since i can remember shit iv always felt so isolated
are you feeling lonely kiki? fuck me that's an understatement
friends i have i cherish well the ones that aren't yet dead and buried
keep meaning to tell them all that i'm not feeling myself lately

tell me that
you hate me
like everyone
its boring

chew me up
its okay
it'll happen to 
me anyway

tell me lies
its perfect
the truth will only
upset me

spit me out
i love that
good times for me
just never last

everyone i meet i seem to struggle holding conversation
get the sinking feeling they're just being nice for presentation
took me 13 months to write this album got no motivation
i don't want no fame or glory i just crave appreciation

you can tell me the truth
you know that i'm self aware
i'm just tryna improve
but some days i just don't care

you can tell me grow up
and that i'm too immature
but i just need some help
cuz i'm so insecure

spit me out (prod splashgvng)

amateur emo/sadboy artist
YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC9X0utt3UsmyzcadfrHUFdg

East London, originally from Brighton

live for them late night chilled out emotional vibes and pop punk summer days

just a sad kid with nothin to lose tryna put those emotions in to music so people got something to remember me by at the end, this is the personal diary of kiki, the freak

I don't have any proper experience in creating music, everything I have done is just doing my best and hoping I can learn, dont take my music too serious i'm kinda just havin fun with it all... still learning to actually sign and mix music so ya i know my mixing and vocals aren't the best, but as Jake the dog says the first step to being good at something is sucking at it - spittin facts

also open to collabs

spit me out (prod splashgvng)

kikithefreak