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Jade Ghost

<//3

w @heylog
produced by sleepwater
lyrics:

i don't think that i feel it
my stomach can't heal it
my heart i warn you
surround me i turn blue
you doubt me you flew
you drowning in sloot
my heart break in 2
im ready to die
cos i left ur side
i kick back and cry
this where i resite
i laugh at myself
its good for my health (oh no)
whats that on my the shelf (oh no)
i think its yourself (oh no)

ash blonde hair i need you now
carve my life thru the fields im a tree in the ground
i can't feel my fucking heart so why does it go pound pound pound
i sense you wanna dart, so why
 dont u wannaa stay, now

i can sense the fear ik our loves linear now
feeling like a tree thats never gonna grow; help
beat me black and blue with all the words you spew pal
you could save him now but i don't think he wants you now

heylog:

your pretty little words are meshed and i don't feel them
i'm to the point where i just lost every feeling
i still wouldn't feel a thing if i had a million friends
i'm getting closer everyday to ending it
the sun falls and creeps through my window
it's blinding me, now orange is painted on my walls
the same colour i saw when i fell in love
when i see it again i just can't get enough
can someone end my life, i don't wanna be here at all..
i'm past the part where i care at all
that's when i know shits getting bad
and i wonder how long this'll last

tree w/heylog

lyrics:


Gimme the quick revive cause my hearts done
When love is the focal point u bun the outcome
Im surprised to see at this function
Cause last time we were close u left my soul numb

To be honest
She lied for five months for the profit
I was lost for a while but now im on it
How are u I only ask to be the bigger man
What is life if we only live to live again
In ur head im sure ur only seeing static
How u treated me was lessons bout neglecting
So my partner knows I dont need to be managed
How u treated me left wounds more than a bandage could solve

I heal these wounds with plenty of alcohol
And now im sure I wouldn’t miss u at all on me
Until I think about the nights u were all on me
Oh my god
Alone at 3am in my bed I just miss you
The ghost of u can hit hard
If it weren’t for these drugs Id be gone
I hate that This drink give me courage to push on

Red leaves Fall fast
Us two Won’t last
Friction and Kickback
Good things Will Turn bad
No one had checked on me at my lowest point
So I developed on my own that’s why im to the point yea
Bedbug bites were on my thighs and back oh its bad
Plus people tried to put a price right on top my head

To be honest
She lied for five months for the profit
I was lost for a while but now im on it
How are u I only ask to be the bigger man
What is life if we only live to live again
In ur head im sure ur only seeing static
How u treated me was lessons bout neglecting
So my partner knows I dont need to be managed
How u treated me left wounds more than a bandage could solve

tbh (eric godlow)

You been on my mind 
What you thinking of right now
 Don’t hold nothing back
Don’t  try to  disguise 
It came unannounced 
All of a sudden realize 
You can ease your mind 
It’s gonna be alright 
birds up in the sky 
Always free to fly around
No words to describe 
How I’m feeling in my heart 
Thanking God for life to
I’m just feeling good tonight 
Steady on ma grind 
Do everything I can

Yea I’m really from the jungle 
Baby like Tarzan 
And I’m winning all these hurdles 
Won’t stop me at all.
It’s the missing piece of puzzle 
I really needed bad
Had my own fair share of struggles 
Yea I’m chilling now 

Right now I’m just willing to 
Get ma mula up
Sometimes I be wishing to
Really right my wrongs
You don’t have to worry 
All your sins are forgiven 
Got a million reasons  to
Really thank the Lord
The whole world keep spinning 
on And on  It don’t stop

Yea I’m really from the jungle 
Baby like Tarzan 
And I’m winning all these hurdles 
Won’t stop me at all.
It’s the missing piece of puzzle 
I really needed bad

Right now I’m just willing to 
Get ma mula up
Sometimes I be wishing to
Really right my wrongs
You don’t have to worry 
All your sins are forgiven 
Got a million reasons  to
Really thank the Lord

Really wonder how 
I manage to survive 
I been making plans 
I keep sketching all the time 
So  hard to deny 
I really feel your vibe 
You’re not ordinary 
Shordie you’re divine
For you girl I’m down 
To reach a compromise
Going through a lot 
I really understand 
Give you all the love 
I know that you deserve 
Can be rest assured 
You’re always on my mind
Really wonder how 
I manage to survive 
I been making plans 
I keep sketching all the time 
So  hard to deny 
I really feel your vibe 
You’re not ordinary 
Shordie you’re divine

Yea I’m really from the jungle 
Baby like Tarzan 
And I’m winning all these hurdles 
Won’t stop me at all.
It’s the missing piece of puzzle 
I really needed bad
Had my own fair share of struggles 
Yea I’m chilling now 

Right now I’m just willing to 
Get ma mula up
Sometimes I be wishing to
Really right my wrongs
You don’t have to worry 
All your sins are forgiven 
Got a million reasons  to
Really thank the Lord
The whole world keep spinning 
on And on  It don’t stop

Yea I’m really from the jungle 
Baby like Tarzan 
And I’m winning all these hurdles 
Won’t stop me at all.
It’s the missing piece of puzzle 
I really needed bad

Right now I’m just willing to 
Get ma mula up
Sometimes I be wishing to
Really right my wrongs
You don’t have to worry 
All your sins are forgiven 
Got a million reasons  to
Really thank the Lord

With Love

produced by chalyre <3 

lyrics:
you make me
incomplete
no escaping
your cold reach

now my throat is sore
from saying your name
i'm not going to go
until you repay
the debt that you owe
its always the same 
for love

let go
of your hold

you say you love me
i would just die
i'll never be worthy
of your divine

you're killing me slowly
but i'll be fine

it's not like i'm better
from seeing the light

careworn

Sometimes you’re never enough for a person and they end up choosing someone else after you gave them the love you were hoping for in return

Someone else

#WeekendEscapePlan w/ @eliwilkie & The Wig LIVE 7.27.23 on @womr-podcasts

Artists included: @losnegrosmusic @willobmusic @allen-craig @ejeca @frankyrizardo @sebb_junior @djmanuelsahagun @dannykolkdj @homeroespinosa @marcolys @lucagaraboni @edwardwhite-1

Track Listing::
1. Los Negros - Misses Magic
2. Will OB - Get Right Up (Original Mix)
3. Allen Craig - Leap
4. Ejeca - Rosario (Original Mix)
5. Franky Rizardo - Love Me Right (Original Mix)
6. Sebb Junior - A Million Ways (Extended Mix)
7. Manuel Sahagun - Feel Alright
8. Danny Kolk - Easy Love
9. Phatts & Smalls - Music For Pushchairs (Homero 2023 Vinyl Edit)
10. Marco Lys & Luca Garaboni - Fourth Dimension (Extended Mix)
11. Edward White - All I Want Is You

𝐄𝐥𝐢 𝐖𝐢𝐥𝐤𝐢𝐞  // #outermostmix

🅻🅸🆂🆃🅴🅽 // 🆂🅷🅰🆁🅴

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www.facebook.com/djeliwilkie
www.twitter.com/DJEliWilkie
www.instagram.com/eliwilkie

𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐖𝐢𝐠 (𝐂𝐚𝐩𝐞 𝐂𝐨𝐝, 𝐔𝐒𝐀)
www.facebook.com/thewigmusic
www.instagram.com/thewigusic
www.mixcloud.com/TheWIGMusic
www.twitter.com/thewigmusic
bit.ly/WeekendEscapePlan
www.womr.org

🎨 @the-magic-message

𝗳𝗼𝗹𝗹𝗼𝘄 𝗺𝗲 🚀

Weekend Escape Plan 42 w/ Eli Wilkie x WOMR

a calm track ´bout drifting away; classical instruments as strings and woodwinds combined with modern drums and sound textures. Some odd meters and an orchestrated crescendo increase the dynamic tension of this track.

driftingaway

[lyrics]

i say why you wanna know?
girl why u moving slow
uh

i tried to change my ways
stuck up in cocaine
and everybody looking at me with a sad face
percy in my nose xanax in my coat
sipping lean pour a 4
yeah that's the way
mclaren drive
im moving 33
im sipping wokhart codeine
im a dirty kid
i dont care what the haters finna say
im just a junkie and i like it that way
okay

here we are crashed another car
fucked up popping beans
have u ever gone this hard
i dont think you have
i dont think you know
what it's like to live like kid fucking benzo

it ain't a good life, its just a sad life
im crying in my room
cutting wrists every night
im mixing up my sprite
till im alright
and that's never alright
fuck the past life

i'm so detestable
so neglectable 
my life is incomprehensible
at the festival i was high as fuck
drowning in the drugs
screaming fuck your love
here we go tryna find a way out
no way out, so i'm falling back down
i need some molly that's sassafras
i fucked it up and did another bag

i blow the bag out then i blow cologne
weed up all inside my coat
oxycontin in my nose
woah
im a rapper and a singer
shoot you with a chopper while im riding in the dinger
i'm such a lonely guy
getting high like all the time
so lost inside my mind
oh girl i need to decide

what do i do what do i say
i don't even fucking know where i am today
what do i do what do i say
i'm alone in my mind and there's no escape
burning in depression constantly
my mind is such a bad place to be
psychedelics can numb it all
want to escape eternally (woah)

woah woah oh
answer your voicemails girl i'm alone
please pick up your fucking phone
i don't know anymore
tried to call but no response
just tell me what do u want
please just put your faith in god
oh, put your faith in god

Past Life

Bleeding Heart

@lileffort

whatever goes wrong 
I want you to know 
That it’s not your fault, 
that it’s not your fault 
blame it all on me
Take it all from me 
I don’t deserve you 
I don’t deserve your love 

2x
Your my home, your my safety
Think of all the times that you saved me 
Think of all the love that you gave me 
Your my safety baby your my safety 

If I had one wish before I turn to dust 
I’d ask you to go dance with for one last time, for one last time 
cuz every second feels like heaven when I hold on to you 
Trust me I’m not acting, you can’t imagine 
How you make my heart move

safety「lileffort」

We have a new plan

IM BORED OUT NOW + VIDEO ON YOUTUBE: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-X-sbDSEZjQ

MUSIC VIDEO

im bored freestyle (prod. Dae Wylder)

WATCHU SAYIN' FEAT. BELIS (PROD. VEIXX)

ft. cr1tter
prod. remghost x caves

lyrics
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i'm free-falling out the back of the window
back to when things were still simple
now i've got nothing left
i'm just a boy on the internet
we won't talk we'll just sit here in limbo
looking for signs and some symbols
some that we'll never see
now we're just high on a memory

can you feel me through the screen
can you tell me what it means
when i pour my guts out
and you leave me on seen
i just lost a friend
i just lost a lover
walking on a tightrope
with my eyes covered
i don't wanna fight no
i don't wanna crush her
i feel like a psycho
when i'm off the uppers
uppers downers
i just miss being around her
another lie another high another compromise 
i can't wait no more i'll be gone tonight
go through hell to see the heaven in her eyes
she treat me bad i treat her well there's no surprise

i'm free-falling out the back of the window
back to when things were still simple
now i've got nothing left
i'm just a boy on the internet
we won't talk we'll just sit here in limbo
looking for signs and some symbols
some that we'll never see
now we're just high on a memory

my recollection's alluding to lust
picking my brain until it self destructs
something inside of me's calling your bluff
calling your bluff
this little travesty lies in the rough
thought i'd get over it but i'm still stuck
endlessly cycling this off the cuff
i'm not enough

boy on the internet (ft. cr1tter) (prod. remghost x caves)

Thats all

should have 
should have been my body
should have 
should have been my body

ill never get another chance now
and i dont want it, i just want you back now
i cannot deal with all these faces looking at me
i really think it should have been my body

ive been lost now for a while and i need some help
but none of my friends even seem to care
throw me on the ground while youre walking out
say its all because of me you know its not fair

have so much to tell you bout my come down
its not funny its not funny im still bleeding
how much do i need for me to pass out
if im gone before the morning then i need it

i really thought i tried my best
im putting all my scent across your messsages
just to ruin it again
youre my love and all my medicine

whats stopping me
nobody can stop me now
what is happening 
words barely leaving my mouth
but im lost again
gaps of air barely creep out
im asleep again
i dont mean to let you down

ive been lost now for a while and i need some help
but none of my friends even seem to care
throw me on the ground while youre walking out
say its all because of me you know its not fair

have so much to tell you bout my come down
its not funny its not funny im still bleeding
how much do i need for me to pass out
if im gone before the morning then i need it

should have
should have been my body...

body

Die For (Remix)

Be Alright (prod.kai999beats)

What secrets you hide (My oh My)

Altars

Salem Witches

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//ごめんなさい//

thank you guys so much for the endless amount of support. working with my favorite artists is something i never imagined would become a reality, but you've all made it achievable. i cherish what this music has brought me & i hope we can all grow together in unison through it. i love you guys so much.

this is the first single off my upcoming album, "lacuna" which'll be out october 28th

huge s/o to my mans @i_x_t_a_i_l_s
i can't thank you enough for hoppin' on this one with me

follow 9tails

guardin x 9TAILS - suffocate

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ＡＬＬ　ＩＮ

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//ごめんなさい//

@itsyungvan
@evencemusic

lacuna

follow yung van

your escape (feat. yung van) (prod. by evence)

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//ごめんなさい//

@guccihighwaters
@notmorgn

follow guccihighwaters

cold (feat. guccihighwaters)(prod. by notmorgn)

Sonic Generations Disc 3 (Modern Era)

Crisis City Act 2

prod. @l1lbiscuit x @gualabeatz

lyrics
--------
hey you
why you mad at me?
i've been falin' backwards runnin' barefoot through the leaves
i could bite my tongue until i really gotta leave
if the issue isn't settled why you settlin' for me?
hey you
whatchu wanna be?
i remember back when i was sleeping with no sheets
back when we were struggling off 89 a week
when the habits i possessed was partially possessing me
when the root of all my problems disappeared inside the green
and i was acting like i gave a fuck but no one fucked with me
when the busses to the 6 were all i had just to be free
i got a passport for that bitch but but now i travel overseas

yeah it's been a couple years but honestly it's all i see
when i close my eyes & reminisce this shit is just a dream
guess i really overcame a lot & now i've come to see
all the work i've put into it paying off by 23
thought i'd never live to tell but now i'm tellin how it be
when you overcome the obstacles & turn into a g
you could a. run for cover are you ready for the heat?
self destruct until i feel like anyone but me
you could be anything that you desire whatchu seek?
i've been plotting on this shit for years since i was seventeen
never felt like i could do it the depression come in sweeps
i put my headphones on & spit some shit until i fall asleep

back in 2017 i plotted out my death 
tied a noose inside my closet drew a target on my chest
if you think this shits a gimmick you can put it to the test
check my browser history for all the answers be my guest
googled "how to kill myself" but every option involved pain
every forum full of isolated kids that feel the same
saying they would end their lives in hopes of ridding all the shame
it's much easier to talk about when no one knows your name 
it's hilarious how motherfuckers profit off an act
you ain't ever put the blade against your skin and that's a fact
you're bewildered by the concept of a struggle so you cap
yeah my eyes are fixed upon you & i'm ready to attack
guess this is a wrap
fuck you & your homies all the shit you do is whack
this ain't no specific diss it's simply a smack
in the face of all these influencers actin like they sad

Past Life

KID Benzo☆