my first song with original sound design

og song and instrumental by switzerr: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6xGXN6FWpxA

switzerr - negatives [kittydog cover]

microtonal ghost by kittydog

haunted by the memories
of things that you did

DOWN LOW x4

youve fucked up for years
i cant tell you what you wanna hear

DOWN LOW x4

BREAK DOWN
LIGHT SHOW IN MY HEAD NOW
CRYING ALL THESE TEARS [ WOW ]
I CANT EVEN HEAR [ NOW ]

DOWN LOW

FEELINGS ARE BURIED
I CANT EXPRESS THEM TOO YOU
I WANNA MOVE ON BUT 
NOTHING IS WORKING
SOMETHING IS WORRIED
MY BRAIN IS SO BROKEN
THE THOUGHTS HAVE BEEN BURRIED FOR YEARS NO
WONT TELL YOU WHAT YOU WANNA HEAR NO
IM FEELING COMFY SO IM STAYING HERE
GIVE MY MIND TIME TO PROCESS YEARS
[ PROCESS YEARS ]

DOWN LOW

```i'm like a secret agent
creeping up in the night
does it make ur skin crawl
when i don't tell u goodbye

sick and twisted joke
playing up in ur life
ill smile while the slow burn
of fantasies die

im like a cryptid
feel unsubstantiated
but i'd feel so real
petting me thru the matrix

say my name under ur breath
i'm folklore around the fire
ill crawl round ur perception
i eat away at ur wires

i flicker on in the night

crawling away as i smile

dont turn ur back on the time
cant delete me from subconsious
power on from just your sight

cuz ur realitys dyin
i forgot i existed
my humanity's defiled

burned my sense of being
u stared clip off the airplane mode
silence from the screen
speakers blown out chewed em up like bones
falling from the earth
check it out, ive been here before
im inhuman, mechanical animal anthromorph

i can't fall anymore,
it's bound to the floor
cursed to all fours
u fw this form??

now i'm just a myth
so compute me some more
ill claw right around
some unnatural force

I'm so tired of it
Want to be something less ridiculous
had my ups and downs
now i'm fluctuating
cursed 2 on all 4's
all suffocated

so i crawled my way up high
told myself 10 times i'd never die
plastered all my pain on a saturday night
if there's nothing left, it'll be alright

down to the floor
it's warm and it's cold
it's wrong and it's right
it can't be ignored

it's just a myth
so just write me some more
i'll display a pattern
never seen before```

1. cursed2all4s

```I NEED THAT
panting like a dog
drooling like a maniac
I NEED THAT
clawing on my walls
mewing for it back

i need you more than words can quantify
fossilized my human life
drugs fucked up my state of mind
now is my personality a lie???

killed my brain, it's void of all purpose
self reflection ain't no subscattered surface
when do you gotta realize it's worthless
kill my ego so i cannot get nervous

i literally killed my brain
i literally killed my brain so bad
i hated myself too much
but that hate is love
now im breaking all the walls of that

forgive me ive had enough to think abt
resent me til every bit of me comes out
forget me im trying not to make a sound
but youll find me the moment i speak it out loud

kill me slowly
what do i do?
i wanna leave my body
exit me soon
so can ya

[so kill me, so kill me slowly]]]

killing me slowly youre like a demon
eating my soul for stimulation
breathing me in then choking bleeding
breath me out in the wrong direction

i need that badly, the pure sensation
praying that you don't steal my consience
reset reality can't forget it
desperation for no dependance!!!!!!
```

3. I NEED THAT

```i could see directions
in my view
becoming a compass
magnetizing you
looking out from on the summit
coming thru
do you see the vision
it's becoming all i knew

could it give me some direction?
come anew
wanna be infinity
no catching 22
looking down onto the sunset
see the truth
letting go of something senseless
at the altitude

im fed up at the moment
cuz im right where i started
nothing left to be losing
when im down to keep trying

when my mouth cant keep screaming
think at least i'm still living
try my best to keep going
so bring forth all that's coming

i could be ur additive inverse
or your equippolent
direct me to the edge of the earth
or dont see me again

i like your thoughts on public stances and opinions
so baby are u perpendicular to what im singin?

dont know where im goin

could you give me some direction?
[[[could you give me some direction??]]]

i'm too forward when i'm speaking to you
too many variables
thinking XYZ
can you free me?

i'm too backwards when it comes to worldview
i told myself im
forced to the back seat
please let me

hold the gps, i can give me the directions
all 360 degrees with my intentions
spacetime oh it's lookin like breakfast!!
i could take us to another dimension!!!!

im not a Letdown, ill be upright
in the brightest days, on the darkest nights
who knew, a calculation that could save my life
scratch the hierchy, youre my player i

'm too high at the moment
now i'm right where i started
as a singularity, with a taste for creating
spacetime oh it's lookin so epic!!
i could take us to another dimension!!!!!

UR GOING IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION!!
wHICH WAY IS THE RIGHT DIRECTION??
UR GOING IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION!!
tHAT WAY IS THE RIGHT DIRECTION!!
```

5. Directions

```It's dire, a fire, residing
No choice but to choose on deciding
What's right for me what i can achieve
Who i can be

Designed to fight and recede
Can this dogcat dare to dream
don't you see the light in the
wishes falling from the trees

Cause i'm not forward when i'm speaking to you
Too many variables
So i'll be backing it up on W
You'll know exactly all the words i mean
in your dreams
When we're awake now we'll be alright
in the brightest days in the darkest nights
spacetime oh it's looking fantastic
We can invent a new direction!!!!!
Direction
Direction ,
direction .:3```

9. w

ВЫДУМАТЬ

baby blue

i might be coming back to soundcloud but i mostly use bandcamp
https://kittydog.bandcamp.com

im kd
i eat ass
she/her and they/them
my alts are:
@rarded
@ipeedandfardedandshidded