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@lilac
old rock thing lac made for sc 2020 - 2019??

:,)) **lilac

Produced by Rosesleeves

Lyrics-
I wouldn’t wanna talk with anybody else
I’d rather spend the time with myself
I’m tryna map the road out in front of me
But nothing’s promised it’s scary as hell
Don’t know whose looking out for you and whose in for themselves
Trust me I’ve been here before I know it all too well
Trying not to step on snakes but even ladders lead to hell
I can’t let that get between us

I could be falling to my knees and I wouldn’t give up on you
And even if you don’t see what I see 	I know that I could still count on you
It’s been a while since we’ve talked about our dreams
But I still promise they’re all gonna come true
And if I had to tell you one last thing
I’d still wish you the best, I just hope that you know
I could be falling to my knees and I wouldn’t give up on you
And even if you don’t see what I see 	I know that I could still count on you
It’s been a while since we’ve talked about our dreams
But I still promise they’re all gonna come true
And if I had to tell you one last thing
I’d still wish you the best, I just hope that you know

Know we’re on separate paths
We’re not supposed to look back
But I can’t help myself
I’m trying not to hold
Onto the way I felt
I know no matter what we’ll make it to the same place
Cause I could never let you just be a familiar face
I know I broke too quickly couldn’t keep up with the pace
If I could do it again wouldn’t do anything the same

I could be falling to my knees and I wouldn’t give up on you
And even if you don’t see what I see 	I know that I could still count on you
It’s been a while since we’ve talked about our dreams
But I still promise they’re all gonna come true
And if I had to tell you one last thing
I’d still wish you the best, I just hope that you know
I could be falling to my knees and I wouldn’t give up on you
And even if you don’t see what I see 	I know that I could still count on you
It’s been a while since we’ve talked about our dreams
But I still promise they’re all gonna come true
And if I had to tell you one last thing
I’d still wish you the best, I just hope that you know

Hope That You Know

drive home w/ xo alone [pasca]

ty

https://www.instagram.com/prodwasterr/

love story

all flowers will decay (≖ ︿ ≖ ✿)

https://open.spotify.com/track/7C1ABwH4LkdUr0WPDeYEy5?si=39a47d5a79214d15

@fabs4k
@prodarisu

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@remiliaxd :

all flowers will decay
you shot at my heart, blew my brains out
idk what to say
you're all up in my brain
lay waste another day
broken hearts never change, i tried

make it out alive
find the different pieces
there's nowhere left to hide
but u waste my time
you take it all away
but i know i'll be fine
and i don't think that i can love you again

all in, i think i lost it
lost it, to think i'd lose myself
fall in, i'm done with falling down
don't wanna lose myself
but i can't go back now

@fabs4k : 

i can’t even face it
we having arguments but you cannot even base it
on all the things you said
giving me thoughts all up in my head
giving me nightmares while I’m going to bed

so I run from the fear
ain’t no apologies, ain’t nothing sincere
yeah he used to be a friend, now he’s only a peer
i’m driving down the road, yeah the end’s almost near

decay +fabs (arisu)

feat @domerrz + @owtiss
prod @decago


(intro)
i don't wanna lie, i been feeling sad
my heart on the ground, falling once again
i don't wanna lie, i been feeling sad
my heart on the ground, falling once again

(chorus)
put my feelings to the side, they don't matter
trusted you too much, now my heart is shattered
always doing my best but it never works out, nooo  
i don't wanna lie, 
i been feeling sad
my heart on the ground, 
falling once again
i'm just trying to follow my dreams 
until the end i will always believe

(verse dom - @domerrz)
i fall into your lies once again
fool me once now im terrified
my heart will never mend
played my part in your story
you left me i feel dead
you despise me just say it
just tell me its the end

it's like every time 
it's just all my fault
crying once again
what did i do wrong
im ripping up my skin
for you its not enough
but ima play pretend 
dont think i hurt enough

(verse - @owtiss)
ive just had enough
everything is starting again..
n im so tired of love
i dont wna see u again
i think ill fall apart!
when could we ever make amends??
u never cared in the end
i think id rather be dead

every day that passes i get new regrets now
the only time i can reset is when im passed out!!
i wish i could do more than just accept how
our relationship could never be repaired now :(

(chorus)
put my feelings to the side, they don't matter
trusted you too much, now my heart is shattered
always doing my best but it never works out, nooo  
i don't wanna lie, 
i been feeling sad
my heart on the ground, 
falling once again
i'm just trying to follow my dreams 
until the end i will always believe

spotify

my fault +dom & owtiss (decago)


@remiliaxd
@kyxtsnxwy

@prodarisu 
@oiwassupp



me
all the things that i been thru
wake up another day, feeling brand new
i gave you my heart, you tore it to pieces
and i couldn't believe it, but
i guess thats how things go
thought i had you, you slipped out of my hand
and all the time we spent, went to waste
i can't recall the things, that i said
and its all my fault, that how it is

@remiliaxd
that's how it is, falling to pieces
falling to my own thoughts, it hurts
yeah i said "i don't need it," but i still need it
and i guess that's how it is again
i hold you close, now i'm falling to pieces again
again, let my heart go
to think i'd lose it all again

@kyxtsnxwy
imma lose it all again
demons in my head
i know they wont let me live, i know
you held so many pain, now you’re cold
i’ll keep reminding you, i wont go away
i will take away your pain
no matter how things go, im always here to stay
if ever you need space, i’ll wait anyway
i know i live in hell, but i’ll take you to holy place

me + @remiliaxd
all the things that i been thru
wake up another day, feeling brand new
i gave you my heart, you tore it to pieces
and i couldn't believe it, but
i guess thats how things go

how things go
heart froze
heart hurts and it's frozen like the snow
let go
i know
i know that my heart is set in stone



Spotify

how things go + remilia & kishi (arisu oiwa)

w/ @tores prod me

Lyrics:

I feel like I’m calling out to the dark
I’m way too far
I can’t reach you

I’m still hoping
There’s something more to this
I’m still choking
On words that I can’t dismiss

I’m falling to the floor
These things that I can’t restore
This can’t be alright
I just wanted more

our love will never last, time will never wait
i'm scared i'll forget everything you ever said yeah
i'm so sad yeah, i'm scared i will forget you
oh baby close your eyes, let me hold your hand
let's just run away, to the fairy land 
every night in my dreams i see you
that's the most beautiful view

your love it was all pretend
got me crying in my room again
again and again, again
time will pass, love will stop
memories fade away into the dark
i know you know, i want you back
i wish i could just see you one more time

I’m still hoping
There’s something more to this
I’m still choking
On words that I can’t dismiss

I’m falling to the floor
These things that I can’t restore
This can’t be alright
I just wanted more

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choking w/ tores (me)

@wintfye

is it that wrong to feel this way
and i've been trying to convey
as long as my heart decays
be with you till my heart decays
x2

what would it take to be any closer
and not to be a burden on your shoulders
taking four leaves from a clover 
it's one step back till it's over-

you decide how i lie how we go on
i mean it's not like i'm everything you don't want
but does it matter to me its still my fault
but does it matter you're everything i want

heart decays (wintfye)

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!
@resolve1k

@victxrw
would you take it back if you had another chance 
"would you be upset if i found another man"
did you do it all to hurt me?
was that the plan?
cuz i feel like you cursed me
and in my head 
staring a the ceiling, something has to change
something has to move, need to rearrange 
dont know what's the difference between love and pain
maybe its no different its just all the same

@arid
i dont wanna change for you 
leave it all behind
over again its corrupting my mind
tell me im insane
then ill lose my brain
do it everytime you would call my name 
i know everytime that i wasnt aware
i know everytime you would look and stare 
in my face, i dont wanna talk like it wasn't erased
i dont want to stop i keep losing my place

@k4rson
i know you hate me, i know its all my fault
i swear im changing, you didnt change at all
when i dont see you, i go through withdrawls
just to get another chance, you know i would risk it all
i would do it all again, howd we let it fall?
girl im a fucking mess, you dont wanna see me at all
just get out of my head, miss those nights when we would call
was it something that i said?
i know its all my fault, i know its all my fault.

another chance - victxrw + arid + karson (inno)

@1akura @yuikase
https://open.spotify.com/track/1YEPlMIIDeyhBDkOpyyKBa?si=a602d569728d4184

you know it hurts me
to see u cry
you know it hurts me
so wipe ur eyes
baby believe me
i wouldn't lie
baby im falling
into ur eyes
so baby this time ill do better for the both of us
this time i wont pull away when it gets hard to love
i wanna learn from you
i hope you love me too

maybe ur just way to perfect for mee
im sorry that im not the person u want me to be
i just want u to see
that ur all that i needed
baby believe it
so baby believe it
im falling to pieces
remember the day u said there'd be no more secrets
it keeps me awake
i find myself sleepless
dont throw this away
cus baby i need this

you know it hurts me
to see u cry
you know it hurts me
so wipe ur eyes
baby believe me
i wouldn't lie
baby im falling
into ur eyes
so baby this time ill do better for the both of us
this time i wont pull away when it gets hard to love
i wanna learn from you
i hope you love me too

akura - learn (asagao)

@1akura @rewind214
and all these pictures tell some stories
im always in my head dont know why i worry
maybe its for the best that we both dont know
empty promises gives scars, wont show

when i cant hold back i let all tears out
alone, i cant be without u here now
no communication its unclear how
u hate me so much its all that i hear now

back then we used to be so happy
and now u dont wanna be around me
its sad to see how much has changed now
its sad to see u far away now
its all too late now
i drove u away
and now im falling straight down
i wish i could say that im sorry
ur love is departing
ur leaving me lonely
pls dont forget me

and all these pictures tell some stories
im always in my head dont know why i worry
maybe its for the best that we both dont know
empty promises gives scars, wont show

when i cant hold back i let all tears out
alone, i cant be without u here now
no communication its unclear how
u hate me so much its all that i hear now

akura - all that i hear now (rewind)

Man Down (Bonus)

Life

Thro my money

we go our separate ways in this frozen wasteland 

@1aprilshowers @afterstoryx
@kess0kuband @lovecrysis

and reunite in the blooming meadows of spring.


*building the world i wanted to give to you*

t h e r e s  n o t h i n g  h e r e  o n l y  v o i d


decay +fabs (arisu)

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