maybe i'd be just like back when you cared

delta - Untitled

fuck this song
i recorded this in a shitty car with a 20$ microphone. i don't know how to mix said microphone.

i did what you wanted
and now there's nothing left to do
i'm a statue in your mattress
letting go and leaving scratches
now nothing's important
there's nothing left i like to do
so for fun i'll eat your scraps and
light my insides up with matches

when you're gone
i lose sense of direction and at home
i see a lookalive of you on my tv

light me up oh i wanna
melt away in your arms
i see someone looking
but it seems like they're so far
so far

fuck what i want i'll
do everything you tell me to
hold my breath until i'm purple
until i'm speaking in circles
break something important
break everything i tell you to
these frail bones will heal themselves up
and we'll all be okay

tell me do it, tell me do it, and i'll do it.

fuck what i want

i'll be yours for now

safeword (demo)

found this one of her other twitter accounts
https://soundcloud.com/luckynumber0/comet

key vs. locket (twikipedia) - "Song i threw out"

scrap from iflas
scrapped because : voice is particularly annoying in this one / instrumental is too much like still-life

i saw you in someone
not for any reason
not for any reason at all
yet you kept seeing me
taking a look inside last time
im so caught up in reason
with nothing going on
nothing going on around here
watering and letting grow
something beyond my fears
i notice the motifs in your work
i know what heals you
i know what hurts
this winter season dont come outside
dont try, and dont ask me why
you made me see traces
some traits in some people
yeah you made me think the whole world was evil
im forgetting everything that you tried to teach
we're living in bliss while covered in some debris

dont be so full of yourself (demo)

https://soundcloud.com/csdgreatness/twikipedia-iflas-snippet
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9rgVhpvnfmk

twikipedia - think fast (unreleased, leaked, by @freightrains on yt)

Minha tentative de fazer uma musica "twee pop", era pra estar no meu album quando eu comecei a fazer ele mas joguei fora em uma semana.  Lancei por que se não ia ficar num limbo musical.

Musica de 18 de Agosto de 2024.

Is It Just Me

FACGCE, Capo 3

thousand times i've told you i'm not one to save
helping hand i made sure that you knew your place

i know my place, i know my place, i know my place, i know my place,

hey even though i said i'd fuck you up
i can't stand to see you get like this
i don't wanna be the one
that has to run around
and tell you that you're missed
even though i said i'd listen
lately you stopped making sense
i'm not good enough to treat
the parasite disease
that’s been plaguing your head
maybe i just don't understand

even though i said
that they’re nothing but words
my brain still tries to find
something to get behind
and even for no reason
i'll still look for meaning
there's nothing here to gain

i'm as ill as you say
with nothing left to give
malnourished, turning gray
just look me in my face
when i talk to you
cry but have a reason
don't act like you always knew
maybe i was right
and in the end i'd grasp at you
trying hard to hold you still as you leave, as you leave

and if i begged you to listen
maybe i'd get you to give me some time
maybe i'd be just like back when you cared
but really you'd shut me off
i want your pity so hear me out
i should embarrass myself for your love
i will embarrass myself for your love
i will embarrass myself for your love

i will stay still in the memory
here we don’t move and you’re still there
and nothing ever changed at all today
i tried my best to cure our symptom

ooh ooh ooh ooh

symptom

Eb Standard

se voce não me lembrar
vai ser melhor pra nós
o seu mundo vai rodar
ganhe o dia, ele sempre foi seu
se o retrato quebrar
jogue o fora
sem dó
os meus restos vão ficar
na sua vida depois

eu sei, voce não faria outra vez
mas falei, nos ainda queremos ser assim, quase alguém
sentados a espera de uma vez
eu fiquei

se meu mundo acabar eu não vou mais correr
minhas pernas vão secar
eu ja fiz meu dever
então voce vai ver

eu ando atrás de uma certeza, ela tem que ser perfeita
algo surreal, fora do normal
e eu nunca quis acreditar, em nenhuma profecia
é que gente como eu não tem por que sonhar

mundo

Scrapped song from "i felt like a sketch" by key vs. locket
Happy birthday to me
Too lazy to write lyrics
Eb standard

Apologies

quarteirão

This EPx15 builds up from Indie LoFi, to Blues, and Burlesque Punk Rock. It quotes the newly rebranded "Department of War" Secretary's official announcement speech. The cover features "Operation Blitz", the shameless Naz! offensive nomenclature used by the government to designate their latest mass-deportations initiative #truestory.

DHS—i.e. the U.S. "Department of Homeland Security"—has launched a military operation called “Operation Midway Blitz” targeting undocumented immigrants in Chicago, Illinois. The news coverage spans AP, Washington Post, Reuters, and The Guardian—all information sources as real as reliable.

Yet, when I shared a screenshot of the real DHS tweet announcing ‘Operation Midway Blitz’ to chatGPT, it called it fake news! WHY? Cuz the truth sounded too fasc!st to be real, sadly, obviously, that is why... because DHS shamelessly chose to name their latest large-scale deportation crackdown after "The Blitz"—i.e. the Nazi Germany’s bombing campaign that terrorized civilians. Yup. Blitz. On U.S. soil. Targeting immigrants. The bot doubted it because it was too extreme to believe, which imho, literally proves just how extreme it actually is!

So here’s the question of the day: If it sounds too fascist to be true—but it’s true—
how far gone are we already?! 🇺🇸

☩ ☩ ☩

@bananasutra (aka the Better Bananas Bureau of Peace) lyrics "It’s War, My Friend"

[Intro]
“Maximum lethality… 
not tepid legality…” (*)
They changed the name, 
but not the game… 

[Verse 1]
The shield became a sharpened blade,
The dove was shot, the deal betrayed.
They smiled and switched the words they use,
Then blamed the blood on evening news.

[Chorus]
It’s not defense — it’s war, my friend,
No truth to guard, no rules defend.
They paint the crime in red, white, blue,
And sell it back as brave and true. 

[Verse 2]
They built the tanks on stolen dreams,
Then fed us fear in silent streams.
The court was blind, the laws grew thin,
So violence marched its power in.

[Verse 3]
They stripped the schools to fund the fight,
Then prayed for peace beneath the blight.
They called it strength, I call it fraud,
A wolf that hides behind the law.

[Bridge – Dreamy, echoing tone]
When war gets dressed in Sunday best,
Who dares to ask, “Who cleans the mess?”
When war is peace and law is bent,
The truth is just a false pretense. 

[Repeat Chorus]
It’s not defense — it’s war, my friend,
No truth to guard, no rules defend.
They paint the crime in red, white, blue,
And sell it back as brave and true. 

☩ ☩ ☩

(*) WTH "Maximum Lethality, Not Tepid Legality" actually means??!
This is the stark, official statement made by Pete Hegseth, i.e. the newly rebranded American "Secretary of War"... By saying "Maximum lethality", he emphasizing his intention to deploy overwhelming force and power. And "Not tepid legality" is clealrly a d!ck-jab at what he sees as legal constraints that are weak or overly cautious-indicating more military actions, with fewer legal handcuffs. He also said "Violent effect, NOT politically correct" (for real), underlining the prioritization of forceful outcomes over worrying about optics, cultural sensitivities, or so-called "woke" norms. Long story short, the fasc!st Quack administration is making things clear (for once, ha): this isn't about defense or diplomacy. It's about offense, authoritarian purpose, and unapologetic strength. 

Blessed be the Peace fools 🕊️


symptom

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