everytime u call my name, u leave me breathless. wanna go? I'll put ur name right on the guest list <3

i proud of dis song :D

prod @kiryano @176s

lyrics:
all i did was sit around and then i listened
ur words cut deep ya they got precision
all i ever think about is what im missin
im still going crazy ya im on a mission
everything was wrong i just had to let u know
now i feel sad bc i had to let it go
all of ur demons ya they knockin at ur door
spread out my feelings now they all out on the floor

im leaving town ill make it out
my heads a cloud my heart's bleeding out on the floor
nothing feels right anymore
i turn around then i slam the door

bleed (kiryano x waifu)

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat blxty

engineered by me
produced by me, waifu, and malikai 
featuring miraie
art by @cryinggsilence


[Hook: kuru]
You know I woke up and got me some cash
Now I'm headed back to sleep
Nah, I ain't really tryna clash
I'm just really tryna geek
Nah, I ain't even gotta try
I'm up and you broke and you cheap
And you know I almost died
But you know that this ain't Angel Beats
But you know, we on go, we on go forever
But you know, we on go, we gon shine forever
But you know, we on go, we on go forever
But you know, we finna glow, we gon shine forever

[Verse: kuru]
You know that I'm bored so I'm taking like trip to trip to state to state 
I don't really wanna hear you speak 'cause I got too much on my plate
I don't wanna speak to you no I won't conversate
I don't like to talk to clones I swear you're all the same
I swear you're all the same but I still got too much to say 
I go 180 on the freeway I might have to pray
Got my heart broke like Otonashi now I stay astray
No matter what the fuck they on I'll always stay the same

[Verse: miraie]
I'll stay the same, stay the same, but will my fate change anyway?
I can't say, that my future stay the same, lame
Think twice before you act cause life is not a game
It's a shame, I can't seem to remember yet I miss your name
I need an angel just like Tachibana Kanade
I lost my heart and kissed a girl who looks like Sanae
I still regret about it, feel like it was yesterday
Just to find out that you're just another bird of prey
[Bridge: kuru & miraie]
I'm way too tired can't fix my mistakes
But I can't give into the hate yet
They always tell me to go take break
But I ain't even choose own my fate yet
Losing my sanity, trapped in this world, I'm lost on real and fake
I own my destiny, no shit no lame no coffee break

[Hook: kuru]
You know I woke up and got me some cash
Now I'm headed back to sleep
Nah, I ain't really tryna clash
I'm just really tryna geek
Nah, I ain't even gotta try
I'm up and you broke and you cheap
And you know I almost died
But you know that this ain't Angel Beats
But you know, we on go, we on go forever
But you know, we on go, we gon shine forever
But you know, we on go, we on go forever
But you know, we finna glow, we gon shine forever

[Verse: kuru]
I swear you're all the same but I still got too much to say 
I go 180 on the freeway I might have to pray
Got my heart broke like Otonashi now I stay astray
No matter what the fuck they on I'll always stay the same

[Outro: miraie & kuru]
I swear you're all sum fake can you please get the fuck away
Devils are in my head I lost counts on the days I pray
Hell or heaven when I die this shit gon stay the same
Run your mouth like all you want but you gon have to pay

shine forever +miraie (ku sense malikai)

changed the cover art 2 me as a kid cuz my mohawk was fye

prod pichu & remghost

im a little confused like what u want w me
ya they always stop n stare like what is wrong w me
i think i fucked up cuz she wont talk 2 me
remember i was down remember they aint never rocked w me

ya they always told me take a fucking photo it'll last longer
well that didnt work on us but ill admit i shoulda tried harder
ya i shoulda held out i shoulda acted stronger
u always tried to shake me down u a fearmonger

ya we gon shoot a movie slo-mo
ya countin bands im on go mode
ya i count up bands till my fingers sore
count up a hunnid need a hunnid more

ya say u gettin bands but it doesnt show
everybody hates u ya ik it fucking blows
i think i gotta problem, dior all over my clothes
ya u wipe the fucking slate clean, case closed

i just wanna go up but u wanna drag me down
everytime i show up u always try to take me down
ur on the hunt for me im on the run from u
u always leave me confused like wtf i gotta do

im a little confused like what u want w me
ya they always stop n stare like what is wrong w me
i think i fucked up cuz she wont talk 2 me
remember i was down remember they aint never rocked w me

ya they always told me take a fucking photo it'll last longer
well that didnt work on us but ill admit i shoulda tried harder
ya i shoulda held out i shoulda acted stronger
u always tried to shake me down u a fearmonger

ya run up to the bag like im usain 
bitches talkin down i beat em up juss like im bruce wayne
i cant fw them nah they all juss 2 faced
i kick back im rollin up a blunt n smoke sum true face

ya like want u want
if ur really pissed off baby we can hit the mall
buy u a birkin bag then we shoppin at chanel
we whippin in the hills ya i smell like YSL

fearmonger

@kggn
@recyclexbin
@curtainss

[blx]
i been restless
tell me what you’re doing down in texas 
every time you call my name it leaves me breathless 
wanna go i’ll put your name up on the guest list
down in texas 
she’s down in texas 
ur down in texas
I’ll put u on the guest list

I don’t wanna look at you right now 
i don’t wanna talk to you right now
How can you smile at me right now ugh
Look at my face girl turn around
why do you yell at me so loud
Do you want me here around or not

ur gonna play me then tell all ur frnds about it
and u know what I ain’t even mad about it
hop on a jet and forget about it
and u messed with the team now ur lookin so stupid
7 and lastplace and helix stay suited 
Joined the vc and you just went muted 
Went offline like you just got booted

[ku]
i dont wna talk bout that shit how u lied2 my face
talkin bout it im impatient
i dont want u in my station
hop onnat plane i aint playin
im in newyork im js waitin
4u
2come 2ur senses
and i cant handle the constant offenses
yr up in texas im on my defenses
u say u luv me ur constant pretendin
idk wat to do when im steady on these fences bout u

texas ft. kuru (recyclebin x curtains)

performed, written, & produced by me @mental

lyrics:

dont know how to live without ur touch
got me feeling like ive never been enough
i was helpless but i still thought i was lucky
i gave up thinking about giving up
doesnt matter even if i try my hardest
it wont ever be the way that it was
and i made my circle smaller than ur heart is
idc im prepared to collapse

every time i think, its a burden to me... keep my mind in silence
i miss every night when we talked bout nothing we still laughed and smiled
but i guess that ur onto the next thing i just dont wanna be alive
and i thought u were never gonna lie but u said u were never gonna let me cry

it was a waste of time when i crumpled up into pieces
fake smile hope they believe it
i know they rly hate me so im bleeding
heart broken crying and screaming
hole in my chest idk how im breathing
new pain but its not for a reason
new day and another ones leaving
idk how to cope with these feelings

homesick

hellooo light music

@mental

[blxty]
i can't remember last night
blinded by the black light 
we jus took a sharp left 
like baby i don't feel right
i just wanna see you 
hop onto the next flight
everything is okay
tell me that it's alright

and now it's over
i was thinking i should try but i don't owe her
and now i'm older
shoulda recognized you make me feel colder
take the weight and the pressure
off my shoulders

[mental]
its been a minute since i felt like i was in love
cant confess its too hard for me to speak up
hate me more than any one u think of
i dont wanna be me why they wanna be us

dont think that i bleed enough
for my mistakes
every single promise that u made
u love to break
ya im hurt but ima act okay
lay on the pavement
look at me i glance away
dont wanna face it

i can feel the tears i try not to cry
wasted all my time why do i even try
said that i was fine but rly its a lie
hate it when we fight
wish it was alright

im not even started but i feel like being done
and maybe its my fault that i end up feeling dumb
u got caught up in ur pride wish this wasnt how it was
i got lost inside my mind i just cant stop feeling numb

alright ft. mental (mental)

this is reality

@mental
@jjaholics
@miguelisaneko

[blxty]
wanna see u hop onto the next plane ride
girl how u love and hate me at the same time
she like my songs, baby i'm having a bad time
i'm always open baby u can always be mine
(be mine be mine be mine)
and i'm done
drugs r what i'm on (inhaler)
they help me stay strong
and i'm tired of her singing my songs
but don't get me wrong...

i still love her voice
i still love the thought of
her in my head i'm
getting so nauseous
i fell in the void i
didn't take caution
is my head the problem
i think that i lost it

and now i'm up again
am i my only friend
am i yo only friend... 
i wanna feel ag- 
i wanna feel ugh
u can take off my trueys my g star my ksubis
swear my life a movie she take off ha 2 piece
she feelin my body
shirt off like oddy
her boy tryna stop me
while she tryna top me
heh
if she tryna top me i say na beep sorry

[mental]
ill buy u prada and dolce gabana
she put my fit on and look like a model
step into saks n i left with some bottles
srt go too fast yea it go on full throttle yea
hoppin on a flight
ill see u tonight
ima take this chance
i could take it slow
but i just love living fast
doin magic i turn money to designer pants
ksubi jeans and helmut lang i love to mix the brands up
i kno when they hear this song they gon put their hands up
people love to lie but its never u i cant trust
benji never lies ima just keep counting bands up
thought id never fall for u but i did
stole my heart i cant find it
look at ur face n im blinded
swear ur beauty is the brightest
if u want it ima buy it
if u want to we can try it
anything u want bae
i rly dont mind it

model ft. mental (jj x miguel)

Credits://
@heavenindaclouds
@baredex-522947753
@h45
@bodygaard

Notes://
I have no words...
I put so much effort into this song...
I'm glad i did...

Lyrics://
cursed to walk this earth but no one offers helping hands
pick up all the pieces i should really start again
get myself a job and try to make some fucking friends
scratch that, i don't want that, can you help me make a plan?

it might take some time but i think i could come around
i don't want to hand i feel depressive in and out
hope you understand what i be going through right now
cuz i cannot get a grip on what this shit is all about

assume you're always lying when you say you have my back
treat me like the others cuz i don't know how to act
working on my people skills but i just need some rest
waiting for the day when both my parents are impressed

b-974
i need 20 more
package at the door
tell me what you want
some one i adore
i need that for sure
who were you before
am i what you want?

1,2 just tell me what to do (3,4)
tell me where to move
tell me what to choose
you wont tell me what you want
anything at all, you know who to call

you know who to call
for anything at all
i can get it quick
yeah that's how we ball

pristine, magic
lights cam action
guess what happens
guess what happens
so tragic, black magic
my habits, so drastic

pissed off, captions always matching
i could never do this shit alone you make it happen
played a part in everything i did but then you vanished
couldn't fu-
couldn't help but think that i was average

used to cry while driving from my work going home (1,2,3,4)
i was 19 hoping i could have someone to hold
want to be the person people look up to the most
and i wouldn't mind dressing in designer, head to toe, no

not tryna be difficult
but i'll try to be a little less cynical now
a little less critical
if you were unsure would you risk it all? no

bodyGaard & 73x - Helping Hands (prod. heavn + baredex + bb)

wait4me ft. kuru (meta)

Dans cette chanson, "Plonge avec moi", l'artiste nous entraîne dans un voyage musical poétique et onirique. Le premier couplet évoque la sensation de se perdre et de se retrouver dans une foule, guidé par la musique et les traces laissées par chaque pas. Le refrain nous invite à plonger dans cette odyssée nocturne, où la frontière entre l'aube et la nuit s'efface dans un bal de rêves sans fin.

Le deuxième couplet utilise les murmures du vent comme métaphore des conversations intimes, tandis que le sourire des étoiles devient un refuge. Le pont exprime l'enchevêtrement des rêves et la danse comme langage commun, où la gravité semble s'effacer.

Le refrain revient pour nous emmener vers un horizon chantant, et l'outro décrit une valse continue qui persiste au-delà de la nuit. À travers des images de flux et de reflux, la chanson capture l'essence de vivre dans une vague de sensations partagées. Le refrain final et l'outro scellent cette étreinte poétique et éternelle, ancrée dans les profondeurs des cœurs des amoureux.

texas ft. kuru (recyclebin x curtains)

blxty

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