VENT SONG XD@!!

i am god but please never bow down to me
they dont see what my ego wants them to see
i am god but please never bow down to me
they dont see what my ego wants them to see

make the last days count
choke myself til i pass out
all these bands ill hand them out 
i dont deserve all this clout
i wanna have tons of sex
and then leave all my friends
then im hanging from the ceiling
todays gonna be my end

that blood wont stop leaking from my mouth
im a cute little angel im your lover im out
im a devil from the underworld
an angel up in heaven
im the reason for your suffering
the reason for your pleasure

who do u wanna see
dumb bitch with the halo
or a cutie like me
drugs drugs
yeah im gonna od
if ur feeling suicidal
this the right place to be

who do u wanna see
dumb bitch with the halo
or a cutie like me
drugs drugs
yeah im gonna od
if ur feeling suicidal
this the right place to be

KMS // tw suicidal thoughts

Kittydog - No Inbetween

!!NOT MY SONG!! Credits to the owner. I will take it down if they ask.

im part of the PAWblem​!​! // Kittydog

my first song with original sound design

jus make it go boom remake // Kittydog

memories won't leave me alone
catch me rebuilding my home
what i need isnt unknown
next time i pick up the phone,
hang up before i explode!!

my patience being tested
im feeling damn infected
im losing all my senses
baby i need to scream it

im up against the pressure
im fighting for the future
something we can believe in
baby can you believe it??

been so long, and i cant take the pain
just give me some time to breathe and some personal space

they make me feel alive, like my time's not a waste
so catch me making the best of the rest of my days!!

memories won't leave me alone
i need to restart
catch me rebuilding my home,
made out of my heart
what i need isnt unknown!!
i know what i want
so next time i pick up the phone,
hang up before i explode!!

2. before i explode

not as loud as it was before.
i'm counting the days, when it wasn't this way
tear my face off!
*loudly crying emoji*
if we were head to head in the ring
i'd slip it on my finger and break it

you said you would kill me
11 years ago
now i'm living off all my dreams
i'm spitefully alive to grow
you tried to take my ambition and love
now i can never be killed at all

so u can smash me to bits
but i still saved the data
like divine intervention
saved me from my death

it's like i'm meant to be here
and you were meant to suffer
when you hid me away
and you still live in my veins

they say blood's thicker than water
but now the blood's in my tears
and now the lack of me crying
is showed inside of my fears

and i'm forgetting the days
and i'm forgetting the years
but at the end of it all
i'm still fucking here!!!!!!!!!!

not as loud as it was before.
i'm counting the days, when it wasn't this way
(when it wasn't this way)
tear my face off!
if we were head to head in the ring
i'd slip it on my finger and break it

4. you still live in my veins

inhuman mechanical these parts of me are valuable
selling aspects of me at a high high price
don't you want these pieces everybody wanna buy

do u love me? do u miss who i used to be?
do the little pixels on the screen give u dopamine?
did it give you something to forget ur reality
so much to the point u forget im a human being?!?!

ive lost it! i lost my humanity!
but i was never human in the first place baby!
my heart and soul strapped up to a computer screen
kittydogcrystal, the motherfucking meme machine

ive found it, i'm not a kid anymore!
so don't be surprised when i break the floorboards
got hearts in my eyes with the clouds on the floor
tell the moon in the night im a star nothing more

inhuman an animal
driven by instinct natural
im wild and free, my fur dances in the breeze

the feeling's unexplainable
but you could understand it
if you lay here with me
just sit right under the trees~

6. inhuman

im taking a picture of this life
and i always and i always wonder why
im thinking of you watching me die
and i'm dying and i'm dying with you by my side

bar was in hell
now baby i know what i need
pour me a mixed bag on the fourth
have a toast for a new year a new me

always knew my love was eternal
and baby if u respect it
i'll take u in my forever
lets make a pocket dimension

my mind's going static, im dizzy look at the stars
want u to be my /everything
even if we're apart

u got me rethinking perfection
believing in forever
u checkmated my soul
but im bad at chess i flipped the table!!

picturing us in a pocket dimension
picturing love that's beyond comprehension
picturing trust lasting despite the outcome
picture a future that we can believe in

im taking a picture in my mind
and i see us with eachother taking flight
im thinking of you right by my side
and im flying and im flying with you every night!!

lets make a pocket dimension
i'm furthering intentions
got your wingspan thru the portal
galaxies in our possession

yeah my love's your solar system
i'm pocketing more wisdom
every star that supernova's
feel like a new love explosion

my mind is ecstatic
im feeling like a fanatic
so lets make a new forever
yea show me all your schematics

we're building a better timeline
it all fits inside your pockets
you're something that i believe in
yea nothing could ever stop it!!

woah, lets make a pocket dimension
woa yeah!!

7. pocket dimension (extended)

microtonal ghost by kittydog

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she/her and they/them
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