borderline personality

Borderline Personality (prod. theoptimist)

i cut myself too soemtimes

I Cut Myself Too Sometimes w/ Yung B (prod. tennisplayer)

@kidbenzoo x @aidenhiltonlovesyou <3

kiss my casket when im dead...

kiss my casket

Kiss My Casket w/Aiden Hilton (prod. p4ra)

𝙇𝙔𝙍𝙄𝘾𝙎 ---

Yeah yeah yeah yeah oooo
Im gon die
Dirty soda sip tonight

Tonight girl im getting high
Inside i dont feel fine

Pray for my life to change
Im stuck in this lane
And this addiction so damn high cant function
Oh my god here we go again
Oh my god need klonopins

I go fuck all on my girlfriend
She gon ride it like a serpent
She go sliding like im dirty
I dont fuck her? like u certain now

Ohh
Your gorgeous face
Ill give you anything
Oh girl your so amaze'
Ill give you diamonds and pearls oh please just stay
I cannot lose you please dont go bae
Dont go bae

I hate benzo (yuh)
I hate benzo 
I hate benzo
I hate benzo ooo
I hate benzo (ha)
I hate benzo (woah)
I hate benzoooo

i hate benzo

✩i hate benzo✩ (prod Ugly Beats X Takko)

Lyrics-

Confiding in prescriptions
Begging to the lord to make a difference 
He dont hear my call he buttoning the phone
Devil on my back oh im just home alone

Confiding in prescriptions
Begging to the lord to make a difference 
But he dont hear my call he never hear my cry
I think its finally time to say my goodbye
Holding on to my last breath girl
Hold my hand through the flames of hell yeah
Satan got a lock on my brain
These episodes aint okay

Crying on my floor
At 4 in the morn
Im breaking down
Im breaking down
Slit my veins i can do this-

Slit my veins bleeding once again oh
Hennesey mixing klonopins (woah)
Thats a benzo nodding of on the couch
Fentanyl pouring out my fucking mouth
Im so drugged up lay me down in a grave
Tell me what you want? 
Prescriptions to the the brain
Bottle of percocets on the shelf
Please give me that i need it for my health 

Can you hear the pain in my voice
Im withdrawing and i need some more
Confide in prescriptions 
I confide in prescriptions

confiding in prescriptions

Confiding In Prescriptions (prod. dead spyro)

Switchblade romance

Switchblade Romance w/ ☆ HARVEY ☆ (prod. flower)

Lyrics~~

(One Take Freestyle <3)

Cut my body to pieces oh girl now im bleeding 
Yeah
Dig that knife deep
Its a tragedy
Into a vein i seek
I cut so fucking deep
Bleeding out screaming crying
Family think im dying
I want to take my last breath
Suffocating in my head
Its so damn hard to live
Constantly depressed and full of sin
Taking drugs to numb my pain 
You dont understand (no way)
So dont pretend that you do
Quite frankly I think thats rude
Cut my body to pieces Cut my body to pieces
Girl im fucking bleeding, cut my body to pieces
So depressed, so anxious
I cant leave the house no more
Psychosis, delusions, BPD got me on the floor
Crying screaming need some help
So fucked up inside my head
Nothing works
Dont take meds
Quetiapine dont do shit no way
Antipsychotics dont work
I still wanna die its not fair
Im so fucked up cant you see that?
Im so fucked up cant you see that
Im trying to change but i cant
All i think bout is xans
Cut my body pieces
Oh girl im fucking bleeding woah
Im bleeding tonight
I hope i take my last breath
Cut my body to pieces

Cut my body to pieces

Cut My Body To Pieces (prod. Nobel Beat)

molly will u be my valentine

Molly Will U Be My Valentine w/KID Tye (prod.flower)

Lyrics-

Intro- 
Bro im a junkie
Im depressed
Im suicidal
I dont even know the difference between reality
Ion wanna be alive anymore
Fuck life!

Verse 1-
I'm lost in the way that I think
Fucked up yeah I'm on the brink
Clonazepam Diazepam 
I'm addicted I need some help but i can't do that
Rehabilitation wont work
Mama gonna find me in a hearse
Struggling with mental health
Fucked up inside my head
Everybody tellin me it gon get better
But it never gets better its just dark weather
My body dropping to the floor 
Cardiac arrest
Oh what the hell kid benzo's dead again
OD OD HELP ME OH PLEASE
Fuck me, change me bury my body
Living in a reality that is black and white
Burning in the flames of the fucking candlelight
Watch my tears fall down my face
Watch the tears fall in my grave
See the teardrops in my eyes
She's the devil in disguise

Bridge- 
Devil in disguise
Devil in disguise
See it in her eyes
It makes me wanna cry
Oh baby tell me why
Am i this fucked up
Please just tell me i'll always have your love

Verse 2-
Woahhhh tell me
I don't wanna be alive so help me
Psychiatry don't do shit
All i ever get back is im deluded
Put me on meds, wont change a thing
I want some good brains
I want a good thing going for me but theres nothing
Just a junkie
Im rock bottom cant get lower
Sorry mummy
Fucked up lying on the couch
Percocet, oxycontin pouring out my mouth
Vomit on the floor
Blood on my wrist
The realest as it gets, KID Benzo's in this bitch
Here we go
Watch the tear fall down her face
She's the devil in disguise okay <3

Devil in Disguise

Devil In Disguise (prod. AsharpTheOne)

trust issues

Trust Issues (prod.vilesky)

Lyrics-

(Verse 1~Ford)

Yeah Yeah
I'm in my head and I cant get out of it today
Maybe tomorrow I could find me a way
Life sucks
And I don't wanna do nothing
When its rough I'm just tryna prove something
I'm out of luck
Like why you leave?
There's nothing i can keep
I just delete everything and then repeat
But it don't even matter in the first place
Heart cold so shattered like a broken vase

(Chorus-Benzo)

What did i do to deserve this
All the pain i'm in its really hurting
Suicide on my mind 24/8
I aint even fucking slept and i've barely ate
Tryna find a way to escape my mind cos'
It's so dark in there at times but'
No one seems to care they just move on
Benzo just a junkie thats what hes on

(Verse 2-Greenwood)

Everybody's so burnt out could you slow me down?
Everybody's ok now i could turn around
I'll be fine when the drugs hit but i'm not right now
I could learn to be someone if i leave this house
In a week or so
We could speak as though
Nothing ever really happens i'm just feeling cold
I just need to know
If i lose control
If it hurts a little less then we could call it home

(Chorus-Benzo)

What did i do to deserve this
All the pain i'm in its really hurting
Suicide on my mind 24/8
I aint even fucking slept and i've barely ate
Tryna find a way to escape my mind cos'
It's so dark in there at times but'
No one seems to care they just move on
Benzo just a junkie thats what hes on

Cut My Body To Pieces (prod. Nobel Beat)

KID Benzo☆

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