shoutout to @kennyorlando for helping me finish this <3


[safeatlast:]
so cold
waiting for sum1 to hold
me as i try to get warm
get me away from the snow
at least thats how i used to feel

take me back to winters in toronto
take me back to drowning every minute in the bottle
take me to when i could be proud of myself oh
take me back to feeling sumthin other than the sorrow

AND I MIGHT FALL APART BENEATH THE TREES
THAT OVERLOOK THE SPOT WE USED TO MEET
I PROMISE THAT UR EVERYTHING I NEED
SHOULDA NEVER WORE MY HEART UPON MY SLEEVE

[Kenny Orlando:]
i wish it was easier than following my heart
cause its given me nothing but nightmares and problems
one minute im drowning 
the next second im all in
im sinking 
im falling 
right down to
the bottom
take me back to the time 
where we were doing fine 
both of us 
where the love was 
can you take me back to the city
where everything felt so pretty 
AND I HATE THAT EVERYTHING’S BROKEN
WISH I COULD TAKE BACK 
AND MAKE IT ALL PERFECT 
THE DAYS PASS
ITS KILLING ME 
FILLING ME 
WITH THIS COLD AND DARK HOLLOWNESS

[safeatlast:]
AND I MIGHT FALL APART BENEATH THE TREES
THAT OVERLOOK THE SPOT WE USED TO MEET
I PROMISE THAT UR EVERYTHING I NEED
SHOULDA NEVER WORE MY HEART UPON MY SLEEVE

fall apart

fall apart w/ Kenny Orlando (king theta)

backyard beetle - top left screen w/ dedamin (prod. xvn)

originally performed by sewerperson
produced by eric godlow

-lyrics-
if this is how it ends
well im glad you were part of it
this was all inside my head before
i even started it
you made it to the end and i appreciate the tolerance
really im my brain inside my head and that is it
these holograms around me somehow willing me to live
and i know i cant touch u i mean really really touch you
on atomic level shit but thats not how were meant to fit
if you look at people walking everybody moves the same
perfect mess of flesh and bone equipped with total mental reign
when you think about it really only difference is the brain
so thats why im looking thru you when im talking to ur face
please dont be scared
theres nothing for me to think about
its over now
im sober now
i power down

catching up cuz she told me we can speak now
i keep my lights on when i sleep now
i keep my phone on when you go out
cause when i fall asleep youre the one i dream bout
brought a black nikon to the beach house
pull my fleece out when i feel the breeze out
used to freak now you busy to go out
threw my dreams out all i do is seep now

sewerperson, eric godlow - its over. you can go home (lxst boy cover)

@ueca @lxstboymusic

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/ricksoundz/come-over-for-christmas stream this shi rahh

lyrics:
as the snow falls tonight 
you’re all that’s on my mind
i know what i said wrong 
just come over for christmas 

blankets huddled up around the fire but it’s all gone
i don’t wanna smile or put our favorite movies on
everything hurts
all the pictures 
sitting by the fire thinking “God, i wanna kiss her”
but i threw it all away by new year’s day 
now i’m chilling in the christmas rain
and i’m really, really sorry that i’m not enough 
my heart colder than a winters day
hey-ey 
hey-ey-ey
ooh-ooh
ooh-ooh-ooh

as the snow falls tonight 
you’re all that’s on my mind
i know what i said wrong 
just come over for christmas

come home for christmas

come over for christmas (w/ ueca & lxst boy)

prod by: @yagirlbunny

lyrics:

i don't even know who i really am
am i you or just a man?
i don't even feel safe in my own skin
i know some day i'll die cause

i'm all by myself
nobody answers my calls
damn, i think i need help
but i don't care about y'all
i'm worried about my health
it won't matter when i'm gone
never cared 'bout how i felt
rot in my room 'til the dawn

i do this shit cause i wanna
smoking on my marajuana
i know it's hard to remember
i left us back in the summer
i hold you higher than others
disregard all my intentions
i'm feeling perfect like @breckenford
unfortunate, but unspoken

is this what you thought it'd be?
fall in my arms, feel safe in my company
i'll hold your heart, i won't drop a thing
from the start, see the stars
see everything

i'm all by myself
nobody answers my calls
damn, i think i need help
but i don't care about y'all
i'm worried about my health
it won't matter when i'm gone
never cared 'bout how i felt
rot in my room 'til the dawn

i do this shit cause i wanna
smoking on my marajuana
i know it's hard to remember
i left us back in the summer
i hold you higher than others
disregard all my intentions
i'm feeling perfect like @breckenford
unfortunate, but unspoken

misery calls (prod. yung bunn)

cough me out.

cough me out. (feat. Autrioly)

prod. kill breanna x johnnyfriend

johnnyfriend:
she said thats its all in my head
you wont love me back so im better off dead
im tryna forget all the times that i spent with you
dont let you forget me too
x2

kill breanna:
i dont know anything but fear
i wake up and i break the fucking mirror
i thought that if i took all of my thoughts and then i lock them in a box,
id finally know.. whenever i dont, i rip off my clothes..
i watch the world burn, does it really matter?
does it really matter? do i really matter?
i prance over the flowers and it kills them
im sorry that i feel like such a victim

johnnyfriend & kill breanna:
she said thats its all in my head
you wont love me back so im better off dead
im tryna forget all the times that i spent with you
dont let you forget me too
and she said thats its all in my <3head<3
you wont love me back so im better off dead
im tryna forget all the times that i spent with youuuu....

boxed in w/ johnnyfriend

Way Too Much

Chase The Moon w/ Devie & Blocktane

produced by Jacob Vallen & Lxst Boy

-lyrics-
on these warm September nights
fireflies dance in your eyes
we can take out time
I don't wanna grow up, we got the rest of our lives
time stood still when you kissed my cheek
when I close my eyes I see us in dreams
try to soak up this moment and make it last
when we're old and grey, hope we look back on

past lives, we were seventeen
I'll write songs for you and me
stay here, we can make-believe
stand strong, baby we're evergreen

please stay
take it day by day
and I don't wanna know a life without you
tell me what's it gonna take?
please stay

Neverland don't seem so far away
when I'm by your side, I know I'll be okay
I know you know
soon we'll find us a home
hold tight, we're almost there
I'll hold your hand and push back your hair
look me in the eye when you say that you want this 
forever and ever and ever and ever and ever

past lives, we were seventeen
I'll write songs for you and me
stay here, we can make-believe
stand strong, baby we're evergreen

please stay
take it day by day
and I don't wanna know a life without you
tell me what's it gonna take?
please stay

past lives, we were seventeen
I'll write songs for you and me
stay here, we can make-believe
stand strong, baby we're evergreen

please stay
take it day by day
and I don't wanna know a life without you
tell me what's it gonna take?
please stay

Seventeen Evergreen

-lyrics-

Holding out for hope 
Holding onto ghost 
But I know no I know 
I gotta let I gotta let you go

So I conjure up these feelings
Don’t you hear me calling
You wanna know just how I’m dealing 
Baby I’m still here falling

Your silhouette 
Still dancing round my room now
In my head 
I just really wanna figure out 
Why you’re there 
Or why I still care 
I can’t let you go 
It’s just not fair 
I see your ghost 
Yeah you’re doing the most now 
You moved on 
Yet I still can’t figure out 
Why you’re there 
Or why I still care
I can’t let you go 
It’s just not fair 

It’s not fair the way I care 
Fall back into despair 
Again 
I need medicine but it doesn’t help
Living in I’m living in my own hell
Spell out the message for me
Do not disturb DND
I loved you the most 
So now I see your ghost 

So I conjure up these feelings
Don’t you hear me calling
You wanna know just how I’m dealing 
Baby I’m still here falling

Your silhouette 
Still dancing round my room now
In my head 
I just really wanna figure out 
Why you’re there 
Or why I still care 
I can’t let you go 
It’s just not fair 
I see your ghost 
Yeah you’re doing the most now 
You moved on 
Yet I still can’t figure out 
Why you’re there 
Or why I still care
I can’t let you go 
It’s just not fair 
Drive me mad just like the hatter 
Talking like it don’t even matter
I don’t want you to go
(Ooo nanana)

I see your ghost

ºAlternative Indie Pop, Mixed with late 2000s Emo/Sad, even Pop Punk, Lofi/Acoustic <3
ºエモ少年º

º Down for collabs, please message social media

I see your ghost

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