i need sum help (VIDEO IN DESC)

you don't have the heart to love someone like me.

have heart

produced by acey

lyrics:
see the flowers
 theyre dying 
i’m all alone 
i’m trying you’re not with me  
i wish you were with me  
no one’s gonna love you 
not the way that i do 
is she all you wanted? 
i do 
i do
the way i do 
see the flowers they bloom 
when i’m without u 
the sunsets behind the moon 
drying my eyes 
oh the flowers bloom 
does she love you too?

bloom

sample by @shaedelea
https://soundcloud.com/shaedelea/leaves-of-our-time

think about it always
couldn't get me through the next day
trash bags full of paper plates
only see me on some holidays
now i'm here but it feels fake
don't want it now i guess i lost the taste
i cant feel resentment for the things that you still don't say
always tell myself that you can't grieve if you don't know me
feels like showin love is so phony
i dont have a friend, a single soul with me
see em always whine bout feelin lonely
ur friends are blowing up ur fuckin phone but you just don't read
u just want some woe is me
how do i invest into my life if i wanna cut it short
couldn't hold that over your head but it's still getting worse
whats to even say on that day, i
don't think that you'd fess that i'm a stranger
i just say it's complicated hiding under layers
thought i got it figured out cause it made sense to me on paper
im a soothsayer, light another taper
still forewarned bout my bones in a crater
ive been here this whole time
don't care to make em notice nah i dont try
i just do this shit n i dont know why
keep myself as visible here as i am in real life
i hold on to shame i keep it close and i don't know why

stranger

w1th0ut 4 tr4c3
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@jolst & @punkworldthreat
art: @ejcarrmusic
ep soon...
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lyrics:

aint shit hard for me at all
i be down so much i forget i know how to ball
i can’t get enough when im wit u i want it all
i been up i cannot fall
hit the pen then dip im writin fables on the wall
hear my story loud im quiet im not standing tall
i cant rly stand up for myself much anyway
feel the consequences while im withering away

back n im takin the backseat
baby i need to relax we
takin it quicker than maxi
yeah, uh
thick skull like a pachy (dinosaur reference)
order up for the pack meet
re up at the acme
i been on go so long i forget how to sit down
i smoke double duffel bag i cannot sit down
i know shit always come up so i dont go out
this the hardest part of livin on my own now
no one ever ask me why im on my own now
shit like this why im always in a break down
this november so much colder than the last one
maybe thats a sign i gotta move it past ya

aint shit hard for me at all
i be down so much i forget i know how to ball
i can’t get enough when im wit u i want it all
i been up i cannot fall
hit the pen then dip im writin fables on the wall
hear my story loud im quiet im not standing tall
i cant rly stand up for myself much anyway
feel the consequences while im withering away

its silence that haunts me
i cant focus im watching
where u go when im talking
u once told me u want me
whats the point in such conflict
life is futile and short lived
i cant spend it in jersey
losing friends before thirty, fuck

i been wasting so much time
next thing i know 20s gonna pass me right on by
gotta get it goin fore im running out of time
always running out of time

without a trace

fable [jolst x punk]

spotify & apple

shoutout my homie for bein on this! @notaheroo

lyrics:

i’ve been drowning my sorrows in the bottom of bottles
she said i should relax and not to go full throttle 
baby just calm down and i’ll be gone by tomorrow
you say your heart has been hollowed

but have you looked at me lately?
i’m the one who needs a saving grace
her eyes they pierce so painfully
i see your face and i’m back in that place

they’ve left me with nowhere to go
i’ve been broken down and on my own
my shoulders are crushed from the weight of it all

and you’ve been laughing at me waiting for me to fall
and i lack the motivation to force myself to crawl
you held back information knowing that it’s your fault
clarification is shown behind the walls
a now known revelation planned to kill my soul

it’s hard not to fold 
underneath the mold
of what i was always told and what i’m feeling
the seasons are changing again

oh, changing again
oh, can you tell me where the times been?

(notahero)

can u hear me coming baby?
open up the front door
i know time is infinite
but i don’t think i got much more
my bones and back grow sore
u tell me i should fight
pain gets defied when i look up in ur eyes
sorrow gets diffused into energy all u gotta do is fight
it’s hard enough waking up
be my saving grace tonight
anxiety riddles me when i feel my lungs fucking up
the pressure belittle me when i don’t think that i’m blowing up
but riddle me this baby
how come i ain’t never show no signs of giving up?

full throttle w/ notahero (R3DQX x Luffy)

old asf thing from the vault w/ @torvamia <3 

luv yall thank you so fkn much for the support lately. shit gives my life meaning

dnt wake up ft. torvamia (methboiswag)

[if injured, please use the first aid kit underneath the pilot seat.]

and i 
don’t think that i’m getting up this time 
the only thing i saw was a dark blue light 
i think i saw a face but i fucked up
hands are both numb 
and i keep throwing up blood

bite 
i scream as i feel what feels like sharp knives
piercing my lungs, i can’t close my eyes
this place is the home of something fucked up 
they’ll never find me, i’ve no grave to be dug up 

cus at the end of the day
we just die at the end 
some of us get lost 
and are never seen again


i hope my sister doesn’t cry because my soul is finally free 
i hope my mother doesn’t weep too loud
i hope that she finds peace
i promise that if i could go back
would’ve never signed the lease
to go down to this place i rest my head
and here i rest in peace 
i think i hear something behind me 
and i think it’s stalking me 
when i just blinked i think i saw it move 
i try but i can’t scream
i caught a glimpse of its face staring at me
sat by moss and weeds 
i felt my soul just leave my body
when i realised that its me

i swear it looked just like me but when i was a kid 
what the fuck is this place god i wanna live
if that thing comes near me i am gone i fear
i think it’s smiling at me grinning ear to ear 

stay awake
stay alive
i got sand in my eyes
stay in this cave another night 
stay awake 
think of home
my house my dog is all alone
i hope he knows that it’s not me

and i 
don’t think that i’m getting up this time 
the only thing i saw was a dark blue light 
i think i saw a face but i fucked up
hands are both numb 
and i keep throwing up blood

bite 
i scream as i feel what feels like sharp knives
piercing my lungs, i can’t close my eyes
this place is the home of something fucked up 
they’ll never find me, i’ve no grave to be dug up 

[system failure. no lifeform detected on board.]

the place i rest my head (jolst + sor)

produced by tiedforsilver x st4rscream
mastered by AVXiD
cover art by XELFIY

lyrics

"why u never talk" 
bb ion want to
it's jus how I am
promise it's not on u
drawing shapes on my ceiling
in my bedroom
took me 90 days 
to stop thinking bout u
suffocate me slow
kill me In the backroom
where'd the feeling go
don't think I can see thru
why am I waking up
I don't think I have to
why am I broken up
all over u

who r u
where am I
who r u
what I try

ion even wanna be here
I'm here for u
i wuldve skipped the party
if u ain't show thru
I can't see clear
I been going thru too much
I can't bleed here
ive been used as a crutch
for too long
I thought u were the one
but ur not
I just wanted love
but which one
wuld care enough
to come along
when Ive been stuck

"why u never talk" 
bb ion want to
it's jus how I am
promise it's not on u
drawing shapes on my ceiling
in my bedroom
took me 90 days 
to stop thinking bout u
suffocate me slow
kill me In the backroom
where'd the feeling go
don't think I can see thru
why am I waking up
I don't think I have to
why am I broken up
all over u

see_thru (tiedforsilver x st4rscream)

resize frame - track 1

crowd vox ft. birdbay, sagebrsh, flesh golem, evan carr, matt kelly, & homesick

lyrics:
if what i said was a lie
could it amount to a half of it all?
it was never your mind
that was at fault for all the cracks in the wall
and as its starting to dry
the paint is peeling and i’m sick of it all
i’ll never get that goodbye
don’t color me blind
i struggle finding reasons why i’m taking the fall

i never lost my composure
feel like i’m the only one thats getting older
well if the silence passed,
then i may get mine back
run my mouth like a motor
never filter, only book it in a folder
if you could have my back
i prolly wouldn’t run so fast

four years gone, what can i say?
my life’s all broken and frayed
to find love i had to put on a face
now i regret it as im walking in place
eyes up, are you lacking in shame?
i knew once that i was finding my space
two ones like the eyes of a snake
i knew once that you loved me the same

if what i said was a lie
could it amount to a half of it all?
it was never your mind
that was at fault for all the cracks in the wall
and as its starting to dry
the paint is peeling and i’m sick of it all
i’ll never get that goodbye
don’t color me blind
i struggle finding reasons why i’m taking the fall

break it all down
i wanna know what you stand for

all the pain grows between the lines

i had to find out
why you lead with that candor

sever those binds to hang me dry

<resize frame>

crack in the wall [flesh]

spotify & apple !

prod. luvmaksi

i gotta live so you have to, to!
i know you dont see it, but girl youve been changing,
<3mind wrapped for you<3
and only YOU!!
ouu..~
only YOU!!
make me feel like i do!!
lets see this thru!!

ill let you build it like you want it, i dont care about any caution
stuck inside your head, sick of looking for an option
and all your friends are monsters, they've been tryna catch some traction
im sorry things are complicated, we just needa conversate it
i know that life is overrated and we dont needa do nothin
we dont need no shit 
we dont need nothing
thing
thing  
my effort, and my labors for you..

youre scared of walking,
and youre scared of budging,
and youre scared of,
youre scared to,
be a fucking burrrden
and thats alright, i pinky promise
all these words feel like some vomit
uhh...  
i love you till i die, i promise
and even after then, i dont know how i could not;
be proud of you, cause i am, and everyone in your life is too;
<3you girrrl<3
<3youre the worrrld<3
(WHEN YOURE IN THE EYE OF THE STORM, YOU LEARN WHY YOU WERE BORN)

ill let you build it like you want it, i dont care about any caution
stuck inside your head, sick of looking for an option
and all your friends are monsters, they've been tryna catch some traction
im sorry things are complicated, we just needa conversate it

girrrl

kill breanna

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