stop fucking talking
your words are like sandpaper to my brain
smooth it out til its a goddamn paste, 
ur such a fuckin worthless waste

hundreds of people cant be wrong
saying kys delete ur songs
only thing im deleting is my ability to fawn

lies, lies, fuckin feed me lies
imma scrape out my mind ill be like this is fine
(x4)

kys delete ur songs

!!NOT MY SONG!! Credits to the owner. I will take it down if they ask.

im part of the PAWblem​!​! // Kittydog

my first song with original sound design

when has healthy ever been my priority (Remake Version) // Kittydog

og song and instrumental by switzerr: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6xGXN6FWpxA

switzerr - negatives [kittydog cover]

sea of regrets
but im Past that
moment's in my hands
i Present that
branching out forever
for Future reference
Past Present Future all times connected

that's love! in every action
imperfection is the cure! pure satisfaction
ur a product of ur past self's tiny choices
make something even more, that's self invention
mm yeah!!!

Past Present Future
im feeling timeless, yea
i know time travel is real in my perception
fuck it!
Past Present Future , all times connected
i'll claw my way through time for shameless self expression

time could be nothing or something to you
it could be a presence just waiting
to stop being misconstrued
but we can be the Past Present Future
highlighting the best version of you
we can view it through the lens of perfection
our dreams have already come true~

Past Present Future all times connected
call me to break your lack of reception
i held it in before the explosion
trapped in the song and dance called my feelings
ur in my veins, you're not like the rest
come to my grave and pay no expense
it's in human nature to pay attention
out of pocket to the highest dimension
i fold erroneously in time
with the pace of the rhythm through Her design
i allow myself to love every line
of symbolic threads expressly intwined
so number all the times that you died
and watch the static drain from your eyes
take a taste of passion tune to it's nature
connect the dots in Past Present Future
x2

[instrumental break]

Past Present Future all times connected
I know time travel is real in my perception
Past Present Future, you're every moment
so be the best that you can each passing second!!
Past Present Future, all has a purpose
could be good neutral or bad, but i accept it
Past Present Future all times connected
using the best that we have to make it worth it!!

12. past present future

microtonal ghost by kittydog

```i'm like a secret agent
creeping up in the night
does it make ur skin crawl
when i don't tell u goodbye

sick and twisted joke
playing up in ur life
ill smile while the slow burn
of fantasies die

im like a cryptid
feel unsubstantiated
but i'd feel so real
petting me thru the matrix

say my name under ur breath
i'm folklore around the fire
ill crawl round ur perception
i eat away at ur wires

i flicker on in the night

crawling away as i smile

dont turn ur back on the time
cant delete me from subconsious
power on from just your sight

cuz ur realitys dyin
i forgot i existed
my humanity's defiled

burned my sense of being
u stared clip off the airplane mode
silence from the screen
speakers blown out chewed em up like bones
falling from the earth
check it out, ive been here before
im inhuman, mechanical animal anthromorph

i can't fall anymore,
it's bound to the floor
cursed to all fours
u fw this form??

now i'm just a myth
so compute me some more
ill claw right around
some unnatural force

I'm so tired of it
Want to be something less ridiculous
had my ups and downs
now i'm fluctuating
cursed 2 on all 4's
all suffocated

so i crawled my way up high
told myself 10 times i'd never die
plastered all my pain on a saturday night
if there's nothing left, it'll be alright

down to the floor
it's warm and it's cold
it's wrong and it's right
it can't be ignored

it's just a myth
so just write me some more
i'll display a pattern
never seen before```

1. cursed2all4s

```i live to see the look in ur eyes
when u made the mistake, stagnant waters align
i feel my heart crush and tar into brine
so one could conclude this concoction is mine

I'M ONE WITH MY OWN INTENTIONS
WHEN I SAY I CANT MOVE MY BODY
I WON'T LOOK AT MY OWN REFLECTION
BUT I CAN LOOK INTO THE MIRROR JUST PERFECTLY

crush my heart, turn it to stagnant waters
blood's thicker than my feelings shoved deep behind metal doors
hold down in my sinking tarring heart, four walls
kept running for my life, now i can't run anymore

i live to see your deep loving smile.
i live to see us around the table.
i live to see us travel the world.
i live to hold our souls together.
i live to cherish every moment
i live to figure out each sentence
i live to love each passing day
ii wish id never ran away

[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[%

crush my heart, turn it to stagnant waters
blood's thicker than my feelings shoved deep behind metal doors
hold down in my sinking tarring heart, four walls
kept running for my life, now i can't run anymore

stitch the memories together
to match my unsteady heartbeat
well loved plushie made of
pieces of reality

i control my breathing
im sedated situationally
rhythmic power flowing
thru my expressive embroidery

now crush my heart
with the tightness of your love now
get the river flowing
so the water makes a crashing sound
open up the windows
there's an ocean circulating around
broke the water cycle
but the memories come flooding out

crush. my. heart.
[insane instrumental breakdown]!!!!!11!!!1

2. stagnant waters

```I NEED THAT
panting like a dog
drooling like a maniac
I NEED THAT
clawing on my walls
mewing for it back

i need you more than words can quantify
fossilized my human life
drugs fucked up my state of mind
now is my personality a lie???

killed my brain, it's void of all purpose
self reflection ain't no subscattered surface
when do you gotta realize it's worthless
kill my ego so i cannot get nervous

i literally killed my brain
i literally killed my brain so bad
i hated myself too much
but that hate is love
now im breaking all the walls of that

forgive me ive had enough to think abt
resent me til every bit of me comes out
forget me im trying not to make a sound
but youll find me the moment i speak it out loud

kill me slowly
what do i do?
i wanna leave my body
exit me soon
so can ya

[so kill me, so kill me slowly]]]

killing me slowly youre like a demon
eating my soul for stimulation
breathing me in then choking bleeding
breath me out in the wrong direction

i need that badly, the pure sensation
praying that you don't steal my consience
reset reality can't forget it
desperation for no dependance!!!!!!
```

3. I NEED THAT

```[kittydog]
can u reach for the stars? oh
can u follow the path to the key to your heart
can u see who u are? wow
can u see what u are? dealing with
when you figure all the best ones out
figure all the best ones out
oh
figure all the best ones out
when you figure all the best ones out

process of elimination
only leads to approximation

need ur exact value
so make the axiom with me

me plus u equals
a new branch of existence

i'm an iteration
that every particle made me~

shut the lights off
when you open the door
separate pathways
where they've seen us before

can u see who you are
little constellation

stars, connected solely by desire to connect
i desire u so strongly that it just makes sense

can u reach for the stars?
can u
desire pathway reaching right where u are!!

[Learke]
Can you look at the sky
Discover new galaxies
We do this every time
Connecting you and me
Cause I know you know that we're both made up of everything
That came before us in time
All of it culminating

And you set me free
Of my past discrepancies
And I'll hold you tight
While you live life truthfully

Turn the lights on
As we enter the room
Our separate pathways
Converge as they always do
Do you know where you are
Little constellation

Stars connected solely by desire to connect
I desire you so strongly that it just makes sense
Can you reach for the stars in the sky?
Can you
Desire pathway leads me right to your time

[learke and kittydog]
little constellation!

Little constellation
Little constellation
little constellation oh !!!

^w^[[[[[[[22356 ! 1!!

[insane instrumental breakdown]!!!!!11!!!1

6. little constellation! ft learke

i might be coming back to soundcloud but i mostly use bandcamp
https://kittydog.bandcamp.com

im kd
i eat ass
she/her and they/them
my alts are:
@rarded
@ipeedandfardedandshidded