made ts awhile ago shoutout 2 the mfs who still listen 2 me

inspo from @tarozan

i understand that were so complicated
underestimate my actions but it had so many meanings

im suffocating, in my own body.. 
i wnna hurt me,, i wnna hurt me.
im suffocating, in my own body.. 
i wnna hurt me,, i wnna hurt me.

tell me do u hate me? i understand it..
i wud nvr hurt u, i wnna show it  

ask me why i love you?
but i know i do
baby do you feel it too?
i know i feel it too,,

negligent ⋆.' (prod me)

Rosé prod. me 

Rosé prod. me 🥂

no matter how many times i try and try to end this sorry excuse of a human life i always end back here it wont let me leave
cant wait for the day that these chains are freed
of humanity
such impurity
i want to shed that part of me
im letting myself rot from the inside out because i dont have the guts to pull the trigger
when the guns inside my mouth
my lifes a mistake
born to be given away
dont know my mothers name
i dont know my mothers name
9 months of bonding to you
9 months of forming in you
those 9 months are all that i know
you did not want to watch me grow
everyday i wish that you killed me
when i was in that womb
that i once called a home
how can you want nothing to do with your only son
either one
born of lust
existence is fucked
i am you
why do you not want me
i dont and will never understand (i wont)
no matter how much i say i am
my conciousness is nothing but a plauge (take it away from me)
you wasted 17 years praying that i will get better because i will never leave my human remains until i can finally escape
no matter how hard i try it never fucking works
id love to be in the earth
i long for something more , i long to be adored
and dont i understand why my soul chose this path
been a burden to take
i just want your embrace
as mother and father to me

mother and father

doeboyz#2k17 new music every week
https://www.instagram.com/hateoryx/
https://www.instagram.com/prod.pawl4k/
cover art by ebaycarson

Merch

essence (Pawl4k)

remix of a song from a gacha game i like

original song https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6o5hmZF6rEM

memories of loving you @soreu_u

trapped in the habits i cant stop
in every moment its a loss
tear out my eyes so i cant c
dont wanna know what lies beneath

abandoned all the time
a piece of paper balled up in a bin
it happened all my life so much i think that i been used 2 it
i know i know im not the one :(
the type that you would love
no need to call ur bluff
no sleep at all im fucked

remember all again
n all ur stupid friends
i hate
i had to play pretend
to make it work but it was fate

think about my death at night
im intrigued with the other side
growing older lose my light im
not the same as time flies by

spend all night
trying to sleep in bed
this shit aint alright
smoke n put me to rest im feeling ded

the scars on my arm wont go away
every time i look reminds me of the pain
wish that i tried n didn't lay
isolated in a cage

abandoned all the time
a piece of paper balled up thrown in a bin
it happened all my life so much i think that i been used 2 it
i know i know im not the one :(
the type that you would love
no need to call ur bluff
no sleep at all im fucked

NEW MERCH!!!

abandoned (buyok)

CRUNKED W/ OMGSTAC3Y

technosexwitch 
prod me



god wants me by his side
but it doesn't feel alright 
i can feel his darkness cuz i can't see the light
yahweh do u care about me
I can't disregard the blood u put apon me
I can't disregard all the fkin lies
false prophet u control my fkin life 
false prophet I know that u don't care
neglected from ur love cuz Ik it not there

technosexwitch - false prophet

✦⋆.*𖥔 ᴄʀᴜᴅᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴍɪᴇʀᴇ 𖥔*⋆.✦

Artist: RXEX, Autogenesis
Track:  Leos Trip (Autogenesis Remix)
Label: Backpocket Slammers

>> https://backpocketslammers.bandcamp.com/album/floating-glowing

@backpocketslammers
@rxexx
@auto-genesis