emo-tional pt. II

1𝓌𝒶𝓎

https://open.spotify.com/artist/6NFHn7VH6jgV2nVWqW2bsa?si=4GL1fS_8Q7iRYjWf_FlXBw

https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s
https://soundcloud.com/yung-jza-shawty

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r6bt08gOCHM

lyrics: 

poppy tears: 

everything is a lie and nothing here is true 
how I feel inside and what meant to you
when I broke my spine I lay inside my room 
tried to take my life before a flower could bloom

where you go when I fell into your heart 
in a galaxy alone I found your star 
she said are you with it, I said if you are 
she be going for my neck like a vampire x 2

my dark red blood drips on your skin 
my heart holds love just deep within x 2

9TAILS:

one side of my pillows always cold 
cant sleep and i thought you should know
summer heat seeps in through the windows
2 o clock and youre still not home 

2 o clock and im still 
heard the ring but i cant find the phone
summer heat seeps in through the windows
3 o clock and youre still not home

4 o clock and im in my zone
fuck out my room can you please not touch me
she said she wanna know how to feel empty
if thats the case then just watch me

they always want me to meet their friends
why would i do that if i dont have any of them
i abandoned everyone i dont wanna start again
im still learning bout myself so i wont let no body in

pour it up
roll it up
smoke it up
drank

fade away
looking like
my eyes
sank

feeling worse
than i look
think i might
faint

feel myself
coming down
roll some more
stank

what you mean you cant see me anymore
slow it down tell me what you yelling for
say to quit i think i might just roll some more
3 grams to a zig couldnt pack more

❄︎ ✰ ❄︎ ✰ ❄︎

where you go w/ 9TAILS (prod. YungJZA)[visuals in description]

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scraped my knee on the drywall w/ 93FEETOFSMOKE

fresh air [prod. brody]

@ihateshinigami

it never rains anymore
i've been laying on the floor
so disgusted with myself
cant fucking take this anymore

i'm the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

hands shaky like my life
its fucking hard just to type
none of my friends are alright
just hiding tears in our eyes

trust me i wish i could stop caring
i swear to god i'm fucking trying
my heads just fucked up from the lying
honest i wish you never met me

my heads just fucked up from the lying
honest i wish you never met me

it never rains anymore
i've been laying on the floor
so disgusted with myself
cant fucking take this anymore

i'm the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

i have this this hole in my chest
it hurts so bad i can't rest
waking up from all this stress
i'm fucking trying my best
to live a life on my own
i always stare at my phone
waiting for you to hit me back
because i always feel alone

im the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

leave me in the past
i bet no one will even notice

shinigami x 93feetofsmoke - it never rains anymore

music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IC7Ak_JNOWA
hosted by sad chill </3

@prodreaper

i cant feel a fucking thing
keep my eyes up to the rain
death is callin out my name
it's not too late to call again
the sky starts fallin on my face
but i'll always pull up to the same old place
marijuana rolled up, hit a gram to the face
said it's never been so good to fucking feel so dead

it could never be the same
put the double barreled to my brain
next to my 40 oz and pack of cigs
i'll paint a picture with the parts that remain

what would you do
if we could go back and maybe change some things?
if only you knew
that i'd do it all again just to get to where i'm at
sometimes ur eyes turn blue
and sunshines look fine without
or anybody that i knew
yeah, weeks go by where i don't think about you

Follow me <3

sometimes ur eyes turn blue (prod. reaper) </3 music video in description </3

u said u wouldn't run from this 


older got taken down 
back up enjoy 
while you can 

<3

u said u wouldn't run from this  Feat. LIL LOTUS

Produced and performed by king theta
Vocal mix and master by IOF https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic
Art by Love, Max https://twitter.com/lovemaxofficial

Lyrics:
I
I just wanna feel like I could fly
Give me anything that gets me high
I need you in my life cause
Shit's gonna cave in soon
Why?
Why you gotta say that I'm lyin
I swear to fuckin God I'm doin fine
The power's all mine but
Shit's gonna cave in soon

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

I got everything that I thought I wanted
But it didn't work

She said "lose
The fake personality you use"
Spent too many nights pourin Goose
So easy justifying getting loose
Attention is distraction from the noose
Sorry, not sorry for my ego
The king threw the old me out the window
I know there's no way home

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Keep fillin me up
With your love and affection
And I'll spill it right out
Call it self-protection

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Wish I Could Start Over

Spotify

Broken X Lil Lotus

Art by Emotional Buu https://soundcloud.com/emotionalbuu
https://twitter.com/emotionalbuu

Lyrics:

Still couldn't say,
Who mothered guilt and delivered the prey?
They roll the credits but I still replay
Over and over, it's over. Ok (again and again)
But I don't know who the enemy was
Reflections show up empty of trust
It was you feelin lost, lookin for rest
I was willing to offer the home in my chest

I made
One beautiful mistake
and I pay for it every single day
Now you hate me in every single way
And I know that'll never ever change

Now I've got a shadow
A two dimensional symbol of how shallow
It shows up with the sun to throw all that I've done
On the floor, can't ignore, but move forward
X2

Along for the ride
As we took off I let fate be our guide
But you shook off what I knew wasn't right
Blood on my neck that's a poisonous bite!
But I didn't let this change me
In one week like relapse
I went down in slow steps,
Lost hope like bad romance
Next thing you know I'm in entirely numb
On a dangerous road, say I had a good run

If I could I would take it all back
Not to self save, but to pay my debt
If I could I would take it all back
Not to self save, but to free your head

I made
One beautiful mistake
and I pay for it every single day
Now you hate me in every single way
And I know that'll never ever change

Now I've got a shadow
A two dimensional symbol of how shallow
It shows up with the sun to throw all that I've done
On the floor, can't ignore, but move forward
X2

Now the Devil's made his home on both my shoulders
As I get older I yield to the smolder

Now I've got a shadow
A two dimensional symbol of how shallow
It shows up with the sun to throw all that I've done
On the floor, can't ignore, but move forward

Shadow

@splashgvng
@barrenwaste

premiered/hosted by sad chill
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hBF9w0jchUM

dont you hate the part
when we start to fall into pieces?
and its a work of art
the way you walk into my room
and how u keep me awake
even when ur not around
she always puts me to shame
its such a lame relation
ill take all the blame as long as it helps you sleep at night
i hope to haunt your life

maybe someday we’ll get past it all
but for right now you can watch me ball
got your front seat on the sidelines
and i dont give a fuck if u start to cry

yeah u sow what u reap baby
ive slept in all damn week baby
im still waitin for u to come back to me

lost it all again
but ill get back up every time til i win
lost it all again
if u loved me once, u can do it again

i loved you once but thats the last time itll ever be
ill be fuckin damned if u ever again make a fool of me
wastin all my money on the drugs that keep me lonely
anxiety ridden phony
let the 9 cock back and blow me
out of this planet
and ill b damned if
any of u fuckers take the one thing that i need; its singin a song
for all u singin along
tried to love u once but now u know im done

like melo, baby (ft. barren) [prod. splashgvng]

fats'e - cut me off

ft. @steadysuffer & @violeteyezmusic

prod. @mothfries

lyrics:

1080p dreams:

I still feel your blade from getting stabbed in the back
every day sets the stage for a panic attack
I wake up in the morning, don't know how to react
so my mind slowly builds to a panic attack
it just hit me one time
collapsing to the floor and it isn't even lunch time
I woke up this morning, didn't know how to react
my whole life's like a never-ending panic attack
like a never-ending panic attack
like a never-ending panic attack
no more serenity, I'll never end up getting it back

banging my head against the wall
I just don't wanna feel anything at all
I'm getting ready for the fall 
spiking my own drinks with the methyl alcohol
always burdened by my actions
can't stop dwelling on all my past awkward social interactions
convince myself they never happened
memories I try to just pretend that I imagined
this throbbing vein in my temple is making me tremble
it's painful and stressful
I'm up late trying to wrestle with voices
my shoulders have an angel and devil
he's so good at persuasion
but my angel's trying to save me from this hyperventilation 
she gave me a paper bag for respiration
he handed me a plastic one that I could suffocate in

steadysuffer:

ya you told me i was nothing like they said
you told me I was better off dead
now i gotta pull up to the function all red
pull the trigger now i'm dead
(ya ah)

she don't wanna talk no more
pedal to the metal & the suicide doors
got a coper on my ass so i kick it in sport
no breaks just gas cause life is short

i'm sippin lean all day
and my sprite bottle lookin like a goddamn grape
get the fuck up out my way 
don't tell me we're the same
i'm in another state with my shawty on facetime

ya I ain't been on a date in a long time
if I fuck up i'll accuse her
you must think i'm a loser 
if i can't keep a conversation 
i'm sorry

violeteyez:

Where are you? And I'm so sorry
I was too depressed to go to your grad party
And now I watch your new boyfriend 
pick you up on the back of his brand new Harley
Well, Barbie girl, do you miss me?
He's got a chopper and I got a 6 speed
So what is it this week? Who are you kissing?
Am I insane, or could this time be different?

And I know you'll cover it up like you do
You left your morals with your clothes: in my bedroom
And I promise that I didn't take all this-
lightly, though you tried to slip it by me
I just need some time, so sit tight, please
emotions give me anxiety

1080p dreams:

I still feel your blade from getting stabbed in the back
every day sets the stage for a panic attack
I wake up in the morning, don't know how to react
so my mind slowly builds to a panic attack
it just hit me two times
I'm in the ER and it's only half past noontime
I woke up this morning, didn't know how to react
my whole life's like a never-ending panic attack
like a never-ending panic attack
like a never-ending panic attack
no more serenity, I'll never end up getting it back

Stream on Spotify

panic attack ft. steadysuffer & violeteyez (prod. mothfries)

explicit

vocals by @supachefm & @93feetofsmoke
production by @93feetofsmoke

my palms are sore from the steering wheel w/ 93feetofsmoke

written & recorded by 93FEETOFSMOKE & Shinigami
produced mixed & mastered by 93FEETOFSMOKE
shoutout king christian i love him very much 

℗ PLZGOAWAY

Lyrics:

(shinigami)
I feel like i lost it
honest
i feel like I'm a million miles away
from what i used to be 
there's a couple of substances
in the hole where my heart used to be
maybe I'm a lost cause and ill take that to my grave
maybe i don't wanna talk about it anyway

one step you're close to me 
i just wanna feel wanted
sometimes love is all you need
when you don't wanna feel nothing

(93)
cuz makeup makes me pretty
makes me feel like I'm someone
cuz skin is such a pity
when you're trapped in the wrong one 
cuz makeup makes me pretty
makes me feel like I'm someone
cuz skin is such a pity
when you're trapped in the wrong one 

(shinigami)
I don't wanna run away
why does this always happen to me?
we could live just like the movie
on your screen
don't know if i can last another day
feel like I'm preaching to the choir
wonder why i look so tired all the time?

all the time
i tried to fight
dead or alive
its hard to live a lie
all the time
i try to fight
dead or alive
its hard to live a lie

(93)
yeah you want it you breathe it
never really need it
got my back at the sun but
its still burning my feet
got your life in my hands
but i don't know what it means
no i don't know what it means
can you spell it out for me?
cuz the calendar days
they trip they spiral
haven't spoke in weeks
I guess been a while
If i make my bed
and brush my teeth
will you fill my head
with kerosine?

cuz makeup makes me pretty
makes me feel like I'm someone
cuz skin is such a pity
when you're trapped in the wrong one 
cuz makeup makes me pretty
makes me feel like I'm someone
cuz skin is such a pity
when you're trapped in the wrong one

SOFUBI

makeup makes me pretty (ft. Shinigami)

☯☮☤♥
balance, peace, health, love.
together, let's make a kind world.

Shadow

King Theta

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