honestly sometimes i find myself listening to these songs for inspiration 

i was here at the beginning and i wont leave u to the end bro

@memorie
@resolve1k

lyricz:
[arid]
i take it all back
always keep my soul tact
i let it all bleed out now its on the floor
never fall back
even though its like that
i dont wanna do it again dont try anymore
yeah i dont even know whats left in store
i dont wanna take it back u left me sore
yeah im gonna cover it all up for a reason
i dont wanna try and solve this feeling

try and solve this feeling
i swear all my problems fly to tha ceiling
and theres no going back no leaving
yeah and i feel like that its reaching the line
im tossing all of it aside
dont wanna find myself
i know its hell
i know it felt
yeah its always not the time

[memorie]
i take it all back
i take it all back 
i take it all back

(suuuuuki)

close the door again, they clone me like a sharingan
never hold me down for too long bitch i can handle it :P
but i cant handle this i cant give you another chance
shoulda seen this in advance i guess i’ll cancel my plans

you hold me so far down i cant breathe the air
and when you talk about me you think i cant hear but i can
so you’ll stay a fan

this feeling w/ memorie (inno)

@0arid

karson
don't worry about me
you know I got it handled
cuz I've been missing you 
and I know this is random
I cant get over you
and this is overdue 
I can't communicate
g̶i̶r̶l̶ ̶I̶'̶m̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶l̶o̶v̶e̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶
I know it's my fault 
I always fuck it up 
no matter who it is 
why am I so dumb 
and now I fucked my chances 
I'm never enough
I took her for granted 
I'm so fucking dumb 
I don't need you by my side 
don't know how you put up with my lies 
and it's because I'm selfish 
but I cannot help it 
and I really need you in my life
keep her at a distance
little things I miss them
how'd we get so different 
you don't even listen
tell me how I fix this 
tell me how I fix us 
I call you wont pick up
I think we should break up
we fight then we make up

arid
and i cant handle all the changes
yeah i feel so faded when ur gone 
and everything i take it
always still complaining
i dont wanna start i know its wrong
yeah just leave me be
i know its hard to see
its getting hard to breathe
its straying far from me

communicate w/ arid (mxsui & luvpurp)

trying my very hardest but it's never enough
@vertigoth
prod @shishy77

you took it all away
this can never be what it was, its not the same
still but a call away
never said that i didnt love you, every day

you did me wrong and ill take the blame
now every drop of the rain's the same
now i know you took it all away
and i hope that you know
know i only wanted to make you stay

never wanted to go so bad, oh no
just leave the past in the past and please dont go
its so hard to approach, so far to go,
youre always fast, and im so slow

and i know its hard, i dont blame you
you know you are what i pertain to
i will stay, guess its something about you
i cant say if ill settle without you
---
and my blood still stained on the keyboard
I'll never peek so just check at the backdoor
and with all that I can and I please
so please don't tell me that u wish it were different cuz I'll be down on my knees

say you'd be down for the winter
I couldn't think of the past
u slid beneath my skin
fragments they splinter in half
and the leaves still fall, give life when stuck to my sweater
once just a schoolboy's crush, and now I picture forever :')

Love, as we let it be
I can't lose touch, ur apart of me
I sing these songs from my chest
checking the screen for the weather
you float upwards of my flaws
my blaze as light as a feather

I know that it hurts when in motion
when confusion evokes from emotion
when I struggle to look u in ur eyes
and I can't cope with the thought of goodbyes :(

goodbyes w/ verti (shishy)

[notes:// YOOO WHY THE FUCK IS THERE AN 11 SECOND TAIL AT THE END WHAT THE FUCKCKKKCKK.]

@ogpichu

lyrics:

i never thought,
itll be so hard 2 be alone...
im scarred 
i jus wanna be someone
nd hold my own
i tried 2 reason w u but u jus give me shit
(thru all the tears)
tell me u remember my love, my lips on ur lips
(thru all the fears)

a living nightmare
(trying not 2 fall asleep zzz)
y arent u right here?
(where were u for me)
maybe u dont care
(dont try and disagree)
wish u were right there
(clearing this debris)

i never thought itll be like this
throwing up broken my ribs...
we said we'll never be like this
then tell me what the fuck is this

tell me what the fuck i did :/

tell me, please tell me
cuz im lost again i cant explain
getting used 2 feeling pain
i see faces in the rain
ill talk 2 them 
ill share my pain
open old wounds scars on my veins
feeling weighed down 
ball and a chain
no matter how hard i try the pain remains,
the pain remains...

i never thought,
itll be so hard 2 be alone...
im scarred 
i jus wanna be someone
nd hold my own
i tried 2 reason w u but u jus give me shit
(thru all the tears)
tell me u remember my love, my lips on ur lips
(thru all the fears)

i tried 2 reason w u but u just gave me shit
tell me u remember my love, ur lips on my lips...

remember u (pichu)

@sprr00w

and i try my best but its not working
every day i end up hurting
i feel lost its so uncertain
need your love to give me purpose

i didnt wanna have to say goodbye
but all you wanna do is make me cry
all i really want is see you shine
if i called your name would you reply

i can try to pick up all the pieces
if we made a promise would you keep it
why do you keep changing like the seasons
if you leave me here give me a reason

everything keeps on changing, but i still feel the same
i wish i could forget you, i cant forget your name
i think im going crazy, and youre the one to blame
i wont let you control me, dont wanna play your game

spotify

your name (sparr00w)

@mental
@7ripp0
@deadat18

[arid]
yea i dont even know how long im taking
always said that it was fine i never faked it
yea i never understand what u say in ur tone
i cant even see right makin it home
i dont even feel right when im alone
u know what it feels like nothing to hold
just put my heart to rest
i alr know that u wont

[mental]
put my heart to rest
tell me that im dead already
and u never said
anything that makes me feel like i should go forget
put a stake into my heart
its not even in my chest
i dont really wanna go
not outside
im too scared dont know how to be alive
wake me up when im someone u can like
cause ill wait for u til the day i die
with u by my side

rest w/ mental [rippo + deadat18]

prod wasterr jolst

i got bands just for me&u
he can never love u in the way i do
idk if ur words are true
but baby ill do anythin for time w u
n i still like ur laugh
imma leave this story in the past
my life a porsche imma crash
would u hate me if i wasnt trash?

sold my soul for this gold chain
my whole body sno like its cocaine
i know i wont die in my old age
i know its my time when i see rain
tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks

(tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks)

baby how could i ever choose her
red eyes yeah this my world
i know how u feel when u say ur hurt
we got love yeah ik its worth
wish i had the time
maybe i could change and id make everything right
i got all these thoughts and they full of lies
i know i just think about it all the time

i got bands just for me&u
he can never love u in the way i do
idk if ur words are true
but baby ill do anythin for time w u
n i still like ur laugh
imma leave this story in the past
my life a porsche imma crash
would u hate me if i wasnt trash?

sold my soul for this gold chain
my whole body sno like its cocain
i know i wont die in my old age
i know its my time when i see rain
tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks

(tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks)

bloodstainz (wasterr & jolst)

@angelicxmei
@kojowav
@remghost

hook :3
u could never understand why
i said goodbye this time
ill leave u out my life
never was your fault its mine

mei:
everything we left behind
i recall memories that breaking apart
tell me what its all about
is it my heavy heart that is making me doubt?

i thought u'd notice me
when im falling deep
but nobody can save me now
guess i just let it be
i cant fall asleep
when nobody is here around

yep hook repeats wow

goodbye w/ mei (kojo & remghost)

4this

"everybody has regrets and maybe things of the past are better left alone, but what if you were given the opportunity to go back and find the closure you're looking for." 
Enter: I

[notes:// something different from what i usually do, I hope u guys like anyways :D also shoutout tg fam, love you ]
@ketsai
@victxrw
@tgwog
@4amxx
@litothedon
@oursafehaven
[ketsai]
shut up and listen to me
and i can care but its not guaranteed
n i was so good to u
dont give me attitude
if u go and listen to them, thats too bad 4 u
i dont care, or give a fuck bout my health
and talk shit all u want but keep my name out ur mouth
n u just talk talk talk talk, so shut the fuck up
n lets just keep this shit private and u need to be quiet

but then u lean on me too much
n girl im missing all your touch
n though i hate to see u go
n ill just find another hoe
n ur jealousy still shows :/
our love unstable...
so sooner or later that shit had 2 cave in
i know im able...
jus me n my bros chillin in the safehaven
n i dont wnna fkn let go jus cause that shit hurts
but you jus wnna fkn leave, n u still let go first

[victxrw]
shut up and listen to me
and i can care but its not guaranteed
n i was so good to u
dont give me attitude
if u go and listen to them, thats too bad 4 u
i dont care, give a fuck bout my health
and talk shit all u want but keep my name out ur mouth
n u just talk talk talk talk, so shut the fuck up
n lets just keep this shit private and u need to be quiet

y would i call u my friend?
i been losing all my patience, i'm collapsing in
i jus wnna fkn vanish from this world
n you put my head inside a twirl
then you kicked me straight onto the curve
taking drastic measures, cause this shit hurts
give me one right reason you left me first
can you run away so i can learn.

消 ft. victxrw (tgwog4amlito)

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