just chilling

Kittydoggo!!!!

FLIP THESE THEM ALL OVER AGAIN!!!! play them again!!!!

bite into my mind
i wanna feel ur teeth inside my thoughts
just fuckin
eat it like ur last meal
idc i wanna forget things i dont want

consume my perception
make my brain have no reception
i want my only connection
to be this broken obsession

my router in your hands
disconnected from the network
i can't see my own existance
you just click with me like clockwork

my digital wires are fried
so eat them like crispy french fries
i feel like im going to die
i feel like im going to di-i-i-ie

bite into my mind
i wanna feel ur teeth inside my thoughts
just fuc-
consume my perception
make my brain have no reception
i want my router in your hands
disconnected from the network
i-i feel like im going to die
i feel like im going to die

don't leave me hanging
stuck all day trying to connect
i got no patience
so why keep tearing at my threads
i thought you were all i wanted
but now i got nothing left
i really miss what i had
I REALLY MISS WHO I AM!!

SO BITE INTO MY MIND
LEAVE ME WITH NO CONNECTIONS
ALL OF MY WIRES EXPOSED
LEAVING MY MOTHERBOARD BROKEN
ALL OF MY DATA'S CORRUPTING
SLOWLY LOSING ALL ITS POWER
BABY I LOST ALL RECEPTION
BUT ILL BE BACK THE NEXT HOUR!!

1. no reception

memories won't leave me alone
catch me rebuilding my home
what i need isnt unknown
next time i pick up the phone,
hang up before i explode!!

my patience being tested
im feeling damn infected
im losing all my senses
baby i need to scream it

im up against the pressure
im fighting for the future
something we can believe in
baby can you believe it??

been so long, and i cant take the pain
just give me some time to breathe and some personal space

they make me feel alive, like my time's not a waste
so catch me making the best of the rest of my days!!

memories won't leave me alone
i need to restart
catch me rebuilding my home,
made out of my heart
what i need isnt unknown!!
i know what i want
so next time i pick up the phone,
hang up before i explode!!

2. before i explode

(hahaha, i dont care anymore! your heart's shattered on the ground? thats great! i'm so fuckin proud of myself)

so you wanna test me??
dreams dont come true when you
best me
its not made for you
years catching up to me, feel my patience running thin
hear me scream out again and let the cycle begin

i can't wait! to tear your fucking heart out
im a heartbreaker, baby im a fuckin wreck
you better stay away!! for the good of ur own mindset!!
sculpted for eternity, sculpted for the grindset

yeahhhh im married to the grind you know it treats me right
it leaves me crying out for help until i cant fight
it's too busy thinking about other people to notice
im fucked up and crazy and betting on a death wish

i'm seeing the flaws in the ways that im breathing
i'm tainted with all of these heartbreaker feelings
i want to have love in the way that im treated
i want you to love me, the way that i love

do you believe in love,
do you think souls can intertwine?
do you feel like everything will be fine?
will you ever be secure in time?
everything is bright,
the universe is on our side
love is falling into place forever
i'll cherish these moments til i die, yea

3. heartbreaker feelings

not as loud as it was before.
i'm counting the days, when it wasn't this way
tear my face off!
*loudly crying emoji*
if we were head to head in the ring
i'd slip it on my finger and break it

you said you would kill me
11 years ago
now i'm living off all my dreams
i'm spitefully alive to grow
you tried to take my ambition and love
now i can never be killed at all

so u can smash me to bits
but i still saved the data
like divine intervention
saved me from my death

it's like i'm meant to be here
and you were meant to suffer
when you hid me away
and you still live in my veins

they say blood's thicker than water
but now the blood's in my tears
and now the lack of me crying
is showed inside of my fears

and i'm forgetting the days
and i'm forgetting the years
but at the end of it all
i'm still fucking here!!!!!!!!!!

not as loud as it was before.
i'm counting the days, when it wasn't this way
(when it wasn't this way)
tear my face off!
if we were head to head in the ring
i'd slip it on my finger and break it

4. you still live in my veins

don't worry about me
im stuck in the matrix
try to get ahold of the same things
L-1-3-S in the pavement
compositely faded
if i got a problem i face it

so which pill will you take?
im tearing at the edges
cognition it could break
instantly any second
would you bend it to your will?
would you be my contention?
so just go say the word
and i'll reclaim it's retention, retention

unmatched suggestion
i'm under composite
don't you feel vigilant?
supposedly virtuous

death at your expense
for once it's fortunate
so dodging all bullets
unfortunate circumstance

Try not to fight it but you just can't do it
You're irrational incompetent you can't go through it
Would you try to methodically remove all usage
Would you synthesize a pathway just to fucking renew it
I'm not new, living in a false reality is painless
Constantly dissociated but i'm real as all numerics
Try to switch it up, passion won't deflect all merits
So just step up to the novel i'll tear out all pages!!!

don't worry about me
im stuck in the matrix
try to get ahold of the same things
L-1-3-S in the pavement
compositely faded
if i got a problem i face it

so which pill will you take?
im tearing at the edges
cognition it could break
instantly any second
would you bend it to your will?
would you be my contention?
so just go say the word
and i'll reclaim it's retention

I Will Not Let My Death Be At Your Expense
I Will Not Let My Death Be At Your Expense
I Will Not Let My Death Be At Your Expense
I Will Not Let My Death Be At Your Expense!!!
I Will Not Let My Death Be At Your Expense
I Will Not Let My Death Be At Your Expense
I Will Not Let My Death Be At Your Expense
I Will Not Let My Death Be At Your Expense!!! AHHHHH

unmatched suggestion
i'm under composite
don't you feel vigilant?
supposedly virtuous
death at your expense
for once it's fortunate
so dodging all bullets
unfortunate circumstance

5. Death At Your Expense

feel like a folder cause i see her in my pc
like a controller i feel like her love controls me
im counting up the score cause im one off from :3
feel so adored when she wagging her tail with me

the game of life im playing it wildly
look in her eyes its virtual reality
i wanna lose my sense of humanity
i pet her fur all day its so sensory

the space time continuum don't matter to me
any time any place you're where i wanna be!!

feel like a folder cause i see her in my pc
like a controller i feel like her love controls me
im counting up the score cause im one off from :3
feel so adored when she wagging her tail with me!!

feel like a folder
feel like a folder cuz i
spill out my documents got 1000 love letters baby
find my directory ill be saving my progress
all ur files safe with me ill make sure ur work is a success!!
x2

8. feel like a folder

i'm one with fundamentals
god has me in her design
bending lights and sounds to my will
whole artistry redefined

feel audiovisual
when the audience sees the vision
all miniscule decisions
portray the individual

wavetable relays the waves i been making
synthesize a new reason to be alive
im seeing the truth in your eyes
through ur ears drawing lines
any colors or pitches
i still harmonize

she has me in her design,
she's out with me making waves
she's reflecting all my lines
be it on a DAW or a page

digital art workspace
physically strong all safe
flip me through all your frames
making me god all day~

don't stop, hitting me with that, harmonic structure
put your hands on my shoulders
feeling fundamentally closer yeah

not tryna get graphic but you know design is my passion
so let's get poetically passionate
and paint a melodic influence

ooh, god has me in her design
she's drawing me with her mind
she's singing me til the end of time~

ooh you have me in your design
ooh ill have you in mine~
(wow!!)

don't stop bringing me closer
to the fundamental frequency
the way you interact with me
harmonically
(wow!!!)

god has me in her design
and i have her in mine
sound and visuals intertwined
u know that feels right
(ah)

paint me like one of ur multifaceted girls
expression thru art and music baby imbue the world
(wow!!!!)

see her on a screen or on a page
u could see her on a stream or on stage
experience me in so many ways
we can be god all day

9. God has me in Her design

https://kittydog.bandcamp.com/track/i-am-an-artist
lyrics:

once upon a time i breathed in oxygen
and i felt so fine i never wanted to
open up my mind to any distant thing
every single time im loving everything

every art of mine was full of purity
i could never find an insecurity
i can see the sign i love everybody
theres nothing to hide when love is you and me

but thats when i did not know
much more things about this place
they took me to a state of mind where i cant see the light of day

and i could not feel a bit of me
the lovely self of purity
the creativity i once had
and every day oh i felt sad

i couldnt understand myself
i couldnt understand my world
thought i was nothing but my past
of big mistakes and empty swirls

but i promised to my heart ill never let this overtake me
i wont let this place erase me
i am more than what they say to me

i am beautiful
i am strong and
ill keep on trying to live as long as i can.
it doesnt matter what ive been through
because i have a plan
i am trying my hardest
because i am an artist.
oh yeah.

i am an artist

this song is a coping mechanism

cover of: https://soundcloud.com/93feetofsmoke/miss-my-call-prod-caspr

my cover contains autotune.

(my unfinished version of this cover: https://soundcloud.com/kittydog098/miss-my-call-cover/s-HE331 )

miss my call (cover) // includes autotune.

cover of: https://soundcloud.com/93feetofsmoke/miss-my-call-prod-caspr

sorry i uploaded the same song like 3 times im just proud of it and  this one doesn't have autotune like the other ones do, it sounds natural. 

other version with autotune: https://soundcloud.com/kittydog098/miss-my-call-full-cover-includes-autotune

miss my call (cover) // does not include autotune

OOPSIE WOOPSIE!! Uwu We made a fucky wucky!! A wittle fucko boingo! The code monkeys at our headquarters are working VEWY HAWD to fix this!

all music by me except the voice is from: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RETRen4oHpo

FUCKO BOINGO

i might be coming back to soundcloud but i mostly use bandcamp
https://kittydog.bandcamp.com

im kd
i eat ass
she/her and they/them
my alts are:
@rarded
@ipeedandfardedandshidded