I guess its a lie
Time will move on and ill get left behind
You say why dont you cry
Heart is emotionless
Real are your eyes
I lay here motionless
Hole in my mind
Losing control of this
Problem i find
Ill be alone theres no reason to try
(How are you emotionless?)

I try (i try)
To cast all my feelings aside
I try 
I try
Theres things that you just cannot hide

How are you emotionless
I have had enough of this
(Im only human
I dont consume them)
I dont know how you dont miss
Me or our time
Memories dying with me
(Calming like the seaside
with me
Finally get to rewind)

Im tired of thinking
That youll go back
Youll go back
To meeeeee
(That youll go back)

Im tired of thinking 
that youll go back
youll go back

All this autotune
It is killing me
Am i out of hope
Its a losing spree
Oh im tryna cope
It come at a fee
Tried ignoring it
Its looking at me
Oh its tempting me
Reimbursing me 
Saying i should go back 
But that isnt her
And that wasnt me


































ILLBEALONEFOREVER (Prod. BONKE)

Love this girl

I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear  I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear

I swear I swear I swear I swear it's a WIP

the only person always with you will be you no matter what
so i
tried to stay alone i couldnt do it cuz it’s hard as fuck
then i
met my forbidden fruit
she’s guaranteed my doom
i’m torn between two worlds
oh what do i do
i will fall
it’s so toxic but i love the pain
are you worth it? i don’t know
but ion care one bit you’re everything i ever wanted in a girl
you’re so beautiful
i dont know what i want with this prominent block
so ima take a fat moment to breathe and let life make this inconceivable decision for me

forbidden fruit

in the snow ❄️ w/ KingTaz (prod validstar)

LET ME KNOW (Hard To Tell)

not finished

blowin smoke out my window. 
fallin face-first, no feet. 
i’m tied to my blind sides; i cant see the world from your eyes.
yellow-card penalty, i think i mightve done too many wrongs, but that’s alright. 

and these pointless arguments lead to nothing.
i just wanna hear you say something. 

typhlotic wonder-wandering, feelin my way around to make some sense in the state of chaotic limbo. 

so forgive me for this noxious pastime of mine —
i really wish things were different.

but it is what it is and it’s pointless complain
against to entropy
we cant count counter-clockwise so we’ll skip past the apologies

im pondering

and this blindsided spur of a moment, attachment to my sins
self pet peeves bring in an annoyance
my own breathing’s under my skin

blind WIP

Kill Xantana