same song, new pitch, some new vocals, slightly better mix. enjoy <3 

lyrics: 
maybe im never enough
i'm sick and tired of fucking it up
tryna put it together, it's not adding up
talking a lot but you can't back it up
act like you care but it's not holding up
it's getting harder, i cant open up
tried over and over to show you my love
it's too bad that we dont give a fuck at all
x2

don't call me at 3 AM in the morning
do not disturb, it's been getting annoying
you say that you care but it's not really showing
cant take it no more that's why I've been ignoring your calls
its cool if you don't care at all
but why try to talk when you know that i'm tryna move on from you
like what's wrong with you?

we just go up and down and back and forth
i've been looking left and right and nothing works
i don't wanna talk cuz ill just make it worse
ill just keep acting like it doesn't hurt
there's too much in my head i gotta figure out
i've been on my own for a minute now
you cannot stay, i gotta kick you out
i cannot wait until i finish now

maybe im never enough
im sick and tired of fucking it up
tryna put it together but its not adding up
talking a lot but you can't back it up
act like you care but it's not holding up
it's getting harder, i cant open up
tried over and over to show you my love
its too bad that we dont give a fuck at all
x2

never enough (2023)

let her go

i wna be like you

lyrics:

I don’t really like to say what’s on mind
feel like my hands and tongue are tied when I’m with you
when I’m with you
(x2)


you said “talk to me when you need it”
what’s the point if you don’t mean it?
too many missed calls
give me a reason
you don’t listen when I’m grieving 

I’ve been looking left and right for a reason
get excited when you’re leaving for the weekend
ima make a couple bands off the feeling
I just need a pen and paper, I don’t need them

tell me where you at when I’m hurting?
I can’t say a word without feeling like a burden

(yeah yeah yeah)

always feeling uncertain
gotta cut em off, close the blinds and the curtains

you don’t know what you do to me
fuck round with my head like you can’t believe 
I’m fine, I’ll be better when you fucking leave

(yeah yeah yeah)

I don’t really like to say what’s on mind
feel like my hands and tongue are tied when I’m with you
when I’m with you
(x2)

tongue tied

cuz not available in my country
https://youtu.be/Ld0Vv7VDwZU?si=QnrumwbddjZLbRQE

otuka - listen

prod. sickboi

take a lil walk outside
and think about taking my life
you cut me open with a knife
but you can’t look me in the eyes
let the blood spill on the floor
oh i can’t take it anymore
you kicked me out and slammed the door
you love to wreck me to my core

12 gauge shotgun on my back
bitch i ain’t cutting you no slack
pour a little bottle of the cognac
bend that lil bitch over and break her back

take a lil nap off a xan
i’m taking the world in my hands
ashing the blunt on my pants
she’s asking me what’s my plan

(what’s my plan)

take a lil walk outside
and think about taking my life
you cut me open with a knife
but you can’t look me in the eyes
let the blood spill on the floor
oh i can’t take it anymore
you kicked me out and slammed the door
you love to wreck me to my core

i can feel it changing me
will i ever get myself back
i know you know what i need
i know it’s fucking killing me

i’ll smoke a cigarette and fucking hate it
breathing so slow don’t think i’ll make it
i’m falling to pieces can’t you see
why won’t you come and set me freeeee

(let the blood spill on the floor
oh i cant take it anymore
you kicked me out and slammed the door
you love to wreck me to my core)

12 gauge

☣︎ meadow scott - swore to lose (+ dj mxth🫀)

i should move on right?

arrgh argghie me spongie boy, am a feelin ma bloodclat eardrum a pop

lyrics --

so short tempered. 
so sure i saw, you watch before. 
i lick my lips, im full of it.
i want to cut you out,
i need to cut you out of me.
i want to breathe again,
i need to feel your touch till i fall.

was it worthwhile?
been smiling for a minute, on the bus crawl
up to you, we can talk ive got a loose jaw.
feels different now im pulling on the shortest straw.

pulling on the-
pulling on the shortest straw
pulling on the- 
pulling on the shortest straw

lucy, girl, youve lost your way.
melt my brain, i love your place, 
sunny hills, id sleep for days; 
if it meant id never change.
i love myself more than i love you, still,
puking in the bathroom stall, 
trying to feel real.
ive been in my head too long,
ive eaten my fill, 
buttons on the barbecque, 
smokes all i swill.

i lick my lips, sun is out im feeling it,
feeling you, your skins so pink but im-

so sure i saw, you watch before. 
i lick my lips, im full of it.
i want to cut you out,
i need to cut you out of me.
i want to breathe again,
i need to feel your touch till i fall.
cut- cut- cut- cut- cut- cut-
you out- out- out-
need to- need to- need to-
cut- cut- you out of me.
i- i want to breathe again again- again-
need to feel your touch till i fall. 


lucy (prod. michael harrison)

i’m feeling cold, feeling like I shouldn’t breathe
it's getting old, sick of when you look at me
you don’t seem know, that I am half way out the door
she said she’s be getting bored, she said she don’t care no more

i can’t breathe near you
empty, full room
i can see through
every single promise, I knew you weren’t honest

i can’t breathe near you
empty, full room
i can see through
every single promise, I knew you weren’t honest

i’m feeling cold, feeling like I shouldn’t breathe
it's getting old, sick of when you look at me
you don’t seem know, that I am half way out the door
she said she’s be getting bored, she said she don’t care no more

what was the point
when I realized that I was alone
you said you loved me but I didn’t know
I didn’t know

i’m feeling cold, feeling like I shouldn’t breathe
it's getting old, sick of when you look at me
you don’t seem know, that I am half way out the door
she said she’s be getting bored, she said she don’t care no more

i can’t breathe near you
empty, full room
i can see through
every single promise, I knew you weren’t honest

i can’t breathe near you
empty, full room
i can see through
every single promise, I knew you weren’t honest

empty, full room

i cant decide what kind of artist i am lol

i should move on right?

killjoyparis

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