DRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR Shit :3

Sick of the... PRESSUREE?!?!?!??!? HAHAHAHAAHHAHAHH /ref

when thematically it fits precisely in pastpresentfuture but soul-ly it fits precisely in directions so you lowkey release it as a single

when fhe audio compresses when the lyrics get a lil too personal

hyper

VENT SONG XD@!!

i am god but please never bow down to me
they dont see what my ego wants them to see
i am god but please never bow down to me
they dont see what my ego wants them to see

make the last days count
choke myself til i pass out
all these bands ill hand them out 
i dont deserve all this clout
i wanna have tons of sex
and then leave all my friends
then im hanging from the ceiling
todays gonna be my end

that blood wont stop leaking from my mouth
im a cute little angel im your lover im out
im a devil from the underworld
an angel up in heaven
im the reason for your suffering
the reason for your pleasure

who do u wanna see
dumb bitch with the halo
or a cutie like me
drugs drugs
yeah im gonna od
if ur feeling suicidal
this the right place to be

who do u wanna see
dumb bitch with the halo
or a cutie like me
drugs drugs
yeah im gonna od
if ur feeling suicidal
this the right place to be

KMS // tw suicidal thoughts

Instrumental, unmastered version of a very recent composition.
Part of a small collection of songs titled The Particles Of A Safe Place

I wanted to do a screencast of this song's project file, just as a slightly informative and marginally more entertaining way to experience this song, but I can't find any freeware screen capturing programs compatible with Mac OS X 10.4 (^-^;;;



Eagle Wind (To Touch The Ice In The Clouds)

This song was written in '06, is something I played at most of my shows on this tour, even though it's incomplete, and is always a crowd pleaser. 
Since so many people seemed to like it, I'm just going to upload the incomplete version here so you can enjoy it until I feel like completing it

I will increase the maximum danceitude on the final version with some soulful vocals, increased kick boom, increased song duration, including the manipulations I do to the track live, and possibly even some Naoki Maeda style rapping (because this song wasn't enough of a tribute to the guy as is)

OCTOPUS OR DIE!!!

Fill my timeline /sx

disco r (5/19/24)

LUV3 SICK!! (feat. Kittydog)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kittydog/win-win-win
kind of a sequel to lose lose lose
probably gonna be a single to an ep/album lol

lyrics:
i feel like a _ fan
takin cards from ur hand
couldn't tell all my friends
but some of them would understand

when i look at my face
different person than yesterday
couldn't help but relay
cant say the same if i stay the same

so i cry, flowing tears of us
[data authenticating]
then i sweat, as i begin to trust
[recovery initiating]
then i shake, wipe off emotional dust
[are you sure you'd like to clear trash bin?}
can i breathe one more time for love
[robot deactivated]

does the world even have enough time for me??
when i d** does the person i was release
tell ur friends that u were neverending
and then when u end it u can stop pretending

messed up the mixed sense of baggage
tore it all down to wreak some more havoc
it's so damn good i can almost taste it
feel the fur like grass flowing in the wind

wind, wind, wind, wind
win, win, win, win
i'm killing it, killing it

i feel crazy!! catastrophized anomaly!!
infected beauty!! take normalcy away from me!!
i'm fucking winning, i taste it in the air u breathe
stop talking to me, i'm embarrassed of this part of me!!

i need it put it on repeat so i never forget it
give me directions ill be sure to be them every second
it's irresistible, the feeling of a met condition
take off a layer theres another im fucking bionic

my face, different person than yesterday
win, win, win
you won't believe it if i say it to your face though!
fuck the w*rld
i'll make you scream
i want 2 make ur insides bleed
but a knife in your chest will never
return what you took from me !!!

so i cry, flowing tears of us
then i sweat, as i begin to trust
then i shake, wipe off emotional dust
can i breathe one more time for love

return what you took from me
you better return what you took from me

im gonna
win win win my fucking mind
lose lose losing every time
i take a breath and feel confined
ive got to take back whats mine

WIN WIN WIN

haunted by the memories
of things that you did

DOWN LOW x4

youve fucked up for years
i cant tell you what you wanna hear

DOWN LOW x4

BREAK DOWN
LIGHT SHOW IN MY HEAD NOW
CRYING ALL THESE TEARS [ WOW ]
I CANT EVEN HEAR [ NOW ]

DOWN LOW

FEELINGS ARE BURIED
I CANT EXPRESS THEM TOO YOU
I WANNA MOVE ON BUT 
NOTHING IS WORKING
SOMETHING IS WORRIED
MY BRAIN IS SO BROKEN
THE THOUGHTS HAVE BEEN BURRIED FOR YEARS NO
WONT TELL YOU WHAT YOU WANNA HEAR NO
IM FEELING COMFY SO IM STAYING HERE
GIVE MY MIND TIME TO PROCESS YEARS
[ PROCESS YEARS ]

DOWN LOW

```i'm like a secret agent
creeping up in the night
does it make ur skin crawl
when i don't tell u goodbye

sick and twisted joke
playing up in ur life
ill smile while the slow burn
of fantasies die

im like a cryptid
feel unsubstantiated
but i'd feel so real
petting me thru the matrix

say my name under ur breath
i'm folklore around the fire
ill crawl round ur perception
i eat away at ur wires

i flicker on in the night

crawling away as i smile

dont turn ur back on the time
cant delete me from subconsious
power on from just your sight

cuz ur realitys dyin
i forgot i existed
my humanity's defiled

burned my sense of being
u stared clip off the airplane mode
silence from the screen
speakers blown out chewed em up like bones
falling from the earth
check it out, ive been here before
im inhuman, mechanical animal anthromorph

i can't fall anymore,
it's bound to the floor
cursed to all fours
u fw this form??

now i'm just a myth
so compute me some more
ill claw right around
some unnatural force

I'm so tired of it
Want to be something less ridiculous
had my ups and downs
now i'm fluctuating
cursed 2 on all 4's
all suffocated

so i crawled my way up high
told myself 10 times i'd never die
plastered all my pain on a saturday night
if there's nothing left, it'll be alright

down to the floor
it's warm and it's cold
it's wrong and it's right
it can't be ignored

it's just a myth
so just write me some more
i'll display a pattern
never seen before```

1. cursed2all4s

```i wanna go crazy for ya
wanna be amazed
losing all my brain cells for ya

bumpin tails with her at the furry rave
every direction feelin all the waves
making its all love a reality
makes me want to live out another day

i dont wanna die yet
cuz i havent felt ur fur on my skin enough
shake the room hypnotic
til the floor caves in

furries down under the stars and the moon
yea its a party when im feelin u
dont want this moment to end
i'm furry furever u know that its true!!!!!!!!!!!

i dont wanna die yet,
i just wanna feel ur fur on my paws again
i wanna stay right there
til the day im dead

im loving my girl and im loving my friends
im loving the world and its feeling intense
i feel like im finally loving again <333

i feel like im goin crazy for ya
melting all my brain cells for ya
feeling so amazing for ya!!
bumping tails with me silly everyday
wanna be surrounded every way
making this new love a reality
makes me so estatic and so amazed!!


[dont want this moment to end,
love comes from every direction
estatic feelings and waves
radiate through my existence
im eternally love
i dont need much assistence
i just feel everything
throughout all of my senses
it's all love!

:333333333 :3```

8. bumpin tails

CW: suggestive lyrics
this will be on streaming services too later lol ju s wait if u wanr...

i'm sick of the pressure
Put me on the spot like a chess clock
Rational decisions got my heart in a headlock
Loving you is easy but my heart is a wristwatch
ticking so unsteadily til part of it's overclocked

i need an adventure, wanna explore ur mind and ur body
your physical space, and to be physically wanted
i spent all my life paintin g m y heart on a bright screen
take me off the canvas, cause i'm sick of perceiving

ill hold my breath til i cant take no more
i feel like a wreck i feel like a whore
don't pry in my head unless u wanna die
i'm born to exist but im dead inside

i think im converging
when you think of me it's burning
watch out when u think ur playing
loving me is just a board game

ill hold my breath til i cant take no more
i feel like a wreck i feel like a whore
don't pry in my head unless u wanna die
i'm born to exist but im dead inside

CONVERGING
MANUFACTURED EVOLUTION
ILL FEEL YOU THROUGH EVERY
FRACTION
LIVING SOLELY THRU COMPERSION

I THINK IM CONVERGING
WHEN U THINK OF ME ITS BURNING
WATCH OUT WHEN U THINK UR PLAYING
CUZ LOVING ME IS JUST A BOARD GAME

BOARD GAME

LA CIME

Find Myself

Originally written in 2005 for the Bubblegum Octopus demo, 8-Legged Dance Moves
The developer of this game asked me if it was okay to use that recording for a demo video of the game, which eventually lead to him commissioning me to do the soundtrack for the entire game.
Generally, I hate the thought of redoing anything from the demo, as I've spent the better part of my 5 or 6 years with Bubblegum Octopus being represented primarily by antiquated material, but he liked the song so much that I thought it'd be okay to make a new version. I actually ended up enjoying doing this anyway.

If you want this track and the rest of the soundtrack, check it here:
http://bubblegumoctopus.bandcamp.com/album/cheeseman-soundtrack


Acid Wash: Redux

Remix format song. All sound sources came from samples provided by the community. Remix tracks may only contain sounds from samplepacks, but may be manipulated infinitely.

Received a Bronze overall and Gold in the voting categories "Motor City Madness" and "Shit-In-Pants"

The Dowgnggy

Composed in 2011, while riding the bus to visit, my then friend, current girlfriend, whom I've lovingly been referring to as Aircraft since my T9 screwed up her name in 2006.

Many of the sounds in the song, even melodic sounds, are heavily manipulated recordings of things such as bus ambiance, or poorly and clandestinely recorded human voice.

This will be released as a part of the album Placate Dreaming.

Lyrics:

Every face you see is hollow
Everyone who looks back at you
Just a husk with no real feelings
Just a place holder to make life full
No one here could care about you
No one here could ever hurt you
All alone when you're surrounded
All alone forever, but without peace

Everything is fake
Every face is painted on an empty skull
Everything is fake
Every mind is empty (stop, no control)
Every piece of cake
Every breath of air is just imaginary
Gulp down dreamt up drinks
Talk to your non-player family

How can I talk to anyone
Knowing that they will not not hear me
Shout into a blackened cavern
Reverberant discordance, bounce back to me
Shaking bewildered unnerving
Wondering why I complained before about being lonely
Overwhelm, placatory dreaming
Curious if there is anyone like me!

Everything is fake
Every friend you have is just a damn illusion
Everything is fake
No one here is real, it's just us
Humans: simply dolls
Crafted out of pieces of organic matter
Gods are scientists
Simply programmers making large computations


Every Fucking Face

if you get upset about my death just know i'm happier in this place

i might be coming back to soundcloud but i mostly use bandcamp
https://kittydog.bandcamp.com

im kd
i eat ass
she/her and they/them
my alts are:
@rarded
@ipeedandfardedandshidded

BOARD GAME

kittydog

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