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performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

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after you feat blxty

i dont wanna die tonight but i think i fucking might
i dont really wanna run i dont really wanna fight 
drugs in my bag i dont wanna sleep tonight 
i dont wanna close my eyes i dont wanna see the light 
i know i dont know what patience is
i know you dont know what hatred it 
i dont give a fuck if it takes my life 
i dont wanna wake up tomorrow night 

no one gonna do it like me
baby wanna go to hell with me 
fuck all of your clout i dont want it anymore 
fuck all of the hype i dont need it anymore 
thought that id see heaven but i dont now 
thought i could be nice but i wont now 
ima get some money with my cold blood 
dont you fucking say i never told ya 
im the grim reaper what you like 
i got two fangs for your life 
i can go and get it what you like 
dont say were too young to die 
all i ever wanted was a life 
all i ever wanted was some love 
all i fucking want is a gun 
all i ever got was a good spot in hell

season of the witch

on all platforms!!
@k4rson
yea i knew that u would lie
bitch i feel like u jus never rlly tried
howd i let this happen so many damn times
but whatchu know abt ur friends hitting my line 👀
and ive been feelin suicide 
spinnin in a cycle 
i just keep my eyes closed
and u know that i been chillin now
did this shit all by myself
this shit aint even worth the help

i know u w/ karson (shinju & cutspace)

@moodyriley
@prodgreentop
@prodsoma

its so bad, everytime i talk u get mad

bad w/ moodyriley (greentop x soma)

mental anguish

ty 2 the talented @lost8 4 sending me this beat

we gon take ur soul
hide it in soho
shoot him in slo mo
aim 4 ur dome
runnin in yo home
i take ur dough
then i take ur bitch home
i take it all u own

i got different coloured money
i got different coloured drugs
she was dancing in the club
now she throwing pilsl up
she was puttin pills in cups
now she forgot how 2 love
subtweeting me on twitter
i js beg u shut up

4 talli😇 hii talli

(✖_✖#)#take_ur_soul_prod_lost8

i cant do anything right
wish i just could put 
everything to the side
what u know abt my life
they say pain heals with time

i aint even gonna lie
ive been feeln down bad
i dont feel like doing much
with the energy i have

,,,,, TT

im jst tryna move on
but i really cant

whatdididowrong.....??????

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engineered by me
produced by me, waifu, and malikai 
featuring miraie
art by @cryinggsilence


[Hook: kuru]
You know I woke up and got me some cash
Now I'm headed back to sleep
Nah, I ain't really tryna clash
I'm just really tryna geek
Nah, I ain't even gotta try
I'm up and you broke and you cheap
And you know I almost died
But you know that this ain't Angel Beats
But you know, we on go, we on go forever
But you know, we on go, we gon shine forever
But you know, we on go, we on go forever
But you know, we finna glow, we gon shine forever

[Verse: kuru]
You know that I'm bored so I'm taking like trip to trip to state to state 
I don't really wanna hear you speak 'cause I got too much on my plate
I don't wanna speak to you no I won't conversate
I don't like to talk to clones I swear you're all the same
I swear you're all the same but I still got too much to say 
I go 180 on the freeway I might have to pray
Got my heart broke like Otonashi now I stay astray
No matter what the fuck they on I'll always stay the same

[Verse: miraie]
I'll stay the same, stay the same, but will my fate change anyway?
I can't say, that my future stay the same, lame
Think twice before you act cause life is not a game
It's a shame, I can't seem to remember yet I miss your name
I need an angel just like Tachibana Kanade
I lost my heart and kissed a girl who looks like Sanae
I still regret about it, feel like it was yesterday
Just to find out that you're just another bird of prey
[Bridge: kuru & miraie]
I'm way too tired can't fix my mistakes
But I can't give into the hate yet
They always tell me to go take break
But I ain't even choose own my fate yet
Losing my sanity, trapped in this world, I'm lost on real and fake
I own my destiny, no shit no lame no coffee break

[Hook: kuru]
You know I woke up and got me some cash
Now I'm headed back to sleep
Nah, I ain't really tryna clash
I'm just really tryna geek
Nah, I ain't even gotta try
I'm up and you broke and you cheap
And you know I almost died
But you know that this ain't Angel Beats
But you know, we on go, we on go forever
But you know, we on go, we gon shine forever
But you know, we on go, we on go forever
But you know, we finna glow, we gon shine forever

[Verse: kuru]
I swear you're all the same but I still got too much to say 
I go 180 on the freeway I might have to pray
Got my heart broke like Otonashi now I stay astray
No matter what the fuck they on I'll always stay the same

[Outro: miraie & kuru]
I swear you're all sum fake can you please get the fuck away
Devils are in my head I lost counts on the days I pray
Hell or heaven when I die this shit gon stay the same
Run your mouth like all you want but you gon have to pay

shine forever +miraie (ku sense malikai)

luvlxckdown [https://soundcloud.com/luvlxckdown]
dolly [https://soundcloud.com/sanriorose]
luisisalreadydead [https://soundcloud.com/luisisalreadydead]

[sillyteam]

luvlxckdown, dolly & luisisalreadydead - take my life (elxnce, kurai & vinso)

credits:
@176s @kiryano @ogpichu
#us

lyric
look in the mirror see something i wouldnt be
its just funny cause whose standing there is me
i got lost but now im right back on my feet
can i find a better feeling guess well see

oh well, i guess i didnt again
i lost my only friend
it might be better for them
i hate myself till the end
my only goal is to blend
i lost interest again
u were my only friend (i was your only friend)

i never talked down to you
is there something left to prove
you didnt have to say that you were speaking the truth
i never talked down to you
is there something left to prove
i gotta to walk away cause i cant look at you

back on my feet (sense & kiryano)

@kggn
@recyclexbin
@curtainss

[blx]
i been restless
tell me what you’re doing down in texas 
every time you call my name it leaves me breathless 
wanna go i’ll put your name up on the guest list
down in texas 
she’s down in texas 
ur down in texas
I’ll put u on the guest list

I don’t wanna look at you right now 
i don’t wanna talk to you right now
How can you smile at me right now ugh
Look at my face girl turn around
why do you yell at me so loud
Do you want me here around or not

ur gonna play me then tell all ur frnds about it
and u know what I ain’t even mad about it
hop on a jet and forget about it
and u messed with the team now ur lookin so stupid
7 and lastplace and helix stay suited 
Joined the vc and you just went muted 
Went offline like you just got booted

[ku]
i dont wna talk bout that shit how u lied2 my face
talkin bout it im impatient
i dont want u in my station
hop onnat plane i aint playin
im in newyork im js waitin
4u
2come 2ur senses
and i cant handle the constant offenses
yr up in texas im on my defenses
u say u luv me ur constant pretendin
idk wat to do when im steady on these fences bout u

texas ft. kuru (recyclebin x curtains)

performed, written, & produced by me @mental

lyrics:

dont know how to live without ur touch
got me feeling like ive never been enough
i was helpless but i still thought i was lucky
i gave up thinking about giving up
doesnt matter even if i try my hardest
it wont ever be the way that it was
and i made my circle smaller than ur heart is
idc im prepared to collapse

every time i think, its a burden to me... keep my mind in silence
i miss every night when we talked bout nothing we still laughed and smiled
but i guess that ur onto the next thing i just dont wanna be alive
and i thought u were never gonna lie but u said u were never gonna let me cry

it was a waste of time when i crumpled up into pieces
fake smile hope they believe it
i know they rly hate me so im bleeding
heart broken crying and screaming
hole in my chest idk how im breathing
new pain but its not for a reason
new day and another ones leaving
idk how to cope with these feelings

homesick

@1gash
@diligencexs
@resolve1k

lyricz:
[arid]
dont try to say ur faithful
i know uve been ungrateful 
to me and all ur friends
i always felt that it would never end
its breaking my heart
im going back to the start
im always counting the stars
i know u found every scar

im bleeding out
and i cant heal
im seeking out
for something real
just take it all from me
i dont wanna see
everything that u lost from me

[gash]
tell me dat im wrong 
tell me dat u werent lying
see da pain in my eyes i aint smilin 
(smilin) 
now im stucc smokin gas bitch im cryin
they all wna stab me in da bacc bitch im dyin
u said u gon find me
das a lie doe
walkin onna thin line issa tightrope
fuk u if u did me wrong u cnt do it right bro
we gon slide in da night wit dat sight go
they gon bleed out
im da 1 they need now
ion camp nigga im the type 2 seek out 
reach out
WLR just like freakout !
creep out
we b like sum wolves nd they sheep now
breathe in thats a sign that im still alive
fuk dat nigga i just rlly wna die
cn u save me ? tell me would u be mine ?!
om own path i cant walk a straight line

tell me w/ gash (diligence x inno)

(KEV MIX) SIPPIN SKRONG (KEVWHEREAREYOUX EUUGHHH) ##GHETTOPLUG

shift ft. crusifye + miraie (kurai)

w/ @emotionals
prod. @mkne
art. me
[Lyricss] Halo:
I crash - You fall
You're gone  - My fault :/

i dont even know if i feel human
seein an illusion       
lookin' in the mirror seems confusing O_o
  
sleeping all the time like i dont wanna get noticed
I live in my mind but im thinking that its broken 
maybe im alright maybe i just need to focus
i wont evn lie, thinkin all of this is pointless ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

reaching forward to touch the sky
I try forgetting this awful life.
If you could see me you'd understand why
Why I feel like I'm half-alive

Emo:
I don't know why, but I feel like this
Tryna get a hit, but I only miss
Tryna tell myself it was never meant
Tryna rewind but I cant fix it
Just say your sorry
Turnaround fast like ferrari
If you miss me - not sorry
If you text me - im ignoring
I hope you think of me
Sometimes when you can't sleep
I'll show up in your dreams
Know you'll remember me
And you're still mad - But I love that <3
Tryna change that - Can't go back
I wish I knew why
But you're still on my mind -.-

shine forever +miraie (ku sense malikai)

kuru

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