I (H)ate my ex

@kiheir

loser music

megan

*newer* songs I might use for projects

this dat Real

babyxsosa- hypocrite

Lucki - You Called Me (Prod. 16yrold & Yunglunchbox)

osamason - dont got it prod perc40

you thought

produced by crayon
mixed by crayon
mastering by crayon

no fun
no fucks
you did me bad
i dont wanna know why you came back
can we just forget each other
sorry right to my mother 
i failed my life
failed my life

can we just forget each other 
sorry right to my mother
i failed my life
failed my life

can we just forget each other

prod @wildcardart
lyrics 
i know u know me well enough to say that
keep doing what ur doing you wont make it far 
im in agony still by your side
im in agony be better if i died
please just tell me what you need
cause i am tired of all your fighting and complaining 
i dont see why its so hard to understand what im saying 
your lips are so red i just dont know if its bc im biting because im biting or am i fighting or am fighting you youuuuuuuuu

you wont make it far

sorry this is too much

@six-days-after-christmas
@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

i cant stand my skin 
i fell in love with lynn
i noticed that she was right
noticed that she was right
dont know where begin 
im cursed with your sin oh i am
just about to burn 
just about to burn

stop cursing me

@ankleankle
@six-days-after-christmas
@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

i guess every time you close your eyes
you see me standing right beside you
brush your hair from morning on
wipe your skin til your tears are gone
i guess everyone just fucking hates you
shattered words will end and break you
cry to me while you sing along
look at me while you get it wrong

say what you said i heard you
i known you for a long time so i cant hurt you
and i dont want you feeling like im not okay
i tried to leave but not again
looking at the ceiling of my room
im pondering im missing you
thinking of our conversations
i cant even think of things to do
you wanted me to stay but i dont wanna see it through
rather be by myself but everytime i close my eyes im seeing you

close your eyes w ankle

Uzi Manson [Prod.MaalyRaw]

megan - we should watch sandlot

megan - cant help you my brain still hurts

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

makeup smeared on your face
you cant tell me what you think of me
no its not a mistake
girl you fucked up now youre dead to me
got no empathy
i didnt think you would but thats okay cuz
anything you say
doesnt mean shit

i cant get you out my head
you would rather see me dead

makeup smeared on your face
you cant tell me what you think of me
no its not a mistake
girl you fucked up now youre dead to me
got no empathy
i didnt think you would but thats okay cuz
anything you say
doesnt mean shit

makeup

vampire @kushbabykeys

prod @six-days-after-christmas

told me lies but you hold me to it 
doesnt mean much make it feel like nuisance
i dont even understand kinda felt nervous just to hold your hand 
and now that im yours i dont need to be scared anymore 

want me now that its all said and done
just play your game im not playing by your rules anymore 
call me insane but yk youre the only one

told me lies but you hold me to it 
doesnt mean much make it feel like nuisance
i dont even understand kinda felt nervous just to hold your hand 
and now that im yours i dont need to be scared anymore 
i dont need to be scared anymore

not scared anymore @six-days-after-christmas

and im not holding on
but god knows ill try
and shes not letting you in so i
ill keep on fighting to make amends for my mistakes
and i dont want you away from me
call me crazy 
think im out of line fighting for a cause that doesnt matter 
but you make me feel better 
right as felt love 
i hate the way i speak and i hate the way you talk to me you make me feel like im below you but im not 
just need some guidance i dont know where im going but god will take me he will save me

le dieu

Entry Logs (1-6)

Entry Four

https://open.spotify.com/album/4Yt5adTe9IjYJFrsZccIf3?si=tt6j9LSyTe2XS1VEnFvkxw

Lyrics:
hold on just a minute im not finished im not done 
ooh i just started i can feel you rushing i can feel the urge to leave 
dont leave me 
alright dance until your moods right 
if you wanna find time you’ll be pleased 
i dont wanna sound insane but youre all in my brain 
suck all of my energy i know you dont mean to 
dont mean to dont be rude i dont like your attitude 
whats up is something new 
feels like your out of tune maybe if you are
just let me fix it i wanna be your interest
interest 
wont you fixate on me while you lay in my head my bed
whats with the rush
why you wanna leave so bad so bad
its not like you ever had me

alright dance until your moods right 
if you wanna find time you’ll be pleased 
i dont wanna sound insane but youre all in my brain 
suck all of my energy i know you dont mean to 
dont mean to dont be rude i dont like your attitude 
whats up is something new 
feels like your out of tune maybe if you are
just let me fix it i wanna be your interest
interest 
wont you fixate on me while you lay in my head my bed
whats with the rush
why you wanna leave so bad so bad
its not like you ever had me

interest

the clover song

i dont find a need to fight.

im the fucking loser this time.

sorry i killed her. (feat. kaysnoto)

hold my hand 
and let the words just slip right from your tongue 
love when we’re younger 
hope it lasts forever 
grow old and we can die together 
i just miss my lover i dont know how else to say it 
diamond in the rough girl youre so perfect yes i mean it 
hold my hand hold on tight 
i promise i wont let you go tonight

plot @kiheir

megan @kiheir