fuck whoever made this king feel like this 😔

nose bleeds heart aches

2032 (glasear)

there i am hanging on
nobody taught me to manage
so i clench my fist, bite my tongue,
scream out my fucking lungs
i try my best, being candid

my head is messy my bed is sweaty
it's been three weeks since i've seen daylight
doctors buried our love alive
wrestle these thots like every night
panic hits me im always stressin
without you here im a mess at best and
dont wanna end up another lesson
i do what i do to keep it steppin

there i am hanging on
nobody taught me to manage
so i grit my teeth, bite my tongue,
scream out my fucking lungs
i try my best, being candid

she was the prettiest thing that i've seen in a while
with a whole lotta mean and a whole lotta wild
helped me get up on my feet
yea she changed my life
never thought shed have to leave
man this shits not right
and i miss her on the daily
i think about her when i wish someone would save me
i dream about her when i wake it leaves me aching
i really hope the angels take care of my baby

there i am hanging on
nobody taught me to manage
so i grit my teeth, bite my tongue,
scream out my fucking lungs
i try my best, being candid

Candid (prod. acey)

Featuring @Sewerperson

ALL Platforms: 
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/xelfiy/trend-chaser-feat-sewerperson-2

Lyrics:

Xelfiy:
quit doubting your self ur just making it worse ya
quit doubting your self baby i know that it hurts
ur just making it harder your thinking even more
just listen to ur gut baby its a war up here in my head
but lately i been trying so hard to get out of my bed 

fucked up! cuz i had ran out of my meds (my meds)
but its okay i just got them again (got them again)
i swear this is the reason i have no friends (no friends)
its prolly cuz im out getting the bag 
and they out chasing a trend (trend chaser)
we are not the same why you telling him were friends (fake friended)
im not the one to blame your the one playing pretend (play pretender) 
she left me for lame just cuz he had a benz (had a benz)
but thats okay we all know who gonna make it in the end 

fuck this and fuck that im so over it
she pulled the k over her shoulder an folded him
falling to the ground his tears hes holding in (holding in)
his heart hes still holding it (holding it)
praying he'll be forgiven for his sins (his sins)
hes worried now that he'll die here in the end (in the end)
all his favorite moment ina time lapse (time lapse)
now how lucky do you feel to have time left
your hearts not really broken its still deep in your chest (yaya)
its okay if ur depressed (yaya) we could all use some rest (yaya)

Sewerperson:
I could use that rest
I could use that rest
This the 5th time that i didn’t go
And I tried to call u and let u know
Now ive been tryna call all night
Hit me back as soon u see this lemme know u alright
Shit stained walls under the washroom lights
Puke green water on these dive bar nights
At least I know that it couldn’t hurt me twice

And I remember waiting in the snow too much
Feel like all December u had just gave up
But maybe u did care and really I like that thought
So that’s the one I've picked that ill remember until im gone

I cannot let go 
I cannot let go
Its a habit of mine
That i had formed on my own
the worst of the nights that I had lived back home
Couldn’t compare to the words u spoke
Last year
I thought I was being nice I swear
I guess not

But when the sun goes down
My heart repairs
But when the bottle runs out
It all comes back again
I guess all that we could be is just friends
I guess all that we could be is just friends

Trend Chaser (feat. Sewerperson) (Prod. Ross Gossage)

Zero Two

Album «Melancholia»

All tracks Produced by runawway (co-prod c1ndy k1d — «funeral 4 us» and «cure 4 her»)
Mixed/Mastered by 44neverluv

Слушать на всех площадках: http://44neverluv.lnk.to/melancholia

44neverluv — through the screen (prod. by runawway)

lyrics:


Gimme the quick revive cause my hearts done
When love is the focal point u bun the outcome
Im surprised to see at this function
Cause last time we were close u left my soul numb

To be honest
She lied for five months for the profit
I was lost for a while but now im on it
How are u I only ask to be the bigger man
What is life if we only live to live again
In ur head im sure ur only seeing static
How u treated me was lessons bout neglecting
So my partner knows I dont need to be managed
How u treated me left wounds more than a bandage could solve

I heal these wounds with plenty of alcohol
And now im sure I wouldn’t miss u at all on me
Until I think about the nights u were all on me
Oh my god
Alone at 3am in my bed I just miss you
The ghost of u can hit hard
If it weren’t for these drugs Id be gone
I hate that This drink give me courage to push on

Red leaves Fall fast
Us two Won’t last
Friction and Kickback
Good things Will Turn bad
No one had checked on me at my lowest point
So I developed on my own that’s why im to the point yea
Bedbug bites were on my thighs and back oh its bad
Plus people tried to put a price right on top my head

To be honest
She lied for five months for the profit
I was lost for a while but now im on it
How are u I only ask to be the bigger man
What is life if we only live to live again
In ur head im sure ur only seeing static
How u treated me was lessons bout neglecting
So my partner knows I dont need to be managed
How u treated me left wounds more than a bandage could solve

tbh (eric godlow)

lyrics:

Burn me to bits and I will cauterize it somehow
It was just a friend until myself had found out
I cant look at you the way I seen you act just now
I swear to god ill blow this bitch apart right now right now right now
I swear id kill u both if I could but I cant
I drop out the knife I held inside my right hand
Im not tryna weep when they bring me on the stand
She Pick apart
The skin on my chest and clutch my beating heart
I was warned
Still I toss aside that rocky start
We had had
When we had met
Now u fucking on anyone else that rap
U just a fan
Oh u break me
I think I Took too much
But I lay down and I sweat it out
Coming clutch
At this function my guy smoked me out
Double dutch
U so crazy how u jump around
Say u hate me then u telling me we’ll work it out
All this did was put me under
6 feet of this dirt im buried breathing
But im tied to her
I tried to break this bond but it didn’t work
but Still I hope u been well
I dont need to hear it go and give em hell
Sometimes these words are hard to keep to myself
Once I sip my drink
Maybe we could talk it out

The Shift (eric Godlow)

produced by sk8miles
completely non profit
lyrics:

shawty hit me with that vac seal
no gorilla grip
she go on to talk dick sand 
and how im pussy whipped 
glad u can agree that u and i
are a perfect fit 
if we talk about the premise, 
u and i, i guess we're caving in 

caving in 
seems that all i do is fuel some version of the pain im in
glad u getting me n what i've learnt from eating pavement
said the monster looking back on everything he did
i need my medicine 

my feet lost the ground 
i am still not found
I'ma hack at this ounce
blow smoke down and make clouds 
my feet lost the ground
i am still not found
I'ma hack at this ounce 
blow smoke down and make clouds 

so we dress up
and we pub crawl
eatin on her ___
'til i get lockjaw
u gotta love me for the way i am
swear the more the that she could hurt me;
only make me more attached 
blowing smoke into a fan
while she's sleeping in my bed around like 2am
i just crack my beer n touch the cieling crush n toss the can 
lucky im all out of barz cus knowing me id take the chance bro

my bad, love u
that's a lot of vodka for someone 5 foot
hard world. pull thru.
no one gives a fuck and that's a hard truth
but you make me feel alright
better at least than most nights 
it's complex the state of my mind
but she just says to shut up 
and get the knife
 

good point, but i have a knife (sk8miles)

sewerperson - another day

[Intro: Sewerperson]
(branwen)
I can fling it
I feel it, I guess it's our turn
Oh, all this armour

[Chorus: Sewerperson]
Another day of talking just to say nothing
I message pretty much two people at the most
I'm scared of saying something wrong
I wake up and apologize for the millionth time this month
I'm tryna get fucked up so I'ma hit it from the bong
Substance been my best friend since she did me wrong
But we don't get along, this should kill me, I'm not strong
I won't put it in the setlist 'cause I would start to sob
This love you feel is fake, they just tryna get on

[Verse 1: Sewerperson]
I'm about to give up, they don't even know
I've thrown up every meal, I'm just tryna take it slow
Of course I knew that I would have these dark days
But dear God, just give me some of the light, please
I forget what had hurt me in defense
I regret every minute we have been friends 
Deep in thought, I reflect
But I'm brought back to reason by these scars on my neck
I'm not tryna pretend, I'm just geeking
Even if I was dead, you would knock the bleeding
And I know I made my bed and I'm sleepy
This bitch tryna kill me, made me happy

[Verse 2: guardin]
Been ignorin' all the signs, I'm not doin' fine
Lost another friend and I was sure that we'd survive
In the midst of all this shit, I put my life in an archive
Next to everything I loved and hoped eventually would thrive
But the truth is hard to swallow after everything has died
In the process, hard to grieve in tears, I wanna compromise
So you better try to settle for your comfort in the words exchanged from you to I
Move across the Eastern Coast and commit social suicide

[Chorus: Sewerperson]
Another day of talking just to say nothing
I message pretty much two people at the most
I'm scared of saying something wrong
I wake up and apologize for the millionth time this month
I'm tryna get fucked up so I'ma hit it from the bong
Substance been my best friend since she did me wrong
But we don't get along, this should kill me, I'm not strong
I won't put it in the setlist 'cause I would start to sob
Just let me feel this fate, baby, they just tryna get it all

sewerperson - another day (ft. guardin)

lost again
baby i dont have a single friend

9tails - i hate the snow

This is a compilation of some songs i made about my girlfriend in our first year together (some may be missing full album on youtube)

DEEP IN MY ARMS

WRITTEN & PERFORMED BY https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s
PRODUCTION & ARTWORK BY @scottysplash

ANTI-SOCIAL ✨ (feat. 9TAILS)

9TAILS <3

ANTI-SOCIAL ✨ (FEAT. 9TAILS)

sociopath (prod. serge crown)

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𝕀ℕ𝕊𝕋𝔸: https://www.instagram.com/hello.lei/?hl=en

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🦋𝕐𝔼𝔸ℍ 𝕊ℍ𝔼 𝔾𝕀𝕍𝔼 𝕄𝔼 𝔹𝕌𝕋𝕋𝔼ℝ𝔽𝕃𝕀𝔼𝕊🦋
🔥𝕊𝕆 ℍ𝕆𝕋 𝔹𝕌𝕋 𝕊ℍ𝔼 𝕋ℍ𝔼 ℂ𝕆𝕃𝔻𝔼𝕊𝕋❄️
⏱𝕀 𝔻𝕆ℕ'𝕋 𝕎𝔸ℕℕ𝔸 𝕎𝔸𝕊𝕋𝔼 𝔸𝕃𝕃 𝕆𝔽 𝕄𝕐 𝕋𝕀𝕄𝔼 ℍ𝔼ℝ𝔼 𝔹𝔼𝕀ℕ𝔾 𝔹ℝ𝕆𝕂𝔼ℕ💔
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OUT OF TIME

@lovejsan - Love Hurts

lyrics:

im locked inside my head
unconsciously conscious
wraith walking shadow men
after all we do it for the screen time woah
walking to the plug im on a bee line woah
2am mcdonalds uber eats woah woah
3am i never get my me time woah
she just put my sheets beneath the sea line woah
i just racked my brain removing landmines woahhhh
expect my waves connecting to my family thru the phone
expect the unexpected i might never leave my home
expect that added tension when i step inside my zone
30 30 is 60
perc dissolve in the schweppes
this murky water could fix me
im zippin down my guiseppe
my clothes depress when im sweaty
my scales just rip at the fleece
im exposed the devil i say a prayer for i sleep

Candid (prod. acey)

kinshii

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