's only noticeable with the not extremely transposed and transformed ones.

Since soundcloud sadly has a symbol limit of 4000, here's only part of the code - the score part - that created the initial interpretation:

"Pbind(\instrument, \sampler, 

\freq, Pseq(effeef  ++feeffe  ++effefeef  ++feeffe  ++
	                                             effeef4 ++feeffe4 ++effefeef4 ++feeffe4 ++
	                                             effeef  ++fee2ffe ++effef2eef ++fee2ffe ++
	                                             effeef4 ++feeffe4 ++effefeef4 ++feeffe4 ++0         ++


                                       		     g16 ++ g32 ++


		                                         effeef2b ++ feeffe2b ++ effefeef2b ++ feeffe2b ++ 


		                                         effeef4 ++feeffe4 ++effefeef4 ++feeffe4
	                                                                                                          ,  1),



		                              \dur,  Pseq(vijf    ++vijf    ++vier      ++zes     ++
	                                              vijf    ++vijf    ++vier      ++zes     ++
	                                              vijf    ++vijf    ++vier      ++zes     ++
	                                              vijf    ++vijf    ++vier      ++zes     ++hele     ++


			                                      d16 ++ d32 ++


		                                          zes76++d17  ++zeven   ++vier76    ++acht    ++


	                                              vijf    ++vijf    ++vier      ++zes


		                                                                                                      ,  1),





                          		      \rel,  Pseq(relvijf ++relvijf ++relvier   ++relzes  ++
	                                              relvijf ++relvijf ++relvier   ++relzes  ++
	                                              relvijf ++relvijf ++relvier   ++relzes  ++
                                         	      relvijf ++relvijf ++relvier   ++relzes  ++hele     ++


	                                              d16 ++ d32 ++


		                                          relzes76++d17++relzeven++relvier76 ++relacht ++


	                                              relvijf  ++relvijf ++relvier   ++relzes


	                                                                                                         ,  1),

		                         \buf, 1).play;"


PPS it makes no sense listening to it on laptop speakers, since most frequencies that are being used then are in vain.

SC_180118_114424 (mesto, rigido e cerimoniale)

a fall of Saigon (procrastination edition) 🐉

off-key cover of I`m so tired* by Fugazi

``out here, I can barely breathe,
surrounded by jealousy and greed.
I can`t be reached, only had one call,
trapped underneath, separate from you all.

this time i lost my return,
in spite of what i learned.
I hid my tracks, spit out all my air,
slipped into cracks, stripped of all my cares.

I`m so tired. sheep are counting me.
no more struggle, no more energy,
no more patient, you can write that down.
it`s all too crazy. I won`t stick around.``

*with slight lyrics adjustments, because of dyslexia, speech impediment and because why not;


**I was too tired to rerecord so just added another layer that was done with both the volca and vocoder set in slightly different pitches, hence it`s extremely off-key, but kinda fun in a way somehow imh0

my nye mantra (recording of a live performance for my cat from my couch)

https://soundcloud.com/pyruvicacid/4lulu (reversed)

four year old smiley faces cover i did 4 @lulu2105

4 Lulu - sims talk (reversed)

4ever hi sch0ol mantra (lo-fi)

“Somebody else’s idea of somebody else’s world is not my idea of things as they are. Somebody else’s idea of things to come, need not be the only way to vision the future.

What seems to be, need not be; What be, had to be; For what was, is only because of an adopted source of things. Some chosen source as was, need not be the only pattern to build a world on.” — Sun Ra




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