you also have a choice, and you matter the most to me, remember we all love and care about you

you need to get this on spotify, this song is bombing, KD!! :D

Yellow Worms

im gone from the universe oh no
what happened to my wings and halo
it happens to be a phase of changing and growing no one knows
alone in the universe
it seems like all of my body hurts
but these pains all around me seed the trees that are my potential
im part of the universe
i know
your flaws are as perfect as ever
i cant convey this with words
but as long as we try we'll be happy forever

happy forever happy i wanna be happy forever happy
nobody can take this happiness from me
im gonna be happy forever happy
we're gonna be happy forever happy 
cause all of the sadness is a fantasy
i switched up my consiousness its time to see
how much of a happy person i can be

happy forever

stream :3 - https://open.spotify.com/album/5rlkspTW5YrreKCQH1Sb62?si=CieZ_CcbRcqSExu___RbsQ&dl_branch=1
this is a vent song i made continued from: https://soundcloud.com/rarded/they-all-hate-me
when i originally made it i was not in a good mindset. i built off of it adding a more positive verse to the end to signify the improvement of my perception.

lyrics:
--
they all hate me, they all hate me
all my inspirations hate me, theyre all leaving
i should know that they dont know me
i dont know them
but if im too scared then how will i make friends?
they all hate me, they all hate me
i feel like everyone hates me, they wont listen
im an outcast among others way more talented
im a loser, why can't i just fucking fit in?

i just dont know if i can take it any more
idk if they will listen, no
i just know they fucking hate me, theyre all leaving
maybe part of me deserve it, i'm done explaining

how do i know for a fact they're not talking shit behind my back?
how do i know for a fact they're not talking shit behind my back?

they all hate me, they all hate me
all my inspirations hate me, theyre all leaving
i should know that they dont know me
i dont know them
but if im too scared then how will i make friends?
they all hate me, they all hate me
i feel like everyone hates me, they wont listen
im an outcast among others way more talented
im a loser, why can't i just fucking fit in?

why can't i just fit, why can't i just fit in?
why can't i just why can't i just fucking fit in?
[x4]
i'm an outcast, outcast
i'm an outcast, i'm an i'm an outcast
[x2]

i don't have to fucking fit in!!!

:3 :D

[kittydoggo! ki-ki-kittydoggo kittydoggo!]

u//w//u o///o

im an outcast, and all my friends love that shit
cause every time i lose, i bring back a ten times win!
i'm L pilled, i'm W pilled
i didn't take my normal pills
real ones understand that, it's all just fucking abstract 
so

they all hate me
they all fucking love me
they hope im failing
they know that im growing
a little bit of everything since i was fucking 13
i'll lose my life a billion times but i'll just keep on going!
they all hate me
they all fucking love me
they all wanna kill me
they all wanna fuck me
a little bit of everything since i was fucking 13
i'll lose my life a billion times but i'll just keep on 
going~

OUTCAST

BEGINNING PARt is from: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b1ok44MXhrw

NOBODY ASKED BUT HERES SOME MORE REAAALLLYYY SHITTY AUTOTUNE VENT SONG!!!!!!!!!! XD!!!!!!!!!!!

SO NUMB THAT SHES IN HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

really proud of this one 
--

is it easy or not?
will u leave me to rot?
im starting to feel like i dont have a choice
will i create some love
is there somewhere high up above
we'll be screaming this until i lose my voice

deterministic reality vs randomization
im feeling passion inside of me but my minds losing patience 
been waiting ever so eagerly to achieve satiation
even if i am aware of it im still prone to invasion

im calling out to my god, not the god thats within me
and with a blink of an eye i see the ending's beginning
future's dead to me now, past can lose its meaning
with all this mass passing through me ill cry out every season

i dont have a choice
changing is all that i am
i choose to not give a damn
cause im a cycle theres no stopping it
i do have a choice
a signifying one
that choice is all that ive done

dont have a choice

all these people think they know me
they dont know me
all they fucking know is pixels on a screen
its all lies its all lies its not wrong its not right
if i fucking close my eyes and see the poison one more time

ive got blood on my hands splattered all across the walls
ive got years of lacking empathy i dont need it at all
fuck your reason fuck your meaning fuck your stupid fragile feelings
all you ever feel is pain so i would rather just feel nothing

its controlled, its all gone
nothings right, nothings wrong
i do not want to feel oh
they all think im not real so
lies, lies, i could fill my head with lies
choke me out ill just be fine
leaking out all of my insides woah

lies, lies, fucking feed me lies oh
likes hit that like button dont forget to follow
lies, lies, all my feed is full of lies
screen that keeps me up at night and notifies me when i die woah

LIES

stop fucking talking
your words are like sandpaper to my brain
smooth it out til its a goddamn paste, 
ur such a fuckin worthless waste

hundreds of people cant be wrong
saying kys delete ur songs
only thing im deleting is my ability to fawn

lies, lies, fuckin feed me lies
imma scrape out my mind ill be like this is fine
(x4)

kys delete ur songs

!!This is NOT my song!! Credits to the owner, I will take it down if they ask.

Kitt and Kittydog - Intergalactic fractal

see into forever // Kittydog

my first song with original sound design

og song and instrumental by switzerr: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6xGXN6FWpxA

switzerr - negatives [kittydog cover]

og song by @learkeoffic https://soundcloud.com/learkeoffic/indecision

You don't wanna be twenty
And climbing mountains like me
There's nothing you haven't seen
And yet it really doesn't feel right
You don't wanna regret it
It's not worth losing your mind
Cause you're not stuck there's no bind
And yet you really feel desperate

It's a long thought process
It's been a long long time and I never see the change
What a waste of formative years of my life

u dont wanna be 20
double decades racing thru my head
its like a sunbeam
only living just to pass the dread
why does it haunt me
am i gonna die without control
and barely living

nah nah nah no i aint even 20
but i wanna even out my life like a control freak
could you be an asset to my murder like a crime scene
take u thru the years and make me focus on deciding, or

could u be my queen of indecision
in love with inconsistency
I thought my mind is dreaming
with a smile so significant

the world could try to kill u
but you'll become resilient
none of that time was wasted
it was simply reconstructed

you don't wanna be
young and stupid with no answers
21 and counting i aint looking at the numbers
im just looking at your love, a mixed bag mixed up
pick the crown up girl, dont miss out on ur own love

learke - indecision [kittydog remix]

May Death Never Stop You

Famous Last Words

Wearing Someone Else (1)

Champagne on Scars

In Utero

Heart-Shaped Box

Emotions through playlists I play on loop =)=

i might be coming back to soundcloud but i mostly use bandcamp
https://kittydog.bandcamp.com

im kd
i eat ass
she/her and they/them
my alts are:
@rarded
@ipeedandfardedandshidded

dont have a choice

kittydog

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