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worlds apart

New song from my Ep "Hold my hand in the cemetery"
Featuring evan carr

(Lyrics)
You give me give me butteries 
Used to be the kind that made me fly 
But now they’re just eating me alive
Got this aching feeling in stomach
And I know I can’t run from it
Feel like I’m about to vomit 
You fucked me up when I went all in

Everything’s reversed and it’s fucked up 
Used to feel it all but now there’s no love 
Like where’d the time go
Where’d the love go oh woah oh
Got your name tatted right there on my neck 
Right next to butterfly near my head 
I felt butterflies but now it’s all regret
Used to feel that way but now it’s all regret 

You give me give me butteries 
Used to be the kind that made me fly 
But now they’re just eating me alive
Got this aching feeling in stomach
And I know I can’t run from it
Feel like I’m about to vomit 
You fucked me up when I went all in

(evan carr)
i remember when the walls werent caving in
i could listen to the rhythm 
but now my wings are clipped 
i think of all the moments 
had me levitating, focus 
never hesitating, to see the view 
id always fly with you 
and i feel it in my stomach 
i miss the times that i cannot forget
we burned it down and im feeling regret 
these butterflies are starting again

You give me give me butteries 
Used to be the kind that made me fly 
But now they’re just eating me alive
Got this aching feeling in stomach
And I know I can’t run from it
Feel like I’m about to vomit 
You fucked me up when I went all in
You fucked me up
You fucked me up

prod iof
mix Yago & Evan Carr
Master by Kanashi
https://soundcloud.com/kanashisadface

Stream on Spotify!

Butterflies (feat. evan carr)

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(partially written on xmas :0)

~lyrics~

n lately everytime i wake up i been in a bad mood 
all my friends say i got a bad attitude, ur right 
u think its bad on the out, wait until u see the inside

n someone fucked me up before, but u could do it again 
i love this pain in my heart yea i hope it never ends 
honestly i’d sell my soul if it’d help my friends 
you can try to break me down but i won’t do more than bend 

lately i been feelin like kanashi "i hate myself" 
baby "i need you", i jus cant save myself 
i’m "demotivated", fuck i just can’t take it
please just "get the fuck away from me", i’m so "faded" 
"love is stupid", i wanna "disappear from existence" 
"undo the memories" and forget that u kissed him
it’s like a prison, n i’m waiting to get out 
i’m so "frustrated" in this empty bed now 

its not enough for me, ur love is a lie.. u dont rlly fw me 
if ur rlly mine, why u act ike u dont trust in me? 
that look up in ur eye its like a dagger fuckin cuttin me 

it’s fuckin midnight 
i’m drunk as shit on christmas 
feelin like a dipshit 
ur  the only thing on my wish list 
well not you.. i guess, a version of you with a heart in ur chest

how many nights, will i spend alone?
waitin for a single fuckin text on my phone 
while this misery sinks in my bones 
wondering if you’ll deal with the demons i’ve shown

"look at me, right in my eyes 
tell me is it rlly me that u despise 
or is it u, 
n all the things that u do? 
dont u try to fuckin lie cuz u know i see straight thru"
is what i wish i said, instead  of a breakdown
ig that u finally found out how much i can take now 
i hope ur proud of urself, cuz u did sumn no one else could 
made me doubt myself in a position no one else would

bad mood, bad attitude (p. drmabeats, zodiac & chrismarek)

prod. branwen x fxckyeahako

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mastered by ghosty wosty <3

https://www.instagram.com/ghostbxyy/

lyrics

no hero
so zero
i know
actions speak louder than words
get down or we'll all get hurt
n maybe i'm not worthy of love
or maybe i'm just worse than her drugs
tying ropes around my neck
breaking chandeliers and writing rondelets
smashing porcelain and fucking up my wrists
take a .45 n aim it at my head

no hero
so zero
i know
i know u struggle w emotions
every day is a struggle to move forward
nothing left to do but stare at your iphone
nothing ever lasts, that's smth u n i know

hopeless thoughts all go around my head
n i've been struggling
to vocalize around my friends
one look in her eyes, i'm dead
i see the severance
i really thought it would never end
maybe everything u say is in my imagination
its so hard to keep up with my dedications
i just keep fucking up my health but
it makes me feel a bit better bout my self some

i'm moving forward w my eyes closed
yeah that's smth u n i know
our distractions r so typical
but it's what's keeping this from being difficult

tying ropes around my neck
breaking chandeliers and writing rondelets
smashing porcelain and fucking up my wrists
take a .45 n aim it at my head
i got chandeliers and porcelain falling from the sky
i got bashed in wrists and bloody fists n i shouldn't tell u why

chandeliersandporcelain

I hope you like it and
<3 Thank you for listening <3

prod: Splashgvng
https://www.youtube.com/@splashgvng

[lyrics]:
oh tell me why you wanna cry
flowers in your hair, i swear
you look beautiful with them
oh tell me why do you think it's end

oh tell my why
oh tell my why
you think i'm fine
you think i'm fine
but when i can't watch the sun go down
with you
i miss this view
nostalgic memories,
i'd like to pour them out
you know that i was thinkin about ...
fall in love again

we're lying on the ground
we look at the sky, always fine
and guess the shapes of the clouds
i don't know where you're now
i miss ur perfume on my hoodie
ur father was always so nice to me
(we wanted to build a house on our tree)
is it all history?

oh tell my why
oh tell my why
you think i'm fine
you think i'm fine
but when i can't watch the sun go down
with you
i miss this view
nostalgic memories,
i'd like to pour them out
you know that i was thinkin about ...
fall in love again

tell me why.(prod. Splashgvng)

Final Track on my album 'for better or worse' 

produced by @livingpuffy and elvien

Lyrics:
i’ve meant to say this for a good while 
but i think i’m glad i tried 
said i would focus on the progress 
but i’m afraid i lied 
am i running to the future 
to escape what i left in the past 
yet still i’m anxious 
cuz i’m afraid new good wont last 

looks like i’m doing it again 
flip the same old story 
rewrite and change the narritive 
claim it all felt boring 
so if things get worse 
can i work it out 
or am i just fucked 
for if this comes crashing down 

i remember when it was me 
taking shots in the dark 
just to feel something 
now it’s the other side 
should i apologize 
and lay it rest go and hope for the best 
but i’m terrified everytime i take that call 

down away the rabbit hole 
i faked the things that I never knew 
while this keeps burning 
heads not turning 
no concern yet im still wondering 

do i know anything 
do i know anything 

looks like i’m doing it again 
flip the same old story 
rewrite and change the narritive 
claim it all felt boring 
(do i know anything)
so if things get worse 
can i work it out 
or am i just fucked 
for if this comes crashing down 
(i guess that we’ll find out)

if things get worse [prod. LIVING PUFF & elvien]

Stream on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/77dGSrpvXOW2Rxd6LnMuDs?si=6421724a8a364c52
track 2 "lonely nights" ep (mix, master, art by me)
lyrics:
yeah im kind of a fuckin loner
theres not many days where i am sober...
pop another one so i dont feel shit
occupy my brain wit music so i dont think about
the repercussion of it 
yeah i am the type to fuck up my life
just for the thrill of it
so u better think twice
before u try to make nice with me...

maybe u could explain to me
 in a way ill understand?
cuz lately it just feels like
everything is out of my hands..
ppl just wanna stick around
until its no longer convenient for them 
are u plannin on letting me down, down, down? 
i bet you think youd be better off without me around
thats okay ill leave without makin' a sound
cuz im oh so used to this now (used to it)
cuz so many ppl let me down, down, down
(so many ppl let me down)

and i dont rlly care cuz no ones ever there
i find comfort when i exhale all this air
being lonely is better than hurting 
and the fact that i got used to this
is kinda concerning...
oooo what should i dooo? 
with all that love thats inside? 

yeah im kind of a fuckin loner....
theres not many days where i am sober...
pop another one so i dont feel shit
occupy my brain wit music so i dont think about
the repercussion of it 
yeah i am the type to fuck up my life
just for the thrill of it
so u better think twice
before u try to make nice with me...

leaveb4Udo [+tykun]

Lyrics:

Giving me chills
Its giving me chills
Down my spine
It's not right
I know what you
think i did wrong
Enlighten me so i can fix
The overwhelming feeling of
The crucifix 

This feeling is crushing me like a ton of bricks
I don't think i deserve this, peers are lunatics
I wanna roam free not be stuck in your cage
I feel enraged

I'll find a way out of this dark omen
I need to do it quickly, i feel broken
Sticks and stones won't break my bones
but i don't like the crucifix and everyone knows
I'm not a monster im just a little crazy
My minds been doing cartwheels and spins lately
Sticks and stones won't break my bones
but i don't like the crucifix and everyone knows

Make it go away
I don't like this game
Fear through my veins
I don't wanna stay

(hey, hey, hey)
I can hear your voice
(go away, way, way)
I guess i have no choice
(hey, hey, hey)
Speak a little louder
(go away,way,way)
Their turning me to powder

Walking through
The forest at night
Need some adrenaline
I need a fright
Tell me what will
Fix all of it
can't be sat here unsure of what i am or how to escape it

This feeling is crushing me like a ton of bricks
I don't think i deserve this, peers are lunatics
I wanna roam free not be stuck in your cage
I feel enraged

This feeling i can't stand it no not any longer
The crucifix is feeding me, i'm getting stronger
I wanna roam free not be stuck in your cage
I feel enraged

I'll find a way out of this dark omen
I need to do it quickly, i feel broken
Sticks and stones won't break my bones
but i don't like the crucifix and everyone knows
I'm not a monster im just a little crazy
My minds been doing cartwheels and spins lately
Sticks and stones won't break my bones
but i don't like the crucifix and everyone knows

Crucifix (p. mcx x in bloom)

Shattered (feat. Lobus) [Prod. IOF] [on the low✨]

This song was made for driving at night-time. 

Love you,

Dustin

Summer Nights

Next song of my upcoming album - I hope that you'll enjoy it! It really means a lot to me <3

lyrics:

Ive been looking for the anwser for so long
No one believed me, but Imma make it work
Never felt okay, waiting for the day
When all of my problems will go away

Walking thru the day with my face down
I aint feelin ready, no not now
But I believe that someday 
Everything will be okay

I don't wanna get any worse
Pills aint helping me much more
I just wanna feel all right

I know I'll turn it around
Smile on my face, no acting now
And I won't be scared to say

That I feel alone
And so cold
That I need someone next to me right now
Dont wanna be alone
Cuz my live just feels so slow
Like its on hold
But at the end of the day
I know I'll be okay

My demons tryna take me
But I know its not my time to go
I aint gonna let them make me
Lie all the time about my feelings, so 

Imma break out of the cage
I was trapped inside my mind
So i wasnt okay
I still have a very long way to go
I aint giving up myself, not today no

I don't wanna get any worse
Pills aint helping me much more
I just wanna feel all right

I know I'll turn it around
Smile on my face, no acting now
And I won't be scared to say

That I feel alone
And so cold
That I need someone next to me right now
Dont wanna be alone
Cuz my live just feels so slow
Like its on hold
But at the end of the day
I know I'll be okay
x2

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One Day

ºAlternative Indie Pop, Mixed with late 2000s Emo/Sad, even Pop Punk, Lofi/Acoustic <3
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