**Description for "Shattered Identity – The Rant":**  
"Shattered Identity – The Rant" is a raw, unapologetic dive into my personal struggles, pulled straight from the pages of my diary. It’s an aggressive, emotional anthem about being misunderstood, judged, and tested by those who think they know me. This song is for anyone who’s ever felt misjudged, silenced, or had their feelings ignored. It’s an explosion of anger, frustration, and ultimately, self-liberation. I confront my demons, call out the fakes, and find my strength in the end. We may be shattered, but we’re still standing—together, we’re finally free.

Shattered Identity “The Rant”

This fierce and unapologetic track channels raw emotion, resilience, and liberation from betrayal. The songwriter lays bare the pain of deceit and manipulation, confronting those who have wronged her with unflinching honesty. At its core, the song is about breaking free from toxic relationships and reclaiming one’s strength in the aftermath of betrayal. It’s both a cathartic release and a declaration of empowerment.

The central theme is centered on betrayal, exposing the emotional toll of fake friendships, false love, and misplaced trust. Lines like “I gave you love, gave you trust, gave you all of me, but you stabbed my back, yeah, repeatedly” encapsulate the heartbreak of giving your all to people who ultimately exploit your kindness. The song doesn’t dwell in victimhood but instead shifts toward defiance and strength, with the narrator choosing to rise above the lies and deceit.

The choruses are bold and confrontational, rejecting the false narratives created by the betrayers. Phrases like “Fuck your fake smiles, fuck your fake love” and “You built your world on lies and hate, now you crumble under your own weight” make it clear that the narrator has severed ties and refuses to carry the burden of others’ toxicity any longer.

The Japanese verses add a powerful layer of depth, reflecting the universality of the pain and strength that comes with betrayal. These sections delve into themes of inner strength and resilience, as seen in lines like “裏切りの傷は深いけど、もう泣かない” (The wounds of betrayal are deep, but I won’t cry anymore) and “弱さを捨て、強く立ち上がる時だ” (It’s time to discard weakness and rise strong). The bilingual delivery enhances the song’s emotional impact, symbolizing the global relatability of overcoming betrayal.

The bridge marks a turning point, where the narrator fully embraces their independence and recognizes the betrayal as a blessing in disguise. Lines like “Your absence is a blessing after all” highlight the realization that cutting ties with toxic people is a form of self-care and growth. The bitterness gives way to triumph, as the narrator claims her throne and stands tall despite the challenges.

The outro offers a final statement of forgiveness and closure. While the narrator is willing to forgive, she refuses to forget the lessons learned, ensuring she won’t fall victim to the same deceit again. The biting humor in the line “So take your problems, suck each other’s dicks” underscores the narrator’s refusal to entertain the drama anymore, closing the song with defiance and confidence.

This track is a powerful anthem for anyone who has faced betrayal and come out stronger. It’s raw, unfiltered, and unapologetically honest, showcasing the songwriter’s emotional journey from pain to empowerment. The combination of hard-hitting English and evocative Japanese lyrics makes it both personal and universally relatable, cementing it as a bold statement of resilience.

Selfish Greed

Skull’s a padded cell, lined with panic
Each thought ricochets off the bone
Brain's swollen with static
But I’m trapped here, alone

The pressure builds behind my temples
Jaw tight, eyes twitch, neck sore
Every whisper turns violent
Then loops back louder than before

I blink but the images stay
Thoughts like fists that won’t decay
This isn’t noise, it’s a drill
Boring into me against my will

My thoughts have me in a chokehold I can’t tap out of
Tension winding tight from the inside up
Skull cracking from the fight I breathe
Trying to scream through locked teeth

Can’t think, can’t sleep, can’t make it stop
Headlocked in a pressure I can’t drop

Sinuses swell with rage
Forehead pulsing red
Every idea’s a jackhammer
Breaking peace inside my head

The crown of me’s gone sour
My cortex coils like wire
My brainstem’s burning hours
Fueling thoughts I can't retire

I chew on silence, grind it down
But even quiet starts to pound
Every nerve’s a fuse that’s lit
Inside this cranium I can’t quit

My thoughts have me in a chokehold I can’t tap out of
Each throb a verdict I’m unworthy of
Tension locked in my frontal lobe
Clenched so hard, I implode

Can’t breathe, can’t blink, can’t make it stop
Headlocked in a brain that forgot how to drop

There’s a war behind my forehead
A riot under skin
No one sees the bruising
But I’m breaking deep within

My temples count the seconds
In pulses loud and grim
If thoughts could leave bruises
My skull would cave in

My thoughts have me in a chokehold I can’t tap out of
Clawing through my brain like it's not enough
Nerves snapping like rubber bands
Cranium cracked by my own hands

Can’t breathe, can’t blink, can’t make it stop
Headlocked, and it’s all I’ve got

My mind is the cage
My skull is the lock
I built this pressure
Now I can’t make it stop

Headlocked

Starlight Remembered is a cinematic orchestral journey through memory, space, and solitude. 

It begins with soft, ethereal pads and distant drones, gradually layered with ambient synth textures, warm orchestral strings, and gentle brass swells.

The harmonic progression shifts naturally, creating a sense of emotional gravity without relying on rhythm — allowing the music to breathe and evolve. It builds to a wide, expressive climax before fading gently back into space, unresolved yet complete.

Produced with a cinematic mix: wide stereo image, lush midrange tones, and immersive sonic depth.

Starlight Remembered

Expressing Myself through, Lyrics and Music is my way of cooping in this world <3

Selfish Greed

TDC

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