theres 2 much for me 2 say😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

wonder when the day comes
produced by @jolst
mixed by nine to 5

lyrics:
I cant seem to get this right now
But I can say that I’ll try now

I be up inside my head I'm feeling crazy
Look up at the night sky got me feeling dazy
Count up all the stars up above I'm getting spacey
Wonder when the day comes that you gon’ replace me

Wonder when the day comes
I can’t do this on my own now
I can’t do this on my own how, oh

Been this way too long
Think I'm losing all my hope now
Can’t climb out this hole
I'm ignoring all the ropes now

Don’t wanna be be saved i wanna climb the mountain
I don’t need no help
There's no one I can count on
Don’t wanna stay back
No I've been waiting too long
I'm not right but i know I'm not wrong

I'm making new chapters every page now
I'm just tryna live for day to day now
I don’t want nobody telling me how
But the voices in my head are speaking real loud

I be up inside my head I'm feeling crazy
Look up at the night sky got me feeling dazy
Count up all the stars up above I'm getting spacey
Wonder when the day comes that you gon’ replace me

Wonder when the day comes
I can’t do this on my own now
I can’t do this on my own how, oh

Been this way too long
Think I'm losing all my hope now
Can’t climb out this hole
I'm ignoring all the ropes now

I can’t seem to get this right now
But I can tell you that I’ll try now

I can’t seem to get this right now
But I can tell you that I’ll try now

wonder when the day comes (prod. jolst)

ego not my downfall (splashgvng)

Feeling like a problem when I wake up
I don’t speak for days and then I say sum
Wonder why its hateful
Hate the way that its painful
Hate the way that you notice and your telling me that youd stay up
And I hate the way that I want that
Cause its right here
Ive been off the table for like 5 years
Emotionally unstable but I don’t fuck with the labels
I was only a kid who wanted to walk and now im not able

Cause I see his face in me, 17, white walls and a shit dream
Big house, nice car I don’t know what it all means
These days I just want to slow down
We’d pick a day that its nice out
And we’d smoke a few til it gets dark
And id fall asleep in your backyard

And if I don’t wake up 
If I don’t see your face
And I don’t get back home
Remember me this way
And if I disappear 
Cause I cant take the pace
If I don’t get back home
Its better off this way

And I can feel it closer when you leave
And I don’t notice everything they see
And I could feel it changing when you’d say
That you don’t see the difference either way

Feeling more like a problem, late night I walk in
At the lake and im off one
At the edge and im stalling

Inevitable like you said that it was
Im fucking it up like you said that I would
But I never said that I meant to be good but 
I mean to pretend like you know that I should

Like what does that even mean?
Late night out I see my reflection it used to scare the fuck out of me
I just keep it close to my sheets
I don’t know like no its not real
So unclean and I don’t believe
So don’t fucking tell me what I should feel when it goes that way

When it falls in place when it all comes out
When I see your face
Im just sending this text so we touch base
Late night im pressed into deep space
Press play I hear what I cant say
Say things I mean but I feel late 
Late night I’m fucked and my feet ache
Late night im fucked and I cant stay

All day like I don’t even know what im supposed to feel
Supposed to say suppose you kinda made it real
Alone but im as close as I have ever been
Its funny til its not and I was never here

Orient

prod. flesh

i know that i've been giving in
at least i'm trying to live with it inside of my head
are you even listening?
i'm sick of all this dissonance inside of my head

should i be grateful for all the things that you did for me?
or should i be hateful for all the things that you did to me?
i haven't been able to trust a word that you've given me
and i just wish you'd let me forget
no i dont wanna end up like this all the time
no end in sight 
try all you like
i won't be letting it get to me
and i know it's been on your mind
it's been on mine
try all you like
i won't be letting it get to me

and i'd be lying if i said it didnt hurt
it hurts
your words
they tear through my heart
and i'd be lying if i said it ever worked
it burned
we learned  
why cant we move on?

it's okay

@strivemusicau
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(TNS)
It’s hard to find a thousand ways to wake up 
When everything inside my head is a bad thought

Anxiety just fills my head
A thousand ways to just forget 

Ain’t nothing is worth it when your in my bed 
Your stuck in the sky while your in my head 

And I’m still scared when I wake up 
A thousand ways for us to make up 

(strivesad)
I miss the stars and symphonies
My racing heart and pretty things
fell apart into my memories
So can we

taste it all it’s bittersweet
It’s me and her the remedy
it’s me and her that perfectly fit with the way that we’re living

The weak sleeps as she weeps through the wasted mental
state of mind while I’m wasting time it’s either now or the afterlife
and there’s a thousand ways of saying that I really tried 
I keep to myself almost every night 

I thought that you would notice
from the fake smiles on my photos
lack of seretonin I hope it comes back so I can focus on
the things I knew that got away
The pain my mind is suffering
I wish to see more better days
and focus on recovering

I’m holding onto to hope and
All the things that help me cope with
all the stress will keep me smoking
bacco cause the stress has got me going
flowing back into my old habits
I hate the fact I’m slowly sink into my old mattress

(TNS)
It’s hard to find a thousand ways to wake up 
When everything inside my head is a bad thought

Anxiety just fills my head
A thousand ways to just forget 

Ain’t nothing is worth it when your in my bed 
Your stuck in the sky while your in my head 

And I’m still scared when I wake up 
A thousand ways for us to make up

Thousand Ways w/ strivesad. [+ flesh x pekarot]

lyrics:

as the wind blows (i don't mind)
as the sea tides change
and i recall the person i was
someone to you
could i be someone again?
as the wind blows (i don't mind)
as the clouds arrive
and i recall the way you loved me
the way i loved you
could we be in love again?

every year that passes i feel
a different weight that's worse than i've felt
i thought that once i had nerves of steel
when really underneath i'm made of glass
and you can see it's broken
shattered fragments
know i'm not a poet 
i'm a person that feels something inside
then nothing inside

(chorus)

as the wind blows

evenbetterhelp.org

evenbetterhelp.org (coming soon to the world wide web)

lyrics//

ill try my best to be the one
but everytime i just give up
got a finger on the trigger
you’ve been pointing the gun
i just think it’s bout time we quit on this love

cuz i try too hard to make you notice me
it’s not there
can’t force the chemistry 

burn me down 
till i’m just a memory
leave this town
bet nobody remembers me now

but i’m A okay
been on my own since 7th grade
for like 7 days
i been in my mind
and the pain retreats
till it reach my spine

does she love me does she love me not
dropping pedals in apartment parking lots and i 
spilled his blood in a dark garage
and i couodnt stop
cuz my hands wouodnt let me

but i hope she’s forgive me 
i don’t wanna talk bout the blood on my backseat
why they running at the mouth
it can never bring me down
they don’t know a thing abt me

mama i’m sorry for how iv been living
the pain in my brain makes
me feel like a villian, i know
i know that i’m cold
iv seen all ur seasons 
i been down this road before

still walking alone
eyes in my skull
full of plaster and bones
making a path 
it’ll lead me back home
i can’t see ur texts cuz the cracks on my phone
if i don’t reply will you leave me alone

19 years bout time that you grow up
waited all night just for anyone to show up
girl you never even showed up

does she love me does she love me not
dropping pedals in apartment parking lots and i 
spilled his blood in a dark garage
and i couodnt stop
cuz my hands wouodnt let me

but i hope she’s forgive me 
i don’t wanna cuz the blood on my backseat
get those words out your mouth
bringing me Down,
think i’ll head south

does she love me does she love me not?
dropping petals in apartment parking lots and i 
spilled his blood in a dark garage and i couodnt stop cuz my hands wouodnt let me
you’re just mad cuz iv played the part
way from the start
and you’re always decepting

i just try too hard to make you notice me
it’s not there
can’t force the chemistry 
burn me down till i’m just a memory leave this town bet nobody remembers me now

dropping petals in apartment parking lots

(prod. michael harrison)

am i the only whos touching you
am i the only whos fucking you
hard to believe the truth from the lies
when all i wanna do is love you

did you fabricate the truth to save me
lying to my face coz this aint what i need 
told me to be okay
im just delusional i know bae

im trying to be okay
and ive been fighting for so long
for so long
for so long
for so long

standing there im vacant
an empty shell a hollow soul
hate myself its dangerous
coz i can end it all i know
and i think is better than me
give u everything u seeking
do you think bout me
when your down on your knees
i know your not praying
giving what you gave to me
i hate to say it 

all these thoughts in my head
who am i to blame
i keep playing these games
over and over again

and can you see me love
coz i want us
overthink is tough
oh i cant stop

for so long
for so long
for so long
for so long x2

compromised (michael harrison)

prod. taylor morgan x 4evr
@rejectcore

theres too much for me to say and i dont know
where my dome goes when im thinking solo
let it hit the road, its time to let it go bro.
i swear to god you're enough for me
everyday i was breaking at the seams,
you were right there, to tether back me
every little moment we had never felt bleak.

reject:
it’s too much for me to stay
But I won’t go
No I won’t go 
You don’t got a bag just leave me alone bro
..
Pussy talkin on the net 
Brodie you ain’t pay yo dues
Bitch I been up in dat hood 
They ain’t know your name like who is you?
Boy i jump up out da house 
You just jump from couch to couch 
Boy this fit that I been wearing 
Came from more then flippin ounces 
Fiji I been drippin 
Like the water from da mountains
It’s too much for me to stay 
(Stay)
(stayyyy)
But I won’t go 
No I won’t go 
I see 
The look in your eyes
Don’t know how this happens 
All of the time 
Can’t breathe
I think I’m dying 
Cut both my wings 
So I can’t even fly

bleak w/ popularreject

Produced by ATP

Now I’m too drunk to know 
Now it’s too late to go 
But I hope that the roads 
Will live from the snow 
And now you’re too gone from me 
Is it too hard to see?

For too long, too much on top of my plate 
Lost in the ways we’re carving our names 
I can’t replace the way that I think you know oh 
And now I’m too gone, too lost to ever wanna change 
I think it’s time to find my own way 
I’m not the same guy who used to walk you home oh 

My hand, your ass
All I could  ever ask 
Is for you back 
On my bed like back then 

I don’t want them Xanax anymore 
Sick of just waking on the floor 
Girl you’re everything that I adore 
I’m sorry that I’m geeked up like a dork 
Do you even miss me anymore?
I’m sorry if you hate me like before 
When we kiss it makes me miss you more 
All these feelings that I can’t ignore

bleak w/ popularreject

kill breanna

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