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Neu und angesagt: Folk & Singer-Songwriter

-linked up in tha 313

-First song i made with my own guitar playing

Godspeed

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ft. @t1gerstar

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thank u to tigerstar for hopping on this! u are the best :D

lyrics:
(me)
could you tell me
what it is that im missing
i been waiting by
so long for a mission
what's my problem
are you checkin my condition
tell me whats wrong with a little ambition

i been feeling washed up
whats the rush
i been fighting demons
and i never keep in touch
i been talking to my thoughts tryna think the right stuff
but its never not enough
life's always gettin tough

thought i'd never see the change but i'm movin away
empty nesters back home know i got a lot to say
but i'm stuck in my head
blocking out all my problems started thinkin
i was better off stayin in bed

and if the world behaved
i'd be better off now
than i was yesterday
its okay to take a break if you need to
dont shy away from the people who believe you

so im watching where i step
and ill keep on pushin
and the secrets that i kept
now i know i really shouldnt
so ill take another breath
i was too focused on my footing
it took all that i had not to fall right into it

picture this im never sitting til i stop
kept my eyes on the clock
countin seconds til i caught
a glimpse of what im seeking i could never miss the top
if i never make it i can't bear to take the drop

(tigerstar)
thought i'd never see the change but i'm movin away
i took a little bit too much of what i really can take
getting too attached to the buzz i feel when im awake
its only when i sleep enough i can get up to make (something of myself)

you gotta be trying to turn around
you can't be so ready to be turned down
why are you wanting to rush things to happen now?
i don't really mind if they're making me wait

it's really not as serious as they make it out to be
closer to home than a different agency
know i can sound just a little too passionate

i wonder if i'll live up to all you expect from me
letting them down amplifies the pressure
but i won't let you down however you measure that

(me)
thought i'd never see the change but i'm movin away
empty nesters back home know i got a lot to say
but i'm stuck in my head
blocking out all my problems started thinkin
i was better off stayin in bed

and if the world behaved
i'd be better off now
than i was yesterday
its okay to take a break if you need to
dont shy away from the people who believe you

empty nesters ft. tigerstar

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lyrics:
[Intro]
Two, two, three, four

[Verse 1]
Slipped out of focus
Weight of the stars
One thousand locusts
No, we aren’t getting far
Tried to reach, I really did
Dreaming of the water’s edge
Where I lie
A fear of flight, and a leap of faith
The winding roads, and the summer rain
I fell in love
Sky came crashing down
Hell from above
But impassive now
Moved on, somehow

[Pre-Chorus]
So this is how it feels
To be somewhere you love
Unsure of where you’re going
Yet you know enough
Oh I’d do anything, please don’t go
Hardly anywhere, feels like home

[Chorus]
So celebrate it, the life I’ve left behind
From the moment you walked in
I made up my mind
I’ve come too far, don’t let me down
Six thousand miles, I lost what I found

[Verse 2]
You were the muses in my head (In my head)
Still, I find some things better left unsaid (Left on read)
Tried to let it go
Yet I fall right down against
I lied and said I won’t
But I felt my knees give in
Laying down by the lakeside, I
Tried to stall but it ain’t worth my time
And I was in heaven then
My dream was irreverent, no
Somewhere so familiar
I stand, and stare
Like “how’d I get here again?”

[Pre-Chorus]
So this is how it feels
To be somewhere you love
Unsure of where you’re going
Yet you know enough
Oh I’d do anything, please don’t go
Hardly anywhere, feels like home

[Chorus]
So celebrate it, the life I’ve left behind
From the moment I walked in
I made up my mind
I’ve come too far, don’t let me down
Six thousand miles, I lost what I found

[Bridge]
Yeah, that sounds about right
Yeah, sure
Whew

[Verse 3]
Hazy views of peaks
I rocked myself to sleep
Swing-set dreams
And it’s all that I really need
It’s all that I really need from you
I been up for too long
Tried to find where I went wrong

[Verse 4]
Empty parking lots
Nose bleeds from vertigo
Visions idolized
Hurricane, over the coast
Soil swallow me whole, I don’t wanna go home
Garden on the wall, don’t take me away from you
I’ll be back someday
I don’t wanna fade out
I fold under the weight now
There's something in the way now, oh no
I’ll be back someday

[Bridge]
Tried to shout, but I can’t talk
Higher cliffs, farther drop
“It’s hard, isn’t it? Letting go, I mean. Whatever.”

[Outro]
You told me “it won’t be forever”
Yet I’ve been wasting forever away
Told me this “wasn’t a goodbye”
And “I’ll see you another day”
Those were the last words you said to me
And they’re words I wish you didn’t say
Though time heals all eventually,
It’s time I’d rather waste
Waiting for you

garden on the wall

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cell towers
green august
cut hands with the pink nail polish
no flowers
no prom dress
no chance i could say what i wanted

no pictures
theyre all torn apart
i set them all on fire let it burn in the yard
i tried to run away
but i cant escape now
the flames have spread too far

you said it's alright
you told a story it was all lies
you always try to pick me up to watch me fall back down
watch it all die
i cant hold you now
you try to stay strong
but nobody told you how

i know youll never see me the way i see you
i thought i hid how i was feeling it was see-through
need you, but i need you
you made me the gloves that i would bleed through
falling like the leaves do

black berry thorns youre still there
just like the old clothes i still wear
so our plan didnt pan out
dont know where ill land now
just know i cant stay where i am now
ran out
used to be your man but i cant now
hands out 
i keep waiting on you while you stand your ground
i just really hope you know i still care
in the hills with the trees i dont feel bare

i said its alright
stay on call with you for all night
you always try to pick me up to watch me fall back down
watch it all die
i cant hold you now
you try to stay strong
but nobody told you how

you dont see what i lost
what it really cost me
pull of in a vacant lot
just to make it all green in my eyes
no shot
i cant shake em off me
its like just when i forgot
saw the leaves falling im

alright
you told a story it was all lies
you always try to pick me up to watch me fall back down
watch it all die
i cant hold you now
you try to stay strong
but nobody told you how

i know youll never see me the way i see you
i thought i hid how i was feeling it was see-through
need you, but i need you
you made me the gloves that i would bleed through
falling like the leaves do

green august

i had a bad night, went out with my friends
never know when i'll see them again
i'll stay in bed till' 4
you're lying on the floor, probably passed out, drunk again
you can close the door in my face (bet you wish you could erase that)
or you could lie and call me names (oh i wish you could've faced that)
everything always feels the same (but you)
you always make me feel ashamed (and i fucking hate that)

don't ask if i'm alright
you know i'm doing just fine
i've been up for like 2 nights
i think i'm losing my mind
i don't need you anymore
come i'll show you to the door
thought you could talk with me tonight
but baby i'm doing just fine

cancelled all of our plans again
funny, last year i used to call you a friend
sitting at the park and i ran out of wine
cos you never really seem to be on time

and i hate it, but you made it
i dropped the ball with no payments
you don't care at all so i'll fake it
you start to fall so i'll take it
and it's been a mess for years
i'm waiting for it to disappear before i go
but that won't happen
you're wasting all my time
there's paint between the lines
i really fucking tried
to get through you
so maybe we're through

don't ask if i'm alright
you know i'm doing just fine
i've been up for like 2 nights
i think i'm losing my mind
i don't need you anymore
come i'll show you to the door
you're such an eyesore and you're
such a bore, let's keep it going

so don't ask if i'm alright
you know i'm doing just fine
i've been up for like 2 nights
i think i'm losing my mind
i don't need you anymore
come i'll show you to the door
thought you could talk with me tonight
but baby i'm doing just fine

just fine

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i think i got too many
problems for me to solve
so i stay inside
till i have to go again
so tell me if you love me
how would you let them know?
that i'm not really stable
and that i can not let go 

maybe i'm just the problem
and you are part of the show
but i know that we both know
how it goes when you solo
i shouldve known before
before they all pretended
but who cares about me
or my mental health

i see them come and go
right before i couldve known
(maybe I'm just the problem)
that they were all just never
fine with me in any ways

i know that i wont last
forever in this household
but imma keep on trying to
make all of em just proud

i think i got too many
problems for me to solve
so i stay inside
till i have to go again
so tell me if you love me
how would you let them know?
that i'm not really stable
and that i can not let go 

(I'm not your first ever choice
how can you do this after all
i have done in the first place
why would u choose him over me
when he just treats u wrong
bloods dripping off ur arms
cuz once again u folded)

break!

i open my eyes
just to see u again
i breathe in
and breathe out
to forget about it
i know it's hard
to look forward
in life when it turns
hard on you
and it might not seem
like it
when i say
that you were never wrong
i guess you were right
when u said it'd be be fine
if id continue lies
when i opened up i cried
no1 there but shit its fine

and now i wanna scream
and shout
till i pass out
forget about
the mistakes i have made
and i wouldve never thought
that my existence is worth it
till u told me that time
where i was crying in pain
no one tried to jus help
everyone there just stared
thought that i would be dead
when i reach 15 years
got no friends who would care
started hating on myself
blocked all of my contacts
and isolated myself
teacher said its not worth
to give them all attention
but how am i supposed to ignore them
when i fucking care
no its not fucking fair
wake up in panic when i know theres ppl who hate me aswell
and i know its not fair

let them know

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Release Date: 25th November 2022

Demonstrating her exceptional talent as a singer and songwriter, OLAN will release three intimate acoustic versions of tracks from her album ‘Contra’ as part of ‘Contra: Acoustic’, out on November 25 via independent label Anjunadeep.

‘Contra: Acoustic’ features stripped back interpretations of singles ’Push’ and ‘Wake And Return’ and album track ’Submerge’. In contrast to the electronic flavour of the originals, each arrangement on ‘Contra: Acoustic’ is hauntingly sparse, with OLAN’s delicate harmonies filling the spaces between her guitar and Fender bass. In this context, the vulnerability of the lyrics is palpable, illustrating just how these songs were a form of escape and expression for OLAN, helping her find peace amidst the uncertainty of the pandemic:

“‘Contra’ is an album I wrote as a way to find some peace with my life having no definitive purpose at the time. I often try to attach meaning to everything I encounter. I force myself to re-live memories. I’ll try to unpack them and see how I could change my reality if I had just been a better person.”

Since release, the album has reached the top 10 of the NACC electronic charts, accrued over a million streams, and been supported by KCRW, KEXP, SiriusXM, DJ Mag, and Beatportal. Most recently, legendary indie electronic group Little Dragon’s released a remix of ‘Wake & Return’ which premiered on KCRW in July this year.

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OLAN - Push (Acoustic Version)

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OLAN - Wake And Return (Acoustic Version)

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Urine Speaks Louder than Words

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I hope you're staying strong
I hope you sing along to my songs still
Tell me that I'm in the wrong
I need my conscience
Wish you were still on my arm
I'm barely conscious
I'm running my way back home

Why is it getting dark
Think there's a hole in my heart
Feel like I've had enough
I'm sick of calling bluffs
Could never get enough
Still feelin outta touch
Still in your debt
Tryna' wash away the stains of lust

Wasted away all of my nine lives
Paces to greatness you cut those ties
Now the thoughts in my head are an enemy
Can't be placed in a bed or a reverie
Lost all the sauce now the bread's all dry
Rather be dead than you gut my hide again
What's really there anyway I guess

Cause when the sun comes up will you leave me in the dust
I got a ticket with your name, you were someone I could trust
You needed space, not a date, now you moving out of state
Through the elation and pain
I love you all the same
I think I'm going insane
I'm blowing my brain against the wall
Lost entertainment
When you estranged
Pick up my call
Flow like the rain
It's out of my reigns again
I felt the same ever since the day you left

You push a little more
I'll walk away a little less
My jaw is on the floor from duress
It made decisions a mess
And now I can't ignore
My obsession has got a little flesh
Foot into the door
You won't leave me here
You gon' wait a sec

Write all my rhymes from a basic place
Feel like a spineless waste of space and time again
This plight you win
It's alright you said
You're already hundred miles away

Wasting away
Cause you're stuck in my brain
And I can't get you out
Feet on the ground
But my head in the clouds
Lost in the sauce so the breads all dry

Cause when the sun comes up will you leave me in the dust
I got a ticket with your name, you were someone I could trust
You needed space, not a date, now you moving out of state
Through the elation and pain
I love you all the same
I think I'm going insane
I'm blowing my brain against the wall
Lost entertainment
When you estranged
Pick up my call
Flow like the rain
It's out of my reigns again
I felt the same ever since the day you left

Lost in the sauce so the bread's all dry

SOMEONE I COULD TRUST

introvert cover (prod.kbl)

@55depths
@giabellee

OUT NOW ALL PLATS!
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lyrics:
(dth)
you've got your hands around my wrist
and red, so bright
a love like this; i've
seen it once or twice
and when i see your eyes
babe, it's no surprise
and let me go so easily
"is that really what you think of me?"
i said; your words were never nice
the way they cut like knives
i feel them all the time

and i said,
it started with a blush
and now my skin is flushed
it started with a blush
and i said,
it started with a blush
and now my skin is flushed
it started with a blush

i can't stand
the way you act
i'm not being overdramatic
when i have to find
a place to hide
you left me in a panic

(gia)
you tried to cut me deep
guess you could never see it
the way you looked at me
i always got that feeling
like i was scared to leave
so i'm just stuck pretending
stuck pretending

(dth)
and i said,
it started with a blush
and now my skin is flushed
it started with a blush
and i said,
it started with a blush
and now my skin is flushed
it started with a blush
(not gonna let you in)
and i said,
it started with a blush
and now my skin is flushed
it started with a blush
and i said,
it started with a blush
and now my skin is flushed
it started with a blush
(not gonna let you in)

(not gonna let you
not gonna let you
not gonna let you
not gonna let you in
not gonna let you
not gonna let you
not gonna let you
not gonna let you in)

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prod mix master written by me

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Lyrics:
Ooo, ooo
Oh just watch me fall apart
Oh just watch me
Ooh oh

I feel wrung out
Ive run outta energy
It was too loud
Gotta Take a step back
Embrace the fallout
Oh its probably my fault but I dont care
Anymore, mm

And i’m not tired I’m just out of it
Ive been spending most my time tryna get a grip
And I’m just worried that my parents gettin sick of it
How the fuck can I go on now?

I give up
Don’t try to fix me
My brains gone numb
You try to touch me but your kiss just kinda stung
I understand you but I feel so dumb
(I feel so fucking dumb)

So bite your tongue
I know you’ll miss me but i’m too far (gone)
Misunderstand me saying “you’re so fuckin tough!”
but I’ve already given up

I cut my teeth over my intentions I 
(Got) no sleep over my whole weekend cause you
Watch me fall apart at the seams
Is this a dream?

(What’s happening?)

(I cannot) hold myself too high
(Feel something) eating me from the insides
(Why do I?) always seem to play the bad guy
You make me the enemy just to cope in your mind

(Watchu say?)

And i’m not tired I’m just out of it
Ive been spending most my time tryna get a grip
And I’m just worried that my parents gettin sick of it
How the fuck can I go on now?

I give up
Don’t try to fix me
My brains gone numb
You try to touch me but your kiss just kinda stung
I understand you but I feel so dumb
(I feel so fucking dumb)

So bite your tongue
I know you’ll miss me but i’m too far gone
Misunderstand me saying “you’re so fuckin tough!”
but I’ve already given up

Ooo, ooo
Oh just watch me fall apart
Oh just watch me
Ooh oh
Mm

i give up lmao

fun corefish wall of sound 
smth a little different, just kinda made for fun :3

𝗹𝘆𝗿𝗶𝗰𝘀:


i try to be useless 
don't stare at the nuisance 
i keep falling back
but the track 
isn't fruitless 
i ran through the tulips
couldn't tomb my amusement 
guess i'm folding in two
discretion gone with the movement 

through it cause i'm lucid, and
took a long good look at the place i moved in 
and i knew it 
never wanted to show my face in a room 
cook a tune 
my fate was feeling loose
think this shit could be a test, man
fuck my life i don't wanna play the rest 
think i lost my 

mind in a suit and tie 
didn't know the tide went south 
i was stupefied 
everything inside was out
now the stupid guy 
playing with a mic is out  
could get scrutinized
every nook and dime was dealt 



𝗶𝗻𝗰𝗿𝗲𝗱𝗶𝗯𝗹𝘆 𝗶𝗻𝘀𝗽𝗶𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝗯𝘆: 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁𝗰𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗯𝗹𝗮𝗰𝗸𝘄𝗼𝗼𝗱 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗯𝗹𝗶𝘀𝘀𝗼𝗺

just fine

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