[lyrics]

i say why you wanna know?
girl why u moving slow
uh

i tried to change my ways
stuck up in cocaine
and everybody looking at me with a sad face
percy in my nose xanax in my coat
sipping lean pour a 4
yeah that's the way
mclaren drive
im moving 33
im sipping wokhart codeine
im a dirty kid
i dont care what the haters finna say
im just a junkie and i like it that way
okay

here we are crashed another car
fucked up popping beans
have u ever gone this hard
i dont think you have
i dont think you know
what it's like to live like kid fucking benzo

it ain't a good life, its just a sad life
im crying in my room
cutting wrists every night
im mixing up my sprite
till im alright
and that's never alright
fuck the past life

i'm so detestable
so neglectable 
my life is incomprehensible
at the festival i was high as fuck
drowning in the drugs
screaming fuck your love
here we go tryna find a way out
no way out, so i'm falling back down
i need some molly that's sassafras
i fucked it up and did another bag

i blow the bag out then i blow cologne
weed up all inside my coat
oxycontin in my nose
woah
im a rapper and a singer
shoot you with a chopper while im riding in the dinger
i'm such a lonely guy
getting high like all the time
so lost inside my mind
oh girl i need to decide

what do i do what do i say
i don't even fucking know where i am today
what do i do what do i say
i'm alone in my mind and there's no escape
burning in depression constantly
my mind is such a bad place to be
psychedelics can numb it all
want to escape eternally (woah)

woah woah oh
answer your voicemails girl i'm alone
please pick up your fucking phone
i don't know anymore
tried to call but no response
just tell me what do u want
please just put your faith in god
oh, put your faith in god

what do i do what do i say

Past Life (prod.cursedstorm)

for j<3

it’s been hard for me to be who i am
i got roots as my feet
telling me where to stand 

and part of me wants thinks it’s all just a plan
with the man up above got me in his hands

it’s been hard for me to build myself back up
play the part for me until all the lucks up
you saw the side of me that nobody could and
now ur calling me 
i wish that you wouodnt


now i’m on gaurd i feel so departed
and i just lost all my soul
just give me your parts, i know it’s hard
but baby im losing control
break and i bend
how did it end?
thought we would make it farther
i never sent all of the texts and it only makes it harder
won’t let you see that part of me it’s all in my brain
and it’s been hard for me to feel cuz i just been so deranged
oh oh oh we gotta get better

 you saw the side of me that nobody else did and
now you’re calling me i wish that you wouldn’t
and now i’m on gaurd i feel so departed and i just lost all my soul
just give me your parts, i know it’s hard but baby im losing control

departed

lyrics: shivering in my black boots 
girl i don’t recognize you 
wait, is it really you?

let me fall 
for you again 
can u call me 
when we are friends 

i’ve been tryna reach you 
i’ve been tryna love you 
i’ve been tryna help you 
i’ve been tryna fuck you 

but i still love you 
yeah i still want you 
yeah, let’s waste no time 
take me back to ur room 

lemme hold you close for once 
you always tells me things and it feels so dull 
i just want to know for once 
that you finally know that my love isn’t 
my biggest flaw 
i just want to keep u safe my love 
u don’t call 
now my mind is getting full

for once (prod. uglystar)

[lyrics]

[brecken]

got me here all over again

lost attention span
I dont know who i am
i wish that it all got better
I wish that it all got better

heart on my sleeve
still wear the sweater that you had got me
I can’t remember do you still love me
you treat me with kindness 
then you go decieve

now days no i cannot sleep
everynight i be up until 3
every night i see you in my dreams
some i like and some make me bleed

one time i had me a dream where u grabbed a knife and you made me leak
you said come inside
but i tried to leave
i said my goodbyes but you dont want peace
so i tried to hide
and when you came to seek
you left me right there in the corner to bleed

is that really what you wanna do to me

[benzo]

i'm crushing dirty blues
i dont know what to do
and i don't wanna go home
it's getting late again
i miss my only friend
and i been stuck on this road

[evergarden]

i dont feel at home
u realise its set in stone
ive given all i owe

its gone for far too long
and its such a tragedy
hard to take action
it feels so out of reach

[benzo]

i'm crushing dirty blues
i dont know what to do
and i don't wanna go home
it's getting late again
i miss my only friend
and i been stuck on this road

I've Been Stuck On This Road

I've Been Stuck On This Road w/brecken x evergarden (prod.king theta)

lyrics ⬇️

They give me attitide if i wake up in a bad mood

got no gratitude they said well look at what i passed thru

well im not the type to give anybody an option
To gimme their life
trust me ill leave you exhausted 
whyd you thinj twice when everybody said stay cautious 
i couldnt promise i couldnt promise
i dont miss all the fighting 
But i still miss ur touch
finally off the drugs 
But you left me in the dust

but i cannot judge

trusted me with everything
promised you a better me

yea i used to take anything to make me feel better
but now i look up to god he warm me up like a sweater
defying every single odd
get thru the weather
somehow untying the knots
wont take me on the stretcher 
and if you dont like how i walk nowdays
then thats ur loss
No cost in my book its just another one involved 

breaking out the silence-the silence-the silence 

wish that ur voice didnt remind me of the sirens-the sirens-the sirens

casting a curse on my bones, violence, violence

maybe its worth all the hurt and the cryin 

well im not the type to give anybody an option
To gimme their life
trust me ill leave you exhausted 
whyd you thinj twice when everybody said stay cautious 
i couldnt promise i couldnt promise
i dont miss all the fighting 
But i still miss ur touch
finally off the drugs 
But you left me in the dust

sirens & silence (caves)

my mind lately: 

please dont leave me to rot, all the things that i thought, finally coming through

its a lot to ask, but can i come round soon and maybe speak to you?

and i got this note, full of things in my head i can go on all day,

shit where do i start? im not feeling real and my mind is grey

and as the time goes and passes, sleeping on an old mattress, blunt ash on the bed,

and im not very productive, im just anxious, destructive, use to love this shit.

i step outside i feel like throwing up, i just wanna know whats up, do you have the answers,

cray there's something you're not telling me but i dont even know myself like am i really fucked

dissociation i lose all my patience, im feeling insane,

heaven gates waiting, far away from the satan, ignited flames

agoraphobia

thorns freestyle (p. farber)

Vails, Vito , The Sound Clown , Mackk present:
Restwhenimsober
Vito soundcloud : 
https://on.soundcloud.com/tM1jSZE9vWwE7Los5

Hope you enjoy ✨✨✨

Prod. the sound clown
Master. Vito 
Hook. Vails
Verse2. Vito

Can’t remeber what you said
Got these voices in my head
Can you tell me again but slower
Wish I was someone else instead
So then maybe I could rest 
For a little bit, can I feel sober?

Im catching these feelings like pokemon 
But I’m a monster that can not escape 
I Wonder if I will ever belong 
Cus there is so much at stake
Yeah
burning inside you would think this is arsen
But I’m no Brie Larson, cus nothing I’ve done is fuckin saving the world yeah my life a mistake 
I struck a bargain , with the devil he’s laughing cus he knows ima gone fuck it up now 
I can fairly admit that my soul he has gained


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restwhenimsober w/ VITO (prod. The Sound Clown, Mackk)

lyrics ⬇️

it’s been cold out
and I been here alone
yea
i been here alone
and you don’t check ur phone now

i just hear the tone but I don’t wanna hear it no

you got me by the throat
knowing what I’ve done with you its so hard to go
i know it’ll show when I walk up in the room
implode and choke
cuz you cant stand the view 
I know I know

I’ve often been the rude one in ur life
but I’m offering solutions to make it right

your life is full of gratitude is that a lie
only if they knew a thing or two of what we do at night

it’s not so nice it’s not a crime but I know that I shouldn’t do it y
they say I should go to therapy but I already do it
i know what it’s like to bury everything cuz I been thru it
multiple the opportunities I lose I can’t control it
honestly I think it’s pride that’s over doing my influence 
everyday I’m getting by but how idk i have been clueless

let me close my eyes then I’ll prove it
my whole life a lie 
make me feel stupid




I know theyll be laughing in the background
came close but never really got attached how
i really meant to and i wish that i got it right
maybe this the problem why i cant sleep at night

I know, I know. w/ NAVYXOWER (yunny x cxrter)

long nights of the figting and its been getting old 
so you packed up boxes and you said hit the road
jack all in my system you try to play yhe victim 
but
the writings on the ceiling,
the walls were just depleting 

i try to be my best and im doing all i can 
but im falling the thru the floor 
and im sinking where i stand 
its hard to cope with less and i hope you understand that im nothing more than flesh if i couodnt be your man

winter cold tells me something thay i dont know
wind chill on my heart sub zero word to homie nick i tried but not a hero 
tried to make a list but i left it up in reno
i don’t know whats gotten into you but i cant help but wonder why you lost our love 
i know im not enough x2

yeah i know its hard x2


long nights of the figting and its been getting old 
so you packed up boxes and you said hit the road
jack all in my system you try to play the victim 
but
the writings on the ceiling,
the walls were just depleting 

i try to be my best and im doing all i can 
but im falling the thru the floor 
and im sinking where i stand 
its hard to cope with less and i hope you understand that im nothing more than flesh if i couodnt be your man

guess i couldn’t be your man
3 years gone now i dont know who i am
but i know its hard
but i know its hard

flesh [sorrow bringer]

i would rather wake up alone then i would ever see your face again
open up my skull to see its nothin but the sedatives
a hollow hearted individual i can never admit to my sins
a shell full of frangibles just shatter my weak skin

where do i think that im goin'?
walkin outside but its snowin'
couple blunts i rolled for us but then you tell me that ur leavin'?

baby i know that im broken
cant breathe at night think i'm chokin'
please wait up and just stay up for me you know i'm not hopeless..

wait outside for me and you'll be okay
clouds right above our residence have gone gray
time moves slow and steady but it lost the race
our planet as we know it will eventually just decay

everything that i've done has left me with the knowledge of the universe
I keep it tucked inside my mental 
everyone that i've hurt just know I did it to myself first
and it wasn't personal
everybody telling me that it'll be okay has never dealt
with the things i've seen
every time i open my eyes i see your face outside of my dreams 

everything that i've done has left me with the knowledge of the universe
I keep it tucked inside my mental 
everyone that i've hurt just know I did it to myself first
and it wasn't personal
everybody telling me that it'll be okay has never dealt
with the things i've seen
every time i open my eyes i see your face outside of my dreams 

my dreams start to rot away my brain cells
bloody scenes that i could never tell what entails
i'm incapable of breathing how'd i inhale?
all these toxins in my system I can't get well

well
are you okay without me?
if that's the case then i can turn around and just leave
insomniatic and i can't breathe
kick my thoughts unto the curb and let me rot please

let me rot into the soil
this life has nothing left but turmoil

i would rather wake up alone then i would ever see your face again
open up my skull to see its nothin but the sedatives
a hollow hearted individual i can never admit to my sins
a shell full of frangibles just shatter my weak skin

where do i think that im goin'?
walkin outside but its snowin'
couple blunts i rolled for us but then you tell me that ur leavin'?

baby i know that im broken
cant breathe at night think i'm chokin'
please wait up and just stay up for me you know i'm not hopeless..

Past Life (prod.cursedstorm)

KID Benzo☆

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