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oilcolor: @oilcolor / @moplush 

it’s  like I’m holding on with broken hands 
i see these lies out the corner of my eye 
when i grow up i wanna be a ghost 
so i can see how you feel when i’m not as close

ill pretend i’m in my old bed
tired eyes, tuck me in, pat me on the head 
construct a world in which i’m safe again 
growing up,
giving up 
i wish i’d never left     


full nelson (n,n. x oilcolor)

PILLOW TALK REMIX

skully

baby it's alright with me
kill me here i'm on my knees
don't make me say pretty please
so fucked up lost everything

i'm feeling like a love lost fuck up
i know i never made much progress on us
i know i never fucking focus
i guess
i guess i'm just so fucking hopeless at best

caught me in a bad place,
bad mood, bad year
i still hear your name
yeah, it's ringing in my ear
shoot me through the heart
hunt me down, please my dear
baby kill me now
please girl let me die here

bury my dreams beneath these screams
abandon hope and let me bleed
i called your phone
you called it off
you're at your peak
i'm at a loss
i was so weak
all along
i will admit though
i was wrong

caught me in a bad place,
bad mood, bad year
i still hear your name
yeah, it's ringing in my ear
shoot me through the heart
hunt me down, please my dear
baby kill me now
please girl let me die here

bury my dreams, bury my dreams
just let me bleed, just let me bleed

baby it's alright with me
kill me here i'm on my knees
don't make me say pretty please
so fucked up lost everything

caught me in a bad place,
bad mood, bad year
i still hear your name
yeah, it's ringing in my ear
shoot me through the heart
hunt me down, please my dear
baby kill me now
please girl let me die here

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bad mood, bad year

@shallowvera

xoxoxxoo ... Милый и эмо

new soundcloud with my vocals: https://soundcloud.com/ilykarma

ilykarma on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/7gTZ5Mf85zN4465uIoypMg 

Karma Rhythm on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/4GFq168yisTZUu8JlWL1kg

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leave me alone - karma rhythm, shallow vera

where did you go?

Vocals and art by @hiitshmwav, prod by me

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Lyrics:

If I forget where I am 
when I wake up, I close my eyes
Sometimes it's better to hide the emotions 
and stay inside

im by myself you missed your chance
i knew that u would leave me here again
to decay all on my own
to portray this all alone
my visions they have grown
as you were yet to show

induced by your simplicities
and everythig u said to me
it dragged me back to memories
of when we first met
and when we first kissed
my lips have never felt so numb

you take the pain away
might blow my brain today
i'm i alive today?
i don't even know myself
i'm so worried for my health
and i know u miss the way it use to feel
and the way it felt so real

im by myself you missed your chance
(Alone again)
i knew that u would leave me here again
(Alone again)
to decay all on my own
(Alone again)
to portray this all alone
my visions they have grown
(Alone again)

If I forget where I am 
when I wake up, I close my eyes
Sometimes it's better to hide the emotions 
and stay inside

hm.wav - idk myself (prod. rodger)

Music Video on Elevator <3 : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rfo3pI2nALw

Thanks for all the support on my 1st EP - I wanna keep posting new stuff so show your friends & help me make more music love u guys <3
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Written/Produced/Mixed/Mastered by: Alec Jackson

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LYRICS:

Hop out my dreams & hop in my car
We got GPS, I still wonder where you are
I try to run away but I don't get very far
The only time I feel is when you in my arms
(x3)


Just another boy from the midwest
Leaving all my friends, whats the difference
They don't know a damn thing about me
Leave it all behind, let 'em doubt me
I just wanna know what you in it for
I been all alone, can you check your phone
I just need somebody to talk to...


Hop out my dreams & hop in my car
We got GPS, I still wonder where you are
I try to run away but I don't get very far
The only time I feel is when you in my arms
(x3)

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lead me out of the dark (old version)

[prod. jakkyboi]

yuh yuh 

I only see you in my dreams
I only see you maybe once a week
You told me baby “there is no more we”
Pop another bean

I only see you in my dreams
I cut myself i like to watch it bleed
X2

When i was young i was a problem
Get in trouble go to principal’s office
And had the counselor tell me to just stop it
But i aint stop it i rock it and now i popped and you watchin
Now every song that im droppin get 50k like its nah-thing
You said im copying 
But everybody copy me
Honestly if i be honest aint nobody topping me
Thrasher on my feet
Used to skate but now im surfin beats
If u wanna talk then you can talk to me

You and me
Ohway x4

Benzos
Slow roll
Pass out
On the floor
Wake up
Still fucked
Do it all again
Til my death gon come


I see your clothes are designer i find it funny that you think thats impressive 
If i could just give you a little suggestion 
Stop flexing 
Let me ask a question
How many bitches you getting from wearing shit that you probably rented

I only see you in my dreams
I only see you maybe once a week
You told me baby “there is no more we”
Pop another bean

I only see you in my dreams
Im in love with something slowly killing me
X2

only see u in my dreams

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Like Gravity

LIKE GRAVITY FT. YUNGJZAISDEAD & LIL NARNIA +PROD. YUNGJZAISDEAD

a song about past rømance

TRA$H always brings the sadboy beats, check his music @prod-trash <3

VERSE 1
you used to hold me till the morning come
you used to kiss my face and fuck me numb
oh i miss you so fucking much
and now these walls are turning round
dont even want these other girls when they're around
when they're around

oh i miss you so fucking much
just tell me that you're still in love

HOOK
i'll just be lying all alone here
i'll just be lying all alone here
i'll just be lying all alone here
i'll just be lying all alone
all alone
i'm still up
i'll just be lying all alone here
all alone
i'm still up
i'll just be lying all alone here

VERSE 2
checking holes in my heart i been trying to find you
shit's hard to explain i been trying to find you
slept with 2 girls tonight i been trying to find you
driving up in those hills i been trying to find you

BRIDGE
i'm fine now
baby girl i'm fine now
i just need to lie down
oh i swear i'm fine now

baby tell me that you're still in love
oh just tell me that you're still in love

sømetimes i wish we never fell in løve [prød. T R A $ H]

Don't Speak (feat. Nate Traveller)

feel like im dead now

prod by @notmorgn

lyrics:

baby let me show you that i’m not worth it
i can show you that i’m not perfect
if you can see through me
can you find the missing piece
i think i lost it when i lost you
i shoulda kept you but i tossed you
i think about things i’m not supposed to
i think about if i never knew you
it’s pretty sad where my mind goes
rather be a ghost in my room with the blinds closed
i wish i felt alive
i wish i felt the knife in my back that night

i pulled you up
i showed you love
when you were down
i was your crutch
where’d you go?
i’m all alone
i need some help
at least some hope
you pushed me away
i turned so cold
i didn’t wanna breathe
imma vanish in the smoke
you vanished from my arms
i left to go home
you fell in love with drugs
got the xanax in your coat

and i bite my tongue
cause i know that you’re lying
too many reasons
just not to fight it
plus i got too much thoughts
if i add another
i might really combust
i can’t even move
when i think too much
and when we turn up
i think we drink too much
you say that i suck
cause i don’t hit you up
it’s not what you think
i just don’t wanna get hurt
all your friends
think you’re the best
behind that mask baby
you look depressed
i know you you know i saw it
undressed you look so flawless

i pulled you up
i showed you love
when you were down
i was your crutch
where’d you go?
i’m all alone
i need some help
at least some hope
you pushed me away
i turned so cold
i didn’t wanna breathe
imma vanish in the smoke
you vanished from my arms
i left to go home
you fell in love with drugs
got the xanax in your coat

crutch

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lyrics:

My time is here and I'm makin' it clear
Oh, I love you, my dear
But I'm goin', I'm gone
I might come back when the Benz all black
Ten racks on my lap
If I don't relapse and I stay strong
I could do anything I want to
Bump Lil Peep, when I die, I'ma haunt you
I could live forever if I want to
I could stop time, but I never wanna do that again
Nothin' worse than losin' a friend
And the feelin' you get when everybody that you love ain't around
I really gotta get away from this town
I'm just waitin' for a wave and I'll drown
Satan letting me down
I just wanna help you see, you should run away from me
Baby, I'm a drug and I don't wanna hurt you
No, I'm not gonna hurt you girl, not at all
I ain't gonna set you free
All you gonna get from me
Little bit a love and a little virtue
If I hurt you, I'll end it all

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Haunt U /with rockaway & lil peep

Produced by Fabian Secon

Artwork: @ AaronCAustin

Run Away

available at - http://band.link/ifeltyourpain

follow: @moontalkpr

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IFeltYourPain /with .moontalk

ep made in the rain

you are my medicine when i look at you but later it hurts me /w kangurul

featured on @dabootlegboy's channel link below: 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-mHRMTKKymU

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