3 years ago I felt like killing myself went deeper and had my existential crisis for a year straight felt like I could just die and all that I would see or feel is nothing forever I wanted to belive in god to save myself it didn’t work so now im just

I've had this song on my playlist for so long, and I need this on spotify too

Why did you leave?
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Needs/Wants [NOW AVAILABLE ON SPOTIFY AND APPLE MUSIC]

MY LATEST MUSIC VIDEO:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AsyAew33148

Music video:
 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uBL2DQp9bfs&ab_channel=SadCanadianBoy

stream on spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/1HVh4cvM0xAIVTdpYZ3XQM?si=SQWyYcMsQeCpXjOhVIBWjA

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https://soundcloud.com/kuzumellow

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As always thanks for the support!

This song is now on Spotify and iTunes 💖


Lyrics:
(Sad Canadian Boy)
Ive been searching for you for a lifetime
Always lost in your eyes 
And i see you in the starry nights 
Girl i dont know what to do 
You are truly that sublime 
Ive been searching for you 
Loving you is full time 

So pretty and rare baby youre an artifact 
I think im falling for you and thats a fact 

Im falling for you thats the truth 
My feelings keep me in the booth 
make me wanna waste my youth
Running crazy like a sleuth 
Running crazy through the haze 
Finding time to waste the days 
Days that turns into some months 
From rainy days to ocean fronts
Ocean fronts to snowy peaks 
Sometimes down but never bleak
You always get me through the week  
Sunny smiles and rosy cheeks 

(Chorus)
Ive been searching for you for a lifetime
Always lost in your eyes 
And i see you in the starry nights 
Girl i dont know what to do 
You are truly that sublime 
Ive been searching for you 
Loving you is full time 

(Kuzu)
Ive been searching for the 
cutie with the candy eyes
baby take my hand and 
we can walk the starry sky 
jupiter or mars it doesnt matter
 if you're mine.
Love the way you call my name 
I can see your smile, 
tell me do you like it when 
I call you,
7 in the morning, 
I been cautious
girl I really like you
 thats a promise
I been crushing on you...

(Sad Canadian Boy)
And theres a millions ways to say i love you  
And trust me when i say they're all true

(Chorus)
Ive been searching for you for a lifetime
Always lost in your eyes 
And i see you in the starry nights 
Girl i dont know what to do 
You are truly that sublime 
Ive been searching for you 
Loving you is full time

Stream this <3

Endless Emotions Ft. Kuzu Mellow (Prod. by Chillzaki)+visuals in description!!!

i had it removed because I didn't like it as much as my other songs but its gotten quite popular on spotify so it's back up.

lyrics:
in just a couple months I'll be turning 17,
18s just another year away and im still processing.
I'm still not big yet and my grades havent rised
I kept my hopes low and there's still no still no surprise but
I'll make it somehow 

This is not a song about you this is a song about me instead
I'm tired of writing shitty love songs on a paper that will never get read
I try to sleep comfortably but there's bed bugs on my bed
I wanna make some better songs but I can't find the chords in my head

I told myself that I would fix my overall mentality 
Aprils almost coming soon and the third days just for me
There's peoeple and dreams that all stop me from dying
but all this bullshit just makes me wonder why
I'll make it somehow

This is not a song about you this is a song about me instead
There more you hear the song again you might think that I'm a hypocrite 
but this is just what i'm saying and it all comes from my head
I'd write a lyric here and there but I think I'll stick with this instead

not a song about you

As long as I

As Long As I - Ft AUTO (Sam's song)

its back :)

YOUTUBE: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w72XK6VAS3w&lc=z23vwlxpsrjxzzakzacdp43a35vd05ymgeczhafdksxw03c010c

(coming soon to spotify)
instagram: @ lameboysharp

Producer Instagram: @kidtendo

great gatsby - lameboysharp (prod. kidtendo)

got me w/Old Chingu

Half - Moon

Shoutout @imyourlovergirl

Enjoy this random song that I made this week </3

https://open.spotify.com/track/0V1S7ZBQcH4aABh1J1rdTQ?si=f8jVkKUhQ0ihtg_q_zDr5g

https://itunes.apple.com/ca/album/i-hate-myself-and-im-dying-feat-the-girl-next-door-single/1460063056

Love all of u <3

Stream <3

I hate myself and I'm dying (Prod. the girl next door)

Plastic Memories

Plastic Memories (prod. Riddiman)

Run Away From Love (Prod: Tryllion)

prod. diebonsai  / @diebonsai

they don't want to say goodbye
they don't want to say goodbye
they don't want to say goodbye
you're feeling hopeless, so do i
holding hands until sunrise
they kill us if we open, our eyes 
so goodnight, and goodbye no

i say
where were you? when i tear in two
when i stare at you?
yea
shared souls’ on the neuse, this ain’t me, and this ain’t you

ripping pictures, i got blisters
where my lips were, and my wrist hurts
in the burden of your absence 
speak my name in past tense

perhaps every syllable is haunting when it echos
your memory won’t let go
in the same way that i won’t 
you look away but i don’t

you called me a friend before i ever had those
how could i be lonely, surrounded by these shadows
fighting all these battles

one man infantry versus a whole covenant 
do you blame me if i motherfucking run from it 
i’m recovering from suffering, i’ve fucking had enough of it 
your blade desires life, and i don’t have more blood to give
shit

spotify :)

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