my friends are the best

❤️‍🩹

if youre not goin then im ready 2 die
i spent two whole years what a waste of my time
no ill never get it back idk why i tried
i dont know why i tried
if youre not goin then im ready 2 die
saw the texts that you sent baby why do u lie
do u love him more than me am i wasting my life
am i wasting my life

why does life get hard to fight thru
i cant lie i cant say that i like u
love once lost 
wanna see what the knife do
all these scars when i was right there beside you
but it dont really matter now
stomachs been so nauseous
fuck that cupid kid he let me down 
shot me with an arrow through the chest in hopes that i would drown 
cause real love feels like concrete while the monsters lightly pull you down

its over
i dont think ill evr be sober
i would ask why you did it i was needing closure
only thing ive evr gotten was a little closer
now its over 
dirty empty bottles in my room im such a loner
meant all of the things i said 
all the things i told her
wish i never met her 
yeah i wish i didnt know her

deadbeat pt. 2 (prod. cobalt)

Eighth song on the album
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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Produced by: lil XipZ
Mixed by: lil XipZ
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[chorus]
we'll be in the benz truck bumpin lil peep
she a sad girl but she still lovely
god i fucking love it when she fucking on me
n when i go ghost she'll be here waiting

she said that she'll never let me go n that was a promise
i told her u can get my love but im not an option
put me before everyone, cuz im always above them
cuz when i blow up then we can forget them

[verse 1]
we can leave them in the past now
cuz when i was nothing i was the background 

they dont care until youre up now
and by then i wont give a fuck no

i be making plays like a coach like its nothing
she said that im super bad, bitch i aint no mclovin
she said she wanna fuck i said lets have some fun then
she said im like no other, cuz i been above them

she see i been making money, n its kinda crazy
multiple bitches on my line all just trynna date me
used to have a foreign bitch but now she kinda hate me
got a roster full of women n they all trynna be my lady

[chorus]
we'll be in the benz truck bumpin lil peep
she a sad girl but she still lovely
god i fucking love it when she fucking on me
n when i go ghost she'll be here waiting

she said that she'll never let me go n that was a promise
i told her u can get my love but im not an option
put me before everyone, cuz im always above them
cuz when i blow up then we can forget them

Lovely

i waste my time with u
high all the time cant feel a thing
i dont know what is true
i kill my ego for u
for u for u

psilocybin in my head
i think that im dead
the stars keep on bending
all the stars are aligning
ive gone into hiding
psilocybin in my head
i think that im dead

i waste my time with u
high all the time cant feel a thing
i dont know what is true
i kill my ego for u
for u for u

psilocybin

psilocybin [prod. methboiswag × silver]

beat prod by: king theta
written and performed by: popularreject
lyrics:

I hate
When I wake up 
The tear stained pillows from her makeup 
Goodmorning Pennsylvania 

If you like sunshine 
Then don’t go outside 
Cuz it’s still rainin 
It’s rainin 
That ain’t changin 

New day I won’t wake up
Different color makeup 
You say we should breakup 
I’m sick of the fake love
I been takin fake drugs 
You tell me to wake up

I hate 
When I wake up 
The tear stained pillows from her makeup
Goodmorning Pennsylvania 
…

I hate 
The way I stuff 
I’m too far gone and I need to change but
Good morning Pennsylvania 

On the ledge in my head dont tempt me 
All alone there ain’t no one with me 
I’m the villain of this story 
But I’ll be Superman to this city 

I hate 
When I wake up 
The tear stained pillows from her makeup 
Goodmorning Pennsylvania

Nananaa 
Nananaa 
Nananananaa
Nananaa 
Nananaa 
Nananananaa
Nananaa 
Nananaa 
Nananananaa
Nananaa 
Nananaa 
Nananananaa

Goodmorning Pennsylvania (prod. king theta)

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: wisssery
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

[Intro]
and Pennsylvanias pretty, i think youre prettier
and all those orange sunsets yeah, cant compare to your eyes

[Chorus]
Pennsylvanias pretty but girl your prettier
all those orange sunsets arent better than your eyes
girl i love the fall cuz it reminds me of you
reminds me of the way i fell for you just like the leaves

[Verse]
im gonna give you what you really deserve
atleast ill try to bc your unlike any other
i wanna take you out under the stars
we can lay together on the hood of my car

[Chorus]
Pennsylvanias pretty but girl your prettier
all those orange sunsets arent better than your eyes
girl i love the fall cuz it reminds me of you
reminds me of the way i fell for you just like the leaves

i-
i love you

Pennsylvania isnt as pretty as u [Prod. Wisssery]

s/o my brother https://soundcloud.com/breckenford

lyrics

i never been smart
dont worry bout me bae u got a good heart
i kno i will love u till my times gone
n no we dont got time to think about the time lost

buckle up ur my overdrive
i feel myself spiral to a downward dive
n if u leave me in the end i can say that i tried
ill take the long way home
got shit to think ab
i had to teach myself to "not fall when u looking down"
spent a long time looking for myself
something different that i found
n i dont like it

im seeing violence when i close my eyelids
n we may struggle towards the end but death is silent
n she love asking why im drinking like a pirate
but when its all broken down
its just a science

(ford)
give me guidence
everyday im breaking down in the quiet
will it ever go away im steady crying
when u lie u overtaking got me dying
so indecisive
said im priceless then u say im violent
girl im trying
i dont gotta hide it
perfect timing
still wont stop the whining
so im reliant on the pain thru all the shining
but it make sense
all the times u broke me down n made me reset
made me realize all the cries were never silent
everything u ever said was only pretend
for no reason
i did my best to make sure u knew that i felt
every feeling in the world when i fell down
ill move away
go to town
find a new crowd
youd see what love was all about if u stick around
i know the truth now
it was over from the start
u a rebound
u could never reach my heart
such a let down
why is life so gd hard is this even allowed
is this even allowed

buckle up ur my overdrive
i feel myself spiral to a downward dive
n if u leave me in the end i can say that i tried
ill take the long way home
got shit to think ab
i had to teach myself to "not fall when u looking down"
spent a long time looking for myself
something different that i found
n i dont like it

death is silent w/ brecken (jacob vallen)

lyrics
n im not happy at all
but she gonna keep me from falling apart
im talking to myself but i see a face on the wall
does someone else do my job
n i just cry at a photo
n im just feeling it all at once
i just feel it all too much
look what its done to me
look what youve done for me
look what youve done to me
made me feel better now

n i watch the storm pass clouds fly by i can see u
smiling, shining
look how u did so well
n the day that i go
will be the day that u go
n girl im broken i dont have a purpose
i wrote a song for u
u said that u heard it before
but baby this ones new n i just wrote it tonight
i kno they all sound the same to u
id give a piece of my brain for u
u kno i try to hold u tight when the night comes
kno i feel u in my bones n my weak lungs

u can find me ill be in the underground
n i been working one day they gonna sing the sounds i make for u
bury me inside a grave thats made for two

n i watch the storm pass clouds fly by i can see u
smiling, shining
look how u did so well
n the day that i go
will be the day that u go
n girl im broken i dont have a purpose
i wrote a song for u
u said that u heard it before
but baby this ones new n i just wrote it tonight
i kno they all sound the same to u
id give a piece of my brain for u
u kno i try to hold u tight when the night comes
kno i feel u in my bones n my weak lungs

u be crying laying next to me
while im nodding off
ill be getting money soon
but im not enough
u say that i talk too much
yea i kno that
n even tho the suns shining bright
im still in all black
now u crying u just laying in my lap
i tell u its gonna be okay when i get back
im tryna say i love u i could do without the jab
n life makes me feel better but i know that its a trap

as i watch the storm pass (p. jacob vallen)

I tend to think of how it was when I was young 
I know it wasn’t a perfect life but it was still so much fun 
If I could have it all back, I wouldn’t think twice 
And that’s a fact 
I miss my mom I miss my dad, but that’s all in the past 
She is everything and more 
My little angel I adore 
Can’t get enough of mi amor 
I know I fuck up sometimes (I’m sorry)
More like all of the time 
wish that you could help me see 
is it you or is it me 

It’s youu, you’re the reason I’m blue 
I tried my best but I just could not get through to you
It’s youu, I know it’s you in my head 
I thinks it’s best if our feelings weren’t pretend 

Baby you know how to make me so angry that I don’t wanna look at you 
I don’t want to feel okay, if im just getting played 
Everyday sometimes feels the same 
You act like you do so much 
When I’m the one that’s carrying us 
I remember when you cared enough to make me trust 
In you and all the things that you do 
And I promise I apologize if I was rude to you 
I can’t think straight when I’m off my meds 
But I start to see the truth 
Is it me or is it you, I don’t know what to do 


It’s youu, you’re the reason I’m blue 
I tried my best but I just could not get through to You
It’s youu, I know it’s you in my head 
I thinks it’s best if our feelings weren’t pretend

its you w/ nana (p. GrizD) *lyrics in desc*

Witching Hour (feat: majinnn, lilinsomnia, kms spooky)

[outro made by eepylo]

[teej] 
please dont ask me what i am 
or what im up to
hand me my glasses on the table right beside you
dont have to tell me what it means it couldnt be truth
all i know is everything that im supposed to
get a grip on masking face itsjust reality
its close to being everyday 
i hope youre proud of me
super glue and sticks to fix up my morality
ive proven everything ive had to prove
so theres no doubting me
you live it once so live it short
theres still no benefit
smoke another 
chase it down with whats been evident
you feel the same but you could never even test to it
i feel the same but hide the pain through double cups of settlement

[v3nn]
getting faded everyday to ease my mind
i get so scared and i cant help but wonder why
i was dealt a life so bad dont know where im gonna sleep tonight
maybe i can find something to eat tonight
i remember being in the 03
nowhere to go riding round on E
i wish i didnt have to say all these words
just for you to know that im cursed
pls dont say ur life is bad cause mine is worse

evident ft. v3nn (sh1nky)

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