i cant do this anymore 2

BRAND 6

den mporw na kanw like giati spammara

https://soundcloud.com/autumndropsdead

lyrics
(cyzun)
You tell me that you love me but I really don’t see it
I’ve been lying on the floor eyes glued to the ceiling
I really wanna die but you gave me a reason
Heart so fucking cold you must be a heathen
Why you gotta act like this
You fucking up my life n shit
Sparked a blunt n took a hit
I’ve been waiting for the end of it
Feel like Gucci I’m so sick of this
Grab the gun I’m gonna end this quick
Like the ocean my head will split
I’m talkin bout that Moses shit

(autumndropsdead)
let the ocean split, i could make a list
for every time i fucking lied
 it would've made you pissed
i'm sorry about that again
how long ago did it get to your head?
i know you aren't proud
yeah you hate me now
cause i turned out fine
let me lay it out
every night i'd cry
but would never shout
holding on for life
till the truth comes out
i'd take my spine, and tear it out
i can't bare it all
i got too much weight
and it really stings
so i contemplate 
i'll let my body hang
and they just say to let it roll over
they say i'm extraordinary..
and i'll admit it's kinda scary

(cyzun)
You tell me that you love me but I really don’t see it
I’ve been lying on the floor eyes glued to the ceiling
I really wanna die but you gave me a reason
Heart so fucking cold you must be a heathen

heathen w/ autumndropsdead (ahnboi)

silence...

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its the sounds on in my head
(yah yahhh)
is this really how it is
(yah yahhh)
beat my face in, im a mess
(yah yahhh)
the sound of silence is immense
(yah yahhh)

wake, waking up late
u smoke a blunt and im feelin like shit
ur up in the clouds for an hour i guess
while i sit and cry, lay on top of my bed

is it the ocean, where i be
but the water be frozen, -20 degrees
drill me a hole, so i can drive in
BE PART OF DEATH, WITH THE REAPER AGAIN!

its the sounds on in my head
(yah yahhh)
is this really how it is
(yah yahhh)
beat my face in, im a mess
(yah yahhh)
the sound of silence is immense
(yah yahhh)

 i dont do, too much, with my life
i sit right here, learn about this shit, but why
there's no point at all
yet i wright, these songs
spend my money and my time, just to hope it all, works out

its the sounds on in my head
(yah yahhh)
is this really how it is
(yah yahhh)
beat my face in, im a mess
(yah yahhh)
the sound of silence is immense
(yah yahhh)

the sound of silence (prod. bowniebeats)

hope yall enjoy
shoutout @seejayxo
prod. @splashgang

goner w/ seejayxo (splashgvng)

prod. @sorrow_bringer

lyrics
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waking up's easy, falling asleep isn't even a fucking option
i'm laying out on the roof
tell god to come get me, i'll pack my bags real quickly
i'll catch that flight, when it's leavin', i'm leavin' too
dreamin' of moments where i ain't have no opponents
all my components assembled outside the booth
you were a phone call away, i guess your number has changed
and you weren't home on that day or something

i've been tryna gain control of my life
open up these blinds so you can dissipate the limelight
only time will tell if i'm unwell inside of my mind
tripped fell into hell and now this television sounds like
we got more to conquer
so get up outta your bed and get your shit outta your locker
we ridin' back to the seventh floor, realigning your chakras
put soul inside your body, we leavin' the past behind us

this is all i wanted from the jump
just a friend that i could talk to bout anything off the cuff
been plottin', no hesitation, the future ain't lookin' rough
i wanted it so i did it, made symphonies outta cuts

we were back at home and it was gettin' hella cold
used to pass out when the sun come up but now we gettin' old
'member summers back in 2015, we was actin' grown
built a bridge to terabithia made outta sticks and stones
had that fire pit though i'll admit, you built that on your own
brought that bedsheet out my room, we made a flag & called it home
hit that bottle with some gasoline to pass between our souls
if we make it all that glitter's fucking gold

rain, rain, go away, you fucked up another day
i was feelin' fine but then you took me to another place
we go back and forth for fourteen minutes in my hideaway
now i'm headin' north just tryna answer who am i today?

i've been tryna stay in line, gotta figure out the truth
i don't like the way i hide, i much rather be with you
full eclipse, skippin' pebbles in the water off the roof
i don't mind, rain or shine cause my skin is waterproof
go inside, hit the wine, coraline on the tube
what do i do when i feel like my life's set on loop?

follow sorrow bringer

waterproof (prod. sorrow bringer)

hope u all enjoy this,, TRACK 2 from my debut album "home away from home" releasing 10th of FEB.

written, mixed, mastered and recorded by me
produced by: @prodgrayskies

LYRICS:
You said "don't you go"
"No, not alone"
But baby, I'm moving on and moving out from you
So I'm going back home
I'm going down that road
'Cause baby, I'm moving on and moving out from you
So please just let me go

There's cracks all on the walls and this fire keeps burning our home
The ceiling starts to fall yeah, this home is no longer a home
The things you say to me are lies I could tell just by your tone
You don't have the guts to face me so you just tell me on the phone
You told me this shit would last forever
(Guess you don't know what forever means)
I don't eat til I'm as light as a feather
I do whatever to fucking please
You cut me up til I can't breathe
I love all the agony
I needa find something that I believe in
'Cause lately I been making friends with my demons
And now she tells me that she's mad at me
Like what the fuck makes you happy?
I'm sorry baby but it's time for me to leave

You said "don't you go"
"No, not ALONE"
But baby, I'm moving on and moving out from you
(FROM YOU)
So I'm going back home
I'm going down that road
'Cause baby, I'm moving on and moving out from you
So please just let me go

have a good day/night,, love each n every1 of u <333+

moving on

and these seconds go by like they’re nothing 
and precious is time but means nothing to me 
and these minutes rain down and cause flooding 
my waterproof coat hides the heart on my sleeve 

and i met her last year through her cousin 
it was april or may i don’t know honestly
i was away with the fairies all morning 
and we texted all day and it felt like a dream

now this time i once spent with my darling 
means nothing to her or to me 
oh my god 
how embarrassing for me was blubbing
in front of her mom and like 3 of her friends

and i guess ill be there if you need me 
you don’t have to fake to please me
you can talk to me so sweetly
or pretend that this is easy
it’s a daily rock bottom
so i drown my pain in weed leaves
10KG weights, and tea leaves
and when you hurt me kill discretely, please 

(greenwood)
try to parse through the things that you said
crossed over Madison, i loved you to death
stayed in the winter despite what i need
but we never made it to august heat
eyes on the valley, you asked me to wait
ask of the baggage, it's as is you care
still keep the coat that i got you in spring
i still keep the pictures i'm not even in

i still keep the pictures i’m not even in w/ greenwood (pekarot)

lyrics 

[maesk]
hold me and don’t let go
do u not know what you are do u not know what this is
i get it ur drawn, unrealistic expectations, u have what is ideal and try to replicate it here in this cold world where the dark never disappears, the light we see will all wither till it’s final flair

i know a lot of people not a lot of people know me
i tend to prefer distance when so when it comes to being lonely 
i don’t mind guess i’m too aware, i’m not scared, only that i might never show fear
i’ll just stare at the ground

yeah i’m still human despite what u may think 
just plenty problems nothing like a good drink won’t fix
something to help me look at this place a little more wrong
maybe time to write another sad song


hold me and don’t let go
do u not know what you are do u not know what this is

time to write another sad song
a few will listen but no one else know how long
i been thinking and been feeling all these things 
u say u listen but u don’t know how it’s been. well u might soon

[goneafteraugust]

always had to hang my head by myself
get it together puff out my chest by myself
i know how it feels to be alone
leave a key under the mat in case i ever come home

so we can go lie down
where it’s quiet and the world won’t make a sound
u can listen to my heart beat pound
i’m headed to u babe i need it right now

forgotten key

forgotten key ft goneafteraugust (flesh x 1gokami)

tomorrow ft sewerperson
prod by me, sped up by kndyxoxo

point you to the borough
I'll just roll another blunt I promise ill be fine tomorrow
Please just say you love me baby, I could die tomorrow
Wipe those icy tears Why girl you could cry tomorrow

Shout my mama, help me deal with all of my trauma
night sweat don't need no sauna She a knight she don't need no armor
I'ma try to protect my aura, fly out to Bora Bora
Cause damn, my life is boring

It's a couple bottles on the floor that I'll pick up tomorrow
It's a lot of shit in my head right now got me feeling hollow
Is she one of them of course she is
Still take care of important shit
Like wake up and endorse some shit and start again tomorrow
It's a couple bottles on the floor that I'll pick up tomorrow

It's a couple bottles on the floor that I'll pick up tomorrow
It's a lot of shit in my head right now got me feeling hollow
Is she one of them of course she is
Still take care of important shit
Like, wake up and endorse some shit and start again tomorrow
It's a couple bottles on the floor that I'll pick up tomorrow

I aint thrashed by the whip while I point you to the Burrough
But I just roll me another blunt I promise we'll be fine tomorrow
Please just say you love me, baby, I could die tomorrow
Why those eyes and tears? I'm like you could cry tomorrow
Bright lights cut through the snow on this New York night

In this road truck blast, I'm a geek, all this right here
Win this shit right back into the future
It's hype, if I pop that shit again, it's put me out like a light
You should link again, I'm back at home, I got time

If we speak again, I'll let you know what's on my mind
Please don't take it personal, I meant it to be kind
I know you can feel me, I can see it in your eyes

It's a couple bottles on the floor that I'll pick up tomorrow
It's a lot of shit in my head right now got me feeling hollow
Is she one of them of course she is
Still take care of important shit
Like wake up and endorse some shit and start again tomorrow
It's a couple bottles on the floor that I'll pick up tomorrow

It's a couple bottles on the floor that I'll pick up tomorrow
It's a lot of shit in my head right now got me feeling hollow
Is she one of them of course she is
Still take care of important shit
Like, wake up and endorse some shit and start again tomorrow
It's a couple bottles on the floor that I'll pick up tomorrow

Tomorrow Ft. Sewerperson (prod. @yungcastor)

lyrics ⬇️   (drums by lessthanfriends)

it’s not because it’s over
i thought it would be  fine if I moved here 
i thought it would be nice if I moved near
but you said it’s okay if I stayed back
and you hope I’m doing okay but I can’t relax
cuz you’re burying the flames that we once had
why you always playin games I don’t like that
yea
it’s so insane that I don’t fight back
so much pain engraved in my brain that you cause a heart attack
who’s the one that’s really to blame 
i don’t care I’m done with that
said you’d come back if I changed 
but now you really won’t come back
Everything I did was bad

yea did it for a purpose 
really always hated that one person
Put my fist in his his face cuz you flirtin
yea watch me switch up my lanes cuz they lurkin

(lessthanfriends)

lately they been lurking 
baby i been workin hard
just to try and get you
out my head and out my heart
tell me what you did to me
you left me so torn apart
tell me that you love me
i dont trust you anymore
break me into pieces 
shoulda seen you leavin
shoulda seen you leavin
i been grievin since the start
tell me what you needed
coulda gave you anything
but now im dyin slowly 
just leave me here to bleed
(me)
you ran away from everything else I ever wanted
so now I’m sittin here I’m super sick and now I got nothin 
but will it ever make sense
no I don’t check my phone cuz I don’t got friends
and I don’t wanna know what ur doing with him
so I’ll sit here all alone in my home I hope it ends

i hope it ends w/ lessthanfriends (michael harrison)

"I’mma hurt myself to keep my mind off you"
Prod by. @hkfiftyone2
Cover art by. @walkerdunnvisuals on Instagram

Pre-chorus/
I hate the fact you don’t need me
You’ve never come back to see me 
I don’t wanna cry about you
I’mma hurt myself to keep my mind off you 
I don’t wanna have any feelings 
I see your face in the ceilings
I don’t wanna cry about you
I’mma hurt myself to keep my mind off you 

Chorus/
I was your wall 
Build me up so I don’t fall
And once I’m tall
Break me until I dissolve 
I was your wall 
Build me up so I don’t fall
And once I’m tall
Break me until I dissolve 

Verse/
I was just a distraction
You used me as a loose trash bin
Nothing more than skin
After, when you did what you did
I thought I was gonna be sick
Why did you take that risk?
Got nothing to say to you x4

Pre-chorus/
I hate the fact you don’t need me
You’ve never come back to see me 
I don’t wanna cry about you
I’mma hurt myself to keep my mind off you 
I don’t wanna have any feelings 
I see your face in the ceilings
I don’t wanna cry about you
I’mma hurt myself to keep my mind off you 

Chorus/
I was your wall 
Build me up so I don’t fall
And once I’m tall
Break me until I dissolve 
I was your wall 
Build me up so I don’t fall
And once I’m tall
Break me until I dissolve

your wall (till I dissolve)

Other Platforms <3

your wall (till I dissolve) [prod. HKFiftyOne]

ft. cr1tter
prod. remghost x caves

lyrics
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i'm free-falling out the back of the window
back to when things were still simple
now i've got nothing left
i'm just a boy on the internet
we won't talk we'll just sit here in limbo
looking for signs and some symbols
some that we'll never see
now we're just high on a memory

can you feel me through the screen
can you tell me what it means
when i pour my guts out
and you leave me on seen
i just lost a friend
i just lost a lover
walking on a tightrope
with my eyes covered
i don't wanna fight no
i don't wanna crush her
i feel like a psycho
when i'm off the uppers
uppers downers
i just miss being around her
another lie another high another compromise 
i can't wait no more i'll be gone tonight
go through hell to see the heaven in her eyes
she treat me bad i treat her well there's no surprise

i'm free-falling out the back of the window
back to when things were still simple
now i've got nothing left
i'm just a boy on the internet
we won't talk we'll just sit here in limbo
looking for signs and some symbols
some that we'll never see
now we're just high on a memory

my recollection's alluding to lust
picking my brain until it self destructs
something inside of me's calling your bluff
calling your bluff
this little travesty lies in the rough
thought i'd get over it but i'm still stuck
endlessly cycling this off the cuff
i'm not enough

boy on the internet (ft. cr1tter) (prod. remghost x caves)

A blend of pop rap & alternative hip-hop. Dive into catchy melodies & introspective lyrics. Born from collaboration, it reflects artistic growth. Featuring Vito, known for Spotify's Teardrop playlist this track emphasizes love, heartbreak, & creative manifestation. Crafted in studio, it's a beacon of hope in tough times.

Different Reality Ft. VITO

Altars

Salem Witches

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//ごめんなさい//

thank you guys so much for the endless amount of support. working with my favorite artists is something i never imagined would become a reality, but you've all made it achievable. i cherish what this music has brought me & i hope we can all grow together in unison through it. i love you guys so much.

this is the first single off my upcoming album, "lacuna" which'll be out october 28th

huge s/o to my mans @i_x_t_a_i_l_s
i can't thank you enough for hoppin' on this one with me

follow 9tails

guardin x 9TAILS - suffocate

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//ごめんなさい//

@itsyungvan
@evencemusic

lacuna

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your escape (feat. yung van) (prod. by evence)

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//ごめんなさい//

@guccihighwaters
@notmorgn

Different Reality Ft. VITO

Kid Ghosty