VENT SONG XD@!!

i am god but please never bow down to me
they dont see what my ego wants them to see
i am god but please never bow down to me
they dont see what my ego wants them to see

make the last days count
choke myself til i pass out
all these bands ill hand them out 
i dont deserve all this clout
i wanna have tons of sex
and then leave all my friends
then im hanging from the ceiling
todays gonna be my end

that blood wont stop leaking from my mouth
im a cute little angel im your lover im out
im a devil from the underworld
an angel up in heaven
im the reason for your suffering
the reason for your pleasure

who do u wanna see
dumb bitch with the halo
or a cutie like me
drugs drugs
yeah im gonna od
if ur feeling suicidal
this the right place to be

who do u wanna see
dumb bitch with the halo
or a cutie like me
drugs drugs
yeah im gonna od
if ur feeling suicidal
this the right place to be

KMS // tw suicidal thoughts

really proud of this one 
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is it easy or not?
will u leave me to rot?
im starting to feel like i dont have a choice
will i create some love
is there somewhere high up above
we'll be screaming this until i lose my voice

deterministic reality vs randomization
im feeling passion inside of me but my minds losing patience 
been waiting ever so eagerly to achieve satiation
even if i am aware of it im still prone to invasion

im calling out to my god, not the god thats within me
and with a blink of an eye i see the ending's beginning
future's dead to me now, past can lose its meaning
with all this mass passing through me ill cry out every season

i dont have a choice
changing is all that i am
i choose to not give a damn
cause im a cycle theres no stopping it
i do have a choice
a signifying one
that choice is all that ive done

dont have a choice

stop fucking talking
your words are like sandpaper to my brain
smooth it out til its a goddamn paste, 
ur such a fuckin worthless waste

hundreds of people cant be wrong
saying kys delete ur songs
only thing im deleting is my ability to fawn

lies, lies, fuckin feed me lies
imma scrape out my mind ill be like this is fine
(x4)

kys delete ur songs

i hated this song when i made it so thats why i never posted it but screw it im posting it anyway XD!
Lyrics:
i overwork myself so much
it feels like every single day my brain is stuck in a rush
i wanna do this 
i gotta do that 
i gotta get this done in the time it takes to clap
take a deep breath they say please stay calm
i closed my eyes but i always felt wrong
what am i forgetting?
did i forget a project?
oh god, sorry i forgot your dm

i tried to deny it, keep trying and trying
pushing away deadlines, these lines say im dying
slowly dying not realizing 
3 hours of sleep and i woke up crying
i gotta do something about this
the voice in my head says "overworking is bliss"
i cant take it no more, yea im over it
im working on a new life for the positive

i dont want this life to be over
i kept on running felt like getting closer
if u fail, find a workaround
ur not on crumbling rocks ur on solid ground
im over it
its working
whats in your brain, whats lurking
please no more overworking
i found a bright light in the sky thats shining

i overwork myself, oh
i overwork myself but
i dont wanna hurt myself no
i dont wanna hurt myself

overwork (july 24 2022)

!!NOT MY SONG!! Credits to the owner. I will take it down if they ask.

im part of the PAWblem​!​! // Kittydog

og song and instrumental by switzerr: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6xGXN6FWpxA

switzerr - negatives [kittydog cover]

microtonal ghost by kittydog

Dreamaze

Set up -She Says

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gZmg_NQog8s

crystal spray (remastered)

more autotune music yaaayyy i wrote and sang this last year but it didnt rly have an instrumental so i tried  to add one

//

2009 to 2013 i was
drawing on my dsi screen now im
crying was it all just a dream
its been 7 whole years since ive been happy
where have the good times gone?
emotions that i lack
dont even care about false reporters or star beggars
i just want hatena back

i just want hatena back

i might be coming back to soundcloud but i mostly use bandcamp
https://kittydog.bandcamp.com

im kd
i eat ass
she/her and they/them
my alts are:
@rarded
@ipeedandfardedandshidded