this song never gets old to me idk it’s just so pretty

Thank you for making this it’s beautiful

@six-days-after-christmas

you're still trapped in my mind no wonder u still text me back
tired of all your false excuses i told you to come to me correct
i should hide you in my closet just so nobody could ever find you
its like i try and try to get u out my head but it dont matter how many times i try to

closet

Imt oo high rn
prolly never gonna be
and if u look around
youl see everythuing wrong wit me

aeter - wrong

when its all said and done 
and the memories fade like you do 
all of my tears will be gone 
and ill be moved on 
and ill be moved on 
and ill just leave it up to you i know what id do 
i am seeing it my way 
i pushed you away 
dont need you around me 
anymore
cause ive seen it my way i know i wouldnt change for you
id still take the blame for you 
apologizing for things i didnt do 
i know it was wrong for you to let me do 
but you just let me every time 
thinking it was my fault baby
i know it was my fault baby
thinking it was my fault baby
i know it was my fault 
i shouldve been the one to take the fall 
instead i blamed all on you 
instead i blamed it all on you
i tried, i tried, i tried

my fault blame me

nothing really stays the same its different in a way 
so black our shoes it all will be the same 
and i could want you but i just won’t say it 
im not picking between the two 
cause no one just like you 
you are everything that i fantasize 
youre one of a kind
certainly worth my time 
i will always adore you

i will always adore you

i will always adore you

i will always adore you

oh its been all day 
i been alone 
dancing all alone myself 
i dont wanna hurt myself
i been crying all night 

stop tugging on my heart strings 
what a day she acts like she doesnt know 
by the way you look at me i should know 
shes gotta way shes been a way and shes throwing me off 
i get so tired of this guessing game 
play me like a flute acting like we’re cool i know something that is changed 
ill keep trying even if its worth this 
i been stuck up in this hell for too long take my body i know yk 
you of all people know that its not the same 
you been changing know it hurts i dont wanna go away
why do you make it so easy to leave me you cut me off and you dont even care dont even look back yeah

stayed up late last night and got a text from you talking about you miss what we used to have
holding on to things that you couldnt grasp

stayed up late last night and got a text from you talking about you miss what we used to have
holding on to things that you couldnt grasp

stayed up late last night and got a text from you talking about you miss what we used to have
holding on to things that you couldnt grasp

stop tugging on my heart strings 
what a day she acts like she doesnt know 
by the way you look at me i should know 
shes gotta way shes been a way and shes throwing me off 
i get so tired of this guessing game 
play me like a flute acting like we’re cool i know something that is changed 
ill keep trying even if its worth this 
i been stuck up in this hell for too long take my body i know yk

heartstrings

bet you wish this was longer

mandy files

mandy - homegirl favorite song

front door

@revivle @requiem-for-you

take my time i'll listen again
i know i'll be pissed in the end
wasted my time, i know i'll be fine, 
i know that you're trying, i know that you're

playing my songs, rewrite your wrongs
think of the times that you did me wrong
sit and i cry, i look at the sky,
i recount the times that you lied

(@revivle) sooo 
what was i supposed to do? 
i thought you'd have all the answers
but i guess i was wrong in the end
you're only hurting yourself baby
i don't wanna talk
but even though its wrong
i want you all for myself
but i can't
get over the feelings i felt

rewrite your wrongs

Only When Im Dreaming

A gleam on glass, a promise lightly spoken,
The moments fall, a slow and silent crime.
I sit here on the edge of a day broken,
Lost from the fading traces of his time.
A glassy shrine within my frozen hand,
Where his reflection, mute and still, is held.
A strange and half-believéd, distant land,
That will not open, that remains unspelled.

Is it only waiting? Is it only waiting?
This echo in the chamber of the soul?
To lose and never have had all control?
Is it only waiting? Is it only waiting?
A phantom promise falling into dust,
A wilting leaf betrayed by autumn's rust.

The world spins on, indifferent and fast,
A play of faces I no longer see.
An angel, maybe, from a sky downcast,
Looks on and wonders what has captured me.
The irony in glances passing by,
They cannot see the chasm deep and wide.
They cannot grasp the reasons that I lie
In wait for something that has already died.

Is it only waiting? Is it only waiting?
This echo in the chamber of the soul?
To lose and never have had all control?
Is it only waiting? Is it only waiting?
A phantom promise falling into dust,
A wilting leaf betrayed by autumn's rust.

Perhaps the test was never him to find,
But just to be, the self I left behind.
The silence grows where promises were spoken,
A brand new world inside of me has woken.
The emptiness becomes an endless space,
And on its shore, I see another face.

Is it only waiting? Is it only waiting?
This echo in the chamber of the soul?
To lose and never have had all control?
Is it only waiting? Is it only waiting?
A phantom promise falling into dust,
A wilting leaf betrayed by autumn's rust.
Is it only waiting? Is it only waiting?
The phantom promise has returned to dust,
And on new ground, I find a different trust.

The screen goes dark. No echo. Not a trace.
I breathe me out. I breathe me in. This space.

—
Arrangement and vocals: Volker Redder, Udio, Apple's GarageBand
Loops and samples: Volker Redder, Apple's GarageBand
Editing and sound design: Volker Redder, Ozone 11, Sound Studio, VirtualDJ, GarageBand
Lyrics: Volker Redder, translated with the help of Google Translate
Cover design: Volker Redder, Adobe Photoshop, ChatGPT

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