prod @1lav

mixed by me 
mastered by @kiryoo at the hotel
MV LINK https://youtu.be/N0a_qDuAh-w?feature=shared
im at a very low point in my life where i hate everything myself included 
i thank yall for the love it rlly makes me wanna keep going 
yall are the best supports i could ever ask for <33
https://www.instagram.com/iveyyslullaby/
https://www.instagram.com/fucklavendr/
ww.instagram.com/epicgamerkiryo/
we talk 
we fight 
we fuck
tonight
everything we do 
ill swear to god ill change your life
girl theres jus one thing you gotta kno 
im unstable
break me down 
like a fable 
 the cuts on my skin 
the scrts that i keep 
overmedicated slowly killing me 
she got that black dress on 
i jus got my eyes on you 
but you gotta stay away idk what ill do 
killed a "pretty" girl last night
red n blue flashing lights 
bby come with me you can die by my side 
oh wedding bells 
you broke our fuckin vowels 
so when i kms 
ill go back to the fucking ground
i deserve this hell's 
where i belong 
this life wasnt made for me 
i jus wanna pass on 
i feel like shit 
midlife crisis 
maybe these fuckin drugs 
will fucking stop it 
social relasp 
i wanna go back 
ima fuckin snort ts til my eyes roll back 
puking out my guts i stg
this body sucks 
youre such a dirty bitch 
and im jus a fuck up 
plzz dont touch me 
i feel so disgusting 
choking on my words because this shit
 doesnt mean anything 
i wanted everything baby just put me down 
im so fuckin childish 
this shit sucks i want it now 
im sorry that i just ruin everything
i touch
i dont wanna self destruct 
but this pain its not giving up 
wtf 
man wtf 
glass shards breaks into my wrist 
 it makes me wanna fucking wanna cut
the cuts on my skin
the scrts that i keep
overmedicated slowly killing me
she got that black dress on
i jus got my eyes on you
but you gotta stay away idk what ill do

black dress 🎀 🐇#𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰 *MV OUT NOW IN DESC*

self prod

wud u mourn my body
wud u say ur sorry
for all the times that u swear u wouldn't harm me
said u wouldn't harm me
hear ur words in my head
im so fked up nd ur still in my fkin heart
in my fkin heart
clawing at my fkin veins
hear my ears ring everytime u say my fkin name



i cnt get enough 
yea i feel so stuck
playin w my heart
and i cant get enough
binded by fake love
attachments cuz were stuck
ik u hate me cuz im a fk up

wud u mourn my body
wud u say ur sorry
for all the times that u swear u wouldnt harm me
said u wouldnt harm me
hear ur words in my head
im so fked up nd ur still in my fkin heart
in my fkin heart
clawing at my fkin veins
hear my ears ring every time u say my fkin name

veins

self prod <3

walkin thru the forest 
see ur face everywhere
its like ur chasing me
hear ur footsteps everywhere
its not fair
thought u gave u everything
but ur still chasing me
u must wnt something
cuts on me
feel like a disease while u run around me
i will always harm me
i will fkin hurt u
endless fkin circles yea i feel so abused
lifes so cruel 
idk what to do
everytime i talk its like im talking thru u

i lost a peice of me 
im losing eveything 
i found my peices 
but they dnt rlly ressemble me

it fkin looks like u
it fkin looks like uuu
cuz every peice of me
is just a peice of u
nd i cnt hate u
even after everything
everything u did to me
i just wish the best for u
its the ghost of u
its in my fkin room
i ruin everything every time i move

walkin thru the forest 
see ur face everywhere
its like ur chasing me
hear ur footsteps everywhere
its not fair
thought u gave u everything
but ur still chasing me
u must wnt something
cuts on me
feel like a disease while u run around me
i will always harm me
i will fkin hurt u
endless fkin circles yea i feel so abused
lifes so cruel 
idk what to do
everytime i talk its like im talking thru u

ghost of u

prod @p7e
ft @cholorofilm
yes I accidentally misspelled this MF long ass name LMAO 

woah woah woah woah
i just wanna turn it up
i can give u dmt i can give u any drug
wut u want wut u want
idgaf
bby turn it up
bby turn it upppl



i can give u any drug /w cholorofilm (winter)

@misalivee 
@pixelhood

me 
——

jus tell me 
wtf is going on here 
dying out in vain 
n im going out this year 
tell me lies again 
oh when will it end 
ion wanna talk no we were never friends 
i feel like a freak 
they look at me like a creep 
oh break me down 
n mutilate my body 
n they hate me i stg i hate it 
break me fuckin down again 
killin fuckin fake checks 
cartel cut my fuckin face off
blow my fuckin head double saw off
said you miss me so bad no bitch 
i dont want you back
ive been fuckin on a stupid slut
my dick addictin like sum crack smoking thraxx 
shoot yo fuckin block up
im fuckin sending shots know they 
stock UP UP UP UP!


misa
———

```huhh uuhhh fuck fuck 
baby hit me up or i might cut u up 
and i might drop a pill right inside my cup
baby stay here idgaf i wont talk tough 
i might cut you up i just drop drugs in my drink 
i know im dum 

i know im psycho i know im pretty bitch
oxycodone i got coke up to my dick
bitch fuck you i dont wna talk 
she gon watch me cut she gon lick it up
i dont wna talk i dont wna fuck 
she gon watch me cut and she gon lick it up```

Pretty little liar *needles 2* w/ misalive (pixelhood)

technosexwitch 
prod me



god wants me by his side
but it doesn't feel alright 
i can feel his darkness cuz i can't see the light
yahweh do u care about me
I can't disregard the blood u put apon me
I can't disregard all the fkin lies
false prophet u control my fkin life 
false prophet I know that u don't care
neglected from ur love cuz Ik it not there

technosexwitch - false prophet

DC SHOES AND SKINNY JEANS BY 9ARADOX FT. ORYX 
PROD. BUHGUUL

DC SHOES & SKINNY JEANS + ORYX  [BUUHGUUL]

@sicklikeadog
@kiryoo
https://www.instagram.com/sickstillsick
https://www.instagram.com/iveyyslullaby
https://www.instagram.com/technosexwitch

lyrics. soon ily u kaleb thank you for killing this

take the blade w sicklikeadog (technosexwitch)

prod. me
feat. @xxcrush
mixxed by me n crush master by meeee

you dont ache like i ache

lyr:

@misalivee
bitch like watch me fall apart 
forget like all i said 
i just wna get it out 
think im better off dead
and i keep on getting fucked
i just want it and ill cut 
forget like all i said 
swear that she dont give a fuck

and bitch i swear to god i wna die 
i dont wna see it killed myself 100 times
dont wna try let me get out 
dont hit me up im like not a shadow


@xxcrush
And Like I’m not a shadow
Why is everyone so shallow 
 how is this gonna work if I barely care about myself
I need help
This remind me of a dream 
it’s been way too long 
Tryna figure out tha cost of it 
U could rip up my whole world to bits
Oh my god
2 lines on my iPhone 
Ima forget this im so goneee
This feels wrong like I know 
please just keep on holding on
Cus I won’t ever stop