stream :3 - https://open.spotify.com/album/5rlkspTW5YrreKCQH1Sb62?si=CieZ_CcbRcqSExu___RbsQ&dl_branch=1
this is a vent song i made continued from: https://soundcloud.com/rarded/they-all-hate-me
when i originally made it i was not in a good mindset. i built off of it adding a more positive verse to the end to signify the improvement of my perception.

lyrics:
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they all hate me, they all hate me
all my inspirations hate me, theyre all leaving
i should know that they dont know me
i dont know them
but if im too scared then how will i make friends?
they all hate me, they all hate me
i feel like everyone hates me, they wont listen
im an outcast among others way more talented
im a loser, why can't i just fucking fit in?

i just dont know if i can take it any more
idk if they will listen, no
i just know they fucking hate me, theyre all leaving
maybe part of me deserve it, i'm done explaining

how do i know for a fact they're not talking shit behind my back?
how do i know for a fact they're not talking shit behind my back?

they all hate me, they all hate me
all my inspirations hate me, theyre all leaving
i should know that they dont know me
i dont know them
but if im too scared then how will i make friends?
they all hate me, they all hate me
i feel like everyone hates me, they wont listen
im an outcast among others way more talented
im a loser, why can't i just fucking fit in?

why can't i just fit, why can't i just fit in?
why can't i just why can't i just fucking fit in?
[x4]
i'm an outcast, outcast
i'm an outcast, i'm an i'm an outcast
[x2]

i don't have to fucking fit in!!!

:3 :D

[kittydoggo! ki-ki-kittydoggo kittydoggo!]

u//w//u o///o

im an outcast, and all my friends love that shit
cause every time i lose, i bring back a ten times win!
i'm L pilled, i'm W pilled
i didn't take my normal pills
real ones understand that, it's all just fucking abstract 
so

they all hate me
they all fucking love me
they hope im failing
they know that im growing
a little bit of everything since i was fucking 13
i'll lose my life a billion times but i'll just keep on going!
they all hate me
they all fucking love me
they all wanna kill me
they all wanna fuck me
a little bit of everything since i was fucking 13
i'll lose my life a billion times but i'll just keep on 
going~

OUTCAST

stop fucking talking
your words are like sandpaper to my brain
smooth it out til its a goddamn paste, 
ur such a fuckin worthless waste

hundreds of people cant be wrong
saying kys delete ur songs
only thing im deleting is my ability to fawn

lies, lies, fuckin feed me lies
imma scrape out my mind ill be like this is fine
(x4)

kys delete ur songs

!!NOT MY SONG!! Credits to the owner. I will take it down if they ask.

im part of the PAWblem​!​! // Kittydog

Fill my timeline /sx

disco r (5/19/24)

microtonal ghost by kittydog

```i'm like a secret agent
creeping up in the night
does it make ur skin crawl
when i don't tell u goodbye

sick and twisted joke
playing up in ur life
ill smile while the slow burn
of fantasies die

im like a cryptid
feel unsubstantiated
but i'd feel so real
petting me thru the matrix

say my name under ur breath
i'm folklore around the fire
ill crawl round ur perception
i eat away at ur wires

i flicker on in the night

crawling away as i smile

dont turn ur back on the time
cant delete me from subconsious
power on from just your sight

cuz ur realitys dyin
i forgot i existed
my humanity's defiled

burned my sense of being
u stared clip off the airplane mode
silence from the screen
speakers blown out chewed em up like bones
falling from the earth
check it out, ive been here before
im inhuman, mechanical animal anthromorph

i can't fall anymore,
it's bound to the floor
cursed to all fours
u fw this form??

now i'm just a myth
so compute me some more
ill claw right around
some unnatural force

I'm so tired of it
Want to be something less ridiculous
had my ups and downs
now i'm fluctuating
cursed 2 on all 4's
all suffocated

so i crawled my way up high
told myself 10 times i'd never die
plastered all my pain on a saturday night
if there's nothing left, it'll be alright

down to the floor
it's warm and it's cold
it's wrong and it's right
it can't be ignored

it's just a myth
so just write me some more
i'll display a pattern
never seen before```

1. cursed2all4s

CW: suggestive lyrics
this will be on streaming services too later lol ju s wait if u wanr...

i'm sick of the pressure
Put me on the spot like a chess clock
Rational decisions got my heart in a headlock
Loving you is easy but my heart is a wristwatch
ticking so unsteadily til part of it's overclocked

i need an adventure, wanna explore ur mind and ur body
your physical space, and to be physically wanted
i spent all my life paintin g m y heart on a bright screen
take me off the canvas, cause i'm sick of perceiving

ill hold my breath til i cant take no more
i feel like a wreck i feel like a whore
don't pry in my head unless u wanna die
i'm born to exist but im dead inside

i think im converging
when you think of me it's burning
watch out when u think ur playing
loving me is just a board game

ill hold my breath til i cant take no more
i feel like a wreck i feel like a whore
don't pry in my head unless u wanna die
i'm born to exist but im dead inside

CONVERGING
MANUFACTURED EVOLUTION
ILL FEEL YOU THROUGH EVERY
FRACTION
LIVING SOLELY THRU COMPERSION

I THINK IM CONVERGING
WHEN U THINK OF ME ITS BURNING
WATCH OUT WHEN U THINK UR PLAYING
CUZ LOVING ME IS JUST A BOARD GAME

BOARD GAME

LA CIME

kort prod tiresss

Fuck this is awful lmao im sorry i only make autotune garbage nowadays

lyrics:
u miss 100% of the shots u dont take
and baby i didnt take shit when i saw ur face
i get so damn overwhelmed thinkin bout outcomes
that i forgot to do anything in the first place
i got a hundred regrets yea baby i know that
"shes not the right one" get it in my head yea
i tried to make something happen but tryings not enough
you cant make someone love you thats the truth of what im saying

im not in love im just a mixed bag
mixed up
cant tell u the outcome
schrodingers cat schrodingers dog
uncertainty comforts 
i might be a retard
i might be a freak
a little pathetic person that cant explain what i mean

im not in love im just a
bitch that wants to be loved truly 
someone i can love as much as they love me
hoping i can fix my self enough
to be loved

im not in love im just a mixed bag

i might be coming back to soundcloud but i mostly use bandcamp
https://kittydog.bandcamp.com

im kd
i eat ass
she/her and they/them
my alts are:
@rarded
@ipeedandfardedandshidded