Lyrics:

[Chorus]
I don't miss your touch, but I think about it
Once or twice a month
I don't need you now, someone hold me down
I'm just thinking out loud

(x2)

When the rain falls
I hope you think of me
And I act like all we had 
Didn't mean a thing to me

But something held us together 
When we were falling apart
Now when I lay my head down
I wind up back in your arms

Now that there's distance between us
I start rebuilding my heart
I'm on the edge of something awesome
So I had to depart

I tried to close myself off
But love is all that we got
Every time I get my hopes up
Yeah, it's always a wash

But you want me often
And we talk a lot, yeah
I don't really mind it
You caught me by surprise, and

If you really wanna love me
That's what left me blinded
If you really wanna hold me
I cannot deny it

But baby girl I'm trying
You caught me in the worst place
I just need some time, and
I've been hurting

You don't want me
I'm not working
And I act like everything is for a purpose

But from the moment that I walk in
It's time to mess it up
I just hate juggling options
I can't make my mind up

They want me to decide, but
I just wanna try stuff
I don't really know
I've just got so much to hide from

I hate making decisions
You don't wanna listen
If you really wanna stay
Then you shoulda done it different

Always acting like you're higher than me
Well that's the irony
I don't want you to lie to me
I just wanna lie in peace

[Chorus]
I don't miss your touch, but I think about it
Once or twice a month
I don't need you now, someone hold me down
I'm just thinking out loud

(x2)

FULL LENGTH AMV

I'm going to find out if I'm really alive

Out on Spotify now too!!  https://spotify.link/Rf4dgRVM0Ab

i dont even care at all 
i dont even care all


you told me on last october
u were gonna get sober
oh how  funny i believed you
 u pushed me right on  over

pull the leaves off the clover
make a wish like i told ya
this is it 
im falling in
im going straight to my own hell of mine
this is it caroline
i cant help how i feel when ur mine

take a pill  
with some wine
and forgot all
the time 
we spent
oh this how u repent
ur sins are all u got left

i dont even care at all
push me down ill take the fall
oh caroline is this what u wanted

i dont even care all 
tell mes lies 
ill believe them till im dead
just for a puppet for u darling

crush my hands
break my bones
nothing sacred in stone
everything i said yeah i meant it 

this is where u take it back
before i have a heart attack
im bleeding out for you baby

idontevencareatall

blood eagle

LightEmUp! x Averi (idEk)

mix & master by indicuh
production by snapp

rip jm & unsai

My worlds crashing down, and
I can’t stop my frowning
Desolate surroundings
She's the one i'm crowning
Don’t help me, love, i'm drowning
In my thoughts, allow me
Lay me out, no lounging,
I know you hear me shouting

Youre just too much to handle
I cant take it no more
We were just a candle
In the middle of a downpour
Baby ion like 2 gamble
Can you tell me what u down for?
After i give you this handle
Are u finna stay around or..??

Are u tryna stay or not
Im not tryna waste no time
I guess i jus get faked a lot, uh huh
Oh you sorry? u say that a lot
Get out of my dms with that fake apology
Lil bitch i think not

My worlds crashing down, and
I can’t stop my frowning
Desolate surroundings
She's the one i'm crowning
Don’t help me, love, i'm drowning
In my thoughts, allow me
Lay me out, no lounging,
I know you hear me shouting

My worlds crashing down, and
I can’t stop my frowning
Desolate surroundings
She's the one i'm crowning
Don’t help me, love, i'm drowning
In my thoughts, allow me
Lay me out, no lounging,
I know you hear me shouting

##DESOLATE SURROUNDINGS (PROD. BY SNAPP)

DESOLATE SURROUNDINGS (PROD. BY SNAPP) (AUGUST 2k23)

prod. D. member

raine lyrics:
Staring in the darkroom
I've running on and on
Caught me off guard
Feeling like I'm in a dead zone
Back stab me behind my back
Said you won't do it again
And now you came back hoping that I'm still there waiting for you
But I can never be the one you want me
The one that you want me to be

I thought we were meant to be
No matter how hard I try you'll never notice me
Should I just let it be
Or should I let them free
Why can't you just let go
Cold heart and act so crazy
Ruining my head and my mood
The problem is you not me

Sheap lyrics: 
Stab me in the back and I came back
Said that you would never do it again
And you lied thru your teeth
Cause yk that I could never be without u
And yk that it was all a lie when I said that
I just needed to let u go
Match your breathing I'm breathing slow
Now I never wanted to let u go
I never wanted to let u go

Staring in the darkroom
I've running on and on
Caught me off guard
Feeling like I'm in a dead zone
Back stab me behind my back
Said you won't do it again
And now you came back hoping that I'm still there waiting for you
But I can never be the one you want me
The one that you want me to be

I thought we were meant to be
No matter how hard I try you'll never notice me
Should I just let it be
Or should I let them free
Why can't you just let go
Cold heart and act so crazy
Ruining my head and my mood
The problem is you not me

deadzone w/ sheap

the fearless leader cooked up on stream 
we cooked up in 20 minutes 

@somberpara
@1jayne
@xelsius
@wheeeaty
and izaya tiji or sum idk (xel had a dissociative episode all weekend so hmu if this was you)

typeshi w/ para xel jayne wheaty princ3(prod. Niztopia)

Grinch: 2x Shawty said get out 
But she in my face 
And I don’t understand what she tryna say
Like do you want my love?
Or do you want the bank? 
We could’ve had it all 
Baby it’s a shame yeah 


Niro: i think you never loved me
 alwys in your last thoughts
but now you say im your type
but bitch you can stop
dont wanna listen to smaltalks

im ruuning again yeah
without you, the best decision
you cant conplain
i gave you all, but u play pretend
alwys something new, with brand new bitches
you cant undestand yeah

Shame w/Nirø (prod.jayysoul)

@akayaiog
@v4nity
@neohnq
[akayai]
why do i always feel like a outsider
my life was starting to get brighter
i heard my heart crack i think it shattered
bloods pouring out its all splattered
please don’t scream i’ll be okay
fighting my heart and my mind i got a headache
i struggle to know whats wrong and whats right thats a mistake
plastics getting to real I couldn’t tell that you was fake
[v4nity]
losin my mind and im feelin like im always so alone,
wonder why i never fit in,
aye,
yea i know that im an,
an outsider maybe just a loser,
no one talkin to me everything turn to a snoozer,
beatin like a bruiser i get flashbacks now,
like what did i do,
to feel like such an outsider,
heartbroken i cant feel a thing,
watch it shatter,
tears in my eyes but i still sing,
im still a loner,
hopin i can find someone to care,
ima goner,
i reach out but theres nobody there,
[akayai]
why do i always feel like a outsider
my life was starting to get brighter
i heard my heart crack i think it shattered
bloods pouring out its all splattered
please don’t scream i’ll be okay
fighting my heart and my mind i got a headache
i struggle to know whats wrong and whats right thats a mistake
plastics getting to real I couldn’t tell that you was fake

I'm going to find out if I'm really alive

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