Minha tentative de fazer uma musica "twee pop", era pra estar no meu album quando eu comecei a fazer ele mas joguei fora em uma semana.  Lancei por que se não ia ficar num limbo musical.

Musica de 18 de Agosto de 2024.

Is It Just Me

Feito em 25 de julho de 2024, nunca terminado

Meadows

Eb Standard

don't go
that fucking look on your face
yeah i'd know it from anywhere
it's like you don't wanna be there
at all
and when i wanted to sleep
i could pretend we're not meant to be
nothing that i did was half enough at all
and if i tried harder
maybe i'd be something more
and maybe things will figure themselves out
again, again

don't act like a zombie when i'm passing by
nothing makes you angrier than someone wasting time
yeah i know you hate the small talk
but small talks' all i have
when i try to be honest skip over what i said
still stuck on the same words
putting them together doesn't work
why be stuck on the same page?
you have both legs still and they still work

don't try to match the pieces
you don't know me at all
i wanna be someone who's there to hold your fall
i'll stay with you for no reason
but i won't be there long
so when i take my leave know it wasn't fault
it was never your fault
(don't you open up, or get close enough, you won't get anywhere at all)

i should leave and take home a thousand words
and i don't know how this part of my brain works
you said try then i tried to keep it down
i look my best just in case you come around
yeah i'm acting like a kid and i should stop
but this couple in the subway looked like us
and you're smart so i know you'll get home safe
but when you get there call me anyway

half enough

Eb Standard

once you told me you'd
give me everything
i sank deeper and
found myself hiding
found myself wishing
but you had your reasons

i'd fly high
to see
however these things used to be
i saw it in your eyes
don't lie, this time

i can't fly but i 
need a moment to see
in this clarity
someone believes in me
i hold on to the cracks and try to believe
to believe
mirror tells me judge
but i'd never judge you
i know i don't try
but i think i trust you

for you i'd repeat myself
a thousand times
fear driven dog in your way
screaming for help on the railway line
i stray far from the sea by day, by day
so if millions judge then what's the use?
i don't need your grace, you can save yourself
I've wished for those wings you were born with
in my selfish ways
stumbling every time, stumbling, stumbling

you knew me back then

i can't fly but i 
need a moment to see
in this clarity
someone believes in me
i hold on to the cracks and try to believe
to believe

i can't fly but i 
need a moment to see
in this clarity
someone believes in me
i hold on to the cracks and try to believe
to believe

carpe diem avem

Eb Standard

Even in fall
You'll live out your sunny days
So when you're all alone
I hope you can find the missing space

And even in a dream
Even in a dream you found the words

I write this knowing you won't see it
We're both missing puzzle pieces
And i can't really explain right now what it is I'm even grieving
And everything's been drastic
And I'm not used to the feeling
I'm used to nothing at all

There's no point in knowing what there is to know of, what they all talk of
If you lose while trying, weaponizing dying's easier for most
If i was a rifle maybe then you'd hide me underneath your bed
When they chop my head off for the sin of being, they'll come for you next, you dumb fuck

rifle

FACGCE Capo 1

Now you're stuck and it's your fault
I tried hard to help you through you it all
It was so simple
You fucked up when you just had to apologize

Don't stand so close to the TV
Cause you might see something you like
You're so special so unique
I wish that I could take your mind

If this brain was somehow easier to mold
I'd get it just the way i like
I'd be someone with a little bit more courage
And wouldn't feel the need to lie

Wishing i'd stop talking
I can't seem to shut my mouth when i need to
You didn't mean to leave me alone
But I spoke early, way too soon
And there was nothing you could do but see through me

I couldn't help but notice the calluses up on your hand
Don't live with your fists closed

Take that empathy you have and shove it somewhere else
I don't need your pity I'll feel sorry for myself
Oh to think the finished painting had so many lines to see

Now I'm stuck and it's my fault, reach out and I'll cut your arms in half
It was so simple, so easy to speak on my behalf
Now you're gone and it's all up to me to clean up your mess
And I'm back to thinking that I need someone to care for me
Why'd it have to be so easy?

tackle

corset

Scrapped song from "i felt like a sketch" by key vs. locket
Happy birthday to me
Too lazy to write lyrics
Eb standard

half enough

keyvslocket