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@ reserrvv

caged in what i'm stuck with everyday / but can i really complain?
i've got it so good / that's what i should say
forgive the mindless attention / i bring to myself
i can't really help it
would i be proud of what i've become? / or be sad at what i haven't done?
at the age that i felt the relief of writing away all the feelings i shun
i do things that i wish that i didn't / i write things that i wish i could say in the moment

what can i do to mean something to you?
i try everyday to be better and brave and i still end up playing the fool.

Housefly

shoutout @oddyssi for the intro thing

cover/remix? of https://open.spotify.com/track/50pfYAGyW35PQNxCPK0TXQ?si=58855268b3e24c83

i cant open my mouth
and even if i could
nothing comes out
im stuck ontop the planet
that you orbit around
you take my love for granted
but i wont let you down

i feel like
its all crashing down on me again
my love
i feel like 
everybody
sees you & me as
more than us

i hardly can talk
i feel awful a lot
but ill never let u know
i think that its something unique
its more real than a dream
i wont ever let this go

and if u keep me waiting 
i dont care
i could wait right here
forever i guess

i guess its not that bad   :. )

i could wait right here forever <3

astralproject1on - 14 feb (Slowed + Reverb)

@lilac
old rock thing lac made for sc 2020 - 2019??

:,)) **lilac

Produced by Rosesleeves

Lyrics-
I wouldn’t wanna talk with anybody else
I’d rather spend the time with myself
I’m tryna map the road out in front of me
But nothing’s promised it’s scary as hell
Don’t know whose looking out for you and whose in for themselves
Trust me I’ve been here before I know it all too well
Trying not to step on snakes but even ladders lead to hell
I can’t let that get between us

I could be falling to my knees and I wouldn’t give up on you
And even if you don’t see what I see 	I know that I could still count on you
It’s been a while since we’ve talked about our dreams
But I still promise they’re all gonna come true
And if I had to tell you one last thing
I’d still wish you the best, I just hope that you know
I could be falling to my knees and I wouldn’t give up on you
And even if you don’t see what I see 	I know that I could still count on you
It’s been a while since we’ve talked about our dreams
But I still promise they’re all gonna come true
And if I had to tell you one last thing
I’d still wish you the best, I just hope that you know

Know we’re on separate paths
We’re not supposed to look back
But I can’t help myself
I’m trying not to hold
Onto the way I felt
I know no matter what we’ll make it to the same place
Cause I could never let you just be a familiar face
I know I broke too quickly couldn’t keep up with the pace
If I could do it again wouldn’t do anything the same

I could be falling to my knees and I wouldn’t give up on you
And even if you don’t see what I see 	I know that I could still count on you
It’s been a while since we’ve talked about our dreams
But I still promise they’re all gonna come true
And if I had to tell you one last thing
I’d still wish you the best, I just hope that you know
I could be falling to my knees and I wouldn’t give up on you
And even if you don’t see what I see 	I know that I could still count on you
It’s been a while since we’ve talked about our dreams
But I still promise they’re all gonna come true
And if I had to tell you one last thing
I’d still wish you the best, I just hope that you know

Hope That You Know

drive home w/ xo alone [pasca]

ty

https://www.instagram.com/prodwasterr/

love story

produced and mixed by @blackwinterwells

the stars glow
but can’t see past your window
it doesn’t matter
when i ask you
you just say no

the blackout
blinds never leave your eyes
don’t make sense to me why
they never hit the side

i can’t help you like before
i swear i tried
i don’t know what you look for
stayin in my life
but i know better
this time

and way outside the city
where we’d go together
it would look so pretty
we didn’t make it any time

and just as i surrendered
felt it moving faster then i thought it would before
i couldn’t hold together
maybe we weren’t meant to work together
could be better

i can't help you

i can't help you ( blackwinterwells )

I have no motivation
So I get nothing done
I hate the mornings so i 
Sleep in way past the sun    	 
I have like everything but
I still find nothing fun, 
I really like the smell of
The world when it burns

It keeps me warm
It keeps me warm
It keeps me warm

now its only a fraction   
Of times that we had
So i turn to distractions
Whenever im sad  
It turns into a cycle
I think im going psycho
Fraid of things that i might do
Might do

Lately i just hate everyone
I hope they all run away 
I hope they somehow just trip and fall
I hope they dig their own graves 

Im a mess
Im obsessed 
with distractions all day
And when i stop  
drown in thoughts
i just break down again
(2x)

Fuck that
Ima turn this shit around
Wrote that
In december i was down
Looking back that shit was kinda rough
But now im here its kinda funny got my money up

This year ,drop whatever I wana
All my songs are kinda sad but now im tryn be funner
Theres jus this
Big fear, 
I wont do any numbers
doesn't matter anyways im already goin down under 

I
I got a present 4 u
And im not sure if you’ll like it or not
But i assure u its straight from da heart
Ok u
U make write all these songs
But im j sad 1 percent  of the time
I jus dont make songs about 99

distractions

spotify

<33333333333

@i6neiru

@prodmino
(i6neiru)
yea im startin gettin used2dis
2gt out of this its hard to do
n wht it is tht u r rly into
uouo dnt u c me in low mood
it dsnt seem all i hear is u askin4 mor mor

(xora)
俺の物
俺の物
君はずっと俺の物
pls dnt leave me
i dnt wnna kno
君がいるだけで俺は嬉しいんだ

君とデートしらり？
君と思い出を作りたい
これからも一緒に
i will stay with u forever

ur mine* w/i6neiru (mino)

all flowers will decay (≖ ︿ ≖ ✿)

https://open.spotify.com/track/7C1ABwH4LkdUr0WPDeYEy5?si=39a47d5a79214d15

@fabs4k
@prodarisu

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@remiliaxd :

all flowers will decay
you shot at my heart, blew my brains out
idk what to say
you're all up in my brain
lay waste another day
broken hearts never change, i tried

make it out alive
find the different pieces
there's nowhere left to hide
but u waste my time
you take it all away
but i know i'll be fine
and i don't think that i can love you again

all in, i think i lost it
lost it, to think i'd lose myself
fall in, i'm done with falling down
don't wanna lose myself
but i can't go back now

@fabs4k : 

i can’t even face it
we having arguments but you cannot even base it
on all the things you said
giving me thoughts all up in my head
giving me nightmares while I’m going to bed

so I run from the fear
ain’t no apologies, ain’t nothing sincere
yeah he used to be a friend, now he’s only a peer
i’m driving down the road, yeah the end’s almost near

decay +fabs (arisu)

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LUNAR

@1spxce
//
hook:
im down bad
ive been popping all these pills yuh
do not talk to me, no emotion yeah im still fucked
im down bad
i play pretend like im okay
im not really okay, i dont think you feel me
its not a joke maybe im bipolar
maybe that why i feel so hurt
said she love me, i dont know her
im fucked up, down bad, im a loser.
--
verse:
i just wanna say im sorry if i die where im at
lost control of myself yeah you know its a fact
pop a pill, then another but it has no effect
i know i need it but i do not wanna ask no one for help
my life a tragedy
but its all in my head
im fucking wasted bitch, so i dont know what you said
its all attacking me
its all in my head
fill my brain with lead, fill my brain with lead
...
and i know its my fault that i dont love you but what else can i say
...
know im missing your calls but its not fuck you im just lost in my grave
im not sure im nooooot
down baaaad
and if my heart stooops
...
well then you know why i cant call back ;(
//
##re:birth
<3

down bad (space)

produced by rosesleeves

lyrics -
i can see the tears you cry
so why do my tear ducts run dry
i swear i promise that i try
yea i'm trying to get through
i promise that i care bout you
even when it doesn't seem like i do
i do

what's wrong with my brain 
need something to make sure that i never feel the same
needa find a cure cuz i know i'm going insane
needa fix myself so that i can feel again

so that i can feel anything
feelin numb standin in the rain
at this point i wish i could feel the pain
I WISH I COULD FEEL ANYTHING

Numb

MISOGI – Fallen Angels / Kiss Of Judas
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