VENT SONG XD@!!

i am god but please never bow down to me
they dont see what my ego wants them to see
i am god but please never bow down to me
they dont see what my ego wants them to see

make the last days count
choke myself til i pass out
all these bands ill hand them out 
i dont deserve all this clout
i wanna have tons of sex
and then leave all my friends
then im hanging from the ceiling
todays gonna be my end

that blood wont stop leaking from my mouth
im a cute little angel im your lover im out
im a devil from the underworld
an angel up in heaven
im the reason for your suffering
the reason for your pleasure

who do u wanna see
dumb bitch with the halo
or a cutie like me
drugs drugs
yeah im gonna od
if ur feeling suicidal
this the right place to be

who do u wanna see
dumb bitch with the halo
or a cutie like me
drugs drugs
yeah im gonna od
if ur feeling suicidal
this the right place to be

KMS // tw suicidal thoughts

Lyrics:

Yeah, I hope you don't miss me anymore.
I don't even remember who you are.
But don't mind it, you could be the first thing
I think about while my mind's slowly drifting.
Yeah, I probably don't miss you anymore.
Even if I said many times before.
Oh god, I think I'll love you forever
'Cause I didn't know what I-

(Kittydoggo!)

Yeah, I hope you don't miss me anymore.
I don't even remember who you are.
But don't mind it, you could be the first thing
I think about while my mind's slowly drifting.
Yeah, I probably don't miss you anymore.
Even if I said many times before.
Oh god, I think I'll love you forever
'Cause I didn't know what I meant by forever!

[🎶 Instrumental 🎶]

Yeah, I hope you don't miss me anymore.
I don't even remember who you are.
But don't mind it, you could be the first thing
I think about while my mind's slowly drifting.
Yeah, I probably don't miss you anymore.
Even if I said many times before.
Oh god, I think I'll love you forever
'Cause I didn't know what I meant by forever!

kittydog- first thing

!!NOT MY SONG!! Credits to the owner. I will take it down if they ask.

im part of the PAWblem​!​! // Kittydog

og song and instrumental by switzerr: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6xGXN6FWpxA

switzerr - negatives [kittydog cover]

memories won't leave me alone
catch me rebuilding my home
what i need isnt unknown
next time i pick up the phone,
hang up before i explode!!

my patience being tested
im feeling damn infected
im losing all my senses
baby i need to scream it

im up against the pressure
im fighting for the future
something we can believe in
baby can you believe it??

been so long, and i cant take the pain
just give me some time to breathe and some personal space

they make me feel alive, like my time's not a waste
so catch me making the best of the rest of my days!!

memories won't leave me alone
i need to restart
catch me rebuilding my home,
made out of my heart
what i need isnt unknown!!
i know what i want
so next time i pick up the phone,
hang up before i explode!!

2. before i explode

(hahaha, i dont care anymore! your heart's shattered on the ground? thats great! i'm so fuckin proud of myself)

so you wanna test me??
dreams dont come true when you
best me
its not made for you
years catching up to me, feel my patience running thin
hear me scream out again and let the cycle begin

i can't wait! to tear your fucking heart out
im a heartbreaker, baby im a fuckin wreck
you better stay away!! for the good of ur own mindset!!
sculpted for eternity, sculpted for the grindset

yeahhhh im married to the grind you know it treats me right
it leaves me crying out for help until i cant fight
it's too busy thinking about other people to notice
im fucked up and crazy and betting on a death wish

i'm seeing the flaws in the ways that im breathing
i'm tainted with all of these heartbreaker feelings
i want to have love in the way that im treated
i want you to love me, the way that i love

do you believe in love,
do you think souls can intertwine?
do you feel like everything will be fine?
will you ever be secure in time?
everything is bright,
the universe is on our side
love is falling into place forever
i'll cherish these moments til i die, yea

3. heartbreaker feelings

inhuman mechanical these parts of me are valuable
selling aspects of me at a high high price
don't you want these pieces everybody wanna buy

do u love me? do u miss who i used to be?
do the little pixels on the screen give u dopamine?
did it give you something to forget ur reality
so much to the point u forget im a human being?!?!

ive lost it! i lost my humanity!
but i was never human in the first place baby!
my heart and soul strapped up to a computer screen
kittydogcrystal, the motherfucking meme machine

ive found it, i'm not a kid anymore!
so don't be surprised when i break the floorboards
got hearts in my eyes with the clouds on the floor
tell the moon in the night im a star nothing more

inhuman an animal
driven by instinct natural
im wild and free, my fur dances in the breeze

the feeling's unexplainable
but you could understand it
if you lay here with me
just sit right under the trees~

6. inhuman

i want to be allowed to love

love, love, love, love!!!
love, love, love, love

do u feel the love
its in everything u know
do u feel the love
it's the resources to grow
do u feel the love
cause i know
i feel it everywhere i go

ah, to be in the moment
i needed a process
love, hearts in my eyes
can u tell that its important
unconditionally,
aquiration of the, foretold
i saw me in my dreams and watched them unfold

oh, to look all around me
the feeling's astounding
i want to be allowed to become all my surroundings
take it and put every little thread of it in my soul
just let me bask in the afterglow!!

im supposed to be allowed to love!

love, love, love, love
love, love, love, love

yeah i feel like im allowed to love
oh i feel love forever, yea

i feel like im allowed to love.

10. allowed to LOVE

microtonal ghost by kittydog

kittydog - one touch

Bendito (prod. ArtYFisHsCaLE)

i might be coming back to soundcloud but i mostly use bandcamp
https://kittydog.bandcamp.com

im kd
i eat ass
she/her and they/them
my alts are:
@rarded
@ipeedandfardedandshidded