Hook
you said you wouldn’t leave, but you got no self control
you think you’re so important, I won’t miss you if you go
I know there’s something here, but you’re too afraid to feel it
use me just to heal, but you never would admit it
said you wouldn’t leave, but you never want to stay
don’t stand behind your words, I can’t trust a thing you say
I know there’s something here, but you’re too afraid to feel it
use me just to heal, but you never would admit it

Yung Van Verse
maybe I didn’t try enough
If I tried harder you would notice
I guess it don’t matter now
I’m no longer in your focus
I shouldn’t need you, I just can’t convince myself
I feel the need to be there when you need my help
Now I’m so numb I can’t feel a thing you say
I told you the truth, just to throw it in my face
I shouldn’t have stayed, you don’t care if I’m in pain
To you it’s just a game, I don’t trust a thing you say
You left me with trust issues
I feel ashamed when I miss you
You made me look like a fool
Thinking that I coulda been with you

Hook
you said you wouldn’t leave, but you got no self control
you think you’re so important, I won’t miss you if you go
I know there’s something here, but you’re too afraid to feel it
use me just to heal, but you never would admit it
said you wouldn’t leave, but you never want to stay
don’t stand behind your words, I can’t trust a thing you say
I know there’s something here, but you’re too afraid to feel it
use me just to heal, but you never would admit it

Vails Verse
Say you wanna leave but I know you wanna stay
I see it in your eyes, you don't know what to say
You pack your things slow, no direction, no hope
I'm really tired of the games, we keep hurting in this way

You're holding all your pain like I haven't had the same thing as you
I really miss on the connection but I guess that we're through
It cuts deep in my heart
Knowing our ties got fraid
The breaking was inevitable
You'd hope I'd stay
But it's impossible
I take credit
I won't let this continue
There I said it

Hook
you said you wouldn’t leave, but you got no self control
you think you’re so important, I won’t miss you if you go
I know there’s something here, but you’re too afraid to feel it
use me just to heal, but you never would admit it
said you wouldn’t leave, but you never want to stay
don’t stand behind your words, I can’t trust a thing you say
I know there’s something here, but you’re too afraid to feel it
use me just to heal, but you never would admit it

you said you wouldn't leave. (prod. cxrter & jolst)

deadwood

Lyrics
-=-=-
Wraith
-=-=-
I barely manage
So how am I standing
It’s already tragic as it is
I struggle to mention
The weight of the tension
I feel as it all builds up again

I need a way out
Heaven come down
I don’t feel safe inside of my skin
I need to calm down
Kill it all out
You don’t need to witness all that I am
I need a way out

-=-=-
web
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i can still hear you when you dont make a sound
i feel your presence when you come around
we in my room keep on blowing this loud
with the fans on they keep on fanning it out
say you dont know how i function
girl im barely functioning now
say its all water right under the bridge hope i drown
i hope god comes down to kill me right now
everything stressing me out

got a bad bitch hitting up my cellphone
trynna chase funds acting like i dont know
trynna stack guap i been getting peso
got a bad bitch she do what i say so
i just took pills 
im about to take mo
i just drop bills 
im about to make mo

Lexapro /w web (wraithontheporch)

her purse is alligator
can i see u later?
i can’t get too comfortable if i want something greater
these crows keep flocking in my phone but i would never date ‘em
bitch i’m zuckerberg tonight so lemme get ur data
woah, can u hear me cry for help?
i ain’t feel myself inna minute can u tell me how it feels
yeah im diving in the pussy, navy seal
they ain’t fuckin with my vibe, like what’s the deal?
and u doing way too much so just chill
i just yakked up my last meal
im red hot, this red dot’s for the kill
you dumb thot quit popping all my pills
but that’s some shit that we don’t talk about
my momma ain’t like the words coming out my mouth
i was a bad ass kid they tried to kick me out
so i went and got my money up and i bought this house

her purse is alligator
can i see u later?
i can’t get too comfortable if i want something greater
these crows keep flocking in my phone but i would never date ‘em
bitch i’m zuckerberg tonight so lemme get ur data
woah, can u hear me cry for help?
i ain’t feel myself inna minute can u tell me how it feels
yeah im diving in the pussy, navy seal
they ain’t fuckin with my vibe, like what’s the deal?

alligator (sustain)

luv scars

lyrics

1 foot is in the grave
idk what to say
it takes a lot for me to break
threaten that its over im like "whatchu saying"
sorry that u hate me i dont feel the same
1 cup 2 cup yea im off it
3rd drink
4 loko got me jumping like a moshpit
that last sip got me feeling like imma vomit
know what i said, u dont like it least im honest

yea i rarely pop out im like the loch ness monster
drunkin full moon im a lycan monster
my bros had formed a posse im a fucking mobster
sipping mickey ultra not budweiser

I been sipping ack
Till my eyes hurt
They tried to put my homie
Onna Gildan shirt
Pulled on the club
But it all still hurts
Pulled up on a witch
And we all got cursed
Amo angel in the sky
Yeah put’em inna hearse
The Lion do not care,
About these other guys
If it’s you against me
You’ll be traumatized
Uh, I’m in Ireland
With the mod ties
I’m the big bird
Yall the small fries
7 foot titan,
With the foresight
Emerging out the lake like the lochness
I got baptized

1 foot is in the grave
idk what to say
it takes a lot for me to break
threaten that its over im like "whatchu saying"
sorry that u hate me i dont feel the same
1 cup 2 cup yea im off it
3rd drink
4 loko got me jumping like a moshpit
that last sip got me feeling like imma vomit
know what i said, u dont like it least im honest

1 foot is in the grave
idk what to say
it takes a lot for me to break
threaten that its over im like "whatchu saying"
sorry that u hate me i dont feel the same
1 cup 2 cup yea im off it
3rd drink
4 loko got me jumping like a moshpit
that last sip got me feeling like imma vomit
know what i said, u dont like it least im honest

notahero x big wappa - 1footinthegrave (p. methboiswag x roxa)

Lyrics <3 

Taylor - im sorry but I don’t relate , cause there’s no one to call when I break, they tell me im waisting my life cause I’m doing drugs til it rids me away, take a look at myself in the mirror I’m disgusted in everyway, my life full of stress and I’m so depressed , I wish you would pull me outta my brain 

200 the dash , took my pride and threw it in the trash, whole time I was wearing a mask , tryna be someone else didn’t last , 

but either way it goes , imma be alone until I’m bones , all I have is our memories , I’m sorry that I built a broken home ,I’m sorry I was never perfect and sorry I was never worth shit,  I just wanted you to love me and maybe realize I was worth it 

So if we’re being honest I’m a crumb , this ain’t moncler bro I’m a bum, I drink until I go numb , or I drink til I throw upppp , havent seen my daughter in a month , tryna hold it in and act tough , tears drain from my eyelids and nobody cares that I’m fucked

I’m walking in quick sand , sinking by the second , I keep coming back idk when I’ll learn my lesson


Swamp 🐍🐊- It’s muddy in my cup 
And there’s a forest in this blunt 
Ion got time for no bullshit so can we wrap this up
I’m just tryina catch me a buzz
but these Russians ain’t enough 
Should of filled em with more skunk
Instead we’re still here on this love shit 
Like do you even really want this 
Are you upset or just sinkissed 
Like my bad you’re feeling loveless 
I Gues ur skin ain’t the toughest 
Yuh yuh 
But I’m back in ball 
Blockin goofies like a prime Chris Paul 
Oh you wanna talk? Baby don’t hit call 
If your mission is to watch me fall 
Tell the truth, don’t lie to me 
It’s funny I can see the irony 
Let me take a page from Taylor’s diary 
learn to smoke away all my anxiety 
But it’s 
Tough luck 
No chance 
Ima surly fold again 
I’m fucked up 
Oh man 
Don’t leave me here alone my friend


Notahero 🚫🦸‍♂️— burberry glasses on but you’re not in the frame
i don’t wanna leave the house girl i ain’t pregame yet
this shit going back and forth like wii sports tennis
and i keep coming back don’t think i learned my lesson
i don’t wanna get to know you
i don’t even know myself
drunk as fuck in this function singing like alvin
simon on my belt
tommy keep me warm when it’s cold
wear that shit like pelt
if its bout my queen then im gon fold
that’s how the cards dealt
baby your so perfect
i can’t treat you wrong and if i do i don’t deserve it
i might be better gone lately i been feeling worthless
but you tell me that im wrong and swear that i have a purpose





Notcursed 🚫🧙‍♀️- i don’t feel much older
but i’m really worn down
wish i knew when i was younger this was how i’d turn out

cold room flooded out the summer
and i’ve been in this dark mood month after another
it’s been feeling daunting lately
no one here to shape me
yeah i could, i know, but my mental needs saving

i might feel better when the winter comes around
i’ve been finding lost letters that were better unfound
i stay locked in this house
the keys been buried now
you’d think i wanna get out
but i don’t know how

i might get better when i learn to love myself
i’ve been writing less letters to girl who never helped
she still looks like me now
down to the skin
i see you’re getting freaked out
should’ve never let you in

I’m sorry, but I can’t relate w/ safehaven , swamp , notahero & notcursed. (Prod by Cxrter)

Vocals by @youngspazz123, @irlswamp, @notaheroo, @notcursed
Mix & Master by @youngspazz123
Produced by @prodcxrter
Released with safehaven.
Cover by Scarlt / safehaven.
YouTube Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dB8A5P62H-s

lyrics:
(Taylor's Diary)
I'm sorry, but I don’t relate
'Cause there’s no one to call when I break
They tell me i'm wasting my life
'Cause I’m doing drugs til they rids me away
Take a look at myself in the mirror I’m disgusted in everyway
My life full of stress and I’m so depressed
I wish you would pull me outta my brain
200 the dash
Took my pride and threw it in the trash
Whole time I was wearing a mask
Tryna be someone else didn’t last
But either way it goes 
Imma be alone until I’m bones 
All I have is our memories
I’m sorry that I built a broken home
I’m sorry I was never perfect and sorry I was never worth shit
I just wanted you to love me and maybe realize I was worth it
So if we’re being honest I’m a crumb
This ain’t moncler bro I’m a bum
I drink until I go numb
Or I drink til I throw up
Haven't seen my daughter in a month
Tryna hold it in and act tough
Tears drain from my eyelids and nobody cares that I’m fucked
I’m walking in quicksand
Sinking by the second
I keep coming back i don't know when I’ll learn my lesson

(Swamp)
It’s muddy in my cup
And there’s a forest in this blunt
Ion got time for no bullshit so can we wrap this up
I’m just tryina catch me a buzz
But these Russians ain’t enough
Should of filled em with more skunk
Instead we’re still here on this love shit
Like do you even really want this
Are you upset or just sunkissed
Like my bad you’re feeling loveless
I guess your skin ain’t the toughest
But I’m back in ball
Blockin goofies like a prime Chris Paul
Oh you wanna talk? Baby don’t hit call
If your mission is to watch me fall
Tell the truth, don’t lie to me
It’s funny I can see the irony
Let me take a page from Taylor’s diary
Learn to smoke away all my anxiety
But it’s
Tough luck
No chance
Ima surly fold again
I’m fucked up
Oh man
Don’t leave me here alone, my friend
(x3)

(notahero)
Burberry glasses on but you’re not in the frame
I don’t wanna leave the house girl i ain’t pregame yet
This shit going back and forth like wii sports tennis
And i keep coming back don’t think i learned my lesson
I don’t wanna get to know you
I don’t even know myself
Drunk as fuck in this function singing like alvin
Simon on my belt
Tommy keep me warm when it’s cold
Wear that shit like pelt
If its bout my queen then i'm gon fold
That’s how the card's dealt
Baby you're so perfect
I can’t treat you wrong and if i do i don’t deserve it
I might be better gone lately i been feeling worthless
But you tell me that i'm wrong and swear that i have a purpose
Yeah, burberry glasses on but i've been feeling worthless
Yeah, this shit going back and forth like wii sports tennis
Yeah, i keep coming back don’t think i-
Drunk as fuck in this function singing like, wear this shit like pelt
Tommy keep me warm when it’s cold, yeah, wear that shit like pelt
Tommy keep me warm when it’s, that's how the card's dealt

(Notcursed)
I don’t feel much older
But i’m really worn down
Wish i knew when i was younger this was how i’d turn out

Cold room flooded out the summer
And i’ve been in this dark mood month after another
It’s been feeling daunting lately
No one here to shape me
Yeah i could, i know, but my mental needs saving

I might feel better when the winter comes around
I’ve been finding lost letters that were better unfound
I stay locked in this house
The keys been buried now
You’d think i wanna get out
But i don’t know how

I might get better when i learn to love myself
I’ve been writing less letters to girl who never helped
She still looks like me now
Down to the skin
I see you’re getting freaked out
Should’ve never let you in

Taylor’s Diary - I’m sorry, but I can’t relate (ft. notahero, swamp, notcursed) (cxrter)

idk what to call this (ryan kelly x tiedforsilver)

Balling

lil vault drop in honor of my brother tiedforsilver getting married ❤️

lyrics

i’ll fight this
feeling but i can’t shake it off me
since when did doing this become a need?
fearing that my addictions may lead
to complacency 

i’ll fight this feeling but i can’t shake it off of me
since when did doing this become something that i need
i fear that my addictions may lead to complacency 
my self-destructive habits will become the death of me

if i don’t give them up
my life will end abrupt
so if you gave i fuck 
you would come interrupt 
and save me from corrupt 
thoughts that get me stuck
knee high deep under the fucking mud

i’ve been scared but i got nowhere to run
you think it’s fair when you’re the only one
who’s having fun
i’m fucking done
nothings new underneath the fucking sun

i wish i cared but i don’t and that’s just who i am
i’ll give you what you want to help or make you understand 
that moving forward in this life was never part of my plan

but please tell me that you’ll see me in the morning
you know where i’ll be wasting time bed rotting 
the songs i write are like a pointless fucking story
i know it’s bad but imma hit this till im coughing blood

never knew what is was like to be understood
till i met you now im gone and i wish i would, have
checked on you more often
please don’t be dead or in a fucking coffin yuh

i still remember 
your face that december
grey skies in the winter
cold nights make my hands tremor 

i’ve been getting sick of tryna find out where you went
asking anyone around but answers aren’t that confident 
yelling at myself like i was in a fucking argument 
maybe i look insane but that’s just fucking, that’s just part of it

i’ll never know where you went and maybe that’s okay
i just hope that you are in a better place
i wish you would’ve left hints that you’d come back some day
just know a part of me won’t let your memory fade
i would never let your memory fade

i hope ur in a better place w/ tiedforsilver & ryan kelly

Poppin Bands  (7sevy)

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