i got wasps in my brain yea theyre stinging up my insides
waiting for a time where everybody wants me to die
i might lose my temper for a little bit then close my eyes
one more second passes where im thinking bout these damn lies

FUCK YOU BITCH LOOK INSIDE THE MIRROR LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID
HAUNTED BY OUR PAST FOREVER I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT
NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU TRY JUST DONT EXPECT THEM TO FORGIVE
U MAY BE UNIVERSAL BUT THE UNIVERSE DONT GIVE A SHIT

watch the blood drain down watch your soul climb out
fuck it up in the studio, let all these bitches drown
wasps in my head crucify me with the thorns
they gon pray on your downfall but goin down ill be reborn

wasps in my brain

!!This is NOT my song!! Credits to the owner, I will take it down if they ask.

u are my favorite! // Kittydog

prod. by me
epic vocals and artwork by @kittydoggo

woohoo collab track!!
I'm not entirely sure what genre to call this so I'm just gonna refer to it as "post-hyperpop"
172 bpm
stems available @ https://learke.github.io/bewildered-stems.html

bewildered

Stream/Buy

kittydog & learke - bewildered!!

Ps:This song doesn't belongs to me, it belongs to Kittydog and Joshua Lanuarii

Kittydog - RIP Creativity (feat. Joshua Lanuarii)

og song and instrumental by switzerr: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6xGXN6FWpxA

switzerr - negatives [kittydog cover]

bite into my mind
i wanna feel ur teeth inside my thoughts
just fuckin
eat it like ur last meal
idc i wanna forget things i dont want

consume my perception
make my brain have no reception
i want my only connection
to be this broken obsession

my router in your hands
disconnected from the network
i can't see my own existance
you just click with me like clockwork

my digital wires are fried
so eat them like crispy french fries
i feel like im going to die
i feel like im going to di-i-i-ie

bite into my mind
i wanna feel ur teeth inside my thoughts
just fuc-
consume my perception
make my brain have no reception
i want my router in your hands
disconnected from the network
i-i feel like im going to die
i feel like im going to die

don't leave me hanging
stuck all day trying to connect
i got no patience
so why keep tearing at my threads
i thought you were all i wanted
but now i got nothing left
i really miss what i had
I REALLY MISS WHO I AM!!

SO BITE INTO MY MIND
LEAVE ME WITH NO CONNECTIONS
ALL OF MY WIRES EXPOSED
LEAVING MY MOTHERBOARD BROKEN
ALL OF MY DATA'S CORRUPTING
SLOWLY LOSING ALL ITS POWER
BABY I LOST ALL RECEPTION
BUT ILL BE BACK THE NEXT HOUR!!

1. no reception

don't worry about me
im stuck in the matrix
try to get ahold of the same things
L-1-3-S in the pavement
compositely faded
if i got a problem i face it

so which pill will you take?
im tearing at the edges
cognition it could break
instantly any second
would you bend it to your will?
would you be my contention?
so just go say the word
and i'll reclaim it's retention, retention

unmatched suggestion
i'm under composite
don't you feel vigilant?
supposedly virtuous

death at your expense
for once it's fortunate
so dodging all bullets
unfortunate circumstance

Try not to fight it but you just can't do it
You're irrational incompetent you can't go through it
Would you try to methodically remove all usage
Would you synthesize a pathway just to fucking renew it
I'm not new, living in a false reality is painless
Constantly dissociated but i'm real as all numerics
Try to switch it up, passion won't deflect all merits
So just step up to the novel i'll tear out all pages!!!

don't worry about me
im stuck in the matrix
try to get ahold of the same things
L-1-3-S in the pavement
compositely faded
if i got a problem i face it

so which pill will you take?
im tearing at the edges
cognition it could break
instantly any second
would you bend it to your will?
would you be my contention?
so just go say the word
and i'll reclaim it's retention

I Will Not Let My Death Be At Your Expense
I Will Not Let My Death Be At Your Expense
I Will Not Let My Death Be At Your Expense
I Will Not Let My Death Be At Your Expense!!!
I Will Not Let My Death Be At Your Expense
I Will Not Let My Death Be At Your Expense
I Will Not Let My Death Be At Your Expense
I Will Not Let My Death Be At Your Expense!!! AHHHHH

unmatched suggestion
i'm under composite
don't you feel vigilant?
supposedly virtuous
death at your expense
for once it's fortunate
so dodging all bullets
unfortunate circumstance

5. Death At Your Expense

inhuman mechanical these parts of me are valuable
selling aspects of me at a high high price
don't you want these pieces everybody wanna buy

do u love me? do u miss who i used to be?
do the little pixels on the screen give u dopamine?
did it give you something to forget ur reality
so much to the point u forget im a human being?!?!

ive lost it! i lost my humanity!
but i was never human in the first place baby!
my heart and soul strapped up to a computer screen
kittydogcrystal, the motherfucking meme machine

ive found it, i'm not a kid anymore!
so don't be surprised when i break the floorboards
got hearts in my eyes with the clouds on the floor
tell the moon in the night im a star nothing more

inhuman an animal
driven by instinct natural
im wild and free, my fur dances in the breeze

the feeling's unexplainable
but you could understand it
if you lay here with me
just sit right under the trees~

6. inhuman

im taking a picture of this life
and i always and i always wonder why
im thinking of you watching me die
and i'm dying and i'm dying with you by my side

bar was in hell
now baby i know what i need
pour me a mixed bag on the fourth
have a toast for a new year a new me

always knew my love was eternal
and baby if u respect it
i'll take u in my forever
lets make a pocket dimension

my mind's going static, im dizzy look at the stars
want u to be my /everything
even if we're apart

u got me rethinking perfection
believing in forever
u checkmated my soul
but im bad at chess i flipped the table!!

picturing us in a pocket dimension
picturing love that's beyond comprehension
picturing trust lasting despite the outcome
picture a future that we can believe in

im taking a picture in my mind
and i see us with eachother taking flight
im thinking of you right by my side
and im flying and im flying with you every night!!

lets make a pocket dimension
i'm furthering intentions
got your wingspan thru the portal
galaxies in our possession

yeah my love's your solar system
i'm pocketing more wisdom
every star that supernova's
feel like a new love explosion

my mind is ecstatic
im feeling like a fanatic
so lets make a new forever
yea show me all your schematics

we're building a better timeline
it all fits inside your pockets
you're something that i believe in
yea nothing could ever stop it!!

woah, lets make a pocket dimension
woa yeah!!

7. pocket dimension (extended)

feel like a folder cause i see her in my pc
like a controller i feel like her love controls me
im counting up the score cause im one off from :3
feel so adored when she wagging her tail with me

the game of life im playing it wildly
look in her eyes its virtual reality
i wanna lose my sense of humanity
i pet her fur all day its so sensory

the space time continuum don't matter to me
any time any place you're where i wanna be!!

feel like a folder cause i see her in my pc
like a controller i feel like her love controls me
im counting up the score cause im one off from :3
feel so adored when she wagging her tail with me!!

feel like a folder
feel like a folder cuz i
spill out my documents got 1000 love letters baby
find my directory ill be saving my progress
all ur files safe with me ill make sure ur work is a success!!
x2

8. feel like a folder

microtonal ghost by kittydog

i might be coming back to soundcloud but i mostly use bandcamp
https://kittydog.bandcamp.com

im kd
i eat ass
she/her and they/them
my alts are:
@rarded
@ipeedandfardedandshidded