Before You Judge Me

Mmm, Before you judge me, try to see my heart…

I’ve walked through nights that felt too long
Carrying dreams that didn’t belong
I’ve stumbled, I’ve broken, I’ve tried to stand
Building my life with unsteady hands
They don’t know the storms I’ve faced
Or the tears I’ve learned to hide away

They see my flaws and call me strange
But they don’t see the miles, the change

Before you judge me, please try to know me
Look into my eyes and see where I’ve been
I’m not perfect, I'm just a man
Trying to survive
Before you judge me, walk in my skin

I’ve carried guilt I didn’t earn
Waited for love that didn’t return
I’ve chased the light through endless rain
Found my joy through all the pain
And though my path’s been rough and wild
I’m still that dreamer, ..still that child

You see my mask but not my scars
You judge the man, the flaws, not who I am

Before you judge me, please try to know me
Look into my heart and feel where it’s pure
I’m not perfect, but I keep on trying
Every day, I’m learning what to do
Before you judge me, know me like you

I’ve fought my way through dark shadows
Held on to hope I couldn’t even keep
But somehow faith still calls my name
And tells me everything will be okay

Before you judge me, please try to love me
There’s more to me than you’ve ever seen
I’m not perfect, but I’ve kept on trying
Through every loss, I still chase the dream
Before you judge me…
Please…..just know me.

Before you judge me…..know me.

Before You Judge Me

Birthday: Jun 6 1991
Name: Jesus Emanuel Salib
Married (11+ years)
I live for 3 things: 1) God, 2) My family & loved ones, & 3) Music that carries Healing 


https://patreon.com/c/cytheranet/collections
https://misterchristian.bandcamp.com/album
https://reverbnation.com/misterchristian
https://soundclick.com/misterchristian
https://audiomack.com/CytheraNet
https://youtube.com/@CytheraNet
https://hearthis.at/CytheraNet
https://vk.com/CytheraNet

Mister Christian is based out of Cologne, Germany and Atlanta, Georgia, USA.

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AI 'Build-A-Cyth' - Prompt_To_Image Challenge:

'An extreme close-up portrait of a light-skinned, blonde, blue-eyed, female at twenty-four years of age which exhibits a symmetrical cranial contour with prominent zygomatic arches and a gently tapered mandible. Supraorbital ridges frame deep-set orbits, housing irises of pale cerulean. A convex nasal bridge leads to rounded alae. Vermilion borders are full, with a defined philtrum. Epidermis is smooth, lightly freckled; pilose extensions cascade in golden waves. The hairstyle is voluminous and slightly tousled, featuring blonde highlights. The makeup is subtle, with soft eyeshadow and rosy lipstick. Her expression is neutral with hint of a faint smile. The colors are muted and natural.' ---> Et voilà. - It's Me! 👀...'Cyth'

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(AI DeepSeek R1 ASCII Art Rendering of Cyth holding a flower)

based on real events
it doesn't matter if it was a long time ago or recently - but it definitely happened.
and something is happening right now ..
основанно на реальных событиях
будь то очень давно или недавно - но это определенно произошло.
а что-то происходит прямо сейчас

Hi, thanks for listening.

Every track I make comes from real life, the pain, the joy, the scars, the love.

I sing, I play instruments, and I also use AI as an instrument : shaping every sound until it speaks my truth.

These songs carry my soul. 

I have lived, I have lost, I have risen, and I am still standing.

If my songs speak to you, please like and share them, someone else out there might need the message too.

This is my story. My lyrics. My song.

📧 Email: kingchico1b@gmail.com

🎧 Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/3YNC74Hwz6l1bg3ECxpjjx

🎶 Apple Music: music.apple.com/us/artist/king-chico-music/1792614087

King Chico

War broke our lives to BEFORE and AFTER its start... Russian aggression has no boundaries, it's Universal. Our house happened to be on the war front line so our family had to leave behind our home and escape just to save our lives. We had spent 8 days in hell being under Russian missiles and bombs...
 In my "previous" life I used to create music and still have got some unreleased works.
 All the tracks are played, recorded and mixed on Yamaha Clavinova CVP505 without using any software.
Now I have no piano, no more chance to record music. The only sense of life is to survive. If you're Russian please don't follow me. We have nothing in common anymore. We'll never forgive you this disgusting bloody war against Ukrainian children. Each of you is GUILTY. 
  Any support from musical friends would be much appreciated on www.patreon.com/syntaleta and now you can PayPal me to to_scorpiette@yahoo.com
https://www.paypal.com/donate/?hosted_button_id=GZWM6KXA6WNDG

Please follow Syntaleta on Spotify https://open.spotify.com/artist/5NGoMdnTju2t25gnnnFPoD, YT and YT Music where you can listen for free to the 3 albums in a good quality. 
"A Distant Star" 2016
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_nVPUPCq3T4atZr6lBZZGT3STqbih5nk_o
"In Solitude" 2017
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_lacFkqQrvuZBYbwsGhXZ_8LPrx9k3nbfA
"Flying in the Dream" 2020
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_mF15v_U9hJoVv07vk6sfIo72ljSwDQzbg&app=desktop
A huge thank you to Patreon supporters!

Before You Judge Me

King Chico Music