Sharing your trauma can be a challenge. This is an experiment that three other artists, helped me create. 

I have a hard time saying I need help so here my attempt to normalize sharing that I’m not always the strong black super woman or mammy ready to care for everyone. Sometime I need love and support.

Preserving: Learning to Tell My Story

RIDIN CLEAN Feat Nic Jr (master)

Hibiscus Samurai: Spaceship Music
An album by KevCoast detailing his personal healing process, confident mantras of passion & expressing love through his ecosystem.

Antidote

Let your body collapse in the motion 
As you move in and out of devotion


Written, recorded, and produced by Just Milk (Tara Rook) in Portland, Maine.

I Don't Want to Miss This Moment with You (Motions Remix)

ACTION BRONSON FUNK FLEX FREESTYLE REMIXED BY JNAG PRODUCTIONS

BMW SCRAPES THE FLOOR ft. Action Bronson (prod. J-Nag)

One of my favorite The Band Perry songs I've ever heard. I belted the shit out of this in my car when it first came out. IT'S SUCH A BANGER. I'm also obsessed with the southern gothic vibe and the art/music that comes out of that aestheticism.

Set up was band camp, a karaoke back track and a microphone. I recorded this during the pandemic.

better dig two (cover)

I've been listening to Lana since her debut record - but I didn't have the same emotional reaction to some of her post Paradise era in the way that I did for her record Norman Fucking Rockwell. This is one of my all time favorites of hers and I was really happy with the way this one came out. Enjoy!

mariner's apartment complex (cover)

I wanted to write a dark bluesy song, so this is what I came up with one afternoon this past winter. While I also hope to take this song to studio someday, I was proud of how this demo came out. 

Lyrics :

Pieces of skin 
from my chapped lips 
Are in your mouth 
since we last kissed 
no big deal, 
I guess you now have a part of me 
since the pieces that you had 
are gone - obviously 
I’m not the one you want 
but you won’t let me leave 

Chorus  Well he’ll say 
“I love you baby, 
but I’ve got no time,”
Well, did you know that you stutter 
when you tend to lie? 
And I’ll say 
“Be honest, 
you don’t love me - but angry women 
will eventually leave,”  
you got me on the ground 
cause you prefer me to bleed 
when they ask me why I frown  
I say it’s cause of stained teeth 

V.2 I’ve got my hands 
wired behind my spine 
to keep from calling 
so I don’t waste your time  
Oh morning headaches 
make me want to scream 
at clouds 
you'll cite my diagnosis 
when my affection gets loud 


Chorus

Bridge What’s the point in even being with you 
I’m drowning here in ashes
from the fires you grew 
give me a reason
why I should stay
when I’ve got notebooks full 
of reasons why I should run away 

I told you every angry woman will eventually leave and your former angry woman is finally free

stained teeth (acapella)

MikeandIke type beats

W2TW

Produced, recorded, & mixed by Brian Coombes
Additional recording by Josh Kimball
Recorded & mixed at Rocking Horse Studio, Pittsfield, NH
Mastered by Jeff Lipton at Peerless Mastering, Boston, MA
Assistant Mastering Engineer: Maria Rice

All vocals & lyrics by Anna Madsen

Devil's Garden (Madsen/Coombes)
Eric Wagley: drums
Jonathan Mover: drums
Brian Coombes: synths, omnichord, therevox, programming 
Myron Kibbee: guitars
©2016 Anna Madsen (BMI)/Brian Coombes (BMI)

If You Run  (Madsen/Coombes)
Dave Mattacks: drums
Brian Coombes: synths, programming, percussion 
Myron Kibbee: guitars 
Mike Effenberger: piano
©2017 Anna Madsen (BMI)/Brian Coombes (BMI)

Palm Reader (Madsen/Coombes/Pierog)
Eric Wagley: drums
Dave Mattacks: drums
Brian Coombes: keyboards, programming
Myron Kibbee: guitars
Kate St. John: cor anglais
Jeremy Harman: cello
©2015 Anna Madsen (BMI)/Brian Coombes (BMI)/Joseph Pierog (BMI)

Black Dress  (Madsen/Coombes/Kibbee)
Jonathan Mover: snare drum
Ian Sleeper: bass, acoustic guitar
Brian Coombes: synths, piano, taurus pedals, programming 
Myron Kibbee: guitars 
Anthony Phillips: guitars 
Jordan Tirrell-Wysocki: violin
©2016 Anna Madsen (BMI)/Brian Coombes (BMI)/Myron Kibbee (BMI)

Dead Daisies  (Madsen/Coombes)
Adam Soucy: drums
Brian Coombes: synths, therevox, bass
Myron Kibbee: guitars
©2017 Anna Madsen (BMI)/Brian Coombes (BMI)

Golden Room  (Madsen/Coombes/Black)
Brian Coombes: synths, taurus pedals, timpani, glockenspiel 
Rick Black: piano 
Kate St. John: cor anglais 
Rob Townsend: flute
©2015 Anna Madsen (BMI)/Brian Coombes (BMI)/Richard Black (BMI)

Luna  (Madsen/Gochez)
Eric Wagley: drums
Joey Pierog: bass, percussion
Brian Coombes: mellotron, bass, percussion 
Rick Black: celeste 
Myron Kibbee: guitars 
Jeremy Harman: cello
©2015 Anna Madsen (BMI)/Patrik Gochez (ASCAP)

Paint the Town Red  (Madsen/Coombes/Pierog) 
Eric Wagley: drums 
Brian Coombes: synths, programming 
Myron Kibbee: guitars
©2017 Anna Madsen (BMI)/Brian Coombes (BMI)/Joseph Pierog (BMI)

Cimmerian (Madsen/Coombes/Pierog)
Eric Wagley: drums
Joey Pierog: bass
Brian Coombes: synths, mellotron, optigan, omnichord 
Rick Black: harpsichord, celeste 
Myron Kibbee: guitars 
Jordan Tirrell-Wysocki: fiddle
©2015 Anna Madsen (BMI)/Brian Coombes (BMI)/Joseph Pierog (BMI)

Fingerprints  (Madsen/Coombes/Kibbee)
Brian: synths
Myron: guitars
Josh Kimball: programming
Adam Soucy: snare drum, cymbals
©2017 Anna Madsen (BMI)/Brian Coombes (BMI)/Myron Kibbee (BMI)

Antidote

KevCoast

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